I'm not unhappy, or in pain, melancholy is not something to cry about. You guys being sad need to realise that being alive to experience sadness is beautiful in its own right, the very act of feeling should invoke a tear in your eye by reminding you that the only thing to be sad about is missing out on life's experiences, and perhaps sad that many lives are wasted looking to the sky when the forest is right before them.
As the time goes by The pain is still there Even if I try to forget I cant erase your memories, the void you left Im just waiting For the day when I die...
It's the right time for me to listen to this album as the girl, relations with whom was promising, has suddenly with no evident reason for me became estranged 2 months ago. Though I've kept a hope for all this time that it will be better and kept talking to her, waiting for her answer every single day, inevitably she left. I've no idea why this happened; it might be me and I'm in pain every night, sleepless, thoughtful, reminiscing every day we've been together, those smiles, fun we've had there. But now it has gone. And all I have to do is keep going without knowing why this happened, not knowing if this will happen again, not having an opportunity to prevent it. And as a helpful hand I have this music - I can feel humility and calmness. Forget about everything. Lay down, close my eyes, sense the flow of the sound as it relieves all the pain and broken hopes I've still kept inside of me. In the middle of the night, while everybody at home asleep, I can scream without screaming in the depths of my consciousness. Thank you so much - it's so little comparing to the way your music helps me. I feel better now.
It's so amazing how you spoke to me just now, I have gone through the exact same thing now, because "she" left me two years ago, no reason at all, it went from heaven, to unexplained absence before I even knew what was happening. I'm here for ya bro.
I've gone through similar thing.. Healing and going on takes time and isn't easy, also it might seem unreal now, but it's the best that you can do for yourself. sending lots of love
