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what it takes to be a mad-man laughing! i keep on living everyday i wake up and i make the decision to get my ass up, get paid, and stay out of prison like the Sun feel the warmth and the force in the rhythm with the scar in the car door placed for precision passing cardboard boxes where people are living in the city without pity where you see the division and all the pretty girls diss you less you on television ha! unless its given it won't outweigh the risks but every dog goes to heaven thats if heaven exists but through 11 is the lesson where im planning to be! with my sword and my feather and im finally free. but the force is to clever, and know better than me in my ford 150 any weathers degree's i had to sever many haters mannerisms of fakes when all the real keep it true & admit their mistakes i hear the streets like the news perception and views every loss is a lesson and it lessens the fuse many stressing in confession yes im wearing your shoes every mile, all directions one subscription & view so the true keep it moving thats the due's on the take while the weak want the riches sacrifices await cause the cause is the difference all you see are effects not the path that they've chosen or the depths of the trek nope its a lesson like i said with the rest knowing lifes just perception yes, behold it's a test you thought i'm joking but im cold correct and to the real no doubt, so much love & respect..nL do it free for the people?
same here lost my sis 6 yrs may 25th n my bestfriend may 19th 2018 overdoses:( Feeling this one too frfr. May they all rest in peace n be the wings on our backs.!
Grandma why you had to leave me? Been 9 years since you been gone you left me emotionally empty. First day of 7th grade remember it like it was any other day, meeting new faces looking at the pretty girls trynna seek what my taste is, after school came home to some bad news went up stairs seen my mom holding my brother tightly telling me why she crying saying grandma gone home spiritually. After she said felt like a bullet went thru my chest, one in the chamber empty out the clip, never been this sad for felt like breaking in bits, could’ve believe I had to hear this shit, grandma I miss but just know I had a baby girl and I named her after you I just really miss you and I hope from heaven you can see she really reminds me of YOU.
(beat starts) it's a harsh world that don't care bout me can't let that bullcrap shape the man that ill be I haven't been out to much, theres not a lot that i've seen, still i've been thinking about life even tho i'm a teen, got a lot of years left to find what I want for a living, I know my parents will support the path that I'm going, cus my parents knew I was strong from the beginning, I gotta stay on top of my game so i'm still winning, can't let life push me down so i'm still fighting, cant let the bad make me sad so i'm still surviving, and I know that ill reach on some hard times, but I got to keep moving an keep on my grind, not gonna let this foolishness alter my mind, sooner or later in the future I know ill find, a girl that makes me happy and our success we will bind, I know got a life worth, living, to spread my knowledge cus I know its worth, giving, bye everyone, peace.
I’ve been on a trip to a better fucking place Ain’t no lieing ain’t no cheating You nobody could replace You see this smile it’s real You see this smile it’s real shit Lemme face it It’s back to the basics days getting wasted Hearts filled with hatred Leader of the youth be the leader of the nation People looking up to each other no hesitations But love is my motivation So when I get it yes I stand strong Ain’t no path for me to stand on My minds gone I’m at a battle for words For what’s better I guess it just be better or worse Your a love a curse girl you hexed me Your smile is so beautiful and you is interesting Confess shit I ain’t doing confessions Lost love no spark ain’t no sorta connection But I got you And if you got me to then I’mma get you thru
Whitney Whit .... because word can’t explain the pain, its to absurd , every time I think it seems to get worse, While just trying to stay in my lane, while my emotion slowly drain, I’m looking in the mirror and see the only person to blame
0:17 Look. Said we promised not to change. But you left me in the rain. Ian think I would be hurt. From all the memories remained. But ever since you left. I know nothing gone feel the same. I know that I hurt you. I hate the women I became. I lost people, they ain't dead but they ain't hear with me now. Got so much pain up on my shoulders, hard to carry around. Lost people who kept my meaning, who I do it for now.
Girl let me steal you away from tha people that didn't belong on yo life trying my hardest but you be testing as I'll be listening stop tripping I'll take you away from tha place you neva been chilling as we vibing under a tree to tha top give me a chance to prove something in my feels in tha wrongs walking them street down tha block vibing writing music to clear up tha day
Look , Ima keep it so real , It wasn’t easy growing up in the field , Playing in parks were drug dealers would deal , Youngins growing up it was kill or be killed , 2016 when I Did my first drill when I knew this wasn’t the life for me I was 2 real , I left that shit in the past give a fuck how anyone feel , I got tired of same shit everyday & being worried ab my next Meal...
Crazy in my head, this the world we live in, a lot changes a lot is different, thought i was a star, but was I is missing, is redemption takes repetition in all types criticism, you just need to listen, started as a dream turned it to a vision, new what it took and made it my mission, I got strong intentions on making sure I make the right decisions
Uh (beat drop) Listen here I am just trying to get to know you girl don’t be scared lil mama come here how I’m gonna make this clear maybe whisper in your ear something you want to hear should I paint for you can I put it up and hang it for you paint a pretty picture on the wall let me save it for you I like you cause your independent And you really make me smile and your my inspirationnnnn so let me know baby haha you got the throne baby So let me know baby you got the throne baby.
Tell me what you on baby, we just living our lives, right or wrong baby,, I can’t tell you what I’m on lately, I’ve been stuck my mind thinking that I’ve gone crazy, tryna keep my head up, while I’m in these streets
Got myself up out the pavement shii I came up from the mud And I stayed in school, rather be a scholar than a thug People said I wouldn’t make it but I feel it in my blood And my family keeps me goin cuz some days it gon get tough Cuz there’s better days You gon see the sun But first you gotta see the rain You gon feel loved But first you gotta feel the pain People switching lanes over sum change, this shit gotta change Give me sum time soon everybody will know my name Cuz time goes fast as it passes I’m lookin at the world different but I ain’t wearin no glasses Instead of skipping school I was steady attendin classes Learned how to add up that bread ain’t nobody get a fraction Yeah I’m only 16 I got nothin to lose Yeah I’m only 16 I got so much to move I’m just tryna chase a bag told my brodie what’s the move He said just be patient Soon you’ll be rich cuz you’re destined for greatness Yeah I’m headed to the top tired of bein on the pavement Back then they wouldn’t listen like I spoke a different language I can’t wait to see they faces when they fuckin see I made it Yeah I put on for my team Gotta get a bag so I keep chasin my dreams They said I wouldn’t make it but I know they just hatin cuz they mad and they pissed taht I’m doing my own thing Dont compare me to you cuz I’m a different breed Youd rather watch people take over I’d rather take the lead This world is toxic to the point where you can’t fuckin breath If somebody in my way take him out that’s subtraction
Swear i heard this beat once and i been looking for it ever since, never knew the name or the channel name bruh it was killing me. But i just heard another beat of yours and the tag clicked so i looked for this beat bruh it mustve been at least 2 years ago now
2021 an life ain’t easy you gotta keep grinding fuck the haters they act like they can’t see me but ima reach my goal until it’s gameover riding round in the newest rover Stepping in clean icey chains an a white tee smiling acting like I can’t see now it’s my time to shine and see you all fall in the deep💯 I’m 17 an you ain’t even believe me I got everything you can’t see an that’s loyalty 👌🏽
i just wanna make my intentions precise this aint 1 night, i took ya hand to stand beside u for life still dreamin bout the day white dresses babies throwin out rice cant u see girl its 1 helluva sight but tell me now can u stick around thru all the fights tell me now understand we gon have restless nights tell me now jus kno that i holdin the knife so if im doin any wrong jus tell me "JADE get right" fuck the anger fuck the hurt we cant progress outta spite like cmon u kno u tryna see the sky like a kite so catch me rollin up a flight stay on the same page & u kno i love to write what u really gotta hide like i aint flexin baby u kno i think yo mind bright why u stressin baby yo smile is wavey's highlight i found heights in the corner of clouded darkness wasnt easy but the demons found a coffin when i fought em get up off of her soul i need it healthy & whole prayin for ya well being girl i pray for ya foes im jus sauced & felt like demonstratin wavey's intentions i hope that u listened im not jus spittin game for a mention to break the suspicion of me jus bringin pain to ya vision that aint the mission thats jus wavey bein the realest so like the liq in my grip i opened up & start spillin emotions flowin out u under me i kno that u feel em
Wreckless with my intentions, Countin blessing while tryna find my way, I hold close all the lessons learned on my way, Like that those closest to you are the only ones that can make you feel betrayed, How much can I take, before my heart shatters & breaks, Shit happens, we gotta smile through the pain, This aint the first, it aint the last so keep your head on straight, Cause in between those moments is where you have so much to gain. Much love to everyone, I Pray that your pain heals in time. -Lu ❤️
beats 2 hard my niggas got heart never quitting ripping up da riddim make u dance light up da night u shud know I got the spark partying after forever livin up letting off how my lyrics roll dey make em rock
Lately I been jumpin trynna move a lil quicker smokin on a swisha trynna think a lil clearer neva had nobody talk to the man up in the mirror mama said don’t you talk to em they can’t feel ya demons boy I swear to god I hear em boy I swear to god I hear em all my niggas dead but I swear to god I feel em yeah I swear to god I feel em
Yeah I’m only 16, and I’m on to better things And ever since a youngin shi I grew up wit a dream But People sayin I won’t make it But ik that they jus hatin I just gotta put in work and get my name up off the pavement Everyday was takin notes cuz momma taught me patience And I put in work People don’t wanna see you shine they throw you in the dirt Fucked around wit bitches broke my heart and now I’m feelin hurt They say it gets better but lately I’ve been worse
Talk to me talk to me grandma please/ Im losing stamina and it has me on my knees/ Breathin heavy cus im steady chasin dreams/ Wish i could hear what you already said to me/ Dont let hate get to you just let it be/ If they love you doesnt mean its meant to be/ I wish it was my grandma not these angels sent to me/ Got me questioning if this is really meant to be
You ever had your heart hurt... But you can't cry though ... You just want to see the blood fall though... People dont play fair ... Dont talk to me ... No closure... How do I hold my composure.. Eyes red , holding my head ... God please talk to me ... My first heartbreak was when my my moms left ... Got over that no biggie no stress .. Met a lame that had me pressed ... Im looking in the mirror ... Saying talk to me ... The heart break be one of a kind ... You know the type that will take you off your grind ... If you understand then talk to me ... I heard the gossip ... But he aint never talk to me ... He fucked my friend ... Now he cant talk to me ... I had to relove myself and have a talk with me .... Now I know better these talks aint free...
Look I never come from broken homes the system came and broke my home now I'm on the roads. just typing in my broken phone. ain't got no place to go. So it's safety off I'm laying low..................... I had to ride through nights to survive this life moved a couple packs but now I'm right an its only my main ones that I keep tight
The sun comes up I’m sweating out Rebember bout this dream yeah Cause it’s all come down I did too many wrongs Too even think about it -I don’t know why I wrote this song I’m not screaming for help I’m not helpless But somehow you gat me stressing Straight this morning Yeah The sun goes up While my feeling goes down, down, down I try to levitate to top And I let sun hit this ghost town Hoping that you feel alive If only we could back when it was more easy Laughing and having fun on a daily Being friend could be great But I fuck it all up ~Or maybe I’m just blaming myself too much Both had problems and I did too much Couldn’t let you go and I hate myself Only for that tho Cause I never intend to hurt my star Even know you hate that word This is exacly what you are -But skip the romantic Cause now I totaly get it These feelings cursing my soul recieves too many credits They get rich and feed themself until they turn into menace And if I blow up these 2:30 minutes With words that only make it worst Just know this what I have on the bottom my heart
Baby I need all your love , baby I need you to show me all the comfort you can because lately everyone Ive know is showing the real side of them I didn’t see, you were there from start ..You were there when nobody believed in me but you told me anything I wanted I had to swim swim down to the sea and seek what was meant for me I have to go thru the struggle and pain to get to where I want to be but loyalty is a struggle to keep so I hope you keep your word and don’t mess up this one chance you have with me.
