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The worst thing in the world is to love someone. Love is the most painful and cruel feeling a person can feel in his life. I fell in love with Lily at the age of 5 in kindergarten and since then I have never loved anyone else, we remained only as friends until our 30s when I was always just a support to her but not a partner. I had to watch each of her partners, which in the end everyone disappointed her every time, but I must admit deep down I was always happy because of it. When I finally got the courage and was able to win her over and we were finally together I thought I could finally be happy too. After six months in the relationship she announced we were expecting a baby and I thought I had finally achieved everything I had hoped for in life……. Two weeks ago when Lily was seven months pregnant, a drunk driver crashed into her. Lily and the baby didn't survive. I've never in my life felt what I'm feeling right now, it feels like something is tearing me apart from the inside into a million pieces. I feel like my whole life is just a black and white movie that I'm not a part of. Nothing makes sense in my life anymore. I didn't said goodbye to her and I didn't want to let her go I want to hold her hand her everyday but I can't because she was taken away from me.

Don't love deeply, till you make sure that the other part loves you with the same depth, because the depth of your love today, is the depth of your wound tomorrow.

Pain is that which protects us, it leaves deep scars to remind us to be wary and builds up thick walls to keep away those that would harm us, but in the same beat it traps us alone in the dark.

Pain is the rust that grows on a machine that was never cared about.

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Love is given someone the means to destroy you and trusting them not to, and you'll want to run from it, but yet also secretly desire it.

I've helped a lot of people. Helped a lot of people heal. My gift is I can read people well enough to help them heal and my curse is there's no one who can read me well enough to heal me. It's true, if I die today, no one will remember my existence. 😊

Wow that hits hard ❤ but amazing edit

Finally! Awesome, Thank you ☺

Pain brought by nature hits hard, i grew up without mom and dad. I could only hear stories about them separiting which resulted into them abondoning me snd my sister but after years of struggling i had to man up and locate them coz all i wanted was to see and feel the presence of my mom and dad but just after seen my mom for the first time in my life she died three days later just upon our meeting and a month later my dad died and i once again went back to the feeling of been a fatherless and motherless. The scar cuts so deep in my heart coz i feel alone and lost.

Don't worry guys, someday all the pain you're experiencing will go away forever....

we're all here because of the pain of it all

been a while :) awesome edit, keep it up

Being 31 years old and knowing there could possibly be another 30 years to live scares me to my bones

Love can be the most cruel and painful lesson or it can be the beautiful and amazing blessing.

I heard that. It's time to let go. His hand isn't for me to hold, bcuz he needs too many others to hold it, so-to- speak. Loving someone who will never reciprocate, is a slow death. An altogether level of pain.

I've never seen that quote at the end before, but I have a toxic ex trying to get back into my life again & I am 100% using that whole goodbye versus letting go & it's time to let go to try getting through to her. Last time we talked I told her to "consider me dead" as my way of saying she had o let go & accept O was never coming back into her life, but she called her cousin the sheriff to do a welfare check on me so I need to pick my words with her very carefully when I cannot avoid confrontation, which she is trying to force. TLDR: so grateful this video popped up in my recommendations. It's beautiful

I hope when I truly die that I have changed many life’s. Even if it’s one life because for me it is better to have died with meaning then to not have had a purpose :(

Never ours, yet ever near, her absence whispers, solitude's tear.

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Man I am so angry at times. I just feel broken. So alone.

yes…it's sad to realize you are just bad at letting go after 11years…

I still cant understand how she just left from one day to the other after 13 years together. Becoming adults together and going through everything. I guess love is the most brutal and gruesome thing thing that has ever happened to me. All the stuff i‘ve been through is nothing compared to the pain that has been silently following me day by day. It‘s hard when you would never think of leaving somebody but the other person has it all planned.

The feeling of pain can be defied in many different ways. It can be from betrayal or self disappointment. I’m suffering with the most unimaginable pain right now and I’m pretty sure I have depression but I don’t know how to tell my parents. I’ve suffered with so much pain for so long now that I am becoming emotionally numb. I’m getting so heavily bullied every day and my friends from my old school have completely ghosted me and I don’t know what to do. I’m constantly alone all the time and I quite literally have no one at school to talk to. I just wish it would stop for a moment. I genuinely cannot remember the last time I felt happiness. Which I know at first may sound selfish but I do try to hold onto every positive thing in my life but it is so difficult when all of the pain and torture overpowers it. I’ve completely isolated myself from my family and any hobbies I may have had before I don’t have any now because I just completely lost interest in them. Every day I deal with so much pain and yet nobody seems to care. All the people at my school can do is blame me for everything that’s happened between our friendship group. One thing I want more than anything is for one of my friends to actually act like they care and ask me if I’m okay because I’m never okay

the shit thing is, is that i have no one left to let go of, everyone is already gone or let go

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I just want the pain 2 stop but idk irdk if it will 😭😭😭

Music 🎶: farewell life (arn andersson remix)

Please make one with summertime sadness music

The darkness and emptiness came back😢

The thing is, why do we love someone who doesn’t feel the same way as us? Why do some of us choose and stay with them instead of letting go? It really hurts deeply. Sometimes I ask myself to stop but I can’t. I know that he didn’t like me that way but I can’t do it. I don’t know anymore

Life is hard 🙏 stay positive strong ❤ everyone

To me it's the fact that my real parents left me when I was 2 and never bothered to contact me or anything, 33 now and still know nothing about them, I know I have a half sister and a blood brother, just knowing that I wasn't loved by my real parents makes me rage and honestly quit life. But those who did put me in their life I live for, and I am glad I never quit, sometimes there is light at the end of the tunnel, my saying is nobody can't like me, if you do, you have worse issues than me and she be my friend

When I write these I wonder if anyone will read it I hate that people need me. Not financially. Not physically. But emotionally. Mentally. They count on me and I feel guilty for wanting to end it all. I hate that I want to leave while knowing that there's people who need me. That their lives are better with me in it. It's selfish to want to kill myself. I have the power. The ability. And the ideas to do more good then bad but I don't want to make sacrifices. I don't want to hurt people. I don't want to use people. I just want a better world and the truth that it can never be achieved without sacrifice. Without someone losing a house. Without someone getting divorced. I know it's pointless for me to see these things. But one day I understand one truth that made me feel lost. That everyone is just in a ball of collective cause and effect. And the results, the reaction. Is what we receive everyday. Those "everything happens for a reason" bs. I just feel lost.

i feel like if i go missing no one would care

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I only ever wanted to say goodbye to her now I have to let her go I understand now 😔

she walked out of my life like it was nothing, and then made me believe we can have future...and walked out the second time :((((

What song is being overlaid on the track. I've tried to find it. I can't breathe??? Anyone know??

Are you ok? - the question no one asks a man.

guyz I think this is it for me I don't think I can do this anymore

peter & gwen💔that's pain

Love hurts sooo much It’s indescribable It’s weird kind of pain Death is pain Bud true 0:31 love hits sooo much more

Everyday Peter thinks only if I didn't let her make that decision or broke that fu*king promise she would still be alive

Can anyone tell me about the bgm ? I want that bgm

I will always will always will make it for meaningful

My spirit died years ago, my body hasn't caught up yet, hopefully not much longer, I'm too old and tired to fight any longer.😐

ugh I'm so far behind I have seen none of these

At end we have to let people go

I was so in loved in a girl, that even scared if told everytime i' m your dead! I smiled and told i was born on the sunday of death. We loved deeply and lost everthing we divorced. Often you think its only funny words, but yeah, after her i am going to death and i am still death also for the love and the life. These art of deeply love, let you also so deep fall if you lost your love.your desires will unimportant, because you want share the needs with your partner. But you have define your own wishes and trustly share with a new love. Without a reason i can't but i hope you reader!

I just exist. There is no life that's painful.

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Why does love hurt? Please comment

Name of this movie

I just wanna be okay 🥺🥺🥺the substances don’t work anymore I wanna be okayyyyy 😞😞

im dying inside

This video misses house m.d

Chenford 😭

I don't believe in love. It hurt now it doesn't. I don't feel at all. There's no point in feeling. I hate feeling. I loved harder than anyone. I could die a hundred million times, but them? Love is just an illusion held against a backdrop of stacks of conditions you can not fulfill. It hurts. The only way to stop the pain is to stop believing in it. That shit hurts. Now I don't feel a thing and I like it this way.

i wish when i go to sleep I won't wake up

The worst pain is when you loose someone you love. Then knowing you can't do anything about it. Then when you have your own father walked out on you and the people you need don't care..that's the worst pain.

3:21 name of this show anyone?

Easier said than done.

sorry life,i am gonna stay

YOURS..........

Im not ok

fuck dude i'm saad as fuck. i hate being alone feeling alone. alone alone alone!

What’s music name?

Its all numb

4:30 movie name?

Pyar us khanjar ki tarah hai jo maine khud ko maara tha kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki khud par ye zulm karke kya mila ? wo khanjar iss kadar mere seene me dafan hai ki agar nikala to gham ke lahoo kabhi rukenge hi nahi ummeedein mene usse lagayi thi jo shayad mujhe kuch na manta ho kai baari koshishein ki door jaane ki magar uski aankhon ka dal-dal zyada takatwar tha haa maine bata diya tha use ki dil laga baitha hu usse magar sach bola to shayad use lage ye filmon ke kisse usne kabhi samajhne ki koshish bhi nhi ki bas katal karke mera wo zindagi banane chal di aasoo bhi sookh gaye pata nhi, aate hi nahi uska chehra uski yaadein aankhon ke aage se jaate hi nahi pata nhi ye batane ke liye kaafi hai bhi ya nahi ki kis kadar chahta hu use lekin agar abhi bhi aa jae wapis wo to apna lunga use

MOUTH

0:45?

Bro spoiler from the rookie bro!!!

YOU

5:24 movie name please 🔥

The worst things in life to be born somewhere and you didn’t choose anything! When you come to life and grow up ! You understand that your race is always problem even if you didn’t do anything people judge you ! You can’t love and you can’t like and you can’t live ! They act sad here and feel broken and in the realty they broke many heart ! Whatever you do it will happen for you someday! So don’t act you are surprised from other people act when you back in time you found you broke many people heart 😂

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Stop it love yourself. But get ot of here.

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Jesus loves you all guys...i know you are in pain but "He says those who are weary, tired and broken come to me and i will give you rest"...Jesus is the healer❤

The girl I love is already moved on and I miss her I will never love anyone anymore because she has my heart even if she married some other guy she would always own my heart but I will never stop loving her even if it causes my life too end

I’m tired… and I just want to never feel