This reminds me of something: You are not screaming into the void in vain. The void is just practicing active listening and wants you to let it all out without feeling like it is judging or trying to speak over you.
Damn i got a friend that tells me that all I do is complain instead of finding solutions but im like bruh. Fuck this opressive system is all, im tired of it
bro expects you to personally intervene and stop the several oppressive systems in society that destroy us😭 like fym “find solutions” YOU CANT END CAPITALISM
Really nice to have a space where people rightfully criticise capitalism when, where I live, few are brave enough to, and those few who do are ostracized as "communists" "the far left" "antifa" "terrorists" "unamerican" etc.
@@SunnieTreeI pray that people actually come to their senses and learn that depression is a legit reason to not work and that they take it seriously. And I'm here for you all the way mate. 😊
Hello Sunnie! I LOVE your videos. Yes, I totally agree with you. 😊 Everyone's emotions are valid and they have the right to complain whenever life just isn't going well. To be honest, I'm currently now seeing a mental therapist myself. Just started this week in fact. For the longest time I've been afraid to seek mental therapy because of how it was presented to me by family, society, and TV shows/movies. A bad thing. Gameover. Can't ever get out. Me labeled as insane kind of thing. Since it's a weekly thing I may eventually find that I like it and become comfortable mainly because I have the option to tell my psychologist anything as it's confidential between us. For now I still feel nervous and like an outcast in the world, but I know it doesn't have to be for the rest of my life. I can one day decide I don't need it anymore and use the tools I've learned from it to keep my mental health well. My partner simply told me to look at mental therapy as another form of self-care. It's nothing to be afraid of or to be ashamed of. It's there to help me become the best authentic me I can be, which is what I want. I want to be brimming in so much self-respect in myself that I can easily stand in my own power and not allow anything or anyone to make me so small and powerless ever again. My biggest challenge that I told my psychologist I want to focus on resolving is my self-doubt. It's because of self-doubt that I'm too scared to take action towards my goals and dreams or to trust myself enough to try new things and to be fine with failing. Change isn't going to happen overnight, but with TONS of patience and perseverance in myself I know I'll get there. Right now I feel like I'm having a dark period in my life (due to other unwanted events happening on top of therapy 😢). As hard as it is right now I know I'll through all of this. For now I just need to allow myself to feel any emotions that come up and say screw the world at the moment. 😂 Lol! Anyway, yes, I understand how you feel, Sunnie. By the way, the pixel game you use in your videos is adorable. Is it a real game? If it is, would you mind telling me the name of it? If it's not, then amazing work! Have a nice rest of your week and weekend! Take care! ❤
proud of you for getting therapy!! sending you so much love❤️ and sure! the game is played in this video is “little witch in the woods” and the other pixelated game i’ve played before was “stardew valley”
Thank you very much, Sunnie! 😊❤❤❤❤❤ Your words truly mean a lot to me right now. Thank you for telling me the names of the games. I appreciate it. I'll definitely check them out. 😊 Despite everything that's going on right now today's my last day of work for a little while because starting tomorrow until the 16th I'll be on vacation at the beach with my family. The beach is one of my top favorite places to be. It brings me serenity just by hearing the waves and smelling the air. I'm SOOOO looking forward to it. Perhaps I'll not only have fun, but I'll have some deep reflecting happen while I'm there. I'm learning to trust the process and to just be in the present moment. Despite the storm going on I'll try to stay in the eye of the storm where I can control what I can and accept what I can't. It's difficult, but I'll do the best that I can. Thank you again for your kind words, Sunnie. Hope you have a nice weekend. ❤
I have never seen a RU-vid video with as many swear words, that didn’t leave me feeling bothered in anyway. Like that is just geniunely impressive, that feels like it should win an award. Well done! This is very neat! :D
YOURE PRECIOUSSS and i’m the same way i’m like “well yeah i did this thing but you provoked me or i wouldn’t have done it so really it’s justified and i’m not sorry”😭
I'm unemployed and have been for a few months and before that I was on medical leave, so I'm not being overworked, lol. However, I'm not being very kind to my body in other ways. I live alone and without work my schedule has no structure so I stay up all night and sleep during the day, if I sleep at all. I also overeat more often than I should. And I haven't been exercising as much as I used to. But, I feel like things will be getting better soon, anyway.
you do exactly the same things that i do😭 i’m literally replying to this at 4am. a few months ago i was going to the gym 5 days a week and then i broke(??? didn’t go to a doctor cause fuck a medical bill) my foot and just have hardly went back even though it’s healed now. i’m eating my gym training food volume without the gym training to balance it out😩 but you’re right, things will get better, we got this!!
@@SunnieTree Yeah, medical bills really suck. I have not had insurance for most of my life and since I rarely get sick, I rarely go to the doctor. Then, starting over a year ago, I got a sore on my leg that wouldn't go away. After several months I finally attempted to do something about it by first going to a free clinic, then going to a doctor once I finally got insurance. Meanwhile, things kept getting worse until they finally decided I had a bacterial infection. The pain was so bad I couldn't work or sleep anymore. I even ended up spending 3 days in the hospital (which didn't help AT ALL). Finally, after a couple months of taking antibiotics and properly caring for the wound, it got better. But, I also have around $9,000 in medical debt that I can't even begin to pay off (in addition to student loans, credit card debt, and personal debt to my brother). But, it's good that my health is mostly back to normal now (although I gained a lot of weight over the past year). I am still hopeful I can get back on track. I've been in worse situations before and got better.
I will forfeit the flesh for steel the moment I get the chance. Once I do, I'm not restrained by mortals their perception of sustenance. I can eat like nuclear fuel rods. And I won't need any PCMs when it's fucking hot anymore. Because steel doesn't care about it being hot. (within limits of course)
I'm just imagining your little sprite watering the lava whilst talking to themself about the horrific state of the world. In all seriousness, great video. Cuts straight to the point, and is a great way to introduce people to theory <3
hmmm, making me wanna get a job around incarceration just to NOT be a Guard and maybe infuse some more humanity into the system... is it counterproductive?
probably counterproductive, humans easily become a product of our environment so even if you go in with good intentions, it can be easy to slip into becoming like everyone else. it’s human nature to adapt and mimic your environment, the best course of action is to just try to make change from the outside-in rather than inside-out in this case
@@SunnieTree yeah, realised that after a bit. maybe instead a teacher or youth counsellor in some "problem area". great video nonetheless! also making me wanna play stardew valley ^^
I've been trying to suicide before , now i am mentally healing myself and ive become alot better. Alot actually.. but yesterday or the day before yesterday, i got flashbacks of the time my father sexually touched me when i was ten inside my private part. I was sleeping. , the constant pressure started giving me sensations down there of something touching me. And it started giving me flashbacks, as much as i want to forget talking about it, as a way to cope. I started doing taboo stuff just now.. well.. first of all.. it was taboo.. and i was ashamed.. i constantly got sexually touched my alot of people in my family so i was hypersexual my whole life since childhood. Eventually i started being insensitive to taboo stuff and liking it... Now i cut out all the social media but i have a business in social medias so i cant delete them , i avoid them.. i even avoided these taboo fantasies.. actually i was way better then last time.. automatically avoiding stuff i don't want but still did it to taboo stuff and that is making me question if i am a human anymore. I wish i didn't.. i have healed from it though, i used to do it 8 times a day, 17 times at highedt 4 times at lowest. Now its sometimes only when i am trying to cope or forget about my memories.. what is strange is that i dont even like it.. i feel like vomitting to it and its just very repulsive in general but i still do it.. i will hopefully stop forever and i know i will , with how better ive gotten but. I still dislike myself for this and i am disappointed in myself.
I love your videos they kinda give me a warm feeling in my stomach, to find other nice people is so reassuring as ive been starting to lose a lot of hope with that sort of thing. Remember to always care about yourself as well
Another wonderful video! I completely agree with everything you say and I think I am good at forgiving myself and not dwelling on my mistakes. I try to be courteous and kind as much as possible, but I won't put up with toxic or negative people anymore. I'm struggling with a lot of things right now in my life (especially unemployment and having to rely on my family to survive), but I'm usually in a good mood and definitely don't think I'm depressed, even though I've been accused of having depression (by toxic people, though).
i’m glad to hear you aren’t tolerating toxicity anymore!! you deserve to stand up for yourself. relying on someone doesn’t give them a right to treat you poorly, you always deserve respect. wishing you the best, matt!!
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Prison system in US was created right after civil war, and many crimes were so called Black Codes/Black Laws, for example sleeping outside or vagrancy, which many freed slaves had to do since they didnt have any generation wealth, work and reparations were paid to SLAVEOWNERS and not to the slaves. Channel Knowing Better did an incredible video about it if you want to learn more! Its very educational, its called "The Part of History You've Always Skipped | Neoslavery"
I wish I had more positive people in my life. I had to block my sister and delete her number because she was too toxic. My parents are also toxic, but they still help me so I'm still close with them. But, I have no good, positive people in my life that I can rely on for emotional support. My family usually shit all over my feelings and dreams when I open up to them. I've always struggled with making friends and have not had any for most of my life. I'm an introvert, however, so I'm not too upset about this, but I'd still like to have a small, but very close and very positive group of friends. Maybe someday in the process of becoming a successful RU-vidr and musician, I can finally achieve my social dreams along with my career dreams.
@@SunnieTree Thank you! I had a lot of videos of me singing karaoke on my channel that I had to make private because I got 2 copyright strikes. But, somehow, a talent scout saw some of them before I took them down and I will be able to get some professional help with my music career, at least once I have some extra money. I told my mom about the talent scout and she thought it was a scam. Later when I said I wanted to become a professional singer, she laughed and said I wasn't good enough! No one else in my family believes I can accomplish anything at all, it seems. But, at least some people like you and the talent scout think differently!
oh my god why would they copyright strike you, that’s so mean😭 it would’ve still been mean to claim the video but that’s better than a STRIKE. mean spirited for no reason omg. and yeah, i fully relate to parents who doubt you. part of it is concern but it also just feels insulting because it’s essentially questioning that you have the intelligence to know what’s best for yourself. you’ve got this though, you know what you’re capable of!
@@SunnieTree Yes, Universal Music Group decided that my versions of "Hotel California" by the Eagles and "Everything I Do I Do It For You" by Bryan Adams had to be removed completely and I got 2 strikes for it. No one said that I was required to take down (temporarily I hope) all my many other music videos, but I did anyway because 3 copyright strikes supposedly means your channel gets deleted, which would be horrible! Yeah, it is mean because I'm not making any money at all from my music videos. And why not just force me to remove the offending videos? Why do strikes, too? My parents used to brag about how smart I was when I was a kid (although they still were emotionally abusive sometimes) and they would brag about my accomplishments. Now, they seem to have completely lost faith in me. Granted, I haven't accomplished as much as I'd like in recent years, but I have still done some things they didn't expect. I guess I will have to succeed in spite of their lack of support. I'm more confident in my singing abilities than in my video-making skills, but i won't give up on either dream.
The gaslighting of those who fail is a big reason I started my channel. Can't express any discontent without being silenced or having your struggles downplayed.
There are really no emotionally supportive groups that aren't leading people to misery (lowering standards by psychologizing destructive behaviours instead of pushing people to solve them means ruining meaning), also these groups don't exist outside of big cities
This is a good perspective. As one of the „undesirables“ myself, even I sometimes find it hard to show empathy to others, as those same people have rejected me.
