Because I knew that pressure it is not the instant resolution what you just said is blowing my mind away. This is what I needed you to find out. I had to leave it go and leave it go and I admit I was very volable, but I had to be to be honest and I also admit this I was ready to leave. I was really ready to leave, but I kept hoping that you would do what you’re doing now I’ve read every word of this. I can’t say it’s the exact words that I expected to hear back, but I mean you know people are different, but I’m saying the whole just of this the whole reason for this, you had to come up and realize we didn’t have a hope and what you’re saying now that you love unconditional love and all this with a start is exactly what I wanted. I didn’t want the past although we can think about the memories. Don’t get me wrong. We had some beautiful memories. I don’t wanna throw those away. I’m just saying what you finally have done for you, and for us blows my mind away it really does and I think that this is an honest honest valuation of you your poor, your heart out and I want you to know this. I love you with all my heart. This is not hurting me it quite the opposite this Brilliant hope brilliant future there is any doubt my mind whatsoever since you come around like this and realize the truth of what you really believe so thank you love thank you for loving me and I want true love I don’t wanna fake love in a marriage is one of the honesty in the marriage And transparency, one of the three most entities that I can ever think of I think we have them. I think this is a good start to build. I’m willing to go the distance so you have my 100% into the pot with you will work it out together and will bring in God will bring in Jesus will bring in our angels and will take all the help we can get. Don’t be ashamed to ask for help, you know I love that is so deep. Ours is so special and lifetime and I think you realize that now I’m doing this for a long time I’ve gone through my whole life baby and I just knew it I mean, yeah but that’s because I had to I couldn’t just sit around and play sad, you know I had to get on my life. I’m gonna sit around and feel sorry for myself. That’s not the way to live life but I’m saying that makes me proud hearing this from you makes me happy and makes me love. It makes me actually love you more but you did this. I’m thankful for it sothank you for loving me and so beautiful day for me. That way I look at it and I hope it’s a beautiful day for you. God bless you God love you cause I do.
Pls do not sit around that is not good for every human, unless u need to be still to study an exam or something. U need to live for God and not for everyone else. Find a goal for the day, do exercise and eat normally. At last but not least, u need to read bible to seek for encourage and strength, that’s what I have been doing in recent years. Stay healthy: mind and body is number one.
😊 I think about all those memories too. We really had a nice relationship. You always made me laugh. You always show me the real side of you. Well I saw right through you and I just look back at your videos in the early years and you were so funny. You're such a jokester. That's the best way to describe you and you always just say when you so long I just want to love you. And you say do you have the energy? Do you have the energy? Do you have the energy that's you yell out to the audience and then you say remember it's all on fun. We're all just going to have fun.😊 That video makes you always smile and the ones before it because you were new in the industry and you really wanted to be fun. But after awhile it became your livelihood. You had children, you got married and you couldn't take it so lightly. He had to really focus on it. I must say that through the years you really perfected it. You put on an awesome show and a lot of that is revealed on RU-vid. Many people always say you are such a great entertainer. Do they go to see you and it was well worth it that they come from all different parts of the world just to see you. So you really succeeded with your career and that makes me happy for you. You work hard enough for it. You deserved it. I always wanted when you're really happy in certain shows was ever because of me. You had feelings of me or now I bet you it wasn't because of me. Was it? Nope just asking,, I'm still going to tell you though the best album was Good night Human,,,,. Charlie Parker loves me.❤,,,, What a song
Hey, I wasn't the only one that was funny. You were funny too when we used to laugh. Oh my gosh, you couldn't even hear it but I'd be cracking up. I always found you very funny. You are funny and that lightens the situation up when my daughter and I laugh. Oh my gosh, I'm like holding my stomach. The things I say well you know the things I say can be so ignorant but they're so funny at the same time. I love it! No I still have my personality. I still have my side to me. Like I said it's just turn different after you renewed your vows. Then I understood how dedicate towards your wife and your two sons of hers and yours. And I'm the same genuine, authentic, real, pretty wonderful woman that I was when you first met me 2 months ago. Your life has changed and you have a renewed love for your wife, 🤣🤣 And I have to accept that I can't change that fact how you feel about her. So I think what you're doing is you let me down lightly slowly. You don't want to hurt my feelings again so I think that's what you're trying to do here is just because you're not a real person. You're just trying to in a nice way. Say please don't talk to me anymore. You're my fan. I love my wife and we can't do this much longer. That's what I'm feeling on my end
Conjuring up spirits to possess me to love them unconditionally, I don't think that's how true love works. She knows I would never love her, so she needs to use backhanded tactics to make me love her
It really is that song. It is a celebration of love and just being your true self with that other person. Do you have that with your wife? Are you like that with her? She understands your music and she knows how important it is to you and you have that connection. I wonder I never get any answers back from you, so I'm assuming a lot of things. If ever I assume something incorrectly, just let me know. Okay? So I guess we'll put ourselves on a friend zone as long as you don't feel uncomfortable with it. I don't think anybody's getting hurt, not your wife. Not you. It's okay. Fans can turn into friends right? Cuz that happen to you sometimes I assume. Yes okay. We're all people. I still enjoy our chats
What will be.. will be, but rest assured im still here for you, always, life has thrown me lots of curveballs which with loyalties to family at this time has urgently became a must, let go let God Peace and love to you and yours🎉
130 THANK YOU, MY SWEET ANGEL, FOR YOUR MESSAGE! ♥️ 🌟 I HAVEN’T BEEN AVOIDING YOU, IT’S JUST I CAN’T REACH OUT TO YOU, UNLESS THERE’S AN ANGEL MESSAGE ADRESSED TO ME PERSONALLY I CAN REPLY TO! I DON’T KNOW YOUR NAME, NEITHER ANY EMAIL! ARE YOU A MALE OR A FEMALE? WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE YOU ARE A FEMALE, BUT HAVING READ THE OTHER COMMENTS I STARTED TO DOUBT ON YOUR GENDER! ANYHOW I WILL NEVER START A LOVE-AFFAIRE WITH ANY WOMAN, THAT’S NOT IN MY LIFE-LINE! I’M TOO OLDFASHONATE TO APPRECIATE THIS MODERN WAY OF DATING! SO FROM THAT POINT OF VIEW I’M A HOPELESS CASE! IT’S GOOD YOU’RE WALKING YOUR PERSONAL JOURNEY, IT WILL LEARN YOU MORE ABOUT YOURSELF! I GET THE FEELING YOU’RE NOT CONTENT IN YOUR CURRENT MARRIED STATUS AND I FEEL SORRY FOR THAT! I GUESS YOU’RE STILL RATHER YOUNG!? ANYHOW I DO LIKE YOU A LOT, BUT NOT IN THE WAY YOU’RE IMAGINING US LIVING TOGETHER! ♥️ 🌟
Sometimes I think im the greatest trader on earth. Most the time the odds of that being true is better than my analysis. None of the times I've made a move have I been 100% sure.......sometimes I think im the greatest trader on earth. It just makes more sense than anything else I been doing lol
And please mr Twin flame let my own dear friend with rest. He deserve it. This is my point to let you know there is never a chance to ge a relationship with you. Take care of your very young a few months old. And your wife.
I reached out 2 wks ago because my intution was scramung at me to do it , he punished me for doing that i felt it he was in different to me which hurt , then he got that loving feeling told me he will always love me one night , next morning he said its over for good because i asked him a question he didnt want to answer so he said because of my attitude , so i wont be reaching out again felt dis- respected . Im walking forward surrendered it to the universe im tired it was all one sided thank you
My ex husband was gay. I feel so relieved. Lol I’m done with tarot. Just working out and connecting with God and making money moves. Peace be upon you All.
I don't ever think it was broken out of me not being happy and comfortable and alive. No I never changed my personality. It's just I found out you renewed your vows with your wife. I thought you were divorcing so I had to get back on my horse again and not cross that boundary. I was crossing a bounty that I had no right to do. I didn't know you were happily married once I saw that on the news I said oh my gosh. Let me pull back now. This wasn't right and I think I even told you excuse me, I misunderstood your marital status and that's when I had to stop being all fun-loving and happy and jovial in front of you. It had to be fan versus the musician. Now. However, you want to learn more about me so I'm going to open up to you but but I would never do that to you because I don't even have it a app I could go on to even talk to you. That's all been what you do with that block it I don't even know we used to be able to talk. Now. I came to talk to you on a regular app. So I hate to tell you this but this kind of communication to me is very anonymous. It doesn't have a personal touch to it so I asked myself how much truth is in it because this could apply to anybody. I don't feel that personal touch between a friend and a friend. I just feel a fan versus a musician which holds me back even more from being myself still. All in all I know me and you are friends. I don't know why we do it in anonymous way but I guess that's how you feel about it. I understand your situation so I don't take it to heart. It's your profession and you have to stay in line. I understand 💯⁉️👠
No i never said i love that guy from Twin flame to love him unconditional. We had never a relationship with each other. Only sometime a few words of chat about music. This is.not the right man for me. Sorry i will go on further with my own way, with my own friend. I wish you the best.
You know it’s a lot of words one can say but I’m gonna say something to you. That’s gonna shock you known this the way you feel at least I felt just exactly how it explained hundred percent the same way and I kept waiting and waiting and waiting without trying to put pressureon you
Namma serntha mathavanga enna ninaipanganu unakku insecurity. Apro yar yaruko pidikathu, unna, nammala thappa ninaipanga, avangaloda relatives enna ninaipanga.. Obviously unnoda side problem irukathu. So u completely worried about her family nd relatives athan nee thayangura.. Aana un mela epavume thappa thooki pottukura.. First ennavo nadanthurukalam, but the love we have shared nd emotions we have is true, pure and genuine. Nee antha love ah mathavangaluka unaku pidichavangalukaga vittu kodukura. Unaku ithu sari nu therinjum.. Ithuku na enna seiya mudiyum? Etho namkulla problem mathiri unaku etho problem mathiriyum nee create pandra.
To my person E-blossom I believe in our relationship. It's up to you to make up your mind if I am really the one that has your heart , because I know that you have my heart and soul. I believe that you are my soulmate, so big deal about our ages I want to be the one that has love it's such a wonderful feeling. Don't you believe that too? I love all of you. I have fear we need to talk about our friendship and respect for each other 💕 😘🥰👀👂🫂🤔💋🤔👩❤️👨❤️
I know you guys been trying to get me to quit my bad habbits, but I just wana point out how if I wasn't up all night tonight watching porn, I wouldn't have caught the biggest mistake yal were gona let me walk right into lol. And the mission was exceeded. Atm. And I had a great time doing it all on accident. Or I couldve been alone, working, sober, asleep and I wouldve woke up broke and pissed. I don't even know what happened lol but I know the country is better off now lol
My love how could you reintroduce me into your life. Try that and it didn't work because you love your wife. It's as simple as that. If this is a way of just trying to be polite and courteous to me, you don't have to do that. You're the musician. I'm the fan. I think this is very nice of you. It's a nice gesture but you don't have to do that.or pretend. that you care ,,,,,about me,,, because I cared about you 👠 more than you'll ever know. I felt I was in love with you and I still do ❤ That's probably was very hard on you because you wanted to probably tell me to get away from me and you did it in a very very cordial manner. You just ghosted and blocked me and this way I thenI finally got it,,,,,,,,. I understood what you were saying. ,,,,,,,,You didn't want me,,,, in your life. ,,,,,You didn't want to hear from me And you're making that quite clear.💯 I'm really getting it 💫💫. You werent concerned about my problems and you habdled that in a polite way of doing it. I was out of ur hair. You were married and you're a musician and I had to respect that and I did. So. If something is still bothering you or noring away at you, let it go.,,,, I'm good now.,,,,,,,, What I was doing was unhealthy to me and ,,,,to you and your marriage and I finally after seeing you and your wife at banquets and you and your wife at different events who wants to raise money. ,,,,,,,I realized one thing you belong together. 💯You're like the perfect couple people say u have been together 16 17 years. That's a long time and here I am ,,,,,saying I love you.❤ I don't know where it came from it just happened. She'll have to excuse me for that. The heart ❤only knows what the heart wants. So excuse me again 🎉 And by the way I was at that particular venue you were at,,, the rainbow room I've been there. I don't know if it's for a wedding or what it's ever happened. Yes very lovely. Very nice place to have an event. Look like you had a great time with your gorgeous wife. ( Mr. President, those are the exact words you used to describe her when she was going to sing a song to you) and another song u sang,,,, forever Young. What was really good❤❤. You see what I mean and I wasn't there. Which means I'm irrelevant. I don't count and every time I see something like that it eases my troubles. It makes me realize I don't belong in your life. ,,,,,I'm not recognized in your life,,,,. I'm not seeing in your life so,,,,, it has to eventually come to an end. You are being polite by saying things like this but you know too we can never have something. I am happy😊 though that I did show you a different side of life🌈 with the love and concern and all that good stuff and on your end I'm happy you donate money to different causes and having fun with colleagues and friends. It's good to see that and then of course in the paper you also wrote you are the (luckiest man in the world)👠 being married to your wife that finalized it and I said that's it. I don't even know what made me so crazy. I think it was just the loss of my husband and my children not adapting to it. So excuse me Rod if that's the way I behave. It was just my emotions were all over the place. You know we all sometimes lose our way. That's all. Excuse me if I stepped on anybody's toes, I didn't mean to do that 22:41
No im sorry. Cause. You were the guy to separate my lovely friend and me from each other. He was very sad we missing each other terrible. But lucky we found ech other with help from his manager etc, and we going further with our relation bounding together. Im very happy with hem. I never loved you. There was a different to like and live. We had never a relationship together only a few chat about music. Thats all. I never saw you in real. I think that Twin flame make a mistake. The only think inknew from you that you try to force a relationship but there was no love. only misunderstanding. You are in de Vs. I had my friend in Europe. Wish you the best. My own friend need some rest cause his seperated from me had a lot of impact. And i have need my rest to from they are Breaking in my house 3=times
Im. Sorry i think thervis a great mistake between us. Cause ivebneve see yoh ib Real live, please built your live o. You have a wife and 2very little children. Why should i you unconditional love offer? I have my own dear friend. He is almost my age! And i knew him 6 years. He is the love of my life. In the time on intenet you send me Treatments to dead cause i didn want not a relationship with you. We had never good times. Maybe in your fantasie. Once i was shocked you wrote me to take aimal for intimiteit with that. After hat we had never again con tact anymore.
