Oh my gosh! I haven’t even finished but sooo relatable even down to undiagnosed family history. The only reason I’m not a hoarder is because I’m such a perfectionist. So, my house looks like it’s out of a magazine but if you open my closets and cabinets and it’s a nightmare 😂. Working on it. Also, Jersey girl here! I cannot wait until I recover and get back to my happy self.
i dont remember the light switch moment 😄 i've been like this for as far as i can remember. As far as i can remember i've had panic attacks and i thought nothing about it. I am really good at doing compulsions and believing thats just my character. The one thing that always got me bad was the fear of sensations that wont go away. Just like you i've been in the mental hospital. Even 2 times, first time in 2012 for 7 months, i believed i was cured from ocd lmao, second time in 2020 for 2 weeks. In 2021 after 10y of paxil i got of cold turkey - stupid 😄. I got a better grip on my ocd and forgot about it again till i realized i was in a hole again last week.
when i schedule an appt can i pick it w you? or does it have to be w rob? sorry i’ve been commenting so much the past few days 💀 this theme has been kicking my as$
@@OCDRecovery great i will schedule once i get paid. seeing you gives me hope because this has been a very horrible experience. i don’t even feel like myself anymore
