Good morning! Rave was the culture back then and sometimes you find certain individuals from dysfunctional families end up going all the way. There's alot of bad drug pushers out there. Glad you've changed your world around. Only the string survive !
Exactly the same way I started on the dark, through the rave scene, just using it once a week to come down from the long weekend. Then end up using the dark more than the other party drugs, then not going to the party's anymore because of the dark.
I know someone who was on it who’s now clean!! He told me the very first time he did it, he said to imagine you were freezing cold and someone wrapped you in a duvet that was so warm like it’d been in a tumble dryer… then your forever chasing that feeling… which never ever comes again…
I think perceptions of danger change as you get older. With mobile phones, cctv, dash cams, etc you're probably safer on the streets now rather than in the 90s
Respect to you paddy. I no exactly what u mean . We part of the lucky ones that's made it thru he'll and come out the other side and still here to tell the tale mate
You did right not digging it Ian, I only shot it for a couple of year before arm veins collapsed, managed to stop , when pals were going int groin, but I still get numbness in my fingers now when it’s cold , don’t know what I was thinking int 90‘s , glad your warning people about it, take care pal.
Funny acid tales. The trick with outside missions was to go out really late/early so it felt like you had the world to yourselves 😂❤ Great channel Paddy
What years was this. I'm 44 now but I started doing trips over here in the States in 1994. My best years were 1993-1999, absolute wonderful years. Now days times suck, crazy ass world. Lots of luv from Florida. 👍🇺🇸🗽🇬🇧👍
Yes paddy❤ proper relateto the tripping stuff ... av got bk in to it now n then n a wish ad never stopped just had responsibility that stopped me a bit but am glad am dabbling bk in tripping drugs to be fair. Acid n that good but got nowt on 5 meo dmt vapes ... life changing Mind set wise
I used to take them strawberries and mr men back then. I had a Dr seuss about 2 years ago and these fractal ones and white on whites. I love tripping 😂😂
Ian did you ever Watch Grange Hill ? They showed what heroin like. Used to do the acid tabs at school 😂the last year.used to go to the raves in stoke 🎉 the good old days 🤩
I found it takes 3 days in a row to wake up on the 4th day with the restless legs and sweat. I remember the 1st time i actually woke up clucking it took a few minutes to realise it was the gear. At the moment im at the overweight pills and drink and methadone stage. I need to kick it your a total boss coming off cold like that i can't say it enough.
It's not that it's any good as such it's the feeling of like being haunted if you don't have it . That feeling of waking up skint knowing you need money to score it's fucking awful.
Most prob started on the weed, and moved through, acid/speed/cocacola . . . .then onto the other 2, the bobby and the lemo. 5 my mates dead aswell, 3 through a mivture of ale and sleepers- probably blag ones bought online
M8 U seem less "energetic" no1 on here does DAILY tings for FREE! If U need a break take it m8..hope some1 on here offers U a job etc..understand anxiety but hour/wk? Sumtimes a little push in positive direction helps..U CAN talk well and will succeed!..think U underestimate ursen! Stay strong m8 🙏💯
Addiction overrides your brain it makes you a slave to it your powerless to say no. Its not easy but think about that for a minute, its a mental illness thing
You’re right. There is one guy I know that does the proper stuff. But the rest is 💩. I haven’t done it in years but I have mates that dabble they’ll do for a few weeks then have a few weeks off. One of my mates was worried about clucking as he been doing it for a few months and he asked me to get him some diazepam to help him. He didn’t even need them he didn’t even cluck, he said he struggled with sleep for a few nights and got a bit goose bumpy but that was it.
@@smith2781 try 16 year pre gab habit on top . Yeah nothing only these days . Last time I had real deal stuff was in Cambodia plus i could get bit liquid ket .
