I have a funny story 😂. Today I went out of the city for a doctor’s appointment. I love the train ride into suburbia because I can see all the trees and nature again. Ever since I was little I felt like nature was always talking, just swaying around, communicating with anything that’ll listen. I remembered how plants are much older and sacred than us, they have a patience with change and time that we find too complicated to understand. I think that’s really why they’re the more quiet creatures; they’ve harnessed to ability to only speak in frequencies that are traceable to the “open ears,” as to not tire themselves trying to connect with others who compete to be heard all the time. That’s what the city often reminds me of, an orchestra of noise, countless distractions. I get these moments where I become defensive when I’m overwhelmed, I convince myself that there’s just constant war of people trying to be seen and heard, to the point that I don’t have a chance at anything when there’s someone steps ahead of me. I think this until I realize that I really don’t think this at all. Until I was outside of the city, and it was a little quieter. I decided to turn my headphones off because I didn’t need them to drown anything out anymore, to distract myself. I just listened to them, and watched them move in the wind. I realized that if something so fantastic as nature could still thrive and just exist, so lively remaining in the same place, why did I make my perception of everything so complicated. Why was I in my head avoiding everything simple? Ignoring trees, the sky, its clouds, everything that is closer to what we perceive is heaven. After my doctor’s appointment I missed my train 2 times and waited for the third one. It took two hours to wait. I was so happy, not joyous happy, content. It felt silly to be angry, I had so much time, nothing to do. If I caught the first train I would’ve slept the day away in all honesty. So I missed 2 trains, I was supposed to miss two trains. In those two hours I had the most peace that I ever had in a very long time. It did something to me, I took something back to the city with me. A couple hours ago, I was indefinitely confused. The journey confused me, my life confused me and I confused me self trying to figure it all out. But I all had to do was be a tree. Now everything makes sense, the wind blows and I sway, I stand where I am because that’s where I stand until I am moved. I see no farther than how tall I am, I grow with what I have until I am provided with rain, light, etc. I have no control over how I flourish yet still I do. Incredible. I flourish and all I do is what I can do and what I do best. A blessing. I listened to my partner today, I used the strength of nature to help connect me to the divine, the heavens. Not to speak to them, but to balance the emotions I felt but held inside of me like poor caged creatures. For the first time I allowed the universe to help me navigate my emotions, the pain, the passion, the yearning, anger, sadness etc. It was like an atom bomb being handled with the upmost care. Slowly the energy unraveled itself and dispersed into everything else. They’re always there, waiting for me in the 5D. No matter what my mind says, my person’s higher self along with others. I let them speak to me, finally after having decided to shut out everything involving them, even parts of them that helped guide me, support me. They just wanted to be there is all, to form peace, a harmony. This feeling was beyond words, it was like we were both just the same. As I held them they held me and I could feel my own warmth through them. I feel like something was given back to me, like I found it. Like a lost locket, found, soiled but still strong and it has all the memories that you’ve been grieving for so long. Relief, I think it was. Like the endless search was over, and now, rest. Resting for what’s next. I’m so happy, I am whole, we are whole. Betterment is already here, I feel it . Everything is amazing now, already. It’s done. I heard so 🌳
😮aaaahhh...whoa! This is absolutely remarkable! Thank you sooo very much! This helps me, to want to be patient. I did think I was being rejected. It's been 21 months. When I really realize unconditional love is truly surrounding me...then I WANT to wait. I long for reunion deeply, but timing is everything. I am recovering from a broken hand. I long to play my guitar...but healing is the most important factor. When we start something too soon, we can cause more injury and delay healing even more. Matters of the heart are to be treated with respect. I love her, and us together, enough to find peace in the waiting. Thank you again Meredith. ❤
I have probably listened to this reading at least 5 times since you've uploaded. And each time I hear something new. My person just recently left for a a lil over a month long trip to basically around the world lol and I miss them a lot. We were somewhat in contact while he's been gone for about a week into the trip but something in me told me to step back and I felt bad because he kept calling and messaging and he said he was confused and I had to say I needed alone time and this reading confirms the feeling I've been having since you last uploaded. I'm very grateful for your readings Meredith they are a godsend on this healing journey and self mastery.
Thank you for your guidance again. I'm at the point in my life where I am totally 100% okay if my DM shows up in the physical or not. Because regardless what happens between him and I in a physical, it will never change my unconditional love for him always. And he knows he always has a chance to come talk to me in person if he wishes so. It'll never be forced, I would only want him to come to me of his free will. And I let go of the circumstances of how or if it ever happens. But I'll never let go of him because he'll always be part of my world and my heart within. And yes I have put boundaries up with my DM, and I will not settle for less than I know that I am worthy of with him. ❤1111❤❤2222❤
I have no expectations of him, cause I know he has none with me, we both truly love each other unconditionally, and just letting the Universe do what it does. Until then, my heart is always a yes and with him. All he has to do is ask in person. 😊 I always want my Azar to be safe and happy regardless of what he does or whom he's with or not with. I've learned to let go after 3 years and just trust the process, myself, universe, and my DM. 😊2222❤
Thank you so very much. I am going through a very hard time with my breakup situation and this is a good man. And he had wounds, and yes I said no breadcrumbing and he said ok goodbye. and i have never cried so much and so long. your reading is so spot on with our energy and i really really really have been in my deepest heart feeling that what you are saying is true - and yet i have doubts at times that he is just avoiding it all and i will never hear from him again. he cried while breaking up with me a lot. he said he saw he had more work to do and it wasnt fair to me. he said i was the best ever and he is infinitely grateful for me. so.. yes.. he has to be experiencing all you said here. i needed to know if i reach out or not .. ive been praying for guidance about that. your reading today is super helpful. i will listen to this many times. bless you
She used me for my money and was addicted to my energy,that's all I was to her.I've never met her in person and never actually heard her voice as our only communication was a private chat.Typed words only so...was I really her person?
@@GeraldBoyd-wc5rr I wondering if you can take the essential aspects of that connection and envision adding additional elements that would be more beneficial into a manifestation list?
Oh man. The story is so heartbreaking. And it has nothing to do with not loving the other. I’m just beyond (not perplexed) but perplexed. But get it. And now here we go, bye, see you one day, or not. Again. For the 3rd time. 🤦♀️ I did call a spade a spade. Now we revert back to distance. I think I’m over it now. He keeps coming back to keep leaving. He always left. I never left.
Wanted a karmic person to drink with come over to my place to chill & probably f*** in my home and I told her absolutely No. After that she resented me and decided to treat me really bad everyday to blame me for future bad choices.
I have a question. Does our body have to be pure and healthy before our DM comes in? What if we have vices? Smoking or drinking etc? Do we have to give them up? Isn’t unconditional love just unconditional love no matter what? 🤔
@@SpiritualSoulSurfer unconditional love is found when we embody Divine love. When we embody Divine love we don’t enmesh with things that are unhealed. With Divine love we know our worth and righteousness and seek to align with another fully on the same level. If vices are present they often are symptoms of underlaying imbalances which can signify a vibration that has not yet realized their worthiness. In this context Unconditional love does not reject another for where they are on their journey but a fully realized partner may not be guided to full union if there is an imbalance that is not yet able to reciprocate the purity of Divine love.
I finally quit smoking after years of "trying", never liked alcohol but had an addiction to cannabis and nicotine. Its only been a few weeks but i can tell you that its true. We smoke/indulge in bad habits due to a lack of self love and self worth. I feel so much better now. I know it can be hard but i believe in you, you can do it! Keep affirming "i am a non smoker". Keep reminding yourself that those things are honestly so silly and are playing tricks on your mind. You absolutely dont need them! You were tricked into thinking you needed them!
@@angelfaery.apothecary Just gone cold turkey on the smoking. Sweet as. Not a problem. I use it to push men way and create a block between them and myself. Always have. Let's clear that! ❤
