ive had a rough draft ive been working on for a few months and could never find the right sound for it, and this just fits perfectly the universe showed you to me! you'll be the first to hear the completed project
@E-MAN47 hey my name is Damien Pack I'm a local freestyle Rapper from Columbus, Ohio I Rap by the name of DEMON -Koldest•Kidd- and let's just say it this way I've had my hard work and my music placed in front of the right people. I would love to ask you if I could make a song with this beat?? I really enjoyed it quite a lot. the kind of music I do I guess could be put in the same general genre as NF, Kaan, Jelly Roll. What I'm saying is I rap with heart and vulnerability. My musical passion is to reach that person whoever it may be that's at the end of there ropes and ready to quit, ready to give it all up, that kid that's in the corner with the razor blade locked in his room feeling alone. My mission and purpose is the let that person know that I've also been there and that there not alone. That there is an out! So that being said would you mind if I make a song like that with this beat?? Damien Pack
Thanks for all the likes, comments and views on this beat, I'm really glad you guys like it. So now i have made another NF beat that i hope you're going to like. Here it is - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-RXpasm3bm4A.html If you like the beat please like and subscribe. Thanks again!
you have just earned a sub my friend. killer ass beat, I want to kill it but idk if I can haha. This isn't my type of style but I do definitely want to broaden my horizons. I'll let you know how it goes, and of course, give credit to the amazing producer behind it :)
To whom it may concern This is my confession Don’t know how much longer I can deal with this depression Tryna move forward but I’m stuck in this regression Tryna make it through the day is getting harder by the sec This war inside my head and all these thoughts are never ending I been been fighting for so long that I forgot what I’m defending Can’t tell enemy’s from friends and everybody’s out for vengeance Got so much I wanna say but I can barley speak a sentence And I know my children need me but the thought of death is tempting Theres a cloud above my head it’s getting darker by the sec Got these demons in my bed and now I’m praying for forgiveness Every time time I close my eyes I see the darkness that’s within me Try to tell me That you love me then how come I can Not feel it Try tell me to have faith then give me something to believe in If god is real at all then tell him I demand to see him I just wanna know my pain and suffering is for a reason And I know my sister loves me lately I just feel so distant And the stress of daily life has made her blind to my existence Don’t know if I can forgive all of the pain that’s been inflicted If you need me I’ll be there for you but love you from a distance (“ I hate myself cause I have lost all-sense of feeling Now I sit an empty shell consumed by hate and all my demons I’m stuck inside my hell and there’s no chance I’m ever leaving Only time I feel alive is when I’m broken and I’m bleeding “) holidays get close I start to think about my family Feeling empty and alone and no one really understands me And I have so much to live for and I know I should be happy Wishing I could just just wake up and it would all just be a bad dream All these meds they got me feeling zombie and I see there lips are moving but I can not here them talking and I’m trying to stay strong but feel I’m running out of options Tryna leave the past behind like skeletons inside my closet You finally made it out your on your on your own that’s how it should be Finally got your independence but it feels like your forgot me used to tell me as a kid No matter what you’d always love me and you always would be there for me but now your just a memory. I remember nights I’d lie awake and hear you crying always said you were fine but deep inside knew you were dying. And I didn’t really understand cause I was just a child even though your heart was breaking you would hide it with a smile Now the closest I can get to you is only in my dreams and as I lay my head to rest and go to sleep I know your free Every-days the same wish that I could just forget Wish that I could turn back time to when I was innocent And I Got so many things I said and did that I regret But you can not change the past but you can change the way you live Didn’t understand it then but looking back it all makes sense And as long as long as you stay true to you love will do the rest It’s okay to make mistakes as long as you tried your best It’s okay to have your demons don’t let them live in your head It’s okay to have a past just know when the past is dead Know the pain will always be there make it worth it in the end And I know I should move but but it’s so hard with all these feeling And there telling me be strong and I been tryna find-a reason And the nights are dark and long see the sunrise in the distance And I wish I could enjoy it but i keep on reminiscing And this world is narcissistic and the pain so persistent All the memories of you got me feeling so indifferent When I think about our future this is not what I envisioned You were always by my side but now you feel so inconsistent I been praying on my knees but I don’t think that god is listening Your the the one that gave me life can I pls get some assistance And I’m trying to break the cycle but I’m stuck inside the system And I’m tryna do things different tryna be a better Christian I refuse to be victim demons trying to evict us and the devil wants to make us weak weak so he can try to trick us but I know I am protected and that god is always with us and he sacrificed his life for us so we could have forgiveness Every since you have been gone I feel part of me is missing And I know that you live on and your sprits always with us And I hold on to the memories and I stare at all your pictures Wish that I could say I love you and I really fucking miss you And I feel your presence with me every-time the candles flicker All these thoughts of you surround me and it all feels so familiar And I’m trying to be strong but it’s so hard to not feel bitter Never told me your you were proud of me cause you thought I would give up And because of that I’m stronger and Ill never be a quitter and you made me who I am today and I just wanna thank you and I know your watching over me in heaven as an angel all the lessons that’s you thought me I will be forever grateful And I didn’t know it then but all along you were my savior
Hey Posiden, if you purchase either the basic $9.99 lease or higher quality WAV $19.99 premium lease you can use the beat UN-tagged in your LP. Grab them at www.ungovernedrecordz.com
+Preston Bell Yeah the 3 for $20 on all mp3 leases is still available, or 3 for $40 on all WAV file leases. Just go to our site www.ungovernedrecordz.com on the homepage is the beat store. click the add button and the lease you would like for 3 of the tracks and you will see the discount automatically added. Thanks again for your interest :-)
Lil MV Hi, Yeah you can use the tagged version for free but if you would like an untagged version you can grab a lease from the beat store at www.ungovernedrecordz.com
Looking at the notepad Nothing but a blank canvas Pouring out my heart Like a car crash and it’s tragic Running to flames while I’m burning alive Tried to make it clear before it was just a matter of time Foot on the pedal going 120 on the interstate Hoping to escape my yesterdays But it all comes tumbling down Looking at the finish line While my body hits the ground No where left to go from here No where left to go now
I really want to buy the exclusive I tried to go to your beat store and I'm having problems with it on my phone is there another way i can get ahold of you... im In love with this beat i have wrote a whole song to it and would like u to hear it .. just got to record it professionally.... ❤❤❤
Hi and thank you for your interest in the beat I'm really glad you like it and want to use it. Yeah i will give it a listen for sure! I do not sell exclusives through my store, I go through exclusive sales 1 on 1 so the buyer and I have a mutual understanding of the agreement and so the contract can be signed before sale is complete. You can contact me at ungovernedrecordz@outlook.com or you can inbox me on Facebook: facebook.com/EMAN47UGRecordz I look forward to hearing from you.
I thought this guy made an NF -WHY type beat, but then I saw it was released in 2016 and I was like wtf does this guy live in the future or some shit? nice beat tho g
@@olavasaasen4534 Well the best thing to do is just study NF's "aggressive" tracks. Listen to the instrumental, how each element is structured and maybe try and replicate it. If you can break it down this way then you can apply certain aspects which you learnt into to your own work. Just keep trying and trying and look up tutorials, it wont happen over night but your hard work will pay off!
hi, yes this beat is available for leasing on our site (see link in description) a mid quality MP3 lease (Standard Lease) is $9.99 and a hi-quality WAV lease (Premium Lease) is $19.99. We also have a deal on now, 3x Standard leases for £20 or 3x Premium leases for $40. I'm also about to upload a new NF type beat.
This beat made me cry the title is why.. and i dont know why my bestfriend killed himself.... hey reaper come take me next and stop hitting me over and over again 6 person in 3 years..... death death death it's always a question of death in this life...... why do we live? Nobody got out of there alive
Keep your head up bro, No matter how much shit life throws at you just keep pushing on. I know sometimes its hard but keep thinking positive and instead of asking "why do we live?" Live and dream and aim for what you want in life.
ToPAwDDeR HOPKINS yeah bro it's good and healthy to cry just express yourself and it's healthy to ask why so stay strong I'll be praying to you look in the Bible Jesus wept with with people when they were sad and there brother had died stay strong
pro insane Trickshots the hardest thing in this is that my childhood bestfriend killed himself on my 18th birthday... he talked to me in the morning and said to me we will drink a couple beer when your done at work.. and when i finished my day he was dead..
I can show u thrills/it's the basement where I kill,people tell me that I need a deal/because I produce and show my skill,you can read my words and know I'm real/you can see how I chop let emotions spill,
