What Snorting Cocaine Is Like

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This is a share from personal experience being a cocaine addiction now sober over 2.5years what snorting cocaine is like.
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@EricBZink 4 месяца назад

Therapy plays a huge role in recovery and life in general adhdonline.com/ericzink/ to get tested for ADHD and more, along with getting connected to psychiatrists and psychologists in your area.

@Chadhogan111 2 года назад

Confidence, for 30 minutes. Then despair.

@johnnycash-vp4ll 4 месяца назад

aint that the truth. dead set on never doing it again for 29 minutes till you dont even realize your body has other plans. had 3 ods because cut garbage. the real proper suff disappeared 7 years ago.... im 3 weeks clean probably shouldnt be here but it just reminds me to keep saying fuck all that. all i can see is my mothers eyes. i pray for the strength and i pray others gain such power too, keep fighting...ill keep trying too. Life is a test so give it your best and fight with your back to the wall.Never say die, laugh and dont cry and get up again when you fall love your fellow man , we are present for a reason.. protect the children and tear down YOUR idols, never surrender , never retreat.

@tarnate8695 4 месяца назад

@@johnnycash-vp4ll keep it up and don't relapse now u got this reminder

@LT-so5xf 2 месяца назад

@@johnnycash-vp4llyou still sober?

@ImpactFilmsLLC Месяц назад

⁠are you still alive bro?

@JohnGeorge-pw2xo 3 месяца назад

I could remember several years ago cocaine addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

@MuratBasar-jm9lc 3 месяца назад

Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.

@Hison-Dcarman 3 месяца назад

Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

@RodriguezGorge 3 месяца назад

YES Dr.alishrooms

@Mcdogmom288 3 месяца назад

Congrats! I'm really happy for you that your mom decided to help you. I always admire those who beat their addiction. Knowing it's possible to fix your life knowing there's people out there that have done what I thought was impossible gives me hope I will make it through as well. Those who share their experiences don't know how much it helps when you're about to give up, it gives you the strength knowing somone who actully know what it's like to go through this tell you it's possible, it's not the same somone telling you you can do it when they have no idea what it's like, but hearing somone who knows what it's like that helps a lot since you understand it firsthand and made it out gives so much hope. so thanks for sharing.

@LucasRobert-ns3nj 3 месяца назад

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

@RiverTalks_ 4 года назад

Depression gang .. I love you Eric

@EricBZink 4 года назад

here for you always

@Corey_Kinger 2 года назад

As a cocaine addict and alcoholic in recovery, this is a great video. You explained it perfectly. Cocaine is like going from Clark Kent into Superman. Everything about it is so addictive. One major thing that was appealing to me was the fact that I could do cocaine and function normally around others. The secretive nature of it… giving your buddy the signal and going to the bathroom for a couple lines. That played a huge part of my love for the drug. Happy to say I’m almost 3 years clean and sober from it. And I’ll tell ya, if I of all people can do that, anyone can. I lived and breathed for that devilish white powder. I still have dreams where I’m sniffing lines every now and then. It will have a hold on me for the rest of my life.

@Corey_Kinger 2 года назад

@@hugomilne-home8310 I love it, too. That’s why I can’t do it anymore. I love it TOO much.

@noelht1 Год назад

I feel you. 12 years clean and I still dream about it most nights.

@teedbeez Год назад

go commit flour eat

@labourer183Kent Год назад

Thanks for sharing

@neilhendrixb.ibajan8727 Год назад

I have a friend who's been doing it for five years. What's the best advice you could give? I care for this person dearly, I don't do cocaine but I am hoping that he'll get the courage to turn his life back around. I'm always here to give my support.

@alexmansour100 3 года назад

Another side effect is that the next day you feel so off and depressed. It makes you want more and more just to feel normal.

@EricBZink 3 года назад

Totally agree

@DUFFYISBACK 3 года назад

big time, alex.

@2339961 2 года назад

me too and I want to stop

@weeble_kneivel698 2 года назад

My clogged nostrils usually detered me from getting more for at least a day or two. Lol

@tomgreenfan 5 месяцев назад

or you cant sleep at all so you do more lines which makes it worse

@JohnM_816 3 года назад

Man, I relate to this. That love/hate relationship with the fish scale is real.

@shantiarobinson7369 3 года назад

Yes

@AnchorOfTime 3 года назад

This is a really deep and impactful message that these content creators are sending. As people who have been down that road, used these substances, and battled addiction, they don't want us to go through what they did. The message here is clear: Don't do it

@FlowerItzel18 Год назад

I’ve always been curious about drugs specially coke but I know myself too well to not ever try it, I have very addictive tendencies and I have a son that needs me and a great prosperous life ahead of me. Thank you for sharing your experience, I know you’re helping people out there ❤

@boredlife1420 4 года назад

Thank you for bringing attention to these issues. Keep on doing what your doing we’re proud of you

@EricBZink 4 года назад

thanks I cant thank you enough for the support

@shano6613 2 года назад

How about people just learn self control

@AnastaMtz 4 года назад

I love how you talk about your problems or telling the truth to us. I love your channel, your videos. Everything. You're an amazing, gorgeous and beautiful inside out man. Stay safe and strong. Thank you for everything you do for us. ❤️

@EricBZink 4 года назад

always here for you

@OliviaSelma 4 года назад

you are such a down to earth truthful person, i found you on tik tok and i just want to let you know that you really made a difference for me, your anxiety tips helped me a lot when i was struggling with GAD, ADHD, OCD without medication. Now i am on medication and i can stand back and look at how bad things really were and even your small tips like eating something sour when you’re freaking out was helpful. I would do that at work just so i wouldn’t run into the bathroom from a break down. You’ve helped me immensely, thank you. I believe you were put on this earth to help people like me that struggle and look to other people that go through the same thing. you’re an amazing human for helping teens like me struggling with mental issues. thank you for being you and god bless you for being here to tell the story.

@EricBZink 4 года назад

thanks I really appreciate it and hope it helps others

@morzey1954 25 дней назад

Thank you for this, I lost my Son to this nearly 6 years ago, he just could not stop! 😢

@moustache1411 2 года назад

I heard there would be some coke at a party coming up (I’m in college of course) and I looked up what it would feel like out of curiosity. I was legitimately considering it because the idea is “fun”. After seeing this though, I’ll definitely pass. You may have just saved my life man, and many other’s too! Thank you for being so open!

@samuelpancake4084 Год назад

He's talking about the part of keeping growing . A lot of people just do it every other weekend type. You do it onces and then sleep... You don't wake up and be like yah I wanna got spend 100$ for a g every day. You need to treat it what it is . A party drug

@trailerparkcryptoking5213 Год назад

Just try it once.....when you run out then leave it alone for a while.....

@88Lizziegunn Год назад

Dnt do it man! 10 yrs n still can't stop everyday 😭

@didisaythat4230 Год назад

I love coke. Hitting some rails and smoking a cigarette with an ice cold beer is easily one of the best things in life. Just don't get geeked and tweak out. Then it's a nightmare.

@didisaythat4230 Год назад

@@samuelpancake4084$100 a g, shew... thats rough. I've paid $10 a point but that's been many years ago.

@erics8885 2 года назад

Hey Eric. Struggling with a relapse right now. Thanks for your work and for giving me hope and inspiration.

@kurluk04 2 года назад

You doing alright fella?

@chaseturknett 2 года назад

I recently relapsed as well. I’ve struggled with alcoholism and cocaine abuse for roughly 5 years. I’ve been depressed and full of anxiety the past few weeks so I picked up an 8 ball this weekend and was drunk & high 24/7... once I start drinking, I start snorting and simply can’t stop. I started hitting AA meetings again yesterday and I don’t feel so alone anymore, unfortunately, the relapse led me to receiving a written warning last week. My addiction grabbed me by the balls and dragged me around like a little bitch for years and I’m completely sick of it. I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired.

@alien3776 Год назад

@@chaseturknettI hope you are doing well. Im currently in the same situation I hope you figured it out

@AVENTUS7777 Год назад

Keep snorting brother

@dianakraft4452 4 года назад

I'm so glad that you're still here.You're so strong and you matter.Love ya!

@EricBZink 4 года назад

all the love back at you

@ericmays45 3 года назад

Love how real this is and no matter how long it’s been we will always get a craving from time to time stay strong

@monsterdong7520 Год назад

I can tell you what it’s like. ITS AMAZING! Pure euphoria! You feel like Superman you can talk so fluently you feel absolutely incredible! Then.. you come down and want more then you do more chasing that first feeling then you run out and come down so hard that you regret ever doing it

@michaelmorgan9601 4 года назад

Couple 8balls a day is probably the most I’ve heard realistically being done. That’s crazy man, I can tell you really were about it, you look healthy now tho!!!! Godspeed

@terencebigballs8531 2 года назад

2 1/8s is a quarter. Be about 7 grams be 350 a day habit ouch

@joegrahn3091 2 года назад

@@terencebigballs8531 2 8balls would be closer to 700 if he’s was paying 100/gram. I’m sure it was less then but that’s still hard to believe.

@sycamoreindeed1087 Год назад

A quarter

@Ben-ks5bm Год назад

Yeah it’s not believable tbh

@ReneeTower-em1fp Год назад

THANK YOU..I LOST MY FIANCE TO THIS ADDICTION...DIDNT UNDERSTAND...HE WAS SUCH AN INCREDIBLE MAN. .NOW I UNDERSTAND THE POWER OF THE COCAINE

@evan937 6 месяцев назад

I have not had a drink for 2 years now, also been clean of drugs for a few months now. I feel so much better. Good for you for kicking your cocaine addiction! 💯👍

@huojin01 10 месяцев назад

Glad to hear it from an actual drug user as opposed to a non-user describe it.

@jimmyburkeirishgoodfella5720 3 года назад

The coke come down outweighs the high . Please people don’t touch this drug . You will be laying in bed depressed over thinking everything.You will get sick very quick your looks will disappear you’ll be constantly tired . Stay away

@veesharie6106 Год назад

If you have any type of anxiety stay far away

@MJ-qb5ph Год назад

@@veesharie6106totally

@jonathanashley6261 3 года назад

Basically kids just say NO

@Beezy776 Год назад

I hate that fear of losing the high, thinking I’ll miss the perfect moment

@KCMGT23 3 года назад

I never did coke until me and my ex broke up, i did enough coke to keep me from falling down the hole of emptiness but looking back at it now i can see how someone falls here.

@manuelgarcia5961 Год назад

As a former addict, it was fun at first but as you notice yourself using by yourself is when it’s too late. It’s a good feeling temporarily but you don’t notice you lose ppl you were once close with, doing things not of your nature and feeling anxious/noid nonstop. You’re chasing a dragon that you will never reach

@Sbreslin59-js2zz 3 месяца назад

The first bag I ever bought I did all by my self. Lol

@seangregory932 Год назад

You look like Devin Townsend. Also thank for sharing man. I'm in recovery myself. Fighting the demon always. Passion for health, healthy food, good sleep exercise and reminding myself of the hell this shit brings is keeping me above it. God bless ya

@tomgreenfan 5 месяцев назад

lol youre right wtf

@seangregory932 5 месяцев назад

@@tomgreenfan finally someone gets it lol

@m420-nd1if 2 месяца назад

No. Towsend looks like Eric Bee Zink

@joedanker3267 Год назад

I hated that sense that I'm about to crash, better do another line or shot asap. Being on coke was a pain in the ass, always rushing then crashing rushing then crashing. But Eric's description is pretty accurate.

@walterwhite3143 4 года назад

7 Grams a day is insane bro! I do 1 gram a week and that’s enough for me! Gram of coke and bottle of whiskey on a Friday. Stay safe man.

@EricBZink 4 года назад

Yeah it was bad bad

@walterwhite3143 4 года назад

Dr1ven Industries Do you still miss Cocaine? Also do you drink alcohol still?

@bendoverr5616 4 года назад

Dr1ven Industries loooool is on coke whoop whoop got it from a RU-vid called ice posideon

@walterwhite3143 4 года назад

Cocaine party baby!! 👃🏻🍺 ❄️

@mracidman2536 4 года назад

Walter White how is cocain every Friday? Any strong addiction?

@garrettecstasy1568 Год назад

Even hearing you talk about mixing drugs made my chest ache lmao

@LdotMillward 4 года назад

My coke habit began in a Jamaican prison where I spent 3 years. I'm 6 months coke free, and I still have the urge now and again

@lakeyshadarmanie9951 4 года назад

In a jamaican prison 🤔

@LdotMillward 4 года назад

@@lakeyshadarmanie9951 I served 3 years for drug trafficking

@lakeyshadarmanie9951 4 года назад

@@LdotMillward ohhhhhh.....ok thanks for clearing that up

@r4mquattro983 4 года назад

@@lakeyshadarmanie9951 $

@r4mquattro983 4 года назад

@@lakeyshadarmanie9951 A

@bigwillietheb 2 года назад

I read all these comments & it makes me glad I never wanted to even try cocaine & I am glad I never have, my only coke problem is drinking too much coca cola

@annabellethepitty Год назад

3:15 The best way to describe what it tastes like is "it tastes like a hospital smells"

@whey473 2 года назад

I did coke maybe 5 times. Last time was 5 months ago and i still get anxiety thinking about it. I did like 0.6g in a few hours... when i came down i smoked weed and then i was tripping fucking balls guys i cannot describe it. I felt so paranoid and guilty that i did so much of it and i was just lying there thinking im gonna get a heart attack any secound. I was staring at my wall for 5 hours feeling my pulse and trying to breath deeply to calm down my heartrate that was beating like crazy. Whenever i closed my eyes i felt chestpain i immediately got scared and got up. Im 21 btw. I even considered waking up my parents and telling them to help me cause i thought im dying. Bro just thinking about it scares me to death.... eventually i fell asleep at like 6 am. When i woke up i was sooooooooooo happy to be alive and i phyisically slapped myself for being so stupid and risking my life for nothing. A few weeks ago some 'friends' at a party asked if i wanted some. Not a single thought about doing it. Never ever again.

@Michael-jm7sc Год назад

You just had a panic attack lil bro it does happen to a lot of people

@whey473 Год назад

@@Michael-jm7sc yeah bro not worth it

@KMS-ts7ms Год назад

That probably happened to you because the cocaine had not completely gone down yet and you smoked weed that increases paranoia and thoughts in loops, I still smoke weed and especially when the cocaine goes down completely to dampen the comedown.

@garrettecstasy1568 Год назад

I’ve had so many panic attacks on the shit. Soooo many. I’m never doing it again either..

@viperbyte6402 4 года назад

Wow. Coke addiction where you are, sounds pretty identical to coke here in London... stay strong. It’s tough, I know.....

@EricBZink 4 года назад

it is a fight for sure

@michaelmorgan9601 4 года назад

Man us coke is falling behind in quality to London’s shit, givin our location

@kurluk04 2 года назад

And here in bristol

@paulmarwood4325 Год назад

This an incredible admission, amazing you managed to get clean, good for you, sadly there's many out there in a horrible mess.

@gebtmirschuld Год назад

There was a time where i mixed cocaine with Benzos just to fly higher and higher. I'm sober for two years and just glad that I'm still alive. And even knowing what it did to me I'm missing the feeling. I am an addict and I have to fight against it for the rest of my life.

@jeffguzman6497 Год назад

Was it hard to quit

@kefir3345 Год назад

Stupid question of course it was, I had the same problem but In my case I was addicted to M-cat and amphetamine for over 5 years, I was taking that shit daily , I lost almost everything. Friends,family, etc. Had to go all sort of meetings and I finally did ,but the things I lost are never coming back, my nose Is absolutely destroyed....but I've been sober now for almost 10 years

@jeffguzman6497 Год назад

@@kefir3345 what's m cat

@jeffguzman6497 Год назад

Howd u quit

@gebtmirschuld Год назад

@@jeffguzman6497 Interestingly no. Or at least for me it wasn't. I simply had to decide between the drugs and my life. And as soon as I realized it everything came into place and I simply quit

@deborahmurray7704 2 месяца назад

Wow! Your life experience is so heartfelt! Thank you so much for being truly honest and helping me understand what some of my family members are dealing with. Too many Avenues and rabbit warens to go down 😢

@baileymuscat6937 4 года назад

Love ya Eric

@EricBZink 4 года назад

love you too

@alexanderp1568 4 года назад

Thank you for sharing your story

@EricBZink 4 года назад

always and got your back

@bhtradinggroup5340 2 года назад

As a trader of 12 years in London, I can also agree with this. I must admit the effects are slightly different on me, I didn’t get that slow down effect I get the focus / control effect. It also wasn’t something that I used as the effects of alcohol did disappear. It is bad really. It gives me some mad anxiety afterwards though. And also in fairness, it’s a banging high. If it’s cut decent it is sweet. Back you on the viagra as well lol. Your mate don’t work after a few lines 😲

@50zezima 4 года назад

Can you smell anything anymore? Why do people always snort it, is there no other way of ingesting cocaine?

@paaao 4 года назад

You can smoke it, and you can shoot it, but you need to be ready for a silver surfer train ride to the moon, wrapped inside an alien pin ball machine mind that knows everything.

@50zezima 4 года назад

@@paaao Lmao. Doubt it's anything like you described but don't worry I wasn't planning on actually trying it any time soon or ever. Very creative description though that's dope man.

@angeleyesjr9676 Год назад

Here's a good one for ya dont do it you will fall deeply deeply in looove with it even go as far as to spending every last dime! Recovering addict since 2006 and still going! ❤

@joshsinclair539 4 года назад

New sub, thanks for the video man

@EricBZink 4 года назад

Absolutely and thanks!

@tdhjim1 Год назад

So, I’ve had a panic disorder for over 40 years… never tried cocaine, but always wondered if it would affect my anxiety… Loved alcohol, but it totally gave me panic the next day. I gave it up 25 years ago! This is a great video. Thank You for this! Think I’ll just keep living my simple sober life!!!

@La-familia-de-Fazio Год назад

No addictions; no kids! Get like me! If not get yourself CORRECT!!

@killuazoldyck6852 3 года назад

At the end of the day. Addiction is mind over matter

@helenamoniqueclarke8135 Год назад

Thank you for sharing your experience.

@ThePrufessa 4 года назад

The worst is when your throat is numb and your nose is dripping and having a hard time swallowing. You really have to slow down before you choke on your own nose drip.

@doubleemcastillano464 Год назад

I’ve always tied coke in with crack. Growing up in the hood, I’ve seen tons of crackheads, homeless and strung out. Many people from the hood wouldn’t touch coke because it’s looked at as almost the same as crack. That’s what made what Whitney Houston said so funny for folks because she’s like “Crack is whack” because she’s on coke but in the hood it might as well be crack beta…like crack still in development on prerelease on Steam.

@centerfoldkills 3 года назад

I was famous coke seller over 22 years. I never sold my coke to hardcore users or strangers. I would cut off my friends and my buyers after I saw problem with their lives. I used my money for mentoring with the Big Brothers and Big Sisters and my doctorate of psychology. Now I’m working for the state department.

@EricBZink 3 года назад

❤️

@STORIESLOSTINTIME Год назад

You aré smart! My advice, if you aint smart, if you've never questioned anything, if you dont have anything to believe entirely in, dont ever snort coke!

@kwaiper 2 года назад

I was gratefull. I used coke sometimes 2 times a month maybe. But like people say and experience themselves i started and quit when i was out. Im gratefull that my mind could stop after that i never felt the need to go after more.

@m420-nd1if 2 месяца назад

Coke helped me to get rid of my opiate addiction and all my savings. 5/10 would recommend

@Lamebred. Год назад

I got to a point where i only enjoyed the first line then the rest just caused me extreme anxiety. To the point i was just dipping from clubs mid night out. The last time i did it i had to focus on not dying for an hour or two.

@isaacmorales6454 Год назад

I used to get cocaine that was 97% cocaine and 3% cut

@JCS1964-i7w Год назад

Nice

@include55 Месяц назад

Did you get it lab-tested? The cocaine is probably less pure than 97% already when it leaves the country where it is being produced.

@imlxh7126 4 месяца назад

Damn. When you said the thing about how it felt good just HAVING the cocaine, it made me flash back to a few times i felt the same way driving back home after buying alcohol. It's sort of like a Pavlovian response. Glad I'm cutting down on my drinking.

@Yourboibrad 4 года назад

On Saturday the offered me "coke" O "Perico" as my Friends call it here in mexico. My bestfriend smoked a lil in a cig. he broke my heart I was drunk as shit and they offered me 2 times telling me it would Get me sober so I could drive back. 5 minutes later I left I said fuck that drunk as shit took my ass home.

@ArcanicFire 2 года назад

You made the best decision. I was drunk when I took my first bump. The way it sobers you… it’s amazing. My confidence immediately shot up, I could flirt like a mad man with women like never before, two more bumps and four hours later and I was king shit… until the next day when my body rejected it alongside mild alcohol poisoning and I puked non stop until 4 in the afternoon. Don’t ever touch it. Also, it can latch onto anyone.

@theobserver6639 Год назад

He's right

@DChustle1994 2 месяца назад

depressed and struggling leaning for a crutch and end up here?

@mr.djeathcore4279 Год назад

As a heads up, very high purity cocaine is also kind of moist, though I’ve definitely done the super-wet cut stuff, hot plating is useful for high purity cocaine as well

@file_not_found_404_error Год назад

Also, good cocaine, doesn't burn your nose at all.. You "don't feel anything". And, if it's hard to break and shatter everywhere, it probably won't be the best!!

@FernWillis Год назад

The numbness going down the back of your throat. Never forget that. The nosebleeds. The tweeking for the next snort. Looking out the window all night. Paranoia.

@Luxury.Famous Год назад

congrats man thanks for the story

@theprtillierypodcast 2 года назад

Man the addiction is real. After my divorce, I went all in on that powder. It was so bad id go on a binge, pass out, wake up at 1-2am, and get bent asf before i logged in to work at 8am. All just to numb the pain i felt after I got divorced.

@sycamoreindeed1087 Год назад

Man I salute you for sharing

@theprtillierypodcast Год назад

@@sycamoreindeed1087 thanks, it was a struggle for sure. I felt dead if i wasnt on it, and all the pain and emotion would come rushing back, prompting me to reach for that phone and get my next fix just to go numb again. It was always shameful seeing the ocean of empty beer cans before me, and realizing that i had drank all of those by myself. I finally overcame it when I realized i could literally drop dead in my place, and no one would know or care til the neighbors finally reported a funny smell coming from my place. Once I realized that truly no one gave af about me but myself, i finally ended the pity party and started putting my life back together

@ThePrufessa 4 года назад

3 inches long is definitely a rail. Lines and rails are not the same. If a say lay me out a rail someone is gonna dump the whole mound out and line it up.

@danielf5664 Год назад

I'm a functioning addict and compulsive liar. My family didn't know I was using this horrible drug until after I left the hospital. I'm also bipolar, they assumed it was just another Manic episode.

@aboveyou686 Год назад

I’m in the same boat. Have you been doing better after they found out??

@danielf5664 Год назад

@@aboveyou686 They actually took it rather well. I showed my Mom my stash and I asked her how I should get rid of it. She's suggesting to sprinkle it on the cat litter, that way no one may stumble upon it. She took me by the hand trusting me. Been clean two years and haven't looked back.......proof God loves us!

@MZ-zu7wk Год назад

I have never heard someone admit that they are a compulsive liar. I've met a lot of people like that and they would swear everything they said was true, regardless of how out there it was. Props to you for recognizing your faults, and hopefully you can get the necessary help that you need! I'm also a recovering addict from alcohol to anything that gets me high other than weed, so I understand that struggle. Good luck.

@danielf5664 Год назад

@@aboveyou686 Oh, yeah. Clean two years. You have to be honest with yourself that you have a problem before recovery can begin.

@kkay3764 4 года назад

Line after 5-10 mins that shits cuttttt

@vibes3360 3 года назад

YeH sounds like this guy was getting scammed! His dealer knew he had money to spend. And they sold him trash.

@zarnioo Год назад

Hey bro, that's exactly what i have been through and similar experience! Thank you for the video.

@dashanovokreshchenov8836 Год назад

My now husband and I used for about 2.5 3 years I got clean as soon as I found out I was pregnant with my son. Thank God because I hated it towards the end. Every day I said “this is the last ball” and then we’d be on our way to get another.

@ThatsNotFunnyThatsSick 2 месяца назад

I'm 55 and never did and never will use anything that does not come pharmacy or liquor store. Simply because I never knew where to buy it. I picture a person standing on a busy street corner with a sign trying to flag down a dealer. I guess I lived a sheltered life.

@weeble_kneivel698 2 года назад

It's all fun and games until you run out and your nose is super clogged 😂

@EricBZink 2 года назад

Lol truth

@BrewCitySkate 3 года назад

Man. I got so much to say. I love you brother. Glad you’re here today! I could talk to you all day

@rsk5288 3 года назад

Keep it up nigga

@gabrielwalker421 Год назад

"What snorting cocaine is like" ..it's just great.

@Gregconnor87 Год назад

Wow man that was spot on about everything

@XstonedmonkeyzX 2 года назад

Everytime some says they snorted XANAX specifically, I'm always like 🙄🙄... It's NOT SOLUBLE LIKE COCAINE OR OXYS ARE!!! Yea you will feel something, but it's almost a 70% waste when snorted....

@mikebucur8461 3 года назад

I like your videos, please keep uploading more.

@zenmohammad2813 Год назад

You brave man

@freestaterevolution 6 месяцев назад

I've never listened to a more realistic description of this addiction...Been there! Then I became heroin addict and my weekends were one big speed ball. I had a professional job at Johns Hopkins, but would go home for lunch to get myself well. Then I started smoking the rock- and it sent me to the bottom quick. My boss thought I was a great employee, but couldn't figure out why I had to go back to my apartment everyday for my lunch break. (My "excuse" was I had to take crap, and didn't want to use the public bathroom 😂)

@TwistedBloke 2 месяца назад

Downhill after the first line

@ObjectivelyBias Год назад

Don't miss the headaches hours later

@EricBZink Год назад

Truth!!!

@myownmusic8182 3 месяца назад

The gas taste is actually not because of cut. It's often called, "aether," because it smells like aether and gas and stuff. The smell is honestly everywhere if you know what it smells like. The smell/taste is the gas/aether (I can't remember which) they soak the coca leaves in to extract the cocaine. Not sure exactly how the process works, but yeah, it's surprisingly not from the cut (although it could be from coat too).

@myownmusic8182 3 месяца назад

CRACK IS NOT CHEAPER. Meth is cheaper nowadays, but even that wasnt the case for most of meth's history. Crack is arguably more expensive, since it's the same price as cocaine, but like a quarter of it is baking soda.

@frakinlambo Год назад

I’m 16 and all I do and all I’m going to do is vape and smoke weed

@michaelstarwind4720 Год назад

Hey you lived and found a new reason for living. Good luck to you bud.

@Murdahz762 Год назад

Man currently using now and feel like I’m at the start of an addiction almost doing not all but some of the things you’re saying you would do. I always worry about my future to with my drug abuse and I feel it makes me worse.

@atikka1416 Год назад

just wanted to ask, how are you doing right now?

@kcgritter9155 Год назад

How you doing

@FREEDOM_OR_DEATH_ 10 месяцев назад

Thanks for sharing this. I'll be sure to never try cocaine... ever...

@scotts6178 Месяц назад

I always hated getting the "smores" after one line.

@WhatsupPattaya 3 года назад

Hard to lift a fingerprint off a piece of paper

@headlesschicken175 6 месяцев назад

My thang is opiates I loooove opiates, have always thought of doing coke, but this is giving me second thoughts

@lgbthc231 Год назад

Idk I’ve heard lots about of celebs, dying from cocaine overdoses and I haven’t had a single person downplay the dangers of cocaine while simultaneously doing it (known quite a few Coke users lmao) let’s be real- people know the dangers, they’re just too hurt to care.

@destinationunderground6006 Год назад

I had a bad habit for about 2 yrs straight. At least a ball a day. For me was to feel normal or confident and avoid pain from recent issues back then. The first time was the best and it just seemed eventually there was never enough. I did it socially but the bulk was alone. Doing those amounts alone is a recipe for disaster I feel because it is substituting for anything else that could bring you some joy or normalcy. Brain chemistry is a crazy thing with these drugs, that chase becomes real once finances really start to suffer as well as relationships but all you want is ....that shit.

@edwin4938 Год назад

Danm a ball a day dude your fucking rich

@destinationunderground6006 Год назад

@@edwin4938 not really at the time years ago I did have a higher paying job, plus my supplier was one of my boys and always had me on credit...which was eventually always paid but the chase catches up as it takes more and more.

@victoriamann7680 Год назад

“Well, I’m just gonna get fld up” 😂

@drengillespie 4 месяца назад

Based on my propensity for sinus infections, I wouldn’t use it. Sinus infection and an addiction? No thanks

@sheldoncooper8199 Год назад

Wow i always wanted to know what its Like Without having to Take it. Thanks for the Detailed Video.

@ThePrufessa 4 года назад

I feel like every drug besides weed has the exact same stigma amongst the soft drug users and if course all the sober people. Heroin and cocaine is no different as far as stigma goes.

@MikeRavia-xp5ig Год назад

Nothing is better than good X.

@T19-g8f 4 года назад

Eric I need your advice, I’m taking a math class at a community college but since I started school my mental health has been getting worse day by day. I have schizoaffective disorder, that includes severe depression, I struggle everyday to not give up and kill myself. I’ve dropped out in 2018 and I’m thinking about dropping out again but I just want someone to be proud of me. I cried last night because I feel like a fucking loser I don’t want to just quit when things get hard but I think I need to drop out again because life’s more important. I had a long talk with my brother and he said he was proud of me for just fighting everyday and not giving up. But I still feel ashamed and embarrassed I’m only 19 and I just want to know that I matter and that someone believes in me. This isn’t for attention I would just like some advice on how to keep going and to not give up. Sorry I know this isn’t related to the video but I look up to you and you inspire me. Even if you don’t reply thank you for spreading mental health and suicide awareness❤️

@EricBZink 4 года назад

have you looked into if they have any free mental health services or asked the teachers for extra help

@mohamedajaj3760 4 года назад

Ending your life is never a solution, once you’ve taken your life you affect those dear to you in depths that you wouldn’t imagine. Your life being tough isn’t a good enough to end your life at the expense of hurting those around you for life, and in fact ending your life isn’t fair to yourself because you’re only 19 you didn’t give yourself the chance to be like the guy in this video, (Where he was and where he is now) your whole life is ahead of you strive to be the one that can tell his kids I went through 1,2 and 3 but look where I am now. Be your own kids motivation in the future etc. don’t give up bro I appreciate you and I’m proud of you, because unlike others at least your trying to find a happier place. Your consulting and confiding in others which means you’ve acknowledged your problem and your seeking help which is the first step to recovery. Good luck bro