Pile 2 and boy is it apt. Like insanely so. I am definitely impatient and have a tendency to forget and or try to bypass practical matters. The material world is somewhat baffling to me and my passion excitement are hard to wressle (I seriously cannot remember how to spell this word) at times. My libido also tends to derail me. In my own readings I have been seeing the Hierophant a lot lately and I have also been getting a lot of the cards related to the subconscious and the underworld. I have also been getting a lot of symbols and flashes of imagery. One of the cards says Void of Course and I have a book of poetry by Jim Carroll with that exact name so as an experiement I opened the book to a random page and read the first poem which I will share because it is super short. This poem was a bit crazy because I have recently had a nervous breakdown and I am 43 and while I do not live Norway I live quite close to Norway. I also really love Norway and did think of living there when I visited. So that bit amused me. I paint but I do not think anyone would accuse me of being a painter and if there is religious iconograpy in my painting it is Eastern not Western. You also mentioned the legacy every time I ask about my work with Hypnos it talks about legacy. "After a nervous breakdown he became more positive. And at 43 years of age Began to create lovely murals For the church of Oslo."
Pile 3.. You described my current situation quite accurately. Right now there's no choice left for me to other than dealing whatever life is throwing at me. Still I'm patiently handling it all, even though I'm so stressed. What is surprising that I'm ♏sun & ♍ adjunct. Also I noticed that in tarot many times it's mentioned that mars is connected with scorpio. I don't know the exact reason behind this. Overall every representative card is on point, providing correct info. Ik.. what universe wants to me to do but as you said sh I'm being conscious of things that I should not. However as I mentioned before that physically and mentally., I'm not feeling well so being in action mode is a little challenging for me right now. First time I'm listening to you and subscribed as well. Thank you for the guidance.
Thank you Helen 💓👍! 1&2 , spot on, very helpful 🏵! Thinking if a possible creative collaboration will be good or became draining with the current energy involved. I feel like anothers fiery energy is kind of running in an introspective loop screaming "new new" and "flow flow" but actually stuck repeating itself, becoming the old it's trying to break over and over. Wich is absolutely fine if they need to do that, but whether to collaborate...At the moment working on my own in harmony and open space I love, and I tought that might also be possible in the collab - but now looks it might need time and trying to stay in harmony, to be there but not become sucked into the loop if I do want to give this a chance 😅
