"Why" - Deep Storytelling Rap Beat | Free Hip Hop Instrumental Music 2023 | XL Beats  

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"Why you always treat me like im nothin"maybe i need to go my way" why you always tell me im not worth it" maybe you should go your way"

Never post any lyrics you write as a comment, people will steal that shiii from you, God bless

I needed this beat, thanks for this amazing vibes🎉

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💯This beat is wicked

" WHY" ALL, the questions, I'd ask to grasp the next feel n better then all the other days pray everyday I say only thing and ur music helps me Brother!

GREAT INSPIRATIONAL SONG FOR WORKING OUT!!!

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Another amazing drop bro big ups 💪💪💪💪

Another hit🙌🏼 writing to it now

Perfect beat for make one sad project 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

i wrote a BANGER to this.... this beat is top tier... Reminded me of the dream im chasing. Thank you for making this. Keep it up and dont stop.. NEVER STOP... Keep inspiring king

genius beat!

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Fire!!!

F#minor always a good scale 🔥🔥🔥

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Wish we could turn back the hands of time, take away the hurtful things we said, now it seems we're at an end, but I forgive. Hurt people hurt people, we learn to live. Through the pain, through the rain, we never stay the same. Forever forming into something great. I pray, that you've reached highs you'll never feel again. Love

I need this beat!!!

Banger🌅😎

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All the way from South Africa 🔥

I'm up for it

I got a question, A confession, Am I in love with depression? Is sadness my obsession? Sometimes being alone is a blessing, So why am I stressing? My heart is compressing, I think I need me a girl who I can share affection, Sometimes I wonder why, I think about you when I close my eyes-

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Love your beat bro I’ve used it to make a song called my life thank you so much God bless 🙏🏼

Let's

So extremely talented thanku so much love an God bless always from Cyprus x

Michigan

did this one too in the vault

Your words do hurt but i wont let you know but i know im numero uno even if you treat me like im nothing and tell me that I'm not worthy ig I'll go my own way just know that i wont stop hurting!

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The way of the master is a fight through the pain of mindless men , so hold on to what we share , the power of a skillful man shows dominance. They work hard to make me stuck but I still got the what's up app. So slap the world in its face

Gas I've got a song to almost all ya beats you fire 🔥

The sun of burning anger , the world lost inside the danger of the stranger. Master skills shift the worlds into a better place . The taste of a perfect soldier . Walking shoulder to shoulder. March in formation gott

I am from India

I got a story, an i'm gonna put it out to the world💔, this beat is fire bro🔥💯, if it's still available in a few weeks, i will purchase it🤘🏾

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When I close my eyes, All I really see is you, First night when met, It was my breath, That was taken away, I love those eyes, Im in love with your frame, The way your name, Rolls from, The tip of my tongue, Every time I say… I would part the seas, Just to get to you, Lust to love, Those hips don't lie, I just wanted to apologize, For the rest of the guys, That couldn't treat you, The way you needed to be treated, I am sorry you felt so defeated, But I am your knight in shining armour, I'm here to save you from that fate. I'm your man of steel, I may not be the greatest of greats, But I walking the lengths, To my past I give a special thanks, I live to never regret, With every breath and every step, I shall never forget… You give this beat its rhythm, Synced with this heart in my chest,

Jamaica🇯🇲🇯🇲 is this a calling Is this something I should be doing I cant put my fingers on it but I feel like I should do this, a writer for so long but no body ever heard my muzic alwys be shy to let it go now I'm at a point where imma let it flow and watch my self grow an they better keep up!!!

I’m making a banger with this

Yes I am Jay The First Black Hollywood

Man this beat is hard it emotionally expressive, Can i used this to one of my original composotion that will possibly post in social media i promise i give you the credit btw Listening here from Philippines 🇵🇭

Unworthy of your love, betrayed by my trust. Two over two, divide, still equals one. Divide the sum, now I'm half the man I was. Footprints down this dark road, with a dark soul like a night with his dark horse where I might go is unknown with a story untold, never quite wrote. walk through this life like I'm on a tightrope with a noose around my throat. Who knew that I might choke? I guess my mic's broke.

this is my song to this beat called 'Dear Men' let me know what you think: (chorus) Dear struggling man i just thought you should know/that it's ok to be afraid if when you're feeling alone/so go ahead and shed your tears and call your peers on the phone/be un-afraid to be a human leave the truant to grow/cause this that miss match sock of advice/it's reliant use of violence isn't right 'till it's right/keep your silence 'till the time is climaxed then you ignite/show them all that they was wrong and prove you doing alright/gotta model your reflection to reflect what you detect/inside your message your direction have your life at your behest/and your depression it'll lessen with the passing of the test/and i confess that it's a mess but worth it all for happiness/i know it's hard to be the villain in the eye of the public/we gotta line we gotta follow gotta live it and love it/and if we stray we fall away from and we're embarrassed so fuck it/so it's no wonder suicide in men is high on the bucket/you ain't alone even if you feel aint nobody there/i got your back like the itch that made you lose all your hair/i'm like the corner you resorted to i'll always be there/SOUL care if nobody else is with you to care/Seeking Out Unconditional Love is all life/just a matter of perception and reception and time/come together for your betterment and relevant sighs/be the cover for your brother help him settle his mind// (chorus) Throw me away/tell me i aint worth your time and i can go on my way/i should go and get a life and i should stay out your way/tell me i should be alright and it'll all be ok i'll be fine i need time/ to re-shape and reshine/and rethink my whole life/and this time be this guy/do this right you just might/be the perfect man that she was wanting of you/sacrificing every need until you hollow and clueless/but what's the use if every move is then rebuked and your confused again/and you're the reason explanations never make it through i bet/it's all your fault it always is the truest ever spoken yet/you're not the reason every evil ever happened ok men/some of us are twisted up and some of us are broken/there are some of us who want the medal some just want a token/there are those who wanna be alone and others who are hopeless/but we all just want respect is that too much are we beholden/are we golden to you/do you see us as an equal or are we below you/what's the reason i beseech you tell me why be so cruel/why you hate us 'fore you know tell me what did we do really what did we do/ not every man is who you think we are we're separate and distinctly ours/a chance is all we're asking looking past the things you think is hard/it's blatant that you disregard our feelings when you dis us on/the news in Hollywood the internet you wish that we was gone// (chorus)

This beat is amazing can i use it for a song

I grow up without a smile on my face But in God i never lose faith They shit about me I keep elevating you call me little bro but you keep on hating Why am been treated like monster all i want is to shine like allstar am worth it i don't see why i should prove the point,they told me what you give thats what you get Am feeling been unwanted its time i should go my way

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Acting like I ain’t shit, switch quick like a light flicking off and on, can’t you see I’m barely holding on, coming at me all wrong, not the one, the world done me wrong enough, from your type I should know to run by now but life ain’t fair so i don’t care

We’re going to school To get shouted at Locking kids happiness away Tellin me to show up Tday Like I did yesterday Fears pounding in my chest Face stressed Arm sweats I’m dead Your okay what they said Leaving us stressed Head sdown in the tables All of us got a frown Getting mimicted Getting mocked Don’t let me use the toilet Like I can’t control it Wasting my time for petty things Thoughts run my mind While I cry and sigh I’m not a bad guy

Am I really not worth it I know I’m not perfect Love I don’t deserve it Feelings they erK me Probably fuckn murk me Then FUCKin dirt me What that smirk mean What that hurt mean Playing with skirt seams Livin flirt feen Living certainly Tho feeling hurting me Never bury me never hurry me This a blurry dream My chain McFlurry cream I deserve a queen I swerve the scene Just to served the fiens Whit what you whip from soda blow and cream Sold the dro dro Bricks of blow blow With some hoes that Bumps a blow nose Blow a show Blow ya glow Blow ya doe Selling blow and dro dro To my bro yo yo Where the hoes bro Bouncing up and down like pogos That how hoes go Grip the grain Roll a splif to flame Bumps of cane Numb the pain Something like novacane Chops that blow the brains Like the flow insane Trapping blow for gain Just tryna maintain Deep in the game Visions deep in my brain All I can invision The Doe I’m getting Bricks I’m flipping Separate missions Sexin different women

We can use for a song in Spotify???

Maybe if I was gone Maybe you understand Maybe you'd miss me Maybe want my hand Maybe you would want to kiss me Maybe you would love me Maybe you'd want to hear my voice one last time Maybe you'd want to look into each others eyes Maybe you didn't actually love me this whole time Maybe you were acting and needed someone in you're life Maybe Im the reason you've been the depressed the entire time Maybe I could fix it by walk away and saying bye Maybe I'm problem the virus the illegal high Maybe I'm the factor you ain't getting further in you're life Maybe Im the dark cloud that keeps you from the light Maybe are forever isn't what we thought Maybe are love is better off to rot Maybe I lost faith in who I was Maybe you used to love who I was Maybe you would be better off without me Maybe I'm just to toxic and ugly Maybe you would be better of without me Maybe you're better life is suppose to be without me Maybe I can't let you suffer because of me Maybe letting go is how it's suppose to be Maybe I should slit my wrists and go to sleep Maybe giving up is mercy to me { J.B } Maybe

You do me wrong I’ll do you one worse. Never understood how love works.

I made a song to this beat 🙏🏾

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Why do treat me like an option Why do treat me like I'm not shit Why do treat me like I'm not in your top 10 Why you all ways change the subject why I bring up certain topics Why you treat I'm crazy and I lost it Why you treat me like I can't be a father Why do you treat like I'm a bother I cry I try for you lay me life for you like I'm some kind of martyr Why do hold on your feelings to they finally harbor Why do treat me like less of man, is it because dad didn't treat like a daughter?

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Let me tell you I ain't worth your time.. Ain't a head space you can live in any worse than mine... I try to talk it out but never have the words in mind... Yeah.. if I could pull the plug id be the first in line.. you can be only be a king untill you lose the plot... Now i know I'm pretty young but I've been through a lot... Got my memories on repeat until the music stops.. Just another night that I've been up till 2 o'clock... I think my nans the only one I ever listened too... Everytime I close my eyes I see you in your living room ... I'd be lying if I said I wasn't missing you... I keep praying that I wake up and it isn't true... I've been sleeping on myself, getting heavy with the snooze.. Spilling all my secrets just to catch a couple views.. Never really had a home, was always on the move... And I only travel lite cuz I've got nothing left to lose.. (c)

bolo toho na mňa veľa si pamatám, sám v izbe zatvorený s myšlienkama na ňu to zapíjám pýtam sa ako sa to mohlo stať keď slubovala mi ty a já, ale vedela si ako to bude keď som nad koncom rozmýšlal, zo začiatku si ma inak vnímala, škola ta zmenila začala si traviť viac času s nimi na mňa si zabudla nevim jak začat proste už nejsme to my ty si šla svojou cestou, ja sem sa citit vonu trávy a mám ti stavy to pisat to tu šecko dat ven z tej hlavy ževraj navždy ostali po tem len jazvy a zmizli sladké slová a všecky sluby že tu budeme aj v tem zlem namisto teho tu pišem dalši text sluboval ti plány a plánu sem sa dodrzal nepustit si inu ženu k telu no cely plán sa dojebal a ja už nemam viac slov zhuleny sa potápám v spomienkach a rozmýšlam jak to pujde dalej ked ten maly chlapec zmenil sa zabila ten pocit a vietor od nej odvial ma a ta cesta neni už po kterej sem išiel nemali sme dovod ostat pri tem more a takto nejak žijem dneska tu sem a zajtra možno zmiznem

Los takis fuego azul cuando se estrenó Godzilla en 2014

Why does all the pain fall on me seems I'm never gonna get to where I wanna be goin hard just trying to break free I'm stuck inside this situation that i cant get out of what have I made my parents proud of nothin cause I'm still stuck at the bottom gotta a problem seems I cant find the light all I ever wanted was just to ignite and turn my darkness into light that way I'd know in the end I'd be alright why does all the pain fall on me seems I'm never gonna get to where I wanna be goin hard just trying to break free I'm stuck inside this situation that I cant get out of what have i made my parents proud of nothin cause I'm still stuck at the bottom gotta problem seems I cant find the light all I ever wanted was just to ignite and turn my darkness into light that way I'd know in the end I would be alright it's time I win this fight.

can you use it for my Track

CAN I BORROW THIS BEAT

u could hide the vocal sample prette well; I coudn't find the original. Pretty sad...but nice beat though

Can I use this beat for a track Rujay?

Hey can i use this beat plzz?

Why? Why do the voices keep flooding my mind, demons surrounding me making it hard to fly, all these voices circling me and figures dancing in front of my eyes, maybe I'm worthless, maybe I shouldn't fight, maybe just maybe I should end it all tonight, the thought of suicide clouding my head as tears fall from my eyes Why, why is it so hard to breathe, why won't my demons just leave me be, why can't I ever feel free, I'm so fucking scared to even fall asleep because every time I close my eyes the nightmare are all I see

Anh mong tình ta quay về đây như lời anh nói Anh cũng đã thức trắng đêm để suy nghĩ tới em Xin quay về đây trong đầu anh gio toàn câu hỏi Sao em không nói hết ra đi để anh bớt đau Cố gắng quay về Chắc anh không thể bước tiếp em à Bóng em vẫn ghì sâu trong tâm trí Nhắc anh không được quên đi chính mình Nhớ nhung dày vò cầm mic câm nín Vì cuộc đời này anh chỉ cần mỗi em Xin lỗi vì đã làm chuyện này càng rối thêm Nhiều cuộc gọi mà anh đã làm phiền mỗi đêm Xin hãy nhấc máy lên đi em à Giờ chỉ còn li rượu đày hoà quyện dần vào nỗi đau này Chẳng thể biết anh sẽ thê nao về chuyện của sau này ngọt ngào ma con trộn lẫn với đắng cay Mong sao phút giây sau em yên bình Chắc anh không phải người em thương rồi , sadboy asian một tấm gương tồi

It may be sad but its true Fuck these interviews You need to find the inner you They tell you enough is enough Because they cant be as real as you I seen death And believe me its not a pretty view Its life construed I wish you was me and i was you

Can i use this beat please i wanna snap

I made a supprise to my son I sais He appreciate God bless you

Is it free for freestyling?

What kind of tempo would this beat be called if uno what i mean... Somebody please?

noi vogliamo vivere, infrangere il limite, gli altri sopravvivere, in cerca di fuggire, fare qualcosa è difficile, io non posso fare niente, per questo mondo in guerra io metto a terra il fucile, loro prendono le bende per curare i compagni, non capisci cosa si prova se la testa non ci sbatti, maschera anti-fumo questo joint me lo schiumo, inutile che parli non ti ascolta più nessuno, tutti finti emotivamente, perché pensi che fumo le canne forse perchè non sento più niente, forse perchè sono grande, forse perchè certa gente, non da valore alle cose non capisce veramente, irà di Achille su Ettore, trascinante a terra, sangue come nettare, cominci a cedere non ti rialzi più, pugno nello stomaco, le parole fan di più, insegnano a restare giù sto pezzo ti fa ridere, ti guardo e mi escono le viscere, bomba a mano no io ti lancio un missile con me fai la presa male, ti dico se vuoi usciamo a fumare, cantare una canzone che fa meno male, di quelle cose che dici che sono un po’ più amare, come la prima Camel, esci e guardi il cellulare, dei problemi dovevam parlare, bella come l’aurora boreale io resto qui in basso, piedi a terra meglio non rischiare se il nemico ha l’asso, passo falso, doppia linea sorpasso, per sentirmi più libero per sentirmi meno scarso, come diceva Tasso in classe sono assente, fumo, mi appanna lentamente, nota dolente, monster block, qui non passa più niente scrivo note su note per dirti cosa penso, tutti quei problemi le hanno detto peso, sono usciti a galla, mi hanno soffocato come quella maledetta canna, scherzo fanne (ancora) un’altra, che porta in alto la mia testa che è pesante come un’àncora imbandita la tavola ma se mangi da solo non è più una favola ti mangi tutto non lasci neanche una briciola, allora ti lascio tutto, si ti lascio libera stai con i piedi a terra non volare via lo sai che provo ancora nostalgia?

Ver 1: Nhớ ngày xưa còn la cà trong xóm Anh cùng với mấy thằng bạn đi thả diều với mấy ông lớn Anh còn nhớ lại những lúc chơi đá banh với đôi chân trần Rồi bây giờ mỗi đứa một hướng dù hồi đó đã từng là bạn thân gần Đến năm cấp một cấp hai anh đi học không ngại đường ха Đôi chân cứ thế dạo bước, hai bên là làn đường hoa Cho dù bầu trời nắng gắt anh cứ thế mà lại bước đi Con đường sau này thì vẫn vậy chỉ thiếu bóng hình là anh thường qua Bạo lực là điều hiển nhiên nó xảy ra như chuyện thường tình Đến khi anh bị hội đồng lũ bạn thân nhất đứng trong trường nhìn Mặc dù đã mất niềm tin vẫn lau đầu vào chơi tiếp Nói xấu người này rồi đến người kia nhưng vẫn gọi là bạn thân thiết Đến khi vào năm cấp ba, bọn anh còn không thân nữa Anh học ở ngôi trường mới, vẫn ăn cơm ngày ba bữa Mở rộng lòng mình ra, anh không còn lầm lì Khi gặp được người anh yêu anh mới biết tương lai anh muốn làm gì Ver 2: Em nói đừng quá nghiêm túc khi đời còn nhiều mới mẻ Em cho anh nhiều niềm vui trở lại tâm hồn của một đứa trẻ Em nói khi buồn thì khóc vì điều đó chẳng làm tổn thương ai Anh chỉ muốn thấy em khóc khi ngáp vào một buổi sáng sương mai Ver 3: Vì cuộc đời này khắc nghiệt và chẳng dịu dàng đâu em di Ai đó bảo thời gian chữa lành vết thương cho nỗi buồn kia nhanh với Khi đã thi vào đại học đôi ta bắt đầu xa nhau về vị trí Chỉ nhìn nhau qua màn hình điện thoại đôi lúc câu từ thì bị bí Em bảo là không sao đâu vì luôn luôn có em đây mà Thời gian sẽ trôi qua mau rồi chắc chắn ta gặp nhau ngay mà Anh trân trọng tất cả khoảng khắc ở bên em anh được là chính mình Thấu hiểu được những suy nghĩ, hiểu nội tâm và cả tính tình Em muốn bản thân được yêu, em muốn con tim được yêu Em cho anh ngắm nhìn cái thế giới mà ai cũng muốn được yêu Gia đình cũng đã mở lòng gật đầu ừ là anh được yêu Trao em mọi thứ anh có đơn giản vì anh yêu em thật nhiều Ver 4 Rồi khi anh lớn hơn chút Anh nhận thấy cuộc đời này cực nhọc Dùng sức người để đổi lấy nụ cười Thứ bù lại chỉ là 1 phần 10 Lấy số đó ra đem chia hai Thứ nhận là chỉ là cái bạt tai Của thằng chủ lò gạch khi mà anh làm sai Nhưng anh vẫn vui với những câu chuyện thường ngày Vẫn tranh thủ từng phút từng giây Cố gắng học để tương lai thay đổi Vì anh biết không cố gắng thì anh chẳng là ai

I need the lyrics

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Here goes something? Lemme know...

I know you trying to change even though struggle, dealing with all this pain And people ain’t giving you peace in your head So you thinking about giving in and releasing the rage It would be easy to tether over the the edge But what would you gain, another reason to give em To cut you with scissors until you bleed from the vein I know it’s seems like this burden never going to end It’s like you wanna remove the chains, get rid of the weight Get rid of the shame Get rid of the hate you feel everyday See you was innocent, until the rain washed it away Now you stain, and you remember do awful things But it ain’t your fault, it’s life, and we all got step to take We all got 2nd changes, you just got to have faith That that day will come, eventually you will have something to believe in You’ll get to feel seen, like every other human being Don’t run from the pain, feeel everything, that’s where strength comes from within We all have battled, we all have weapons What’s your sword, are ready for war, are you willing to knock down the door And went world is on your shoulder, and you don’t have no support Say fuck it, I got me, even if just me and no one helps See I got a reason to be here, I believe that, do you, what’s your purpose You don’t know, so you feel like you Are worthless, let me tell you something I don’t know who I am yet, nor do I have the slightest idea of the road I’m on When the shit might crash burn explode like bomb I’m on egg shells on every turn, it’s my rollercoaster and I don’t wanna get off It yet my heart is beating way to fast as I struggle for breaths under the surface Every day you struggling to find your own purpose I don’t understand why people feel uncomfortable self serving Cause we ain’t all meant to be left on read like the dirt on the surface Permanently stuck in rut,

Tha mai keval saat ka, jab discover kiya rap Sunaya gaana yoyo ka, ek school ke dost ne Vo gaara tha blue eyes, maine bola mujhe bhi sikhade Usne batayi liney, maine seekhi pure showk se fir teen saal baad suna badshah ka verse Na aadhi na ant hai uska, vo sabka na inka unka Wahi hai mala wahi hai manka Mast malang vo apni dhun ka Mai karta tha vo mimic, aur sunata tha school me Dosto ko bhi lagra crazy, ve bhi bole sikhade Mai aur mera bhai suraj gaate puri class me Arey suraj kartik, ek gaana toh sunade Aur hume ni pata tha ise rap bolte hai Bas pata tha ki gana hai, aur ise hume gana hai Hum the balak buddhi, humme na thi akal Hum hogye distract lag gaye baki backchodi me

Appreciate this instrumental! 🙏🏻 Used it for my song, thanks again! Check it out: Rhyme Das- Meditator 🔥

How much for this beat ?

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Here are my lyrics and notes for the song I just wrote to this. Anybody interested in hearing it when I post? Beat: “Why” - Rujay F#m, 92/min 0:00 Pre-Chorus (Fade in with distorted radio effect, etc) .. Why would you treat me like this? Then ask me for a kiss? .. I need to go my own way, Doesn’t matter what you say, I will never play these games again 0:20 Chorus (multiple voices/literal chorus effect) .. You owe me nothing at all And on my knees I crawled … I had my mind so twisted That I went and drifted from me, forgive me for my wrongs 0:41 Verse 1 .. Lately I’ve been feeling like a sequel Is what I need in my life, it aint’ me though It’s everything that I used to be, Just tryina’ catch up, to a place that’s new to me 0:51 But few can see, how feeling like a nuisance be . Like a murder was committed but in secrecy, I need to be, appealing to a real degree; . Or at least I need to feel like I’m really free 1:02 And healing greed; it seems to me, we all deserve love; . If you didn’t know it, that’s what hurt does . I remember feeling how her skirt was, Way back in the days, I was playing with a squirt-gun 1:13 Versions, change as we pave ourself a lane; , I leveled up that squirt gun to a brand name, . And I haven’t even popped the champagne, Fill the Ruger with a Luger and I’ll blow your damn brain 1:23 Pre-Chorus (Mild radio effect?) .. But, why would you treat me like this? Then ask me for a kiss? .. I need to go my own way, Doesn’t matter what you say, I will never play these games again 1:44 Chorus (multiple voices/literal chorus effect) .. And you owe me nothing at all Yet on my knees I crawled; … I had my mind so twisted, That I went and drifted from me; forgive me for my wrongs 2:05 Verse 2 .. Looking deep inside . I’ve been thinking I would like me a deeper ride The reason why, I’m single as the seasons try To pass, cause I need a Lass with a deeper side 2:15 I crash inside; Maybe I should ration my, . Sense of passion cause I lack it when I slack and try To pass class, as the last one to cap and buy, . Into teaching that is preaching that we live a lie, 2:26 We live our life - - like it’s driven by, Other people who are living in a higher vibe, But you and I, we know in these dyer times; . That we can’t go cutting the entire line, 2:36 Cause if we did then, we would lose our vision, Never win the mission, tryina’ make em’ listen; Uh - But we can never lose our way and fold, We’ve got dreams that our team needs to see unfold 2:47 Pre-Chorus (Mild radio effect?) .. So why would you treat me like this? Then ask me for a kiss? .. I need to go my own way, Doesn’t matter what you say, I will never play these games again 3:08 Chorus (multiple voices/literal chorus effect) .. And you owe me nothing at all But on my knees I crawled; … I had my mind so twisted, That I went and drifted from me; 3:28 Outro (Chorus with distorted/radio effect etc. (Remove “Forgive me for my wrongs”?))

Everything I did was necessary because now I cam start over with my Hispanic people. I'm sorry you are worth it. I'm just scared if I let you see my real self my real face . You might not like me anymore. And plus I never had a woman before. Or a girlfriend long enough to really make something out of it Because I was too busy being a troubled kid so I was tossed around a lot I could never settle long enoug to know what real love is. Plus I never had to go out my way to ask anybody out. My first two ever relationships I was always approached first. So I'm sorry if you think I always treat you or don't go up to you to tell you I want you. BECAUSE ME AND THE GOOD OH LORD BITH KNOW I LOVE YOU MY QUEEM. YOU KNOW YOUR ABOVE ME. I BE REALLY TRYING TO STAY OUT OF TROUBLE.. BUT IM SORRY I SMOKED K2 TODAY. I WAS 10 DAYS SOBER OFF THE MARIJUANA. FAVID TOLD ME IT TAKES THREE DAYS TO GET OUT MY SYSTEM. BUT STILL I SHOULD HAVE SMOKE SO NOW I heading to my mother's house to go assess the situation of what happen. Because I heard. But like I said. Imagine just gonna leave everything in the lords hands let my Father be him. LET GOD BE GOD. BUT THATS WHAT IM SAYING. IMA JUST LET THESE 2 DAYS IN A HALF GO BY, AMD START APPLYING FOR WORK. I GOING TO APPLY EVERY WHERE. IM WAITING FOR YOU.. God I'm scared of the white woman. So lord when I see one that catches my eyes. Dear lord give me the strength to say something to her. Like real talk. Because evey body knows I like the white girl. So when I don't know what to say Give me the words to say. But first I'm in the process of getting my shit together. So wait for me because I'm coming. Yours truly Guillermo EMMANUEL ROSALEZ but for now I'm gonna remain single. Until I can figure some shit out