I relate to 'nobody' so much. i moved to a different apartment almost two years ago now yet i still cant move on. i grew up there, all of my friends and family were there too. now, i have nobody.
My favorite is Strawberry Blonde, and that really fits. It's kind of scary how well it is. I am overweight and way too tall for my age, and I have so many imperfections in the way I look, but My GF makes me feel so much better. She always calls me Pretty and Perfect, and I know it sounds self-centered of me, but that makes me happy. I really needed that from her.
I got some suggestions that are underrated mitski songs imo you can use some of them if you want A burning hill Once more to see you Come into the water Fireworks Pink in the night Two slow dancers Geyser Crackbaby (this ones my fav currently)