Idk what i feel anymore i don't know whether i had a home i don't know when i felt emotions or whether it was real or not i just wanna run away to somewhere find someone to love live a normal life without worries idk what made me into this pool of mess a monster i don't feel bad or sad when i see someone die or kill someone it seems i grown used to it I've become numb idk what to do what to say it feels empty to much that even silence feels loud idk what to do
my best friend once said i was a super happy person and once my teacher made fun of me for being too happy and said how i'll still be laughing if the world was getting destroyed my world is already destroyed. in which i was genuinely happy, smiling, cheerful.
This is exactly how the hell I feel a very fucking time I get up. I'm a waste of space, don't deserve to be alive, I should have been dead. Nobody cares how am I feeling what I feel this is exactly how the hell I feel every single day and I have people that constantly are putting me down instead of building them up. My family is this way, I have to live with them constantly because I'm struggling to get out of debt. I'm struggling to put my life fucking back together but fucking cares
Don't u get it no your not . And fact is. I. Know. That. The most. I was. And still am. For reasons so pick. Did song that. Doesn't make u think this way and. Do asap I have feeling it will go places and that is a happy place. To me
I'm so fucking tired. Everything is loud and confusing, I have to lie to everyone around me to stay normal, I'm not good at anything. I'm sick of people telling me it gets better. I don't care if the later is good, It's not worth the now.
My lover and best friend left me after 20 years . How does someone supposed to move on when she knows all my weaknesses and secrets? . MY EX lives 10mins away and I will never see her again.
Ich lernte diese Lieder kennen als sie nur Lieder waren und hatte Angst, dass sie irgendwann zur Realität werden. Heute ist es leider soweit und mein Bruder ist von uns gegangen. Es ist ein so unfassbarer Schmerz. Mich umtreibt jedesmal der Gedanke, dass ich, so Gott will, noch 30, 40 Jahre lebe und diese Zeit ohne ihn verbringen werde. Er war nicht nur ein Bruder, er war auch mein bester Freund, nur mit ihm konnte ich mich austauschen und über alles reden. Mit seinem Tod starb ein Teil von mir. Ich vermisse dich mein geliebter Bruder. Das was mich tröstet, ist, dass wir dank Jesus irgendwann uns wiedersehen werden, auf diesen Tag freue ich mich. Ich liebe dich ❤️
Im currently thinking if ending it all when im 18 4 years to go and im actually commiting self harm right now and i dint want help cuz theres no saving me
Everyone here who is struggling just know that there is someone who cares for you so much in your worthiness and unworthiness without barrier without restraint and that is JESUS CHRIST of Nazareth He loves you so so much and may He bless each and every one of you abundantly and comfort you in JESUS mighty and precious name Amen🙏🏽❤️✝️
Babe iam not i could help you will help each other i meed that i know i need to straighten out what i feel not whT i see you should know that so come will talk all night come please