I feel like the older u get the more broken the brain becomes, and its easier to b paranoid, or to feel like nothing makes sense, or like you don't know anything, like everyone else is into some sick joke and they're all keeping it quiet around you and everyone makes the same old jokes about 'haha taxes and shit' but its just a disguise, and you can't say anything about it cause u'll just sound like one of them weirdo guys on the internet (ew) but idk tbh thats just a casual thought i had 😃