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He creates a memory for himself that he approached himself and gave himself pretentious meaning, however he forgets the pattern surrounding the memory thus ending himself in a loop where he continues to bring meaning into his life using forgotten memories not knowing that it was he who gave them meaning in the first place. It could be seen as a commentary on the human condition, we are the only ones who bring meaning into our lives but we never fully come to terms with it because we can never truly observe ourselves, we also tend to build our identities proactively from memories but it's us in the present who choose to give those memories any value.
i guess the summary is he likes to believe he has an enlightened message from his past but when thinking back he just invents false memories himself and that way ends in an infinite loop on what his meaning is since its all just invented by himself. However each time the loop comes to a close he realizes he does not want to end up like himself white not understanding that it is himself. I suppose that is also important in the regard that xavier is uncapeable of growing as a person and hence was born with his fully reached potential already and hence teaches himself to make this loop of mistakes over and over.
When I was a kid, this show gave me nightmares. Every time it came on at adult swim, I would shut the tv off because it terrified me. Now, it's like the best show ever made to me. I have faced my fears. The fearful has become the infearior. What was once feared, has been unfeared.
I love how the show both writes and delivers its dialogue. Example: with Bootleg Xavier saying the same "I remember" line, you can take it in two ways Path A- A creepy guy approached him much like he did to Young Xavier and the joke is the repetition. Path B- A creepy guy "came" to him and the joke is the emphasis on, well... yknow.
After the first jump he says he has a "hazy memory" of it happening to him, so each older version is just a corruption of the initial memory. Regular Xavier jumps to regular child self introducing the event of child meeting older freaky version of self into his memory. Adult Xavier in past then tries to remember this new memory, but as he is already the adult version he imagines the older stranger as an ever older freakier version of himself. This older white haired creep then once again recalls the event but once again since he is already this freaky old thing, he remembers the stranger being an abomination while himself as always having pale white hair. This could essentially go on with each Xavier pushing the part of his memory of an older freaky version of himself further and further since each version can't recognize that they were the freaky elderly stranger
I’m not schizophrenic myself, but I think there’s sense to be made in schizophrenics and their ramblings. A good amount of the time, I can find the general meaning of their “incoherent ramblings”. Maybe that’s why this show speaks to me so much.
After seeing this video, this gives me an idea that Xavier Renegade Angel should get a horror movie adaptation, a horror movie with Xavier as the monster in the movie, causing terror and fear as he's doing his spiritual journey, making everyone's lives a living nightmare, trying to unravel the mystery of his existence, even if he makes all hell break loose and he kills them and eats them, and let's not forget the spooky themes, chaos and violence, the mysterious symbol, the fact that Xavier is obviously not human, and no one knows where he really comes from and what he's supposed to be, those all make for a rockin horror movie, so do any of you think Xavier Renegade Angel would make an awesome horror movie? any takers?
