I'm just some guy on the internet, but just stopped by to tell you how much I can relate to your unique depression. I was lucky to work through most of mine. It took a whole lot of baby steps. I hope in my heart that you can work your way through yours and begin to accept yourself.
NGL after watching that cringey video you made about being a shitty person at funhaus i dont really care to watch this but im going to anyways to support you because you are not in fact the shitty person you claimed to be in that video and you need to get over it and honestly you would be a funny rich person so lets get it. edit: i got back after i made ramen and saw youre not even starting at the beginning and tbh i dont even wanna fucking watch youre so lame
being open about mental health doesnt mean you dont think youre more important than you are. youre like the last 1/3rd of funhaus dont pretend them getting jaded after7 years of work has anything to do with you. you were an extra
I get this feeling that you're an incredibly smart guy that pretended to be stupid to fit in and be funny. Years go by and now everyone just thinks you're stupid and you can't move past it. Same shit happened to me. Fat kid smarter than everyone around me so acting like a clown helped me make "friends". Just watched an old "board as hell" episode where they were just calling you retarded for an hour, couldn't finish it.
Hang in there, brother. I always utter the quote "This to shall pass" to keep me going. I've been following Funhaus since it's inception, and can honestly say you've been one of my favorite members. Much love bud❤
jon im just a casual funhaus viewer going through stuff, pls hang on and keep believing in yourself man, ive been alone most oof my life because i was bullied like crazy and abused in elementary, im a hermit but life is good for me, i can help you but you gotta be cool with shadow integration
You're one of the funniest guys I know bro. Try and step out of your comfort zone a bit maybe, tweak the routine a bit? Barhop maybe? Gym? Ever talked to a neurologist? Mine figured me out in 30 seconds and gave me v effective medication. Therapy sucked for me too haha
I have diagnosed depression, some of the ideation stuff... It's not easy. I definitely worry a lot, but I don't have anxiety according to my diagnosis. I appreciate you sharing, because it puts my situation into perspective, both the parts of it that are human, and the parts of it that could honestly be worse. I hope the best for you, Jon. It's not easy, but you are so lovely and beloved. Your programming will disagree, I know, but you are a great man! Rage against the dying of the light!
