For many years of my life… decades really… after a really hard day, the best part was getting home and getting to bed, after school or work, and just going straight to sleep and dreaming of you while holding my pillow… It was the greatest comfort when everything else felt miserable. I miss you Ryan. I’m getting old here, we both are. I just want to come home and hold you in my arms for real as we fall asleep, wake up and have breakfast together, and just kiss and hold each other. I want you to be my Sunday mornings and brunch at home with the pets and kids. I want you to be my Monday nights, holding each other as we fall asleep… I miss you.
Ryan, my Love… You weren’t stupid, you were tricked deliberately. We both were in different ways. The people in your life have not been good people. That’s not your fault, you can walk away from all that now that you’re less naive. We can overcome this a lot more easily by being fully transparent with each other, that way no one can trick us because we’ll both be aware if something is off. Instead of blaming each other, we could work together to resolve whatever comes up. I love you so much ♥️ Be brave Ryan, I believe in you. I’m sorry for my temper last week. Dealing with all of this has not been easy for me either and it can be hard to know who is trying to toy with my head here. I want to believe in your intentions without a shadow of doubt, and you coming to face me in person would really help me with that, to know your intentions are solid. I love you Ryan ♥️
I don’t have a lot right now, but I know how it feels to struggle. I don’t really get personal readings with you because I don’t trust WhatsApp, and your channeled messages feel personal enough to me. But since I’ve been watching for some years now, I wanted to send further support. I really hope this helps ♥️
Hi Kathleen, thank you so much. You have already done a lot. Please take care of yourself. You don't have to send me money again. Just keep me in your prayers. I wish you a lot of abundance and happiness. Lots of love ❤ you really made me so emotional today. Thank you for your empathy I'm truly grateful. God bless you🌹🌸❤
@@thebookishtarotletters2853 I will keep you in my prayers 🤲 🙏 Sending so much love 🤗♥️ Wishing happiness and abundance and every deepest joy for you as well 🌹🌸 God bless you too 🕊️
Alright 🙏 I will be hopeful for a fresh start. I love you Ryan ♥️🌹 If you don’t like my environment, you could change it, you know… I don’t have anywhere else to go, certain nasty people in your life made sure I was cut off from my business and friends and all sorts of people by sabotaging my work and spreading rumors about me. I don’t have anywhere else to go. If you want me in a new place Ryan, you’re gonna have to take me there yourself. I’ve been saying for years now I want you to take me home with you. I’ll remain hopeful 🙏 I miss you… I love you 🤗♥️🌹God and God’s angels / spirits are protecting this message and our union, Ryan 🪬 Alhamdullilah 🤲 Ameen 🙏
🚨 If anyone replies under this pretending to be Ryan, I’m reporting their act for catfishing, mobbing and harassment. I do not welcome any outside opinions on this. If this is not your relationship, I don’t wanna hear it. 🪬
Definitely focusing on being grateful today 🙏 with so much hardship going on in the world, I have a lot to be grateful for. I don’t live in a war zone, that is one of the biggest blessings, and one of the biggest responsibilities to help those less fortunate, for all of us here. I love you God and spirit guides 🤍 I love you Ryan ♥️ Definitely gonna take a moment to appreciate good food, good music, sunshine on my face, some reading and some laughter, simpler things. It helps, when there’s so much else in the world is messed up, certain small things are like an anchor to keep us stable in the storm. It’s not easy… “the struggle is real, but so is God.” God and God’s angels are protecting this message message and our union, Ryan 🪬 Alhamdullilah 🤲 Ameen 🙏
🚨 If anyone replies under this pretending to be Ryan, I’m reporting their act for catfishing, mobbing and harassment. I do not welcome any outside opinions on this. If this is not your relationship, I don’t wanna hear it. 🪬
Someone tried to remove my music (my channel was reinstated in less than an hour without even having to appeal, and I have hard copies of the two songs that are pending reinstatement). I have been getting mobbed by catfishers for the past 5 years, I don’t trust them and the demons they worship. My sister and mother were physically attacked. My sister won’t live as long as I will unless a miracle happens. Yeah, “oppression” is definitely the word for it. In my faith, “oppression is worse than death” and you are allowed to stand up for yourself. I don’t try to change things about people that make them individuals. But I will absolutely admonish people who aren’t treating me right, who are being one-sided in relationship with me, being dishonest, or who are insulting God before me (Astigfirullah) when God has been my only trustworthy protector, that made it possible to survive everything I have. Make of that what you will I guess. God and God’s angels are protecting this message and our union 🪬 Alhamdullilah 🤲 Ameen 🙏 I love you Ryan, get honest with me fast instead of retaliating against me telling the truth.
🚨 If anyone replies under this pretending to be Ryan, I’m reporting their act for catfishing, mobbing and harassment. I do not welcome any outside opinions on this. If this is not your relationship, I don’t wanna hear it. 🪬
You sure make it look like it’s been easy for you to stay away! It wasn’t easy for ME. You’ve been having a damn vacation with all sorts of people behind my back. If it was so hard to stay away from me… you’d physically come to me and take me home. PROVE your words!
