Your Birth Chart Shows Your TRAUMA 

I have saturn in my 12th house (saturn in Sagittarius) and i can tell you, that...at some point in my life i felt absolutely cursed, and i was forced to live like in a prison. My own family trapped me due to financial reasons and an accident that caused me a long rehabilitation from fracture. I believe though that the whole thing was activated by my south and north node, i have north node in taurus. I met a man who was a taurus and whom i dreamt in advance many years prior. Is because of him that i had that accident which pushed me back to my family of origin, and i ended up with nothing. My family never agreed with my artistic career path. When i figured them out, it was too late. I had to hush, and work my way out of a very very very difficult narcissistic family. I had to restructure my finances, and say nothing about my plans of leaving their house, which was remote, in a village with 0 job prospects. When i say i was locked from all sides, i really mean that. Just like prisoners become property of the state, i became a prisoner of my own narcissistic family. It cost me 7 years of my life. Never again. If you are dealing with something like that, work in silence than disappear. It's called the grey rock technique. Honestly, the only thing that saved me was having access to internet, and being able to access crucial lessons for self-therapy, astrology and all that. Now when i listen to heather i can see where it all lies in my chart as well 💐

I am a living case study in trauma. Spinal meningitis almost killed me at 6 mo old. Grew up in an abusive home. Married a narc who was physically and emotionally abusive. At 41 I had a sudden cardiac arrest and was dead for about 3 minutes. 3 hip replacements. Somehow I survived all of this. My life story is insane. My Moon has 6 aspects, 4 of which are squares. Pluto has 7 aspects 2 of which are squares. I wish I could get a reading with you. ❤

Spoken like a true Scorpio rising❤️ I have Pluto on the ascendant and people open up to me about their traumatic experiences 🥹

Jupiter in the 8th house. Reflected alot about mortality, started when i was very young from near death experience, came through a nightmare first. For those that are scientific know this, energy can neither be created or destroyed in terms of law of physics, and no matter where we say we came from we all come from the same place, which according to different people such as Nikola Tesla is made up of energy frequency and vibration. Thus, you are made of energy, and as energy you cannot be created or destroyed, thus you will always exist, it is just that you are able to transfer to different states the same way energy does. There are may things I could add, this is sufficient.

I have had a lifetime of trauma and PTSD and chronic illness. Saturn and uranus conjunct my ascendent, opposite chiron on my dsc. I have a yod from pluto to my moon, born on a full moon, moon conj chiron on my dsc. I have a 12th H scorpio stellium with many aspects to pluto, venus and mercury in scorpio retrograde, ruler of my 8th is my moon. I could write a book about the traumas i have gone through - medical, family, domestic abuse, homelessness and abandonment by my family when i was abused by my son's father at 21. Murder in my family where i discovered the body at 8 years old. Was on disability through my 20s. Several rare hormonal conditions on top of infectious diseases, spinal degeneration, severe anxiety which had me going across the country seeking help. I work in the medical field now. I resonate deeply with your content, Heather. I have loved astrology my whole life but have been in survival mode for so long its been hard to reach this point where i can get back to my hobbies. My son is a scorpio 12 H moon and 8th H sun, he is 17 now and wants to be a therapist. My health has been terrible my whole life and I worry about him. We have basically lived on our own in isolation for many years now. Romantic relationships and relationships in general have been an incredibly difficult pain point for me. Thank you for this content and apologies my comment is all over the place. I am grateful to your channel and feel so blessed to receive the info and think deeper about my chart. Always striving to heal. I do a lot of healing work for others, so that's certainly felt like a life calling that brings me joy. Sending love to your channel 💕

Lucky old me, I appear to have most of these (identifiable markers). Without wanting to sound like the victim, there have been rather a lot of painfully traumatic moments in my life.

You would have a heyday with my chart. I have Pluto conjunct ASC/Sun and Moon 8th house. Also a stellium in Scorpio including Mars/NN/Uranus with Chiron opposing it conjunct SN/8H. That's just the tip of the iceberg. That being said, astrology is the only thing that's ever helped me understand the extensive amount of trauma I've been through. I'm sure your class will uplift many people in the same way and highly recommend anyone needing healing take it. I can already tell from this video how amazingly transformative it will be. I would, but I'm still getting through the trauma of poverty. Many blessings to you for teaching this and much healing to those who take it. ❤ And I laugh because as I'm writing this I notice that there are 111 comments before I post it! 🙏🏻

Off topic: your hair is sooo beautiful! 😍

I know 2 people that have Chiron on their ascendant, both had abuse from a parent in early childhood 😞

Capricorn with fibromyalgia! Most of us with this plague have abuse in our background. Learning about this subject through Gabor Mate was life changing for me. Such critical information. Thank you for bringing the medical astrology in for deeper understanding. All of helps to aleviate self blame and opens avenues for healing. 🙏🏼💚

I’ll re- listen to this one, thank you. That color is gorgeous on you.

I also want to mention Saturn, Uranus and Chiron transits since I'm closing in on 70 years young. I feel like the first 30 years of my life were traumatic then the next 30 years were about figuring out how to heal the trauma as a spiritual practice as per Saturn in Sagittarius in the 4th. The Uranus opposition at 38-42 years old was an electric jolt that put the trauma into a larger political context. The Chiron return at 50 years old - for me - part of a T-square with the Sun and Moon was getting over a hump and feeling like I could let go of survive and think about thrive with my past trauma. Pluto in the First House in Leo.

In Vedic Astrology, Mercury would be added to the list because Mercury is Buddha or Buddhi which is the mind and the movement of the mind. This is a cool video. I learnt a lot. Thank you.

I am very happy to have found your channel : I am a nutritionist and I have been searching for intermediate content about medical astrology for a while now. So obviously, I would love to see a video about the relationship to food in the chart. Otherwise, I am an 8th and 12th houser (having 6 planets + Lilith in these houses) + Moon cunjunct to Saturn (my chart ruler) and Uranus. Definitely not easy, and a lot of trauma, but I noticed that once I overcome something, I do not make the same mistake twice, and I get very accurate intuition about situations and people looking different from the outside but bringing the same off energy.

I had an Astrologer see my child sexual abuse in my chart.

Thanks Heather from a 40+ year astrologer! Good to review this information and learn a few new things! Astrology is the best for understanding ourselves and others. I love it!

I'm an avid student of Astrology and am so happy to have found your channel today. Thank you for helping the rest of us learn that which is essential to understanding, navigating, and overcoming life traumas. Best to you.

My North Node is in my 4th house and it’s in Scorpio. I’m a Leo sun and Leo Rising , Capi Moon. Life has been crazy and I’m riding on miracles to get me to my destination!!

I have several of these placements, including moon conjunct north node in scorpio. Sexual abuse from my mother. Her mars in cancer is conjunct my venus. Both at 2 degrees. She'd tie me up and beat me with a wire hanger and belt buckle starting age 7. She also tried to castrate me when I was 12 because I was gay. She knew about my female teacher sexually abusing me in school age 9 but she did nothing about it because she thought the experience would turn me straight. 20 years later, after a sex addiction, HIV diagnosis and lots of shadow work, I'm doing okay. But the sex abuse is very common in my family. Adults abuse their children in my culture and consider it normal, but it's largely unspoken about. Pretty sick if you ask me. Love and light Heather.

I have a challenging life since a child, but it has progressively gotten worse in the last few years. Astrology has definitely helped me understand why that might have been. Cancer Sun conjunct Mars in the 8th. Pluto, Saturn, and S. Node In Scorpio in the 12th. Chiron is conjunct my Venus in the 7th (Gemini)

I've been trying to work through this. I've had a lot of trauma in my life including the untimely death of my parents. Setback after setback that my therapist even is shocked by. I've got four prominent Pluto placements including my Moon in Scorpio and my South node is Scorpio. I think I need to work with you or this concept of medical astrology which is new to me in my many studies.

Your hair is gorgeous! :o)

Uranus also can show shocking upheavals, instability. Uranus in the 4th is not great.

Woo hoo! Thank you for speaking about the inconjunctions! I always say this is the 🔑 to pinpointing what exactly needs to be worked on to GET you thru that trauma! ❤

Talk about timing, i just was talking about this topic in astrology and here you are Heather bringing what i was needing to share. I love how the universe is synchronistic!! What you need will show if you are open to it! 😁🙏

This video is 🔥 for me. I finally just learned what my chart ruler is and it’s in my 5th house which made me have a mind blowing moment because it totally makes sense why I’m attracted to what I’m doing in life and why I love it. BUT I’m loving this subject all together. I see my trauma in the chart, right there. I have to sit down lol Thank you!

Whew. I have pluto mars lilith conjunct in my 6th house. Thank you for this, Heather. This is such an interesting overview!

Amazing topic, Sat 1st house, Stellium with NN in 8th… so much to unravel…your subs are well versed I see… I’m barely grasping the basics, but feel this subject deeply and appreciate you covering it.

Yeah lots of us have had terrible things happen to us. Meanwhile I watch others continue to live that best life without ever lifting a finger. This planet is gross so here go the karma .

You're right on the money with this Heather! I've got Saturn in my 1st House. My Sun & Ascendant are getting squared by Chiron (actually part of a T-square with Uranus), and I also have Pluto conjunct my IC in my 4th House. I've also found that you can an additional layer of depth using asteroids (especially when they make tight conjunctions). I've found Sedna to be a significator of hand injuries and betrayal, Dejanira with victimization, and Nessus with narcissistic abuse.

Your videos are always so valuable! I’m sure the training will be incredible 🤍

This sheds a lot of light! My moon conjuncts Pluto, 7 degrees scorpio....

On ancestral wounds: There was a study in mice I read about several years ago where the researchers determined that fear could be/was an inherited trait. A lot of people would not have thought this was possible, and very likely, some would potentially contest the idea by working the nature-nurture aspect into the argument. For example, a parent with fear issues could just as easily transmit their fears to their offspring in how they are raised in the home as to transmit them genetically. It's interesting nonetheless.

This is amazing and I am breaking things down as you speak it through already. Registered and looking forward to the workshop!

Best description of a quincunx yet!

Yup trauma shows up in charts - I have Mars is 12th , Sat in 1st , Pluto tightly conjunct IC in 4th . Lots going on :) Sun conjunct Chiron in 10th opposing Pluto squaring Mars / asc in 12th. ( cardinal T square I believe ) Moon within 10 degree orb with SN. Saturn is squaring Uranus and Chiron ! ( another t square) It’s intense - but gives loads of resilience and adaptability.

I didn't know about your masters and trauma informed yoga background. Awesome! Love your insights. Thanks for sharing your wisdom .

Outstanding Discussion, Thank You!✨

Born on a full moon. Both the sun and moon square my Chiron. Mars, Jupiter and ascendant trine Chiron. I am a survivor of child and spousal abuse. I have had psychosomatic chronic musculoskeletal pain my whole adult life.

“And not like allll the planets in Scorpio…” This is a great video! I’m glad I came across your channel! ❤

This was excellent Heather, I need to replay it again 🙏Thank You

North node 8th house Cancer. My life has been surrounded by death

This is a very good glimpse into trauma you can find in a chart. Have been studying Vedic for the past 5-7 years and you can definitely tell if people end up using the trauma for healing or for continued hurt with the navamsa (D9) chart. Mars in 4th house gives a lot of people a basis for DV early on in life, but if it’s not there in the D9, or better yet, you’ve got good planets in the fourth, it ends up being a positive catalyst to make significant change. Mars with moon and north node or any combo of such ends up making the person lose their mind when angry. But mars with south node is actually harder to overcome as the person is detached (south node) and very familiar (south node represents what we know deeply on a soul level from many incarnations) so these people love to fight and can’t even help it. Mars with north node is similar but they aren’t familiar and seem almost to repress the anger until it comes out very wonky. Forensic astrology is fascinating, also. Just as mental institutions and hospitals are represented by the 12th house, so can jail be represented here. Mostly that’s an 8th house issue, but if they are connected, being locked away is not abnormal at some point in life. My view is to look at the soul path through the Vedic method now days to see what the karma is. Sometimes you can even see what the person did before and why they are choosing to endure this trauma now (it can be to catch up where they left off or balance scales or to experience the polar opposite of anything they knew). The D12 gives family history. And you will see patterns and signs repeat intergenerationally. Aspects also repeat. If a person endures SA for example, you can often find repeating patterns in the parental and grandparents birth charts to see what side of the family these curses come down from. Keep up the good work!

So very excellent, Heather!

Thank you so much Heather! 🙏❤💝Amazing info as usual👌😍

10:19 node and moon 11:08 surrender

Excellent presentation. This type of tool, and information, is long overdue in the medical model. A ton of information. Thank you.

Heather , your room fung shui is fabulous ❤

This was an excellent video; I learned so much. Thank you so much for making it, Heather.

Thank you Heather ❤️

I have the moon in scorpio in the 4th house. I inherited a lot of family karma. I also gained some ancestral gifts, however. It's almost as if I have inherited a lot of trauma, but it has been compensated. Kind of like the figure in Greek Mythology that was struck with blindness yet given the gift of prophecy. I also have my sun in Cancer in the 12th. I have experienced psychosis and hospitalizations at points of my adult life.

Thank you so much for this 🙂🥰🙏

😳 I have every example you gave, plus a couple. Guess I will check out your class ❤ Thank you!

Intense topic. Appreciate you diving in. Chiron in Pisces in 6th in opposition to Pluto in Virgo. Sun and NN in 8th. Lots of trauma and poor health. It helps to know I couldn’t avoid this situation.

Such an amazing topic! Thank you so much! 💛

Chiron in the 1st house and was born prematurely

Ugh! So many squares in my chart and a ton of planets in my 4th house. A very enlightening message. Thank you!

This sounds fascinating! Do you offer individual private medical astrology readings?

Thank you!🩵

Well this is a joy! I have just about all these points of note in my chart. We could start with Pluto/Uranus/Mars stellium in 8th opp Saturn and Chiron 7deg, there will be a few of us around with this configuration. My moon is inconjunct to this opposition (150deg) and the nn conj DSC squares it. Sun and Venus conj IC. It's been tough, without doubt mostly around balancing energy which I see as trying to ground while flying a kite on a windy day or steer a boat on a choppy sea but now at this point in my life I've kinda got the hang of it. Squall after squall after squall threatening to overwhelm me. Managed to keep my head above water so far but the hyper-vigilance required can be exhausting. So much respect for others out there.

She literally listed my whole chart 😫🥲

Thank you! Very interesting. I've wondered about this.

This is such an interesting video. Thank you. I have the moon, pluto and mars conjunct in my 5th house and Saturn on my IC. I've had lots of trauma and abuse as a child and also trauma and death of my own children.

Excellent presentation, clear, concise, information packed, thank you! Also you look like Holly Hunter

Thank you 🙏🏻

There are major points in my chart that correspond with almost everything you mentioned, and trauma has been integral to so much of my life experience. 4th house Pluto, Scorpio Moon (29º), and Chiron conjunct the IC. Also have inconjuncts to my North Node, multiple 8th house placements (including my chart ruler), Mars-Saturn-Mercury all conjunct in Aries, others I'm likely forgetting. I have DID and several trauma-induced disabilities that have perpetuated even more illness and dysfunction in my life. The trauma-informed outlook on health has done nothing short of save my life, and I've been sharing what I've learned through my experience because unfortunately it's much more common than we collectively acknowledge. I appreciate the work you're doing, and the emphasis of trauma on medical astrology (and health as a whole).

Pluto and mars are my chart rulers. I have Pluto mars and Saturn all in my 12th house. My sun and Mercury are in my 8th house 😢 this video was made for me 😢😢😢

Given up as a baby and my natal chiron is conjunct my natal sun. Chiron return at the moment,

Moon conjunct NN in 8H (Placidus) 9H (whole signs) squaring Chiron in 5H (Placidus) 6H (whole signs). SN oposing moon and squaring Chiron. Mars square Pluto.🔥🖤

heather, thank you for this very wise overview!

4th house in Aries. I grew up in a literal war zone. Abusive parents. I even witnessed a drive by shooting at age 11, where the victim died. I also have moon in the 1st, squaring Saturn on my midheaven. Chiron in my 5th. My childhood was an absolute shit show, where I learned 1) I cannot depend on anyone but myself 2) I am not safe in the World

Really looking forward to class next month in Sept. Teach me all the astromedical analysis per favor!!!

My ex has Moon in Scorpio and was emotionally suppressed , with mental issues of guilt, addictions & sexual predation.

Welp makes sense I have a stellium in Pluto with literally 6 planets and boy oh boy have I had massive trauma from sexual, child, survivor or rape left in critical condition, sister murdered, my first child father went psycho and I won’t evev go into what he did but he is in prison where he belongs, my son killed a few years ago, survivor of domestic violence beaten damn near to death left in a carport was in hospital critical condition a month …Abandoned at child hood.. went foster home to foster home pysically abused mentally abused and im still hear! Survived it all to tell

Great video. Thankyou for sharing Heather.

Thank you Heather Phew….moon square saturn/pluto conjunction. Moon in 8th house in conjunction to north node. Neptune conjunct south node in 8th. Chiron conjunct Asc Tsquare Venus rx-Jupiter/Uranus Mars conjunct IC. The words keep haunting me “not enough”

Pluto in 4th Leo, square Mars in 6th/ 7th cusp in scorpio, trine Moon in 8th. in Sag., also Uranus is sitting on the South Node in Cancer in 3rd and Chiron on North Node in Capricorn. It took a long time for me to realize, that I was not grown up in a normal way. There was a lot of physical and emotional abuse and I had to leave home just before graduation. In childhood religion was my refuge, later the arts. This saved my life, but don´t ask me about the struggles. With Chiron on North Node I took a spiritual healing journey I don´t want to miss.

LOL. My life has been so traumatic that I was not even able to click on this video until now because I needed a few days of feeling good before I could handle it. This ought to be good.. I'll be surprised if I don't have multiple of whatever you discuss.

I have my nn/sun/moon in the 8th house sign of cancer. I’ve had my best friend and 2 boyfriends tragically die but I also have Jupiter and Pluto in my 12th house and I feel like I’ve transcended that pain and become more me than I’ve ever been through that pain. I’m truly a happy person that sees the beauty in everything…. Even death🙏🏼

My moon is in Scorpio and yes I have had and am still dealing with trauma involving my mother..😔

Moon conj Chiron opp Pluto in 11th/4th, NN in the 10th square ascendant. Sun conj Merc Venus in the 8th (Capricorn). Saturn, Cap ruler, in the 12th. 😮 Whelp. That I only started really knowing myself and having a career AFTER my Chiron return makes sense now. Autism diagnosis and new sped teacher at ages 53/54. 👀

17:35 moon in Scorpio. Example with mom and PTSD with other combinations

First time listener! So glad i found you! Sun Scorpio 12th Rising Sag Moon Cancer 8th! Just learning aspects! Help!

I have Saturn and Rahu in the 4th house and sun in the 12th house, so yes - early childhood trauma and working through this!

Scorpio moon/Uranus opposite Taurus Mercury/Chiron, all t-square 2H Leo Saturn, 4H Libra Pluto opposite Aries Sun/Venus, Saturn and Pluto are in a yod and are each inconjunct (quincunx) my Pisces Mars/MC. My Scorpio moon is in very close trine with my Cancer ascendant. Definitely agree on those placements being challenging, Saturn being what feels like the lynchpin, especially since it rules the empty space of my t-square, my 8H, opposite its placement in 2H. This video helped a lot, especially your description of the inconjuncts. I’ve been working on understanding and resolving/working with the issues that this placements highlight and I’ve made a lot of progress and gained a lot of wisdom that I can share with others when it’s needed. I need to think about your description of the inconjunct and how it plays into my Mars/Saturn/Pluto yod. Thank you.

I’m a Libra rising, Aquarius sun, and I have the opposition aspect 11 times in my chart, 3 T-squares and a Yod with apex in Pluto in 11th. I’m an introvert who hates drama but it seems to find me 😢 so many want to control me, I might be shy but I don’t want to be controlled

This was a great introduction.

I have a cardinal grand cross between the nodes, Chiron, Saturn, Mars and Jupiter.

For me it's Pluto conjunct Saturn right on my IC. Saturn 0 degrees Scorpio. Both opposite my 10th house Sun. It took a long time, probably when Uranus starting transiting Taurus, to feel like Im no longer in a pressure cooker.

Good stuff! Thank you! 🫶🤍

Seriously Heather if you want to use my birth chart just ask because it might help your workshop

@kcbrandow Your video was sooooo interesting! Thank you for sharing! I look forward to info on your course. I appreciate your straight forward, concise, yet powerful videos. Also, how very cool about your animals! Sending you love and miracles! In gratitude!

Ding ding ding ding ding.. A whole bunch of them right off the bat for the WIN Alex! LOL.

You are share so much interesting information Heather

I DO have an extreme chart: Moon is SQUARE: Pluto Sun Mercury and Uranus on one side, and Saturn and Chiron on the other. That ought to be enough. But Sun conjunct Mercury conjunct Uranus conjunct PLUTO is in 12th House. (Sun opp. Saturn.) The Ascendant is 29° perfectly square the Nodes. The N Node is conjunct MC and Part of Fortune. The Descendant conjunct Vertex--so 2 axes are lined up with 2 axes perfectly square. Venus conjunct Mars in 10th House (with that NNode and POF). Venus/Mars in a water trine with Chiron and Neptune.

I have no planets in my 4th (Pisces) or 8th house (Cancer) how ever my South node falls at 20 Cancer. My greatest difficulty has stemmed from my father (sun and moon in cancer) promising support and repeatedly betraying me, stripping me of my “future inheritance “ . I did make a choice to let it go and have not had contact with him for several years. This last year I experienced my Chiron Return (Aries, 5th house) and finally having earned my teaching credential, I have begun my first “real career “ as a high school Art teacher (after raising 4 sons). I finally feel like I have come into my real inheritance and I worked hard for it (NN 20 Capricorn, 2nd house). Last night I told my mom that for the first time in a long time I feel healed enough to include my dad in my life whenever he feels ready.

Yes, traumas up to my eyesockets to the moon & beyond. Moon in scorpio conjunct pluto & nnode 1st house. Mars conjunct chiron 12th opposite saturn in pieces t-square, s node 8th, etc. BUT frankly, the worst of it all, is how my memory has fragmented, or years erased entirely. Full on amnesia. Apparently it's due to Neptune & Uranus (cap opposite sun) critical degrees in 4th house? My tenuous sense of self, roots & home makes me feel like a phantom, like i already died as a kid. The icing is the T-square, two YODS pointing to Mercury in Gemini which forms no positive aspects anywhere. I feel like this energy has frequently put me in the role of scapegoat, unable to communicate when necessary. Typical trickster & ADHD overlord causing havoc. It's own kind of trauma, I'd say. Haven't figured out how to move forward despite intense focus on learning, creative pursuits, failed therapies, relationships, etc. & now my Saturn return is looming, feel defeated but pushing on, with no idea to what end.

Wonderful info! Don't I know about trauma 😂 My chart ruler is my Moon in the 11th house - it's at the apex of a T-square with the nodes, squared by Mars that is conjunct the SN and in sesquiquadrates with Saturn and Neptune. My Sun is squared by Pluto. I have a 12th-house Chron in Cancer training Pluto and Jupiter there in opposition with Uranus. It's been fun 😂😂😂 On top of that all of my personal planets have contacts with the outer ones and I've never felt like I belong to myself. Currently learning how to do that. At 35 I've been through major transits by Saturn, Uranus, Pluto and Neptune to the Moon. They teach you so much more than you've expected that you'll learn.

4:34 video starts this video gave me nothing 😢

I just can't understand why having Jupiter in my 4th house with the sun (cancer sign) has resulted in suffering from toxic parents, physical and economical violence from my despicable father. I've learned that Jupiter there means that you must become your own father. Unfortunately I know nothing about aspects, so I'm in the dark regarding my chart. All I resonate with is that Chiron is my 12, piscis. So trauma in the uterus .This I was able to certify a few years ago. Father cheating on mom while I had been only 3,4 months in the womb.