I don't resonate with many readers, but your reading for pile 2 was so insightful/on point that I'm back to listen again, which I don't think I've ever done with a general reading on YT. Excellent work, beautiful insights!! Thank you!
You are phenomenal. I needed this like you couldn’t believe. I was screaming yes and fist bumping like I was watching a sports team. So many comforting realizations. Thank you!!
@@plutoseye also it was SO NOT CORNY (pile two), It actually made me cry. That phrase helped me realize the plan all along and let go of some heaviness. I just watched it again to let it sink in.
The hand gesture when you are talking about leaving the room made me laugh. I needed this reading and i've just been confused and its kept me stuck but im trying reallynhard to rework everything. The intillectialization and hyperfixation is (i heavily believe) due to autism (im on the spectrum and have moderate support needs) and my need to remain altruistic and objective so as not to hurt anyone or make the situation worse. I tend to just settle in the discomfort.
Pile 3: I have so much to say, but I'll just say this first. "If I say I'm ok, I'm ok right?" 😅🤣 This pile was spot on. I thought it was best to suppress my anger and hurt. If I feel then I can't move on. I'll just go down that deep dark hole again. I can't do that anymore. Best to move on & start a new direction. Aw man. I just convinced myself to just walk away. Best to just accept the truth of what I heard & walk away. I figured it was nothing I can do about it & no need to feel about it continuously. I was depressed for 3 months. Just recently like last week I believe it was I told myself I need to move from this. This is crazy. Obviously I'm fooling myself. You are right because this new direction I thought I was taking only pissing me off more. The feeling still comes in & out of course I'm pissed. This is so annoying. Just leave me be already. I'm trying to get this off me. 🙄
That's so kind and honestly it mostly comes down to getting out of our own way cause trust me, I doubt these messages so much but I have learned to not let my doubt stop me from sharing and then I'm always blown away by how it's received.
Yes, the ability to step aside. A blessing and much responsibility. I had an experience of undeniable connection. I have faith I will achieve this state of being again. Until then, look forward to your next channeled message. Bless and be well.
I had to stop everything I was doing to let you know that your reading for pile #1 resonated with me perfectly. I got the sense from you that you may wonder for whom this message could possibly make sense, so... I eagerly raise my hand in an effort to validate your intuitive interpretations ;P
Pile 3: I’m just angry because he is still trying to come back. I can’t just be left alone, he talks shit about me to his friends and family that isn’t true, or is only a tiny FRACTION of what happened. (He abused me, and so everything is just my fault anyway because I left so I abandoned him). I’m just tired of the situation, I would love to hear an apology, but I know it’s going to be fake, and he is just going to try and sleep with me again to take my energy and put me back into that same space. The anger and sadness I’m working through is because he won’t let me leave, he keeps trying to reach out in dreams and telepathically and I’m just tired.
Most men in the Western world have not been told that their instincts are evil, believe it or not, they appreciate women who feel the same way about their own instincts.
*3 not angry are disappointed this situation that happened two years ago this is so old energy I moved on I'm in a happy relationship you it was just a lesson and I learn I'm thankful for the situation because I have grown so much 11 on myself is the best thing that I can do girl don't anybody want that bom lol
Especially when we are stuck in a freeze response it is so easy to feel like life is racing past us. I hope you find the perfect therapist for you and in the meantime keep in mind that you're always on time in your own healing journey. 💛
Wondering if y’all/you could make a shorter version of all three readings for those of us that are nudged to watch all the piles. 🤷🏾♀️ Justa thought! 🙏🏾❤
I always try to keep the readings short and get carried away every time 😂 I definitely can summarize these, the moment it travels through me - it's gone. I would recommend watching on 2x speed or if you're looking for shorter readings in general to check out my Instagram or TikTok. 🤗
57:54 "healing doesnt mean theres a flaw". Then dont use the word "healing". English where? Where? Reading comprehension and vocabulary is nowhere to be found with you
Yikes. I'll never understand why people choose to be ugly. If hearing me speak makes you so angry then why stay? Yes, English is in fact my second language. Hope letting that comment out made you feel better. 💕
