I’ve been watching you guys for 10 years, through my divorce, depression, anxiety, infertility, and now my beautiful journey with my new baby and fiancé. I truly enjoy your positivity guys and how you bring light into our days. I also enjoy YOU. We love you guys through all the moments, and we will be here for you all, just like you have been here for us. I still remember a QandA where you guys talked about your journey with having kids and “how it isn’t in the cards” for you all. And now you have the cutest little buddy! Thankful for every vlog over these past years
Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable with us. Not enough people in life are as honest. Hang in there! Its ok to feel sad. I hope good things come your way.
Don’t put yourself under pressure, it looked like you were in a good place when getting pregnant with Jackson. A lovely new home, no trouble with neighbours, no stress. ( that we could see ) baby 2 will happen when everything is right.
A Home Vlog!!! Yay!!!! 🥳👍🏻 Thank you, Jenn for being so genuinely raw, open, and honest about your feelings. And Jenn, Look at Jackson - you are NOT a failure! Not by any means!
Jackson is just expressing his ideas. Just decided what you want him to do and to follow through. Don't be afraid of his tears. Just explain why he can't do something. The blow up will come one day. It is inevitable, even with the most well behaved kids.
I truly believe good things come when you least expect it, the best thing to do is just have fun and don’t put pressure on yourselves and when it’s time it’ll happen! Thank you for doing everything you do for us and everything you show us in your lives!!!! 💖💖💖💖
As a mom of 2 babies after YEARS of trying and multiple rounds of ivf, Jen, thank you so much for your continued openness about your struggle to build your family. I specifically remember when you shared your q&a video in 2017 about your struggles to conceive because it was EXACTLY what I needed in that moment. You made me feel like I wasn’t alone in a very lonely experience. I cried tears of joy for you when you announced your pregnancy with Jackson and am so joyful to see your daily lives with him. I sincerely hope that I can cry tears of joy upon your announcement of baby number 2. Either way, just know that all of your feelings are valid and that you are a whole and completely unbroken person just as you are. 🧡🧡
Loved hearing Jackson say the outro! So cute! Thank you for sharing with us Jenn. I know this is a fun channel, but we can’t all be happy all the time. It’s ok to be sad. We wouldn’t want you to have fake it just for the camera. Keep being the real you. We all love happy and sad Jenn. ❤️
It’s ok to feel sad, we all go through sad times, and you sharing your feelings helps so many others, whether it’s dealing with fertility issues or something else. Sending positive vibes your way 💖Your videos help so many people get through hard times, hoping you get through this and start feeling better
Always remember when you have a little one to not let them get to HALT. That means dont let them get to hungry angry lonely or tired. I think you guys do this so that's way you are not having major melt downs. You guys are great parents.
Hey Jenn, thank you for sharing your feelings and what you've been going through. I know that you never HAVE to share these things so publicly even if people feel entitled to know everything that's going on in your life. So we all appreciate you allowing us into such a vulnerable aspect of your life. Try your best to keep your head up but we will be here for you when it's hard!
I had a similar experience. It took me years to get pregnant and now I have three kids! They are my absolute world. I hope everything will work out for you as a family. Jackson is such a blessing and proof that you Jenn are not a failure at all. Thank you so much for opening up and proving that others with this problem are not alone.
I waited so long for my son I was 43 when I had him. I understand when you say that you are getting those feelings back it's so hard and just because you are happy doesn't mean you are not allowed to feel sad. Just be kind to yourself. My thoughts are with you sending you lots of baby vibes for luck 💜
Jen, you’re such an amazing woman. I love Tim and his blogs and park and everything, but I also love when you take over and it makes us feel such an honest and close connection with you guys. I’m truly honored to have stumbled upon your channel many years ago and thankful to have you guys sharing your lives into mine, and let me leave here all of my prayers and good vibrations towards everything that you set for yourselves and wish in the near and far future!
As much as I love videos from the parks, the realness and relatability of your home vlogs are often just what I need to feel validated and seen. May your days be filled with more of the good stuff than the hard times! 🖤
Jenn, thank you for talking openly and honestly about mental health! I have lots of heavy stuff going on lately and when you said that we can be grateful and still be sad, that resonated with me. Also, I hope all went well with the wisdom teeth today, sounds like reason to have ice cream for dinner!! Take care guys:)
Thank you for being open about what you are going through, there are so many out there who are dealing with the same kinds of things and it’s nice to know you aren’t alone. Sending lots of good vibes!
Hugs to all three of you! I hope you’re able to have another baby and the way you feel is totally understandable, but none of you is a failure. My fingers are crossed for you to get what you want.
It’s ok not to be ok! It’s incredibly brave of you to share that emotion. I totally agree that life as they say is not always a bed of roses and it’s hard to navigate for sure!! Thank you for sharing and remember to be kind to yourself 💕
Thank you for being so open and honest about your feelings Jenn! I remember the video you guys did a couple of years before Jackson was born and you sharing similar feelings of disappointment and failure & look what happened! With patience and hope, you'll be okay!
Yes! I've been waiting for Jackson to say, 'And now it's time to pay the price!' Thank you, Jackson! 😁🥰 And thank you, Jenn for sharing your thoughts and feelings. There is nothing wrong with feeling sad and down about certain situations. We all have those moments. I will keep you and Tim in my prayers. ❤
Thank you for always being open and honest with everything you all do as a family!! Words can’t express how much you all changed my life by the perspective you guys give!! I’m always praying the best for all you!! Keep taking things day by day!! Much love and prayers to you guys forever!!🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💯
Ok the way Tim dealt with the confetti problem was lovely!! I really enjoy watching you two parent. Jen, you are so wonderful to share your feelings, I know it is going to make a world of difference to someone watching. You are not failing, you just don’t know the timetable life has for you yet. Also, just wanted to say adorable glasses 👓! Tim after your wisdom teeth are pulled. . . one word . . . Milkshakes!😉 Love you all!💚💚💚💚
I watch EVERY video but I must say these home vlogs are my favorite! The relatability I feel to these vlogs is unreal and some days they are exactly what I need to get through the day. My son has hit his terrible 2s and even tho we are not experiencing the tantrums he is on a throwing toys kick right now and "NO STOP IT MOMMY" is his new favorite sentence whenever I try to correct him! I truly appreciate how open and honest you were about how you have been feeling lately, it hit home for me and i'm sure many others, but knowing i'm not alone made today alittle easier. I really hope we see more Jen vlogs in the future, as much as I love Tim and seeing all the happenings in the parks, vlogs like this really hit home!
Thank you for being honest and never feel like you have to hide your true self. The Tracker videos helped me survive Covid so you can be yourself with me & you have my full support.
Thanks Jenn for sharing. I feel your feelings and can relate 100%. I'm still in the hopes for 1. It's a failure feeling only people going through it understand. With that being said.. Love watching you guys!
Thank you Jenn for talking about your experience. I have been trying for 4 years with my husband to have a baby and I understand how you feel when you said "is there something wrong with me" I have felt that way too, but I also know that God has great timing and you are strong. Thank you so much for the videos you guys are so great. ❤️
Wishing you the best Jen! I’ve gone thru infertility and it’s definitely an emotional journey! After miscarriages we eventually used IVF to have our two beautiful girls! It’s a struggle, but talking about it helps and knowing you’re not alone! You have a great attitude about it and it’s fine to feel all those feelings! Best of luck to you guys with baby number 2!! Fingers crossed 🤞
I had two little ones back to back my advice is go with the flow while maintaining control. Time flies and you'll look back and realize it wasn't that bad 😂
I wish I could hug you Jen. I can't pretend that magic words will make you feel better, but what I can do is tell you that you were the reason I kept coming back to your channel after I found you all those years ago. I adore Tim and the parks, but your smile lights up the screen and you're such a lovely, friendly person. Being here for the Jackson announcement and watching his entry and growth through to now has been a joy (I am #TeamHomeVlogs!), and I really love your family. I wish every good thing for you, but I also want to be here when things aren't so perfect, because you're always here for us when we need an escape from our imperfect days. Thank you and biggest best wishes!
My ❤ goes out to you. I was in the same boat and after several miscarriages and much sadness, we decided we were so grateful and blessed with our special little princess we stopped trying. Happy Family of 3!! If it is meant to be, it will happen. If not, Mr. Jackson is amazing, and you and Tim are just as blessed!!! Praying for you.
Thank you for being vulnerable about your feelings dealing with fertility. I too had fertility issues but I did go onto have a daughter and a son. It took almost 3 years for our second child but it did happen! Don't get discouraged! It might take some time but that doesn't mean it can't happen.
Jackson is fab bless him he is at the stage where his emotions are starting to form and be too big for his body they have to come out somewhere. I remember one time when my youngest threw herself on the floor screaming because she wanted to wear mickey ears and she couldn’t find them, they where on her head 😂🤣
We all appreciate your openness. Sooo many women go through this, and silently, and don’t realize how very common it is. Thank-you for sharing your story and for being so open.
I am also in a mood to rearrange EVERYTHING! I changed my bedroom last week, moved around my living room yesterday, and today i reorganized my storage room! My husband thinks im crazy 😂
Sending you so much love, Jen. Myself and my husband have been struggling with this same issue for 3 yrs. You, Tim, and darling Jackson give us such hope. I understand all your feelings more than I can express here. Just wanted to say Thank you for sharing, you’re not alone, and you have all of us cheering you on and lifting you up. Much love to all the Trackers.
It’s okay to experience every emotion…even the sad ones. You just can’t let the hard moments keep you there. But you guys know you’re blessed beyond measure and can focus on the wonderful things already in your lives! Much love!!
It's easy to forget that your super smart big kid is still super little & still trying to figure out their BIG emotions. Luckily, he's got an amazing & attentive & loving group of adults to help him. Being overwhelmed is part of the Rollercoaster of parenthood lol
I love a Jen takeover video! Thank you for sharing and normalizing sad moments. I’ve had my own rough times for other reasons and felt very alone. Hugs to you all and I’m keeping a positive thought out there for you! -Brittany
Jackson in the background singing his ABC'S. Sooo adorable. 💖😊💖 Also..you're definitely not a failure. So many things are beyond our control. If you are supposed to have another baby... it'll happen. 💖
Thank you so much for inviting us into your lives. And thank you Jen for being so open and honest about such personal topics. I love all of your videos. Parks, home, and all other adventures! You are awesome!!
Ah Jen, what a lovely, honest and open lady you are. Everyone has struggles in life, ups and downs. You are a wonderful strong couple who will support one another through the down days. Life is a tough journey. Jackson is just adorable and lights up your world. Take care of each other
Sending hugs Jen, good things come when you least expect it…my Nan would also say what is to be will be as well. Thank you for being honest and letting us all in on your worries. They also say a trouble shared is a trouble halved. I love the home vlogs and seeing little buddy he’s so adorable, wishing Tim good luck for his upcoming surgeries as well ❤️❤️
Thank you so much for talking about fertility issues. I’m struggling with it, and I feel the same exact way. I hope you two are blessed with another little one, and I can’t wait to watch them grow along side Jackson 💕 you two are my favorite youtubers. Thank you for making me realize I’m not alone 😊
The reason I watch you and Tim is because I find you to be very genuine people. I appreciate your courage to talk about your feelings and emotions. They are completely normal considering what you have been through in the past. I hope nothing but good things continue to come to you and your family. 🤗
Thank you for sharing, Jenn. We all feel like we know you both and care deeply when you’re sad. You’re not a failure - you’re a lovely mama to this incredible little one and have given us all so much joy. Hugs to you both,❤️
My family funds so much joy from watching you all, but Jen you are an amazing mom and are NOT a failure, just know that you're not alone and some women really get it out here, sending you so much love and light! 💜
Just wanted to say that watching Jackson say “Now it’s time to pay the price” has been a milestone so many of us have been waiting to see ever since you guys first announced your pregnancy three years ago (wow, it’s been three years!). I know how thankful you are to have him! I’m praying for another healthy baby if it’s God’s will! Love you guys!
Hang in there Jen and Tim. Prayers that you receive another baby blessing❤ thank you for sharing what you're going through. I don't know you personally but have been following for so long that I feel like yall are friends. When you announced you were pregnant with jackson I cried. Strange I guess but either way we're rooting for you always
Jenn, don’t blame yourself. I do know what you feel our first son took four and a half years. We tried so long after him and I beat myself up mentally when I did not conceive we gave up. Six years later we were expecting again, you just never know what life has in store for you.
It's so fun to hear Jackson close out the videos now! And thank you for sharing your feelings with us. I've never been married, let alone even dated, so I don't really have experience in any of these areas, but I can say for a fact that you are not a failure in any way. You make people so happy with your presence, especially Jackson, and that is a gift we are all so grateful for. I'm sending positive thoughts your way and wishing you, Tim, and Jackson all the good things life has to offer. 💖
I love it when you guys are real and share your actual feelings and what is going on in your lives. I was recently told I probably need a hysterectomy, which came as a bit of a surprise to me. So, I'm dealing with the emotional side of that- so, knowing you're struggling with emotional things as well is helpful! Thanks for being realistic and sharing your struggles.
Hang in there Jenn. ❤️ it took us 11 cycles to get pregnant with our second. I understand what you’re feeling. I will say the cycle we did get pregnant, I was taking ashwaganda, so maybe look into adding that to your routine? Hugs, good vibes and baby dust to you! ✨
Jenn, you are just the sweetest. You are so kind to give us all such insight in to how you are feeling and what you are going through. We are so lucky that Tim and you share your lives with us. I’m sure I am not the only one who would be overjoyed if you were to bring a another child into this world, but we are just as happy to watch Jackson grow up and continue being in your videos. (Until He’s a teenager and doesn’t want to be on film) Here’s to many happy days ahead 🥰🌺🤗
You are wonderful for sharing with us your feelings and what is going on in your lives. You are so caring for sharing this and possibly helping others in their journey similar to yours.
I always watch, but rarely comment. I just wanted to tell you Jen that I'm sending hugs during these sad days, and all the good vibes for happy news in the not too distant future. You guys are amazing!
I love the way that Jen was so brave to be open with us in the channel, i think it is important to share it to create counsciousness and also because you are not alone or neither susbcribers who are in the same page💫❤❤❤💫
Sorry you are sad…prayers that you will be blessed with a new baby! I met my husband in my 40s and we married at 48, so we didn’t have children. That sometimes makes me sad, I would’ve loved to have kids! But I have a little fur baby that is like having a permanent 2year old, lol! (Jasmine, my chiweenie, shown in my profile pic)
Aww I feel your pain. I'm the same, and Still find it difficult sometimes to accept it. No fur babies either as landlord doesn't allow it. So watching Jacksons journey has been an absolute pleasure xx
my almost 2 year old has been having the most intense tantrums. she will walk into a room and just melt down screaming hitting throwing everything in her path. first time it happened i thought something was wrong with her. my sister lives next door and regularly comes over to make sure we are ok as she hears it all from there. Just know youre not alone and ive been told its totally normal even though at times it feels like something more serious. Also sending you all the baby dust in the world
Every one of us love and care about you all! Thank you for expressing your feelings and venting to us. Sometimes its good to get it out and it’s important. We love you!! Please don’t feel like you’re a failure. You’re far from that!! When you don’t give up, you cannot fail!
Thank you jenn for being positive and we love you both for what you do for this channel I appreciate you and Tim but don’t let sadness get you down just leave all the sadness behind so thanks again 💖💖💖
Listening to you talk about your trials, was like listening to my sister. She was married for 7 years before she had her 1st and she went through all the different treatments without any luck. Took her another 8 years to have her second. Both her kids are amazing. Todd worked as a summer lifeguard. When he was accepted into a Science Charter School, he went out and bought his own alarm clock so he could get himself up. Now he’s a Staff Sargent in the Air Force winning all kinds of awards and making more money then both his parents. Lexi is a sophomore in the same Charter School. She plays on the Varsity Volleyball team and softball teams. I wouldn’t be surprised if she makes the Olympics one day. May you and Tim be as blessed!
Jenn…. such a beautiful brave soul to share such an important subject that can feel so isolating for so many. We love your family and all the versions it has been ❤️
Sams club has a nugget couch dupe! It’s amazing! It’s called the explorer…something but trust me it’s so awesome we got a second set for our kids! They LOVE IT!
It took us 14 years to have our little guy and before him many miscarriages…. We never tried for a second baby…but that was ok for us. He is our little miracle baby that was meant just for us. We enjoy you vlogs and just hanging with you guys. Thank you tracker family…
I've been watching you guys for a few years now and am so glad I found you. It's been amazing watching both of you grow as people and then grow as a family with Jackson. Especially so since I've moved from the US to South Korea for the next few months and your videos are keeping me from getting too homesick. It's like having a mental pick-me-up just a few clicks away. Your feelings are valid and your struggles make you no less of a person or a mother -- easier said than felt, I know. But thank you for being so honest with us about real life issues, I hope it's as emotionally beneficial for you as it for us. It's nice seeing that the internet isn't all sunshine and rainbow sometimes. We're all rooting for you guys and your family, and no matter what happens, we'll stick around to see it through with you. Lots of love.
Hey Y'all 👋👋👋 I'm singing it, "the terrible two's are starting nooowwwww" 🤣 all of us parents have been there. It is just a matter of them not being able to rationalize. They see one goal and that's what they head for head on. All you can do really is hang on for the ride, but it will get better very soon. I mean at least til he's 15 and has a tude the size of Texas 🤣😂. You're doing a great job Tim and Jenn... big hugs ! Remember, YOU ALL ARE SO LOVED and by so many 💕 you are the bestest, the sweetest, the kindest, the most dedicated, and the cutest little family ever. Oh and Hey Sweet Face Jackson 😊 👋 ☝️ 👍 💜
Jen thanks so much for sharing. You have given me hope on my own baby journey, not to give up. I am very grateful for you,Tim and Jackson and all your lovely videos. Really helps me whenever I feel down. So thank you and I really appreciate you all! ❤️
Jen you are such a wonderful mama and person. I’m so sorry you are struggling 💜 Jackson is such a joy for our family to watch! My 7 year old loves seeing Jackson grow up and couldn’t believe how much bigger he is looking since his haircut 😂😂
Jen it's gonna be fine. I know y'all are not super religious. But it will happen in God's timing. I truly believe y'all will do it and have a beautiful baby boy or girl. So enjoy every moment because when that new baby is born you will enjoy it so much more. I love y'all. It will get better 😉.
Just came to say that your ability to be vulnerable with over 800K people on the internet is inspiring. It has been my personal goal to be more vulnerable in my own relationships as well as on our channel. It’s not easy and wanted to commend you for it! I wish you and Tim the best in growing your family. You all truly are blessings to each other and your audience! Xoxo
Thank you for sharing this video and being candid with us. As a woman I truly understand that process can be very challenging emotionally. What makes me love your channel is how genuine you all are. Continue to be unapologetically YOU. 🌺🧡 Take care, GOD BLESS
