Pile 2: I was very interested in his hand because he has a tattoo of a Cob of corn on it… it kind of stands out. He does tend to stare directly into my eyes. He’s very charismatic and gets ALOT of attention and I did get bothered by it for a brief moment. I feel like my soul recognized him when I first met him. I think we both need healing still. Especially him… I think he’s still dealing with that on his own rn. We talk about a lot of different things when we do talk. We tend to bounce around from subject to subject. We tend to forget about the time. It’s really nice since I’ve always been more of an introvert and I really don’t socialize often. I feel he’s a good man for me but we’ll see if he is the man I’m meant to be… but a lot of this reading and others… seems to point to him.
I mean sorry but they are saying that I am "thretening with breakup" with I was not every time I run away I was triggered and later when I discovered that they don't like it (with they didn't tell me anyways, I had to kind of find out based on vibe) I was acctually informing them, like man I would REALLY like to... just have fight. But I guess it is too late and I am really not wanting to go back to certain stuff... like I get that some people are not happy so they do this or that, BUT wtf man... I know I am bad guy mostly ... but still like not- even beep
