Where Have I Been? | Life Update! 

I am so glad you are happy and that is why your channel has changed :) I think I needed this video because we hadn’t seen you in a while and it was evident that you had changed a lot since we saw you last. I’m really so happy for you! I can’t wait for more Florida trips! Yay!!! ...Omg I remember that chubby bunny video 😂 I thought Matt might have looked familiar!

You look really happy and healthy. It’s beautiful to see ☺️💜

I love all you'r videos you are so funny, its inspired me to make my own v log videos, i think maybe have a little break from youtube but don't leave it maybe post you'r mini weekend breaks away like blackpool you filmed pleasure beach and that was awesome, but we didn't get to see you go to the tower and share you'r experiences on it and you'r florida videos are fantastic I've watched them all I'm so looking forward to seeing you'r upcoming florida videos it makes me happy and its something I'm going to do next year when i go for two weeks you have inspired me to share my florida holiday experiences keep up the great work because you'r videos are truly inspiring and it kind reminds me of where i am in my life huge thumbs up 👍👍👍

Glad to see you looking healthy and happy. We met you out in Florida at Hollywood Studios on Star Wars day and rode Rock n’ Roller Coaster with you. We both thought you were a thoroughly lovely genuine person. Whatever you put out on social media will attract both positive and negative reactions and people are always braver when they’re behind a keyboard. Do what you love and ignore the negativity ❤️

Good on you Sarah, you do you and we will follow along. Keep calm and carry on vloging.

watching this as i arrived in orl :) just to see my sis here tho, one universal day cant wait for that

Gutted for you to hear you feel like you got a negative response to your solo trip. Those videos brought me to your channel and pushed me to go to Orlando solo in October just gone. I made so many friends and someone a bit more than that so the trip literally changed my life in so many ways. I liked that your video wasn’t all fake happiness, I searched for an honest video about what it can be like being there on your own and that’s what I found, you were real. So don’t let it get to you, you’re killing it.

I love watching your videos. You are Amazing please keep up the videos. 💜

Love you Sarah! ❤️

Super keen to see the vegan videos!

Love videos on veganism! I am whole foods plant based for health reasons.

I didn't find your Florida solo vlogs downbeat at all, I loved them. Florida holidays are awesome but also very exhausting, and I just thought you conveyed that realistically. For those of us who've followed this channel for a long time it was very sad to see your relationship with Ash end, and his absence from this channel has been palpable. Pleased you're in such a happy place now, and looking forward to some good content. x

whoever said something mean to sarah FIGHT ME lol

I’ve been watching to since the beginning. And let me preface, I noticed you were definitely going through something after the break up, and we were kind of going through it with you because we were invested in your relationship. It was sad for us to see the loss and we also had to deal with the change as viewers. I could see you look mentally and physically healthy now - and it amazing. I am so happy for you. But the one thing I will say.... I feel like as viewers we are kind of experiencing another loss... I feel you have lost your passion for disney - you have even said it yourself. It’s really difficult because your entire channel was always based mainly on Disney even in your vlogs - a lot of disney was spoke about. And I feel sad... It was sad when ash left but i love you and was able to adapt but I feel like I no longer am really probably a good viewer the the channel anymore because of this. I still love you but I will just wait for the Disney content!

Sarah, I’ve been watching from the beginning too. I love your Disney content, but being from California, my favorite are your daily vlogs about your life. Living, shopping, eating....and all the boring stuff you don’t think anyone wants to see are the things I love most. I just looking at lives across the globe. I’ve missed you and glad you’re back, healthy and happy. ❤️

Hi Sarah you're a great vlogger I loved watching your solo florida trip I'm going on a solo trip to florida in January,take no notice of anyone leaving negative comments they probably do it to others too.😊

You do look happy!!! And you always put a smile on my face! Keep it up.

So happy you’re living a healthy life style and having a wonderful social life, thank you for updating us. Happy you’re happy 😊. Please keep doing these vlogs but I understand if you’re to busy, just please don’t stop! BTW, I remember commenting one time that when you were doing one of your Disney hauls videos from target that our stores didn’t have those kinds of Oreos. Turns out they all do, wow, Sorry, it’s been a while I Guess since I ‘ve gone down the cookie isle in the grocery store(hardly ever eat cookies) but when I did I was so surprised at the variety. Thanks to you I know those weird flavors aren’t too good so thank you for trying them out for us😊 Looking forward to your next video!

Here you are pouring your heart out to us and I can't stop looking at your bed sheets...fabulous! You are looking very happy and healthy x

Ah, here is the whole video! I saw the half version and thought - WOW, she just gets right into it :) Will love to hear about your new diet - I had lost 35 lbs and still need to lose another 15. We are going to Disney 4 times - in 10 days or so, in May, September, and December again - you can't have enough Disney trips. YT - and all social media - is great to meet new friends and have a community, but it isn't real life... it can lead to real life friends (and has for me), but you have to be careful (just like you state in the video). Plus never feel beholden to your audience - make videos because you want to and make the content you want to share. That doesn't mean not caring about the audience - you should be aware that people are watching and you are also entertaining OTHER people, but you need to entertain yourself first.

Do what you enjoy. And do it for you. Not everyone will like everything you do. As long as you’re happy with it, that’s what matters. I love all your vlogs, and I must apologise for not being up to date - I’ve not had much time for RU-vid either recently - I hate vlogs when people are overly in your face happy. I’ve edited my own vlogs and thought how miserable I sound - it’s natural. Life isn’t all rainbows and unicorns! The whole point of vlogging, to me, is to show what’s really happening. Not to put on a show. That’s what netflix is for! I get what you mean about the need for RU-vid. I find it great on solo trips, because it gives me someone to talk to. On group trips I vlog less. It’s just the way it works. Anyway, now I’m rambling. Keep up the good work, and bring on 2019!

Red suits you so much Sarah. I've always loved your videos - with Ash and the past year. Sorry you had rubbish comments. I would much rather people kept it real. It's been a difficult time and must have been hard to adjust after so long. Go on Insta and follow Rosie Ramsey. She's taking the mick out of vloggers who pretend everything is perfect, you'll love it x

I think sometimes it's good for us to take a step back from social media, we all need some timeout. I'm always glad to see your vlogs the good, the bad and the ugly. Life isn't always a bed of roses, it's truth. I enjoyed your Florida vlogs even though it was hard for you at times I'm glad you still went. You are looking amazing by the way, you look happy and healthier. Much love Sarah from Cleone :) xx

Hi Sarah, I have been watching you for years. You look so happy right now! I feel like I have been through the journey of your memories of the DCP, vlogging with Ash, the breakup, becoming a solo channel, you working through things while still putting content out, and now you are in a great place. I started watching because of Disney but have become invested in you as a person. I don't think you were ever negative but working through a distinct part of life to becoming confident in being single again. I think it may be scary but putting out what more of you are genuinely thinking and not holding back is going to make great content on whatever that may be. I would love to personally see more of your personal life, how you became vegan and workout, and got into a healthier lifestyle. I need help with that myself. Whatever you so is going to work you have 10k subscribers and most of us feel like your friends in a way. Keep up the great work!

You look so well and happy, never feel the pressure to make content, do what makes you happy, if it's just holiday vlogs that's absolutely fine, people forget how brave you have to be to share your life on RU-vid I could never do it, so I take my hat off to you :) if you feel comfortable enough, why not show us your healthy eating and exercise journey, I know I'm always glad of the extra motivation to get healthy :)

Do you know what!! In florida you weren't negative you were just being real, anyone would have been annoyed about the gift voucher!! Florida can be stressful at times, least you showed that and not hid it like every other you tuber who goes (apart from mark and gem) and breath,,,my rant is over ha ha, love your vlogs and you look great ❤ xxx

It's great you are finding you! Very important... I have been there! You look great too... it's good to see you on here again... you film if you want, and when you can... also... I will be in London in March! We are finally going to England and that started from watching you! I'm finally traveling... and it sounds weird but I have so enjoyed meeting you.... it's nice to see people like yourself on other places... 2019 is gonna be awesome... I'd also love to do a box swap with American and English products.... I think you are pretty awesome and glad you are doing good...

You really didn't have to film this update, but I appreciate you opening up. I felt that you were holding back on your previous vlogs. It did feel that you were not quite yourself. I'm so so glad that you're spending the time and effort on yourself. You deserve it!! If you decide to post again I'll be watching! :)

So good to see you happy and so well looking after yourself! I particularly love the weekend vlogs haha so never stop it... I'm currently home in Brazil, but I'll Never forget the night that i met you in pop world haha hope see you again in real life xxx

I love these chatty videos of you :-) I'm glad you have found the right track again, we could tell you were feeling lost and unhappy but that's normal when you go through a brake up...especially when it's on the internet. It's harder to hide or to talk about what you really feel, especially when you get nasty comments. Just delete those comments immediately and ignore those people. They're not worth feeling bad for! Also: don't ever feel like you HAVE TO make a video, only do it because you enjoy doing that. I love to watch any of your videos really, as long as you're happy! I also believe that things happen for a reason and...maybe the reason that flat is being sold, is that you need to not live with Ash anymore...? Maybe find another roommate if it's financially hard to live alone, but I don't think it's healthy for you living together after that brake up that nobody ever saw coming... I'm sorry to interfere with your personal situation haha, I'm not saying it to be mean or anything, I just care about you and I really want you to be able to be yourself and to go on with your own live. You can still be friends but I just think the living together part isn't very healthy at the moment... I do hope it will all be sorted soon with the whole flat thing. It's hard not knowing where your near future is going, right? I had kind of the same thing at work. A lot of insecurities and nobody would tell us anything and lots of secrets and I don't like that and it became too much and now I'm signed off work by my doctor since september because I had severe palpitations and my heart rate was way too high to the point I saw black spots and constantly almost fainted. Mentally I'm also still having a very tough time but it helps to know you're not alone. So... I know you don't know me at all basically haha but you're always welcome via DM to talk if you need to. Take care, lovely xxxxx

Wow Sarah you’ve grown so much as a person. You are amazing, well done girl. You seem so strong, positive and happy! Xxxx

A few comments about this video. 1. You look fabulous! Perfect eyebrows! 2. Geeze, I didn't think you were negative when you were in Florida at all. I would love to do the same, but scared I'd feel sorry for myself the whole time lol. 3. So glad you and Ash are getting along well. Seems to be a healthy approach that is working for you. I don' think I'm that emotionally strong of a person to handle it. Take care :)

I think anyone with life experience could see you were going through the finding yourself again process that people find themselves in after a relationship. finding out what you actually like to do rather than carrying on what people expect you to. I think a lot of people use RU-vid to fill a void, that's not a criticism just something I think you can see in some people's videos (didn't see it in yours funnily enough haha) but I think obviously to carry on and be a great channel on RU-vid is to find a thing you love or a reason you love to do it. not just to keep the Disney subscribers happy. whichever way you take it, best of luck. we have followed you for a few years and will miss the old stuff and the Disney type vlogs but wouldn't expect you just to put a face on to make content you didn't want to.

You know, I write a makeup blog, and at the start of the year, I took a really, really long break from writing anything. I had been in a really unhappy place for a long time, and the blog was an outlet for me. Finally, I got myself out of that situation, and while I was healing, I didn't want to return to the blog that represented the outlet I no longer needed. So I took some time away from it. I realized I really like my blog and think it's an important tool for a lot of people, so I have returned on my terms. I don't post all the time-because I'm enjoying my life-but I've still kept the blog. I guess my point is that it's okay to take time and space for yourself. I'm happy to hear you're doing so well.

I’m late to this video, but I’m glad you’re doing well! You look so happy!

I have been down the vegan road and it didn't end well for me. I hope you do better and I hope if you have trouble along the way you will be open to re-evaluating your food choices. All the best!

I think you look so happy and healthy but don’t make videos you don’t feel like making. We watch these because we enjoy it but it’s free and you have no obligation to us! Xx

Happy to hear the less we see of you means your having more fun with friends! Take care and keep the vlogs coming when you can. Self care and fun with friends first :D

Thank you for being honest. Sounds like you are finding yourself. You will discover something that will excite you to post or if not maybe it is time to end the channel and move on to something new that does excite you. Best of luck to you.

I found you from your solo trip and really enjoyed it :) you seemed so natural in this video and so I hope you continue to make more! Tell us about your Disney plans and about the charity run! :)

You seem a lot happier now than you where in may you seemed not you I’m glad that you are slowly getting there and I hope everything with the flat sorts it’s self out maybe it is a sign to move on to greener pastures x

👏 this video inspires me and you look so much happier then a few months back! Strong girl!❤❤❤

Sending you tons of love and light, Sarah. Thanks for the update.

Just make the ones you enjoy ! Personally I'd rather have fewer than none! X

You look so much happier , great vlog 💕🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

You're looking really well, have you lost weight? Glad to hear you're happier :)

You look so pretty in red ❤️

You look amazing and seem happier❤️

You look great so much happier 💖

Hello xx

Love you xx

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Love your jumper! Where is it from? Xx