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Sorry for the wait!!!
but this is vlog day 4!!!!
Hope you like it (:
Follow me on everything if ur feelin it
Instagram - @AlissaViolet
Snapchat - @AlissaViolet
Twitter - @AlissaViolet
Facebook - ImAlissaViolet
Myspace - lol what
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I suck at vlogs lol but i'm getting better.
by the way my names alissa violet

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@lenaviktoria7509 7 лет назад

can't believe that someone would let this goddess get away

@HaseenaMater 7 лет назад

exactly.. she deserves way better, nobody's good enough for this queen.

@moon5153 7 лет назад

lena viktoria I KNOW SHE'S PERFECT

@gooby8748 7 лет назад

lena viktoria Ikr she is so frickin pretty!

@alenaswitzky5222 7 лет назад

Kris LaWho fuck off

@shyeebolamp8126 7 лет назад

Alena Switzky I think she's being sarcastic

@nurthalia7612 6 лет назад

when alissa dont upload so youre watching her old videos. who else?

@jazleen 6 лет назад

Nur Thalia meeee

@bb-ud4lk 6 лет назад

Nur Thalia i love her 2016 vid bc shes on team 10

@renukarki5930 6 лет назад

Nur Thalia same here

@hewould4me 6 лет назад

Nur Thalia mee

@kyraperkovic1157 6 лет назад

Nur Thalia me

@emmasiera1910 6 лет назад

Not being rude but honeslty the new team ten is boring the old one was funny and intertaining again not being rude

@nenwon2379 5 лет назад

Xd i lov u hun but u spelt entertaining so funnyy 😂😂 its ok doe alisa still loves u

@libertyjeans3253 5 лет назад

Emma Siera I could agree more omg Erika and Tessa and Alissa and sunny should reunite

@TheMcanas2 5 лет назад

Emma Siera it’s true the boring af

@blairjane9228 5 лет назад

It’s not being rude it’s SPEAKING THE TRUTH PREACH

@prettyface7677 5 лет назад

Emma Siera I feel that too

@allypollson9375 6 лет назад

“My personality is terrible today” - aka Snake Paul, well i agree with that too😂😂😂

@alyssarubio9151 6 лет назад

Ally Pollson xD

@user-qb8rl8xv5n 6 лет назад

I think it’s kade that said that tho😂

@anakunac278 6 лет назад

His personality s always terrible

@orchitine 4 года назад

that was kade... he’s literally my favourite person

@LijGilmourHello 7 лет назад

The gym part was so damn funnny lmao

@lp5538 7 лет назад

so much sass

@gagedilks7827 7 лет назад

Right

@Sophia-ku1jc 7 лет назад

i swear you comment on literally every video i watch haha

@nyannajean4632 7 лет назад

Phiphi who

@caitlynregular528 7 лет назад

Lij Gilmour it true

@honigimkopf8291 7 лет назад

She is fu*king crazy She is the person u wanna hang out with all day looooong ... cause it would never get boring.

@jhonsilverwyn3886 7 лет назад

honigimkopf exactly!!

@mikkeljensen9147 7 лет назад

Confirmed

@directionerstyels4132 7 лет назад

If I hangout w/ her I feel like me and her can relate

@misrble 7 лет назад

100%

@isaacexult5538 7 лет назад

ikr!

@alexandragavric8106 6 лет назад

5:41 who else hears jake smashing a girl upstairs?

@bkylnvlogs3439 5 лет назад

Alexandra Gavric no cus right after he said something to Alissa

@bethanysoler1110 5 лет назад

@@bkylnvlogs3439 that's not Jake it is kade

@bkylnvlogs3439 5 лет назад

Bethany Soler ohh

@vanessawolfhard9945 5 лет назад

I did hear a girl and a bang but that wasnt jake

@bkylnvlogs3439 5 лет назад

Alexandra Gavric no that’s Jake

@nayaojaily4613 6 лет назад

5:40 you could hear some girl upstairs screaming and a banging 😨

@jennie88422 7 лет назад

Alissa is so extra and I love it 😂

@kristakayci7880 6 лет назад

May Jennie she is my spirit animal!!!

@ellaxoxo7934 6 лет назад

May Jennie and I

@kenzierichardson6483 6 лет назад

@AnokhiPatel23 7 лет назад

If Bella Thorne and Kendall Jenner had a girl

@flipsidc 7 лет назад

Anokhi Patel yess

@menchiethecat9579 7 лет назад

Anokhi Patel OMG 👌👌👌

@BAMCarter12 7 лет назад

Anokhi Patel I thought she looked like Bella thorn as well

@lanasaeteun9963 7 лет назад

Anokhi Patel really true!!

@madihahasan6388 7 лет назад

Anokhi Patel so right! !!

@toobad9295 6 лет назад

"We're with the government" "I'm just a funny guy" I swear Juanpa is my favourite person

@rinamariakristola8164 5 лет назад

i Love you Alissa violet 😆😆😆😆 i Can`t you are so Nise

@dvmqrs 6 лет назад

"No, I look like a blonde Alissa Violet, DUH." "Come to Braziiiiiiiiiiilll" Dude, she could be a comedian.

@sandrakaye7766 6 лет назад

Honestly Alissa has so much model potential

@equiifayee 6 лет назад

That’s why she is a model

@clodaghhhh123 6 лет назад

Sandra Kaye honestly I was watching a few of her blogs and she wanted to be skinnier that's honestly scary

@aubreysblog2841 6 лет назад

xIconic MSP ehh not really

@z_gamers2899 6 лет назад

Sandra Kaye ya she is pretty I don't get why she wants to be skinnier just scares me because I love her #violet forever 😍😜❤️😂✌

@natalie8675 5 лет назад

Aubrey Oum at least she is better than you

@saminishmam2562 7 лет назад

why are u so good looking

@stephanimartinez2970 7 лет назад

samin ishmam who wouldn't want to look good for Juanpa ;)

@shanthellle 5 лет назад

WHO ELSE IS REWATCHING HER OLD VIDS JUST ME OK?

@999wuv6 5 лет назад

im doing the same girl

@karaborapoo659 6 лет назад

The guy at the movie theatre looks like drew monson

@hi-bc2ob 6 лет назад

Planet Omega I was thinking the same thing

@Maryyyyy252 5 лет назад

THATS WHO HE REMINDED ME OF 😯

@nenevan3 7 лет назад

she looks like both kendall and bella thorne

@cathyakintula4870 7 лет назад

I was thinking the same thing!

@RavalHariom 7 лет назад

shut up she is not look like kendall !

@nobodyxx1708 7 лет назад

she looks like lily donaldson too

@leocruz3835 7 лет назад

nenevan3 she doesn't look like Kendall but she does looks like Bella Thorne

@niheshlyq3764 7 лет назад

nenevan3 I know right!! I was about to comment that😂😂😍😍

@sara.2024 7 лет назад

I miss this alissa violet!

@MysteriousCutie 7 лет назад

Me too

@rarkard7355 7 лет назад

Yeah but she wasn't herself here

@sara.2024 7 лет назад

Ellie Smelli yeah that's what she said

@twilightsparkle621 7 лет назад

SOOKI 007 tbh

@extraa5127 7 лет назад

SOOKI 007 Ikr

@steph.li3 6 лет назад

i watch alissa’s vlog to calm down my anxiety when i’m going to school

@gabbylove_ Год назад

Here in 2023 watching Alissa’s old videos cuz I’m feeling nostalgic

@igawojtowicz2702 7 лет назад

you're amazing!!! perfect personality and body, not giving a shit about anyone's opinion. And you can use free trial more than twice?! teach me my queen

@igawojtowicz2702 7 лет назад

and your editing is on point! ilysm

@bumbum6108 7 лет назад

that's kinda lower than lowest..

@bumbum6108 7 лет назад

Igutka don't make vlogs,he just wants a P haha

@igawojtowicz2702 7 лет назад

Bum Bum i know hahaha

@JoseGomez-sp9xp 7 лет назад

talia

@TheMarcosdeo 7 лет назад

Look how salty Erika is in all these old vlogs. You can tell how fake they are.

@isaiahplays-btdballoonsbat6099 6 лет назад

Mark Deo qqqqqq

@julianamartinez1282 6 лет назад

Mark Deo I was thinking the same thing...

@ann9955 6 лет назад

Mark Deo she looked jealous too..

@asianswag8504 6 лет назад

She's so gorgeous in every single move Love you Alissa

@itshaleylouise 6 лет назад

Her first reaction when she got caught posing I’m dead 😂

@l.b.42 7 лет назад

She is soooo amazing. Jake does not deserve you Alissa. You're gorgeous, funny, smart, caring, and awesome!

@red_beauty8476 6 лет назад

L. B. Ikr she's the best!

@katewallace4041 7 лет назад

If she is not a model than what is this life

@itsellee3240 7 лет назад

Kate Wallace She's a model

@LimbsPayDebt 7 лет назад

With the black hole on the top of her forehead ?

@mcmxix4402 7 лет назад

She is a model

@LimbsPayDebt 7 лет назад

How often do you see a billboard with backne used as part of "guerilla marketing " ?!?!?! An entire generation that really does give to much credit to the word "Model"

@pepecrunch 7 лет назад

HuE it's called photoshop lol, nobody has perfect skin 24/7

@mudkiplvr 6 лет назад

Who misses the star boy intro?

@clikkieduhhh 5 лет назад

Juanpa: can I name it? Alissa: sure Juanpa: " Eye-zack" Alissa: eye-zack??? 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

@jessicab4751 7 лет назад

I'm so confused why everyone says she's annoying. I think she's hilarious. And probably one of the few female RU-vidrs in LA who actually keep it real.

@azertyazerty2666 7 лет назад

Jessica Beckett agreeee

@sapphiresicka8251 7 лет назад

i agree but i live in wales cardiff

@sapphiresicka8251 7 лет назад

not la i wish though

@soyitchhyajugjali1540 7 лет назад

m8 I live in wales aswelll in Brecon!

@sheenahdooky 7 лет назад

I agree 👌👌👌

@francinepresado 7 лет назад

Is she a model? Because she's a SO pretty

@anistasyamurty8229 7 лет назад

Mitch Presado yeahh she is

@mmejia1853 7 лет назад

+Anistasya M how tall is she?

@anistasyamurty8229 7 лет назад

B mr idkk

@hamiltonchampagne5025 7 лет назад

B mr she's 5'9 i looked it up

@mmejia1853 7 лет назад

Hamilton Champagne Thanks!!

@Lia66078 6 лет назад

alissa violet = kendall jenner blond

@yamminaldeib4686 6 лет назад

Oana Maria alissa violet = alissa violet

@Lia66078 6 лет назад

Mr. Jawline lollll

@ellaseverything7061 6 лет назад

Alissa=LIFE

@onjaniques 6 лет назад

Oana Maria and Alissa is a Gemini and Kendall is a Scorpio

@katen2559 6 лет назад

Oana Maria Alissa is a way prettier girl

@alijahadams8882 6 лет назад

during your “montage” you looked like bella thorne😂 ILY ALISSA!!!!!💜💜💜

@kingdas5796 3 года назад

Yup

@arianacurran8896 7 лет назад

In school we had to write an essay about the person we admire most in the world and I wrote about you , your awesome 😄👸#teamalissa

@maria5737 7 лет назад

Haha I did that too a couple of weeks ago!! ❤ #teamalissa 👑

@maria5737 7 лет назад

Haha I did that too a couple of weeks ago!! ❤ #teamalissa 👑

@user-rx8nu9yk4z 7 лет назад

Ariana Curran OMG WE HAD TO THAT TOO LMAO

@GolfAddiction 7 лет назад

you're*

@arianacurran8896 7 лет назад

Alissa Violet your honesty my favorite vlogger 👌

@emmadenio3745 7 лет назад

OH MY GOD AT 5:40 you can actually hear the sound of a bed or something

@gregnuttall2268 6 лет назад

Emma DeNio probably JAKE

@lovelivelol1543 6 лет назад

Deffinetly a bed bouncing up and down weird

@izvertlilugg8152 6 лет назад

Jake was having............he was.......................

@smileygirl8915 6 лет назад

It couldn't be jake Jake was talking to her I think

@sav1362 6 лет назад

Elaine Coger lol maybe true

@jillianslade6568 6 лет назад

You should be a singer

@kaitlyncardinal3920 5 лет назад

4:53 - 5:17 get it queen!

@jomarie2144 7 лет назад

She looks like a model

@fuckingfuck 7 лет назад

Jo Marie well... she is 😂

@AmyWentz 7 лет назад

Im on a video binge Im obsessed lol

@tyty_xanteroodt4285 6 лет назад

How could someone not love her

@astra7291 6 лет назад

Ty Roodt fr

@happycat2889 6 лет назад

Ty Roodt I know right

@evelynalarcon847 6 лет назад

Maybe, but she has to be much taller

@maceedunton8866 6 лет назад

Ty Roodt I hate her

@tiffanyhelena4959 6 лет назад

ask jake paul

@kylienpaulbrothesrdabest6671 6 лет назад

Some times alliesa makes me feel comfortable for who i am and gives me confidence to be my self 😊😊 (love u alliea )

@mariastarake2108 6 лет назад

WTF??!???where did juampa go??😲😱😰

@ooo-ml8yr 5 лет назад

"Juampa"

@fatimagongora8026 7 лет назад

Her body is so goals 😭 I wish I had her body but I'm here just eating fries 😭

@ola-kx7zc 7 лет назад

Fatima Gongora so stop eating fries and go to the gym lol

@ashlynnbrown5317 6 лет назад

Fatima Gongora same😭😭😭

@middaylia5723 6 лет назад

Fatima Gongora lol me 2

@kaylagonzalez6876 6 лет назад

Liem Le I'm eating a chicken nugget lunchable lol

@jason3768 6 лет назад

Fatima Gongora if you want her body then stop eating fries! Go to the gym! You can do it because I did so you can too!

@Minaralemon 7 лет назад

Your look with that tharsher shirt and those shoes is BOMB

@Minaralemon 7 лет назад

Ok, you just said that yourself

@aiilow420 7 лет назад

i want that shirt! does anyone know where she bought it??? ❤❤❤

@gracemonaghan8183 4 года назад

"Nope, never been here before" 😂😂

@MadelieneIsQueen 6 лет назад

I've never related to anyone in my life, alissa is me all the time, except she's pretty and im ugly af 😂😂

@MadelieneIsQueen 6 лет назад

Alsooo gonna binge watch her videos so 😂

@yoyoyoyo4455 7 лет назад

You are one of the best vloggers i have ever SEEN!!!!!!! #THEVIOLETSQUAD

@yoyoyoyo4455 7 лет назад

Like if you agree!!

@maryannregodon4407 7 лет назад

i Lobe you

@samthatcoolkid1554 7 лет назад

5:40 After the thumping u can kinda hear a scream u just gotta listen REALLY close (Put ur ear to ur volume..)

@bluntbaby1260 7 лет назад

SamThatCoolKid 1 o my god 😱 fuck jake

@zachchambers3707 7 лет назад

Omg!

@haileym9044 6 лет назад

Jake was talking to her right when that happened it's not jake

@cassidyjohnson3062 6 лет назад

Haileys Galaxy that's not jake

@tenzin2810 6 лет назад

Haileys Galaxy it's uncle Kade.. ! Not Jake !

@katherinefilardo1287 6 лет назад

The montage with 7/11 in the background 😭😂😂😂😂😂💀💀💀 omfgggg seriously I love you

@christianaherrera127 6 лет назад

i legit love how you don’t even care what people think you are so beautiful and amazing

@JoxCim 7 лет назад

you just started vlogging but you literally have the most entertaining and fun vlogs, you're a nATURALE

@JoxCim 7 лет назад

also we have the same birthday HOLLA AT ME

@rumputkuning76 7 лет назад

this!

@user-pk2we4mu4p 7 лет назад

Agree

@saram7709 7 лет назад

When is her birthday?

@emmapm6185 7 лет назад

Tavi Dickinson

@classicobjects8785 7 лет назад

I was already part of Team Violet but after hearing 5:40 I gained MUCH MORE RESPECT for her. Stay strong Alissa.

@sommerjaneee941 6 лет назад

CrazyBeam 127 t

@nourk6515 6 лет назад

oh my goodness I HEARD IT TO

@unzella1427 6 лет назад

you can hear someone banging upstairs...

@emilysaunders2327 6 лет назад

CrazyBeam 127 ii

@Mariana-oq8hj 6 лет назад

I laugh when Jake says he's a virgin. It kills me

@maryczarny5792 4 года назад

i still watch these like she just uploaded them

@hayanader6315 5 лет назад

Even when Alissa has a pimple on her forehead she looked stunning

@sips8270 7 лет назад

U can tell when Jake's of his camera he's rude and ignores Alissa. And Alissa tries to ignore that when shes on her camera or on his. 😞😒

@morettesayo 7 лет назад

I miss u Alissa 💜

@mingloss4775 7 лет назад

Aye Army

@taehyungsheadband334 7 лет назад

mingloss Aye Army ;)

@H04E 6 лет назад

Omg your outfit! SLAY ME

@elisabethroemers2126 4 года назад

Somebody here in 2020?

@monaloes2735 4 года назад

Yes

@ashleymejia371 3 года назад

@cashflex959 3 года назад

2021 bitch

@Emily-qy3dc 7 лет назад

I love Alissa she is so pretty happy she always is positive and very hyper love her!!!💕🎀🎀🎀🎀😂🔥🔥🔥🔥😂

@jessemauch8687 7 лет назад

Emily Hubbard ya Jake sucks

@prim_pprinda1345 7 лет назад

Am I crazy?!?! I watch Alissa vlog every day on and on for 2 months cuz I miss her so much I never ask her to go back to jake. All I ask is plz go back to vlog a video she motives me to do shit

@oliaigi6478 7 лет назад

Prinda Techaiya samee

@jazminpalacios624 7 лет назад

Same

@kean.625 7 лет назад

Jazmin Palacios I

@harmainisarah 7 лет назад

Prinda Techaiya me too

@laurenvlogs7247 7 лет назад

gurl i agree

@jennahawary4622 6 лет назад

You are literally the funniest vloger !!

@adrianafernandez4909 6 лет назад

Same I’m a Gemini and I’m just like you ( this made my day, your my favorite)

@JaycieEnwright 7 лет назад

Omg when she said when you walk into a party and see your ex boyfriend I was like wow that's how she would walk in front of Jake

@TristanArthurs 7 лет назад

Baddest girl in the vlog game

@veggiesvideos9887 7 лет назад

100

@threedimensia 7 лет назад

no doubt

@bclions1 7 лет назад

Yes you are correct

@TristanWeydt 7 лет назад

Yesss

@TristanWeydt 7 лет назад

I still like your name😋😂

@nikolajohnson3014 6 лет назад

She just makes my day

@caaa825 6 лет назад

This vlog made me fall in love with Alissa she's so funny and has a gold personality

@melaaayne 7 лет назад

The world wouldn't be amazing without Alissa Violet😂💜 i love her so much! Like this cmmt if you love Alissa Violet ❤

@francescamia8317 7 лет назад

I don't think I can wait 4 days ever again for a vlog. I miss them to much, they're so funny❤️ love youuuuuuu

@francescamia8317 7 лет назад

*too

@camilainteriano6935 7 лет назад

Francesca Powell next time you should just shut the fuck up bc your comments are stupid

@abbynicolejose830 7 лет назад

Cam Mint why do you have to be so negative, she literally was just complimenting Alissa.

@camilainteriano6935 7 лет назад

Abby why are you commenting this? its not tour bussiness. get a life idiot.

@a.diary.for.future.me. 6 лет назад

5:41 you can hear Jake upstairs with a girl

@anushka5828 6 лет назад

Lol she actually called the cops 😂

@igotexo 7 лет назад

7:45 omg I didn't know Drew Monson had a part-time job at the haunted cinema!

@slashpluto 7 лет назад

heclgehog OMFG I NOTICED TOO

@igotexo 7 лет назад

haha, the resemblance is uncanny, right? lol

@veryverysmiley 7 лет назад

When he said "Just like you", so rude and cringe

@vdkasour 7 лет назад

heclgehog OML THAT'S WHAT I WAS THINKING

@julyplays8192 6 лет назад

She could really be a model

@CM-me9gn 6 лет назад

July Plays she is

@arlenealmanza1827 6 лет назад

July Plays she is already

@ronionihqu9275 6 лет назад

She is lmao

@johannaalvarez6940 6 лет назад

July Plays she is a model

@willrostron3775 6 лет назад

July Plays she is

@mariammjishkarianii941 6 лет назад

I love how erika thinks alissa is greeting her

@ADHDGOTME 5 лет назад

Love you! You’re the best you’re so funny and I love your personality you’re so real

@mendesarmyyay3999 7 лет назад

Who else thinks that if Alissa tried she could sing amazingly

@bethbell879 7 лет назад

Shes so much prettier and funnier than erika wtf

@bleachedbleached8668 7 лет назад

Beth Bell'x i know right

@mirellawegat9212 7 лет назад

agree 100%....i mean, lol....it's not about looking good or so...but, alissa's personality was/still is so much better than her's.

@kalani.1840 6 лет назад

Ikr!!

@kimberlysamazingchannelvlo7769 6 лет назад

Beth Bell'x ikr

@Ashionette 6 лет назад

Beth Bell'x true she is pretty and funny

@kimmycycy9307 6 лет назад

she slays everything!!😂💖

@reallsaliem7522 6 лет назад

Omg allisa I love u aghhhh I watched alll of your blogs now over again

@amyagius3968 7 лет назад

When Alissa needs to book a modelling job all she needs to do is show them those few minutes of her posing in the wind.....she's a goddess oml

@Nemesis-sc4rg 7 лет назад

Amy Agius She's already a model duhh

@amyagius3968 7 лет назад

Perfection Delusional Ik she is....but if she wants to book a new modelling job those few minutes of her posing would get her any job she wants.

@iipadkiid6997 7 лет назад

Did she create Hoyyyaa

@aminaali6825 7 лет назад

Kara Kitten it's a vine what went viral, search it

@juliapayne682 6 лет назад

Ur the best Alissa u made my day💜

@thegamergirl.30yearsago87 6 лет назад

Honestly Alyssa ......did u ever find juanpa

@jazminbarajas9827 7 лет назад

She's like the Logan woman version😂 I love her so much tho for that💜💜

@meng3425 7 лет назад

I have a friend with the same first and last name as you lol

@am33x 7 лет назад

Shit she really is Logan female version you're right

@baileypinder3268 7 лет назад

what if she was meant to be with Logan? and that's why she actually meet jake

@fedaann7961 7 лет назад

Bailey Pinder OMFG PLOT TWISTTT

@abdullahzubair8351 6 лет назад

Jazmin Barajas her and Logan would be amazing together

@itseloisexox9494 7 лет назад

at 2:03 when she said ''look whos here'' i though it was gonna be Juanpa

@jayleesvlogs5944 6 лет назад

YOUR SO COOL AND SO INSPIREING AND U MAKE MY DAY I can relate to you so much!!!!!

@emmagarces5176 5 лет назад

omg i can’t stop laughing your the best !!! 😂

@heavendlc5734 7 лет назад

i swear that alissa violet is prettier than erika

@catrinanguyen3876 6 лет назад

Wayyyy prettier

@iamheavenbound 6 лет назад

heaven dlc yeeppp

@astranger2596 6 лет назад

heaven dlc

@liannem.8532 6 лет назад

heaven dlc IKR

@dankness9303 6 лет назад

heaven dlc so right

@maddiestyles1989 7 лет назад

Juanpa is super cute😍

@maddiestyles1989 7 лет назад

A-Amazingly funny L-Lots of love (idk) I-I don't care what you have to say S-Savage S-Savage at A-Allot of cool people CAN I GET A OOOYAAAHHHH

@maddiestyles1989 7 лет назад

Savage af*

@shotowoki4515 7 лет назад

CameronDallasLover OOOYAAAAH

@zoe1639 7 лет назад

CameronDallasLover I knowwwww 😍

@shanirobinson4479 7 лет назад

Wait but what the heck happened to him tho

@abigail10x 6 лет назад

You have an amazing personality ✨

@jaylagodsoe8218 6 лет назад

She has nothing new so rewatching ❤️❤️❤️

@madisonsheetz2926 7 лет назад

Juanpa was so cute when he said pumpkin can I name it!!!😂💕

@airihr9111 6 лет назад

Maddie Sheetz did she find him yet? I mean it was joke?

@qingqingnieye8636 7 лет назад

When the line :"Look for the girl with the broken smile," she was probably joking at the time but pointed to herself cuz she was genuinely feeling that way. Poor girl.