Don't miss out on what God is trying to teach you and show you in the season that you are in. You are not behind, you are comparing your life to others. Don't do that! Trust the plan that God has for you.
For most, it was indeed the trials and tribulations of our lives that are exactly what was needed for us to get closer to God. Walk by faith and not by sight. Yeshua will never leave us alone and that is a fact. Feeling behind due to worldly matters is absolutely nothing when compared to the joy and blessings that will come our way by having complete child like faith in the creator of all. The bad things in life are not because Jesus wanted to make it happen that way.....the enemy is always lurking and taking advantage of humans and our free-will. But re-focus on God and remember that through Him anything is possible, and that we can rebuke the enemy anytime because He gives us the power to step on snakes and scorpions that come our way. He has changed my life, and it's obvious He has changed your life Bethany. May Jesus continue to be everyone's reason, everyone's hope and may we always give glory to Him through the ups, downs and all arounds. God bless us all.