Cool video, My relationship of 5 years ended a month ago. The love of my life decided to move on, I really loved her so much i can’t stop thinking about her and the memories we shared. I’ve tried my very best to get her back in my life, but to no avail. I’m frustrated, and i don’t see my life with anyone else. I’ve done my best to get rid of the thoughts, but i can’t. I don’t know why I’m saying this here, but i really miss her and i wish i could get her back.
I have been in such a situation. My relationship ended about three years ago, but i could not let her go. So i had to do all i could to get her back, i had to seek the help of a spiritual adviser who helped me bring her back. We are back together, and i must say i am enjoying every moment.
Some just step away bc they are dodging z bullet. Bc all they wanted was the other girls snd their children. Its sad bc she thought it was her only one ever. Now it diesnt feel anything. Now they return when she has simeone in her heart.
I don't care who reads these, but I hope your okay. I hate feeling lonely. I like being alone. But my family makes me feel alone. They work, I school, we come home, cook, bath, and sit together. And silence, no meaningful conversation, no interruptions for the show. Just small talk and we sleep. And they wonder why I stay away. For them it's not the same. My silence in their presence is okay. But not to me. I'm far away from my friends, the first true friends I made in years and I'm scared. I might never get friendships like that again. But I stay away from people because I'm weird as hell. Counterintuitive don't you think. Everyday I keep asking myself. Do you hate living. No I hate doing the living. But I can't quit. Got people who need me, sadly.
