@@pianoplay973 hey you mind if I get your opinion on this track, it would really mean a lot! ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-8Jx90DF51vs.html
Personally i dont know what it feels like to be depressed but i do know how it feels to be alone. Stay strong my niggas, this shit aint gonna last forever
JackofSpxdes being depressed really just feels like not being yourself and being tired constantly and feeling no meaning, at least that's what I feel when it happens
JackofSpxdes you feel like nothing is worth it you start pulling away from people and become constantly unhappy, you wanna just skip this life and go to the next
if you're here in 2020 you're a real fan 💔 edit: it is now 2021. x really helped me get through 2020 and apparently a lot of you guys too. i hope everyone has a better year. edit 2: it is now 2022. i cant believe its the third year that i do this. its kind of a tradition now that ive been looking foward all year to update this comment. i had a really tough time last year dealing with everything but im better now and very hopeful for this coming year. i really hope everyone can get back on their feet and not only return to normal after everything but come out stronger. love you guys.
Actually Jah told us that we can be more successful than he is, we can have more energy than he does. Not hating. Just sayin that we should believe in ourselves.
@@dispohimself there's no hate in that, just pure thoughts, Jah wanted to channel his emotions into words that could make us feel not alone while we battle with unexplainable things all alone in our lives even though surrounded by a million people. He wanted to make us believe in ourselves and channel that energy into growth just like he tried to channel it to such amazingly touching music
AlexGAlways its okay to cry. not everyone has to be some bulky football captain, i hope u get through whatever you’re getting through and you’re not alone
X was the most versatile artist of our generation. An artist like him only comes once in a millennia. There may never be an artist with such a diverse catalog and versatile style of delivery ever again.
I should have known how good life was since I started gaining adulthood, but now after all these years I know realize you never know how good you have it till it's gone
[Verse] The pain in my heart just won't end The words that I find just don't seem to compare Awaiting my death in the end Alone, I must seek out the end to begin So nobody wants death 'Cause nobody wants life to end I'm the only one stressed I'm the only one tired of having fake friends Put the noose on my neck And the hole in my back, again I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face This is the end Waste of tears Waste of years and months Faced my fears Loving her for once Hurt me Break my heart Worthless Can't keep love at all Turning, twist myself Worthless Can't keep love at all, at all
He was SAD Now I'm sad He was CHANGED Now I'm changed he was DEPRESSED AND OBSESSED Now I'm depressed and obsessed He was NUMB now I'm numb He SAVED ME But I couldn't save him...
Wow man… I had no Idea this young Boy made such Deep, Meaningful Music… I’m saddened that, During the time he was alive I kind of passed him off as another young mumble type rapper because he came out around the same time as 69 and them other guys. Same thing with Juice Wrld man… those two were seriously diamonds in the rough… DEFINITELY the very best in their respective classes and now they are both GONE… it sucks man… makes me SO upset with myself. I’m trying my best to find the best artists out right now while they are still alive so I don’t overlook them and then they end up passing away and I end up feeling the same way that I feel about X and Juice. RIP to these Two young Absolute GOAT LEGENDS
Lyrics : The pain in my heart just won't end The words that I find just don't seem to compare Awaiting my death in the end Alone, I must seek out the end to begin So nobody wants death 'Cause nobody wants life to end I'm the only one stressed And the only one tired of having fake friends Put the noose on my neck And the hole in my back, again I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face So this is the end Waste of tears Waste of years and months Faced my fears Loving her for once Hurt me Break my heart Worthless Can't keep love at all Turning, twist myself Worthless Can't keep love at all At all
One voice, one instrument. But it sounds like so much more. There is a chorus of pain and hurt, a harmony of tears that accompany this song. It sounds so much more complex than it’s actual makeup.
@@ihatemaxx He was wise in how to put emotion to words. He had this incredible way of expressing feelings. Understandable, pure. He connects us all with the emotion he puts into his songs. He made people share sadness, depression. He made us speak about it. Nobody is save of mental health issues, problems. I love him so much for giving us every piece he made.
Ok calm down. Don't idolise him. He has made many mistakes throughout his life and also learned from them he's a regular guy not a god. X was a talented versatile rapper but that's all he is. For real tho, wtf has happened to this fanbase, 4 years ago it was all just jokes and vibes, now it's turned into a cult😂😂😂
“Tired of having fake friends”- we don’t even know the half of what he was going through. He helped us even though he was the only one helping himself, I’m sorry X Rest In Peace!
💔rip The pain in my heart just won't end The words that I find just don't seem to compare Awaiting my death in the end Alone, I must seek out the end to begin So nobody wants death 'Cause nobody wants life to end I'm the only one stressed I'm the only one tired of having fake friends Put the noose on my neck And the hole in my back, again I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face This is the end Waste of tears Waste of years and months Faced my fears Loving her for once Hurt me Break my heart Worthless Can't keep love at all Turning, twist myself Worthless Can't keep love at all, at all
LYRIC The pain in my heart just won't end The words that I find just don't seem to compare Waiting til' my death in the end Alone, I must seek out the end to begin So nobody wants death 'Cause nobody wants life to end I'm the only one stressed And the only one tired of having fake friends Put the noose on my neck and the hole in my back, again I be waiting on death with a smile on my face This is the end Waste of tears Waste of years and months Face my fears Loving her for what I have Hurt me Break my heart Worthless Can't keep love at all Spinning, twist myself Worthless Can't keep love at all At all
Sitting here at 5 am in the morning just reminiscing about an ex but X always had my back I feel this song in my soul expressed every emotion I feel rn and I will continue to fight till the end for you X I love you we all love you and thank you for allowing me to feel these emotions and make it feel okay to feel these emotions we all have em so don’t try to hide em cause it will just pile up and get worse much love to all the loyal fans out there been going thru a lot but we gotta continue to fight cause that’s what he would want us to do it’s okay to sit back and just feel sad and cry let it out
This song changed my life. I was going through so much and people that I loved were dropping like flies. I slowly started developing this horrible depression that I couldn't get rid of. X says things in this song that I thought to myself all the time. I felt like I was the "only one stressed" and a waste of air and no one loved me. Knowing that other people (especially X who I found on sound cloud like 3 or 4 years ago) felt like this helped me push forward and become the confident person I am today. Edit: R.I.P X thank you for changing my life and saving me. I just got the news that he was shot. I'm forever grateful I found you and stuck with you throughout the whole ride.
Little Zewski I feel you so much... this might be the song I listened the most in my life. Every single night while feeling tears pouring upon my cheeks
i started crying when i read this, i always tought that i will not ever get over my ex and let him go, i recently started to know that i wont ever let x go, i just cant, i will always love him and i will love him till my very last day, rest in peace jahseh, thanks for everything, you will be missed
i knew x after he died... and this song made me cry. only artist that could make me cry... he is the greatest artist that never got the chance to become. Period.
I’m a big hearted person with a vibrant personality. But deep inside I hide In my room with my dogs and cry. Mental health is real , take care of it. It can literally kill you from the inside out. People who look happy from the outside always laughing and smiling are dying from the inside . Take care you yourself, don’t let yourself go, please .
going through sm rn, x you've always helped me through my hard times with your soft calm voice, heartful quotes, and the most inspirational words/lyrics, which has made me come to realization that not every thought has to be negative, you were a big impact in my life, even with loud and ur most dope sounds, guess what u did, you saved me...
Only if most knew depths hundreds have every day, people fall dead every day, life is only our first death, the life of those fallen is what fuels us to be strong, it runs together.
I love you bro, you are the best of all and your music is as deep as I love you bro, you're the best of all and your music is as deep as the ocean ❤️🌹👑🤦♂️
The lyrics are...so fuckin awesome: The pain in my heart just won't end The words that I find just don't seem to compare Awaiting my death in the end Alone, I must seek out the end to begin So nobody wants death 'Cause nobody wants life to end I'm the only one stressed I'm the only one tired of having fake friends Put the noose on my neck And the hole in my back, again I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face This is the end Waste of tears Waste of years and months Faced my fears Loving her for once Hurt me Break my heart Worthless Can't keep love at all Turning, twist myself Worthless Can't keep love at all, at all
This along with KILL ME are his saddest songs of all, you can truly hear his genuine emotions in this one. We can never usually relate to celebrities pains because their fame and money can alienate us from relating to them which can sometimes make it feel as though emo artists are just commercialising pain and depression. But songs like this and KILL ME you can truly hear the pain in his voice and it comes from feeling the pain of what happened with Geneva and then the societal cancellation and backlash that came from it. Being cancelled could truly make you feel alone because most of their celebrity "friends" wouldn't dare associate with them. In a way it makes celebrities not feel as immune to real world pain and suffering because it doesn't matter how much fame or money they have they still have that feeling of isolation and loneliness. The question of whether it is deserved is another topic, but let he who is without sin cast the first stone... X is a story of redemption that unfortunately got cut short. RIP X.
Lyrics [Verse] The pain in my heart just won't end The words that I find just don't seem to compare Awaiting my death in the end Alone, I must seek out the end to begin So nobody wants death 'Cause nobody wants life to end I'm the only one stressed I'm the only one tired of having fake friends Put the noose on my neck And the hole in my back, again I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face This is the end Waste of tears Waste of years and months Faced my fears Loving her for once Hurt me Break my heart Worthless Can't keep love at all Turning, twist myself Worthless Can't keep love at all, at all
Rip x damn these lyrics mean so much more to me over these last 24 hours, never imagined I would truly feel enough pain to fully grasp one of these songs
RaisinCheez I just wanted people to know what he is saying if they were not on a lyric video. Same. I never thought it would hit me like it has as of recent. I hope I can get through my diagnosed depression fine. Even though X is gone 😭😭
X got me through some troubling mental places in high school. I appreciate him so much, because now Ive gotten so far, and I am doing well for myself. RIP X
These songs hit me so hard sometimes I started listening to x back just before this album released I even went to his concert it honestly feels like I different type of nostalgia I don't even have the words to express the sadness when I learned he passed away. At the time I was dealing with depression and his music was my rock. I just watched the documentary on him and it hurts me that he was a public enemy at some point. I wish he could be here today.
Newer fan, started checking out his music with the heart of sympathy and remorse. I realized his songs really hit home for me. He was a man of deep empathy, thoughts, and concern for others, meaning that he was in a lot of pain. As an individual who also has this ability to empathize, I can only imagine what he went through because his life was way more dramatic and all those emotions must’ve been so overwhelming for him. I really really get what he means when he says you can have 1,000,000 people around you and still feel alone. Rest In Peace and may God have mercy on your soul.
I agree. I’m a newer fan too. Started listening to X in 2020. After listening to him for a few hours, I really love his music and how his inspirational messages really connect to millions. I really wish I knew him sooner because he would be awesome to collab with as well as be my friend. He’s one of the main reasons I started rapping. I just hope to collab with X sometime in one of my songs in the future, not because I want money, but to show that I care and that I really want to show what it could have been like if I actually met X and made a song with him.
