Josh thinks that the first time he knew he was addicted was when he had health issues because it just seemed like fun before that. He had friends looking in on him from outside of addiction seeing him in screaming pain with no comprehension of why he continued to use. During active addiction, we both agreed that it felt like we had no choice whether we used it or not. I did feel like there was a different choice for me... and there always is.
7 сен 2024
