Episode 3 made me cry man...Shadow having those premonitions of a future where he and Maria are on Earth together....My god. Also, -to make you cry more- the flowers at 1:08 are called Balloon Flowers, and they represent endless love and the desire for the return of a friend. I'M NOT CRYING YOU ARE!!! 😭
"forgive the wrongs I've done you" makes me think of shadow being manipulated into thinking maria wanted revenge and nearly causing the destruction of the earth due to it only to stop it at a last minute change of heart. The guilt of almost destroying something someone close to you holds so dear would be a lot of emotional trauma for anyone to bottle up.
Considering it’s followed by “cause now you’re gone forever”, I actually think it’s meant to represent Shadow’s feeling of guilt over not finding a cure for Maria. In the first episode of Dark Beginnings, he’s really frustrated that despite being the ultimate life form, he cannot help to find the medicine, so it’s kinda makes sense for me that Shadow would blame himself because of that.