If you have known me for less than 18 years then you probably do not know about my early walk with God. I come from a family that worships demons. My father was the head temple leader. I grew up watching men inviting demons into their body and demons manifesting in people.. At the age of 13, I tried to take my own life. I remember that I cried and screamed to an unknown God that if there is one? Can you hear me? ". At the age of 24, I radically encountered God & I gave my life to Him. After the encounter, I went through a season of intense spiritual warfare. I saw strangers manifesting demons around me in public . In the middle of night, demons would come in human form and wake me up to make fun of me and shame me. It was an intense season, I had no Christian friends at that time. All I had was a New Testament Bible. On the last page of the Bible was "Sinner's prayer". I didn't know that people normally prayed this once. I prayed the prayer every night for over a month and I would instantly be filled with the Holy Spirit. God was the only "ONE" for me to hold on to. In that season, the foundation of my walk with God was built.
After that season, I would laugh for no reason. I would walk down the street and cover my mouth and start laughing. I tried to control myself, so no one would see me laugh. My friends would ask me "What's so funny?". I would answer, "I don't know "; not until many years later, the Holy Spirit told me, the laughter was to delivery me from depression .
Like the story of the prodigal, I experienced the pig pen. I didn't want to stay there anymore. I wanted to go home. I want my Father God. Jesus is the "Way to the Father." The heart of Jesus is for us to encounter this indescribable love of Papa God.
For the special someone watching this video. You need to know that Father God wants you home. He wants to love you. He wants to wash away all the lies and shame. There is no other place better than in the Father's presence.
Song: I Am Your Beloved” by Jonathan David Helser, Melissa Helser
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5 фев 2022
