The reason you're still struggling is because you are feeling condemned when God has not condemned you. It's in 1%. The 10 mins prayer everyday, the praying as you go anywhere, and refusal to call yourself what God has not called you (condemnation). Truth is whether you are consistent or not, it doesn't change the fact that you are the righteousness of God in Christ. This consciousness is what pushes you to talk to your father. Not because of condemnation, but because he loves you despite your inconsistencies. So if you prayed yesterday and you skipped today, pray tomorrow. If you pray today and you skip tomorrow, pray next tomorrow. Don't feel condemned. Continue where you stopped. ❤️❤️
Putting God at the center is believing in Christ and allow him to LIVE in/through you. There are no guidelines and regulations because the regulator himself (Jesus) now lives inside of you. So, once you believe in Jesus, you are saved, but when you allow Jesus LEAD you, that’s how you put God at the center of your life. He doesn't just tells you to do, he literally does it for you through Grace! So if you truly want to put God at the centre, just let him know you are ready allow him LIVE through you. I also recommend messages by Pastor Florish Peters- you can search for “The LOGIC Church” on RU-vid.
