this song does not belong to me in any way, all credits to the rightful owners. :) ~ anime: hunter x hunter (I love this anime so much) comment for any requests !!
! hey everyone ! tysm for all the support, comment for any requests. :) If anybody sees this and needs somebody to listen to them I'm here. My discord DMs are always open and I'm available most of the time. You can vent to me in a vc or just chat, I'm not very good at advice but I'll be here to listen! luv u all
it makes me so sad how killua and gon never actually got to have a real childhood, like the second they joined the hunter exam it had been robbed from them, and thats why the moments where they are just being actual kids are so important, because thats the closest thing they are going to get to normal life. ouch.
Sadly killua never had a childhood and gon. He wasn’t that innocent he was groomed by many women *AHEM* palm... but yeah I just wanna give both of them a big hug enough for them to feel loved.
Omggg you’re right I never thought of it that way.since they always seemed so mature and grown that is actually really sad and the amount of pain they suffered
Don't say that, it puts you in a bad mindset, u try to see the happier things in life, and try to spend as much time with friends as possible, and when I hear my friends are considering commiting the amount of fear and sadness it brings me is immeasurable, anytime I feel like commiting I remember how I felt and I never want anyone to feel that fear
When I was a kid I was so excited to grow up. I thought growing up was fun because I can do what I want to do and buy everything I wanna buy. Now I don't wanna grow up. I wanna be the happy little kid I was.
Broo I hate when that happens, but at least what you said is true- they get the recognition it deserves which also helps the artists grow which is a good thing but oH wHaLe ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
its cause they seem so happy and you want a freindship like that and you dont have one like that so you wanna fix your relationships cause you want a relationship like that
Hey It's not like you've ever tried to stay Sometimes it seems like I'm in your way Well, that's how it seems Hey You know what I mean? [Verse 2] Seems like I care too much When I'm all alone, oh no Feel like I care too much When no one's at home for me Feel like I'm falling out Well, that's how it seems I think that I'm falling out You know what I mean? [Verse 3] Seems like I care too much When I'm all alone, oh no She said that I care too much When no one's at home for me, ah
i hate this song so much because I love it so much and its probably the only song in my entire 17 years of existing that actually made me feel anything ive been completely empty for years now and this song either makes feel empty, extremely sad, or just me why is this song made for me I hate it ive never felt so connected it brings me back to the fact that I’m literally absolutely alone. i have no one im all alone and try to not think about it I work and work and do the most so I don’t think but it’s true it’s there this song brought it all back to me now im sitting in my empty room crying for the first time in 5 years feeling numb wondering what I’m doing here.
To be honest I have no idea what I’m doing ever. I feel like my emotions are so complex and I’m just lost. I also can’t convey them to others so it just stays bottled up and I start overthinking. Sometimes I think to much and I confuse myself. The thing is I’m super lost and I feel like there’s something I’m missing and I can’t grasp what it is or what my feelings are. I also have a complex relationship with myself I just don’t understand myself and I feel confused all the time. Idk why I wrote this but do as you’d like with this information I guess lol. And I also hope you have a good day 🙃
I was thinking earlier about Gon and Killua's relationship. (Spoilers maybe) In that one scene where Killuas was talking about gon being light.. I think it was so beautiful. Truly. I think it's so romantic in nature. I'm not too objective on this, but I really do believe that this is the exact moment Killua fell in love with gon and started to realize he felt a bit more than friendship towards him. It's killua respecting Gon for who he is and realizing that he is light and he always has been, he's the one who saved him and who's always been so bright and optimistic and always makes the best out of any situation. In this scene, Killua lets himself down in Gon's light, allows himself to feel this ''wow'' moment of pure admiration and love, and it's absolutely beautiful. (MAJOR SPOILERS) That's why I felt like crying when Killua was watching Gon sacraficing himself to kill Pitou. I remember his look being filled with despair because he was about to lose the one person he loves most in his life, his light. :(( (Then this song makes me feel even more depressed while im thinking abt it lol )
childhood is zooming by and i can’t grasp it. soon, i’ll have my juniors license and life is only gonna get harder from there. song perfectly captures my mood. thank you for this masterpiece.
please i want to be in a gon and killua friendship situation, its the only thing i look foward to tbh and the people who are nice and give helpful advice and tuff
This video deserves so much more support it's been one of the best videos from this summer that has made it feel like 2010 summer it's beautiful and amazing
i miss gon and killua so much, i was literally depressed after finishing hxh. i formed such a deep connection with the show that it was so hard for me to finish.
That tends to happen to me a lot with anime, once it gets past a certain point of emotional connection the end of the show is really hard to move on from 😪
listening to this makes my heart hurt so much to the point my stomach aches and despite all the drama i had with him i miss him so much please no why do i still miss him all i can think about in class is the moment he kissed me and ill never be able to go back and hes so confusing and it all hurts so much but hes made me cry so many times i dont even cry about it anymore i just feel empty
I became attached to HXH which isn't really a bad thing but it's also not a good thing. You know that one feeling when you finish that anime you loved the most and grew attached to. What I mean is that you can't see them together being happy anymore. Killua and Gon's relationship was the best thing I've ever seen. (SPOILERS!) I really felt broken when Gon and Killua separated. Killua and Gon somewhat had this expression of sadness written on their faces (from my perspective
I don't think i ever had a childhood not that i can remember i just never felt happy and i still don't feel happy in anyway i just choose too fake it for the benefit of others.
You act like nothings happened. Both of you do. One acts like they didn’t sexually assault me. The other acts as if she never drugged me. Never took advantage of me. It’s irking, the way they smile so happily... like losing me was like losing a string from a sweater. Forgotten. Uncared for. Like I was just a piece in their sick games. He called me beautiful, he told me he liked me so much, and yet he acts like I was never there in the first place. Her... I loved her. She claims to have loved me too. But maybe I was just a joke to her. A stupid, naive young girl that couldn’t bear the thought of her closest friend, her friend of almost six years, would ever do anything remotely horrible to her. But I was wrong. I was so terribly wrong.
the fact that I have online friends and I don't really have irl friends to actually hang out with it gets boring sometimes talking to people online yk?..
im kinda having problems with my homies at the moment, idk why i remembered this song it just describes the vibe in my life rn. the feeling of hopelessness and the numbness is killing me. and it kills me when i remember the fact that even the closest people can hurt you alot, even when you think they’re not capable of hurting you, they always end up doing just that. this song makes me rethink about all the good moments we shared, before all the toxicity and bad moments, which i truly miss. this is why this song is very special to me, it makes me appreciate the good moments because i know it wont last… and some will say im being dramatic, but they wont understand..
Killlua and Gon, my wife is Gon and I'm Killua. I really don't want to part from them, ever. She's really the only one I trust giving my life story. She's the only one to talk to me every day. She's the one who loves me a lot. She's the one who got closest to me out of everybody I met. When we part, I will be depressed. Because she's the one curing my depression. She's *my* everything. And we both barely even have a childhood because of some people... If we aren't soulmates then I'm not sure what we are.
