your lover reads you poetry as you fall asleep [ dark academia playlist ] 

There's literally nothing more I want right now and it's driving me insane how impossible we make it sometimes but the music definitely helps the yearning ❤

I'm waiting for someone to read my poems that I wrote about them while they hold me in their arms , maybe one day or maybe in another universe I will wait patiently 🖤

"She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that’s best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes" -lord byron *damn..I was just reading this poem, and a notification popped up : " Helder uploaded a new video" *

that first picture hits me hard bro. i hope one day i can find a girl who loves books and me

The sound of rain muffled my ears, pitter patter pitter patter. It went on and on. I wrapped my palm around my coffee mug,it's sweet smell spreading across the room. The fire kept crackling,providing warmth in the cold,rainy night. It felt like a dream. This moment right here. My head rested against his shoulders, as the sound of my love reciting love poems enter my ears, his voice,a caress,a comfort, a reminder that my life was worth living. I drew little circles with my fingers across his arm. I looked up to see him clearly,a small smile lingered on his lips as he read promises of love written by poets years ago. His dimples decorating his soft cheeks, those dreamy brown eyes scanning each word carefully. His dark hair fell onto his forehead. I couldn't help but smile, as I could not get myself to believe that this was happening. It was everything I ever wanted. I shivered as the cold wind flew past me,he noticed that as he stopped reading, the room disturbed by the sudden silence. He looked over me,his face filled with concern. He asked, "Do you want to sleep? Should I stop?" I gave him a smile,one I knew would make his heart race. "No. Dont. Don't stop. I'm just a bit cold." He drew me in closer,smiled and said, "Are you sure, it's late. I can read you tomorrow." "No. I don't want you to stop. Ever. As impossible as it sounds, I wish you would never stop reading, I wish this moment never stops." He smiles, "Me too darling. I would happily dedicate my life to you. If it meant I could be close to you,I would read and read untill the very last drop of sound left me. Although I am worried about something." I looked up to meet his eyes, "What's that?" I ask. "If I use up my mouth to read to you, how am I supposed to kiss your lovely lips everyday?" I laugh seeing how his face turned as he remarked his concern. His hands goes up to my cheek, softly caressing it. His deep brown eyes bore into mine, I felt lost in those eyes Everytime I looked into them. He then says,his voice low "I love you,I doubt any amount of poetry is going to do justice to that. And yet, I read to you, I read love poetry again and again,hoping that you know how much my existence longs for your presence." "I know,my love." I say,my voice almost a whisper. "And I love you. I'm afraid I always will." He smiles and brings his sweet lips to mine. And some how,time had seemed to stop as I took in his embrace. As I felt his lips against mine. Our heart beating out of our bodies,beating for each other.

My girlfriend just sent me this to help me fall asleep c: It sounds really beautiful ^^

This my friends, is why books exist. I’ve written so many poems and painted so many things for past lovers. None of it was appreciated. I await the day.

I dreamt of this, us together, she reading me poems while leaning on my lap, and I'm running my fingers through her hair. It's a sweet thought, but, I don't know if I'll ever get to experience that. You see, I've chased the wrong type of people all my life. Wrong friends, wrong lovers, wrong everyone. I only have like a handful of friends. I tend to make wrong decisions in life and suffer because of them. I've always dreamt of the ideal woman, but as I aged and observed the world around me, I slowly found out that no one is perfect. I am looking for the perfect person while not being perfect myself. I held extremely high standards, not thinking about how people can change, not knowing that those who look 10/10 outside can also be a 1/10 inside. No one is perfect. I may have lost the ability to connect with someone, but I have again fallen in love. She is not the ideal woman, she made mistakes as well. But I believe, if it works out, she can improve herself, and so can I. We will go through all of our problems together, as a team. Even if she doesn't want me, like me, or love me back, I'll always pray for the best of her. Love doesn't necessarily mean that you have to make them yours. It also means letting them go for their betterment. It'll be painful for me, but if it helps her, I'm ready to sacrifice my love, my feelings, my desires for her, as I do love her from the depth of my heart. My dear, wherever you are, hope you are well, hope you are healing. I cannot state my love right now as it'll be hurtful to you, but I do wish that you get through this. Even if you don't want my help, I'll always pray for you. I wish things weren't this complicated for you, and also not so complicated for the both of us. Remember that I'm always here for you whenever you need me. No matter how many times other people say that you are not a good person or you are not the ideal woman, I believe that you will improve yourself, for your own wellbeing. And no matter what, I will always love you. Wish I could say this to you face to face, but you don't want anyone to contact you now. It's fine, I understand. I believe in you. Please get well soon and if possible, if you are reading this and know who this is from, just let me know that you are okay. That's all I want to hear. Take care...

Reminds me of those rainy days spent at the library reading books about love.

Beautifully said i wish poetry being read to me and then falling asleep in there arms how sweet but thats only a dream when u mix it with reality 😕😊❤️

I’ve spent a lot of time listening to channels like this while I study and for some reason I like this channels playlists best. They’re great to sit down and drown out background sounds with while I focus my adhd trained brain for some hours

Music like this makes me feel like the fading epiphany of a former self, as though the true extent of the present moment was simultaneously a life that's fully come out of itself and the death-bloom of existence that's gently submerging itself into the past. Like an aspiration that's immediately followed by, and indistinguishable from, an expiration that inwardly divides itself into the past and future from the middle. The present moment, by the time it comes to the forefront of consciousness, is already its own nostalgia.

The chaos in my head is already calming down

Across the sea of time, I found you.

His voice was pure silk that touched her soul in ways she never knew someone could..was that poem about flowers? No, she was certain it was Rumi..or maybe Gibran...yes, he liked that..he..her eyes were so heavy all of a sudden...it was a hard day and yet here he was reading poetry to her and for once she felt safe, guarded from the enormous world...his voice was like an invitation..yet she no longer understood it..fighting with herself, she fell asleep on his shoulder as he continued: ,,Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror. But you are eternity and you are the mirror."

I used to write him a daily poems, and now that he's gone.. I read them by myself and i don't know if he's still have them.

Kneel down beside me Listen to my heartbeat O' tis beating calmly A trace of actual me In the silence remain we Yet moments of utmost joy Just promise a one On the last day of this soul Will you there be knelt as same, beside me? In the silence Yet smiling we! - by me

I can’t wait until the day I can do this with the love of my life (long distance ): )

11:52 is such gorgeous artwork

i love it!

To the lapidary tears, pertain my fears. What my mind rears? Perhaps a pattern of gears? "What they are, what he feels?" Avail the concealed... Echoes! in the sun's first gleams, Contemplative site of the dawn's thirst, glimpse! Shines and henceforth aligns... the mind's piece.

another cute and wonderful playlist💌 ps I'm sorry that I haven't supported your videos for a long time. lately I stopped watching any content on RU-vid, but today I listened to your old playlists))

I love your playlists so much, thank you, please continue, they mean the world to me when i need to clear my head and just feel~

Amazing ❤

so lovely. yet another great collection!

this channel is literally my friend in my long studying nights

Fue así que recorrí su cuerpo. Como aquel hambriento me lance por aquel pedazo de carne, dejándola en huesos. De tanta fricción creamos fuego, ahora éramos infierno. Mi fuego alimentaba el suyo y viceversa. Así hasta consumirnos en suspiros y rebotes de caderas. Aprendí a emborracharme porque aprendí a beber. Usted que sintió lo mismo alguna vez me entenderá que quien se alimenta de lo que hay ahí abajo ya no vuelve más a ser el mismo.

This has become my favorite playlist, beautiful music. Thank you.

You are the only account that really helps me to work with these magnificent melodies.

nueva lista yuhuu

Hello to everyone chilling or trying to sleep here! we may not be lovers , but from one person to another, I have a few poems you might wanna read to pass time or fall asleep! get yourself a nice warm cup of water/tea/whatever you like , maybe a nice pillow or a blanket or sleep however you want! lets start~ It's okay We're sitting in our haven cozy environment to heal every crack with you, no lack I caress you differently from other times so you pull me in but guilt fills your eyes "It's okay" all I say half cry you embrace me doubts, shatter away. ~ Written by Anam on Hello poetry Well that was quite the sweet poem right? oh do you want to read another one? sure Ill give you another one! read on dear reader! Dusky Reflections Candle lights and a day long sigh Gray evening tea resting by the journal which's last page I thought I'd pen today; But I can't seem to narrate, today's unfolding about how the world I knew Put off it’s last enchanting shred; But this thought suddenly gone faraway As if blown by the witches wind, Yes, witches wind I would say Though this reality was a thunderous cloud, it brought promise of rain; And I didn't know my heart did witchcraft, so intense, It hypnotised me to immerse myself in the indulgence of cherishing an unlived memory again ~ Written by tiana on hello poetry Oh wow...i am getting sleepy slowly haha , this was one poem...i almost always think of the stars and the moon before sleeping...its extremely relaxing isn't it? the pretty white glow of the moon? Oh another poem? sure here: writing the scratch of a pen as it glides across the paper, ink pooling in the words. a stain on fingers here and there, rustling pages full of thoughts. sunlight filters in through curtains, settling on the pages like snow on the ground. ink bleeds through to the blank side of the paper but the pen keeps writing, regardless. ~ Written by Juno on hello poetry Well dear reader , I wont lie , my eyelids are drooping now haha , I better sleep , good night! or have a nice and peaceful nap! Hopefully we will stumble across each other again , in this huge digital world see ya!

GRACIAS HELDER..B✨✍️🎶

Je taime amy. The girl to whom i give my heart, Longingly i wish in the dark. Soon again, to dine and dance. Until that day my love, my heart is yours along with our memories and dreams of romance in the beautiful city, Paris France

(Copyrighted song) There's a lady by the sea, like every other woman, she wears no face. The wind brushes through her hair, as I reluctantly stare. She floats into the pretty white moon, on a raft, made from my heart. So she sails my heart away. And the night, silently whispers. (Copyrighted song)

~Timestamps~ Please let me know if I got something wrong! 0:01 - Equanimity - Philipp Hasse 2:01 - Ballerino - Yehezekel Raz 4:10 - Wonder - Jackson Love 9:15 - Waltz - Sergio Diaz De Rojas 11:03 - Sorrow Serenade - Moein Zand 13:06 - Second Time Around - Ben Crosland 15:48 - Moonlight Sonata(Reimagined) - Eduardo Gutiérrez 18:28 - She's Love Personified - Helder Boutens 20:41 - Penny-Farthing - Luke Faulkner 22:57 - Onward - Ben Crosland 26:35 - Montmarte - Theodore 31:08 - Finding Serenity - Jackson Love 36:21 - Circles - Javi Lobe 38:34 - Amanecer - NelGlez 40:25 - Aillse - praam 44:53 - Leaves - Garreth Broke 47:03 - Aba & Ima - Olec Mün

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