I recently started hormones (I'm currently self medicating because where I live it's very hard to get trans related care) and coming back to this, remembering all those nights wishing I could one day do it. I did it. albeit, I'm not out, nor is it cheap, but I'm doing it.
I told my mom I was transgender before I was non-Binary to scared to come out as trans but I told her a few days ago she told me that that just wasn't me and that when I was little I liked girl things but I remember telling myself j wish I was a boy and then in kindergarten I said I was a boy everyone thought it was just a boy I wanted to do boy things and play games with the boys I wanted to be on the boys team everytime we did boys vs girls it makes me uncomfortable being on a girls team it just doesn't feel right and j told the school too and they still use she/her pronouns except for like five teachers there one of them are really supportive and I wish there were more people like her shes pregnant and about to have a baby. She she was like my mom an excepting one tho... sorry for all that
