Watching backwards. Pile 3 is definitely me right now. BIG chillin cause I am most definitely the prize. God really did put that extra razzle dazzle on me. Took me forever to figure it out but so glad I did. Pile 2 is about my counterpart. I knew who he was when we met. He wasn’t perfect but he was and still is perfect for me. I could tell he was someone that was just as psychically in-tune as I and very empathetic, but he wasn’t necessarily connecting with those parts intentionally and I saw him putting up this defense as if he felt those sides of himself were showing weakness. But he did fuck up and after 3 years of being hopeful and being the one to try to bridge that gap I decided it wasn’t my job to do so and dipped. Spirit keeps me up to date on him and his growth and it aligns with the shift you started to feel towards the end of this pile. When you said that they had opened up to someone that gave them clarity, I remembered that I had channelled exactly that one morning during my usual daily read. I didnt remember when that was and went to look in my journal just now and spirit literally plopped my journal open to that EXACT entry! March 2nd! I think spirit has essentially been smacking this man around till he gets it. He is also going through a Saturn return in the 12H and some other really intense transits right now so I know theres essentially no where for him to run from himself anymore. I know he is just the sweetest underneath it all, but his experiences and conditioned thinking soured those waters and he has to be the one to do the cleansing. Always hoping for the best outcome, even if that means we never see each other again. I’m at such a beautiful point in my life right now, and I just want the same inner peace and love for him in his life.
You're just beautiful. I love listening to these. I don't make it to many of the lives, being I'm in a different time zone but the listen post live is still such a treat. It's rare I skip piles even if I'm connecting to one, I love to hear what lies in each. Thank you so much!
Pile #2, We were work mates that steadily became very close, we worked in completely separate sections of the company and there would have never been an issue between us and the company. After a 6-month break working in different departments, she had a completely different attitude, constant jealousy, competition, flirting with me and then attempting to make me jealous of other men and women. Going to work parties getting really drunk and hitting on everyone, secret relationships and hookups with colleagues. Her grandmother is the Matriarch of the family, she ruled with an iron fist and all women within that family all have the same attitude and distaste for men, seeing them as lesser than women in a demeaning manner. I cut all ties and connections with her, she went on to become a practicing psychologist. I reached out once or twice over the last 3-4 years, although I have not heard from her. If she reached out, I would show the respect to listen, however I would never go anything beyond that, that bridge was well and truly burned. You described her perfectly, the anomaly of her being a feminine, with strong masculine traits.
All three piles resonated so well. Everything you said about this connection was accurate. Leaving this connection was difficult, but now I feel so light and happy. Thank you so much Jess! 🙏✨❤️
3 yrs. Dodged a bullet. Very selfish coward. On top of it....his mother used him as a surrogate husband. It really broke my heart....especially the lack of communication.
Weird. You are so spot on. innately empathetic to the core but sadistic I have found from the raising of life and I thought I'd never give up on him. I will always love him. But I am now truly looking at cutting all ties.sonthst I may move on I bet he is contemplating... And I've just begun. Processing the last 3 yrs that felt like a lifetime of hell
56:14 Okay, the most crazy part (apart from your accurate description of the situation)...I had a dream once where we both were standing outside Rolex watch showroom and he asked "tell me which one do you want and I'll get that for you" the moment you said "Rolex" 😂😂😮
Is it Neal Hallinan? And Bonnie Bainbridge Cohen? Definitely relate to the general message - have had surgeries and procedures on my back, but it’s nerve pain down my leg that is the problem. I keep arguing that the pain feels like it’s from somewhere else, but I just can’t make the connection. Am reading a lot of Gabor Maté at the moment and connection between mind body and pain. Also, somatic practices. Thanks Jess - this helped, just struggling to ‘hear’ the message!
Ohh I’m pretty sure it is Neal Hallinan! I came across his content when I was trying to figure out why my jaw/face has been gradually shifting to become asymmetrical over the years.
Thank you your power resonated so much. It is exactly our story and I did let him go and then he came back saying I was trying to make him fall in love with me again funny thing is he never told me he loved me in the first place then he disappeared again sucha head fuck trauma.
It's not just about apologizing in pile two because the toxic cycle included apologies it's apologizing and meaning it meaning changed behavior oh apologies were thrown left and right and the behavior continued . I'm out
Pile three is my moving on. Letting go of that pile number two. And we know I'm. Patient and I'm serious I wonder if that is why I must cut the ties with number 2 he is an he is all that and the bag of chips lol definitely mirrored. I thought we might have a mirrored feelings both in love and in fear spot on lady wow... Geee I'm not clinging but I'm afraid to move forward. There's a lot of similarities... How do I prove that it's true the more I. Try and show the more fake I think I come off lol
Pile 2 to the t, he is a coward I fell for him since day one as I felt that feeling and I don’t just fall for just anyone, his pride and ego was so off putting he behaved like an insecure frat boy in a university fraternity with no respect whatsoever, for a long time I felt like my love language was wrong and I got exhausted with doing all the work it was ridiculous, he apologised but it was the fakest apology I have ever had as he did it while on the phone yuck 🤮 if he had just been honest instead of pretending like a jackass then maybe we would have gotten further, but no I was done a while ago too many years gone by 🫤☺️ thanks Jess always look forward to Fridays
You aren’t wrong about that mirroring. It was so enmeshed between myself and my separated spouse.. that you described me and you described them. I couldn’t figure out if it was the way I feel about them or vice versa 🤔
And now in general messages. I keep telling people around me to stop with the “manifestation” stuff because it’s countering the actual manifestation of things because it’s anxiety or insecurity as you said.
Okay I think I was really here for the general messages. This week, I took a step into helping others heal. I have PTSD. The traditional methods in therapy were useless to me, as told by multiple therapists. I was on my own and my spiritual fitness and intuition was the ONLY thing that got me out of the despair and the constant survival mode activation. I have started to develop lessons, meditations, etc to help others for which traditional therapy has not worked.
