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@tatachim9527
@tatachim9527 4 года назад
it's scary how once you get used to it, you aren't bothered about anything anymore. nothing matters.
@Ghost84416
@Ghost84416 4 года назад
tata chim I know right, it’s like you grow colder
@arianna6436
@arianna6436 4 года назад
Yeah my mom'll cry on my shoulder and I'm just..annoyed..it hurts but I can't help it
@jazzam5653
@jazzam5653 4 года назад
No matter how much I feel I can never let it out.
@crismoncloud1157
@crismoncloud1157 4 года назад
I know
@cosmicone8447
@cosmicone8447 4 года назад
There's was a moment in my life that I felt that, or didn't feel at all, I just didn't care what happened to me or what life threw at me, but now all the feelings came back, and I just can't deal with anymore, I would prefer be cold than feeling what I am feeling right now.
@edan3358
@edan3358 3 года назад
"Mom, I have depression." "Your too young to have depression hun" "Yeah.. Ok.."
@sofiagiraldo8602
@sofiagiraldo8602 3 года назад
I really felt this comment. I told my mom about 6 months ago and she said the same thing..I’ve been hiding how i feel for months.
@edan3358
@edan3358 3 года назад
@@sofiagiraldo8602 Hey, I'm doing better now and I know you can do it too. O bet you could get through anything, Just don't give up!
@musicismyfave5657
@musicismyfave5657 3 года назад
@@edan3358 hey bro you mind if I get your opinion on this track it would really mean a lot ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-8Jx90DF51vs.html
@yn8344
@yn8344 3 года назад
I just told my mom and dad today. She didn't just say that but it was hard for her to accept the fact.... But they both said that they'll let me speak to a psychologist nonetheless. I hope you both are okay 💜
@barthotwomous
@barthotwomous 3 года назад
My dad told me I didn't have anything to be depressed about once I am 16, my ex ghosted me, I have a chronic illness that I cant figure out if its real or just psychosomatic and really just my depression/anxiety, and I almost flunked Junior year Right, I'll just be happy then I guess
@emberthewolf9517
@emberthewolf9517 3 года назад
"I'm not useless, I can be used as a bad example" I remember reading this quote a long time ago and it still rings in my head
@ExplorifyQuests
@ExplorifyQuests 2 года назад
I am laughing for some reason.
@Hallie999
@Hallie999 Год назад
I...am sorry
@jclyntoledo
@jclyntoledo Год назад
😂😂😂this made me laugh. Thanks for that!
@cloversnek6751
@cloversnek6751 10 месяцев назад
My mom uses me as an example to my brothers when I'm literally in the same room. I'm trying to be better.
@WokeSlapper
@WokeSlapper 2 месяца назад
@@ExplorifyQuestsit’s funny because it hurts so good 😂
@Moonlight-sg6bm
@Moonlight-sg6bm 3 года назад
“Depression is living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that wants to die” -unknown
@gem6566
@gem6566 4 года назад
I just wanna go home, a home where I’m actually belong
@newaccount9095
@newaccount9095 4 года назад
I tell everyone how worthwhile life is. The truth when asking me. All i wanna do is walk to the falls and let the water take me. Im no longer scared. Iv been fighting for 19 years. Im 29. I think im just done fighting. Iv pushed to many people away and today without thinking i push the last one away. But whats funny is no-one actualy sees me when im breaking if at all
@Myrkul-D
@Myrkul-D 4 года назад
I’ve felt at truly at home once, that was 12 years ago, I’m 17 and after I left that place I haven’t felt anything, there is no pain or happiness or sadness left in me, only anger is dwelling within my body. Not even a heart or soul anymore. They left long before that happened
@nevepaget2258
@nevepaget2258 4 года назад
My home isn’t home anymore :(
@lovelymox5545
@lovelymox5545 4 года назад
Going through abuse my whole childhood and getting bullied through kindergarten to 12 grade and being sexually assaulted multiple times and having bipolar disorder and a disease im my stomach does not help i want to be normal like normal people :/ Ps in my depresso stage.. cant change it for now atleast... Life is nice when your not depressed honestly..
@nayelitaveras23
@nayelitaveras23 3 года назад
same
@tasneemsabbagh490
@tasneemsabbagh490 3 года назад
It's so ridiculously easy to pretend that everything is alright.
@dunnyanimations6578
@dunnyanimations6578 3 года назад
@Anyolina Fernandez people call me an attention seeker if i tell People how i feel
@alaynatuck6258
@alaynatuck6258 3 года назад
Yet it's so...so hard to actually admit you need help. Life's messed up
@Homoparanoia
@Homoparanoia 3 года назад
Not for me... I’ve never been able to hide it... people think it’s all for attention but I’m just really hurting...
@ayrtonjorge9816
@ayrtonjorge9816 3 года назад
Maybe you're just lucky and not hurting that much which is why you're able to hide it?
@chloeh0622
@chloeh0622 3 года назад
It is I can’t take it anymore
@goofball2228
@goofball2228 Год назад
The worst part is that the pain is so unbearable and it won’t go away. You feel like your suffocating in your own sadness.
@mrspurple
@mrspurple 2 года назад
"What can be hidden behind a smile is scary" Dont know who said that but love it
@reese_el6799
@reese_el6799 3 года назад
“Everyone has a chapter that they don’t read out loud” I don’t know who that quote is by but I love it.
@fabiknetach1
@fabiknetach1 3 года назад
But we all have a chapter that we never read out loud. Song called misunderstood but maybe u heard it somewhere else
@mementomori5374
@mementomori5374 3 года назад
I have no chapters its empty i am not a book fuck my story who cares ditch that story coz most of it is just negativity
@MiniBlack2711
@MiniBlack2711 3 года назад
Everyone has a chapter that they don't read out loud...well...mine's a book...but i think that...if i read it out loud it will hurt less...and sometimes i feel better, but it depends on who is listening to me
@emilykeegan9246
@emilykeegan9246 3 года назад
My chapter is love for people I can’t have
@jamestwigger5807
@jamestwigger5807 3 года назад
I feel like my chapter is coming to end😢 but I can't as I'm going to be a dad but in scared I'm going to fail my little boy like I fail everyone else
@euphoric1183
@euphoric1183 3 года назад
İ just want to restart my whole life. İt failed.
@victoriapalmer1928
@victoriapalmer1928 3 года назад
felt
@klyeluvv1291
@klyeluvv1291 3 года назад
Me too
@awkwardbitch786
@awkwardbitch786 3 года назад
really mine did to. It all started when I took away my sisters friend
@audstrangeworld
@audstrangeworld 3 года назад
And yet you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be despite how you feel. How beautiful.
@TJsGarage14
@TJsGarage14 3 года назад
And you can. Ask God, he can make you a new creation. His creation! your LOVED
@itsfine1959
@itsfine1959 3 года назад
Why can't I just take my mask off... I'm tired of pretending like everything is "fine". As kids we looked up to and worshiped the hero's hoping to be one. But as you get older that hope fades and you start to understand the villains...
@-thatlittledaydreamer-2336
@-thatlittledaydreamer-2336 2 года назад
It isn’t about who is the hero and who is the villain it’s all about the perspective for the hero the villains are doing bad things they need to be stopped immediately for the villains are you’ve been through some shit and they don’t what the heroes to stop them from doing what they want and everyone constantly telling them that they’re wrong that they are the ones who need to be punished they just give up
@jasonamiller2983
@jasonamiller2983 2 года назад
Girl please don't do nothing stupid
@itsfine1959
@itsfine1959 2 года назад
@@jasonamiller2983 please don't call me a girl..
@jasonamiller2983
@jasonamiller2983 2 года назад
Kk
@Conor44599
@Conor44599 5 месяцев назад
I wonder how many of those who commented on this video actually live today if there are congrats man youve come a long way. To those who didnt make it. Im sorry man i know you fought it gets the best of us
@RobTheEnby
@RobTheEnby 4 года назад
I used to cry watching these, now I just stare at the screen. I've truly lost my ability to feel. I'm just... Numb.
@user-yz7ux1qj1v
@user-yz7ux1qj1v 4 года назад
same
@fspicy
@fspicy 4 года назад
Same you’re not alone
@annanagy4133
@annanagy4133 4 года назад
Same here bro but you know keep goin
@emu9271
@emu9271 4 года назад
same
@IDK098
@IDK098 4 года назад
Same, i guess, but its cuz we are growing, aha
@YourMom-gc7th
@YourMom-gc7th 5 лет назад
You know, when you're drowning, you don't actually inhale until right before you black out... But once you let in, it's peaceful.
@chelseahudgins1716
@chelseahudgins1716 5 лет назад
who says this? I ve heard it but I can't remember where
@adylamm9472
@adylamm9472 5 лет назад
Chelsea Hudgins i’m pretty sure teen wolf or something
@-twokinds-2614
@-twokinds-2614 5 лет назад
buncha scuisidal ppl in here
@aliciamartinez7223
@aliciamartinez7223 5 лет назад
Chelsea Hudgins it’s stiles from teen wolf
@lindseypratt5135
@lindseypratt5135 5 лет назад
facts
@Alex-mz6zz
@Alex-mz6zz 3 года назад
Music is now the only thing that keeps me living
@notfamedtvpersonalitydrphil
@notfamedtvpersonalitydrphil 2 года назад
Same
@gabrieladiaz1517
@gabrieladiaz1517 2 года назад
For me is music and nature.
@edxeljohnapongan5070
@edxeljohnapongan5070 2 года назад
Same.
@stardust942
@stardust942 2 года назад
Same and it keeps me sane in this insane life
@nishkasrivastava1249
@nishkasrivastava1249 2 месяца назад
I realise that I never felt comfort in anything that I made pain my own comfort, and the fact that everything changes but not the pain that is scarred under my soul will never change is painful but comforting
@melancholyskyes
@melancholyskyes 5 лет назад
The drowning part is such an accurate representation of depression...
@arabpotato4862
@arabpotato4862 5 лет назад
it's what all helpless souls go through. Never ending, constant pain. We only say we are out of the phase, but really we aren't. We just tuck it all away until it pops back up later in our lives, most likely in our happier times, making them bad.
@josedavidbenavides3922
@josedavidbenavides3922 4 года назад
I just want to tell everyone in the comment section that suffering is inevitable but it only depends on you if you want to learn from it because the only way you could become stronger, wiser and happier if you start learning from yourself and start loving yourself because you wont find love in any one but you BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS THE ONLY THING YOU HAVE IS YOU SO START FUCKING LOVING YOURSELF....WHO DECIDES WHATS PERFECT NO ONE IS PERFECT, PERFECTIONS IS JUST ANYONES INTERPRETATIONS SO FIND YOUR OWN DEFENITION OF PERFECTION!
@jamess2976
@jamess2976 4 года назад
Mine feels like quicksand hearing an avalanche
@mr.bulldops9482
@mr.bulldops9482 4 года назад
It's like your drowning and people are a few feet away saying learn how to swim
@purpleflames3846
@purpleflames3846 4 года назад
true
@taylam2139
@taylam2139 3 года назад
If I could die without hurting anyone. Trust me, I would
@Noctular
@Noctular 3 года назад
Same
@howaboutno3535
@howaboutno3535 3 года назад
If I wasn't a fucking pussy I'd probably be dead.
@hydrareaper0076
@hydrareaper0076 3 года назад
@@howaboutno3535 if I had the guts to end it, I would’ve a long time ago, just so many things have gone wrong in my life, I mean for starters, my best friend passed away, my dad went to jail ( I hate him and I miss him but I hate that I miss him), my mum is barely ever home, we lost our house, and I feel so much pain and idk what to do anymore to be honest, I’m sorry you probs won’t read this or don’t even care, I’m sorry for bothering u.
@howaboutno3535
@howaboutno3535 3 года назад
@@hydrareaper0076 Sorry to hear that buddy. I did infact read it and I do care :p You're gonna have to stay strong, I know how hard it is as you can probably see by my previous comment and I honestly get what you're going through. Keep your head up!
@allengilliam7819
@allengilliam7819 3 года назад
Same tho. Ut I'm mainly more scared to die and if I wasn't I prolly wouldn't be here but there is ppl that care like my papa and bestfriend but other then that I have noone
@chimbus5834
@chimbus5834 3 года назад
“No one cared till I put my mask on” Obito-
@roxannemaphane8445
@roxannemaphane8445 Год назад
I remember listening to this when my anxiety and depression began All I do now is suffer it, and I constantly drown and own it. I am stubborn and a pile of mess, I'm glad this helped me accept that so I can keep moving, even when I can't really feel what's around me Edit: thanks for the one like. I needed to listen to this and smile again. I actually managed to grow from this. As much as it still hurts. I'm able to actually sprint and do a good job. I think less of how much I failed and its gotten me somewhere Thank you
@camille4519
@camille4519 3 года назад
it's funny how parents ignore depressed kids and blame it on us.
@heebug5443
@heebug5443 3 года назад
Funny they think it's drama-
@NepNepYT
@NepNepYT 3 года назад
*gets yelled at by my new family*
@bartsimpson9750
@bartsimpson9750 3 года назад
@@posumau i can relate man
@widegaster8369
@widegaster8369 3 года назад
All they think we are doing is lying so we can get their attention while in reality all our moments that seem like we are happy are lies
@gazslxt
@gazslxt 3 года назад
Hannah Lazer mhm...I told my mom, she said it was a PHASE.
@its_morganlol7512
@its_morganlol7512 5 лет назад
I don’t have depression or anxiety I just always feel lonely and worthless tho it hurts it really does
@Ghost84416
@Ghost84416 4 года назад
Fucking same wtf
@alightvamp9782
@alightvamp9782 4 года назад
Same
@x.leafy.x9302
@x.leafy.x9302 4 года назад
I say to myself every single day that I will tell someone. But it never happens. Why? Because I’m too deep underwater to care about people wanting to know what’s wrong. I can go a day with saying anything. I wear long sleeves to cover my scars. Today my friend goes up to my and say “Aren’t you hot!?”. I hid my arm behind my back which I’ve been cutting on. He replies with “I know.” But they fucking don’t because nobody cares. After all that I just walk away with him smiling. But nobody can know. I just want to kill myself. But my anxiety holds me back. Anxiety holds me back from pushing a knife into my wrist so hard that I bleed but I’m still left with lines. And soon I’ll fight past that anxiety. Cause... I’ll bleed next time. I’ll bleed till I die. I hate my reflection. One day I was crying so hard that when I looked in the mirror I was so scared. I ran back to my bedroom. And yeah I will bleed till I die cause why don’t I just end the pain instead of living it every SINGLE DAY. But pen knifes don’t make you bleed nor kill you. Kitchen knives might but I always wait. But one day when I pick up that knife I won’t wait. And maybe people will cry maybe they won’t. I’m really not hungry anymore. I’ll eat breakfast and dinner but lunch in school. I can’t. At first people would ask but why would they care. I don’t want to harm anyone but while I’m living I’m harming myself. Maybe not with the knifes but my mind cuts worst then anything. I don’t want to stab myself but I just want to sleep forever. And maybe one day someone will ask “are u okay” and I’ll say “I’m fine.” Like I always do. But maybe I will mean it. But I can’t do this anymore. This fucking world. Why did anyone put me here. Why. Do. You. Want. Me. To. Suffer. But I’m fine.
@ady8897
@ady8897 4 года назад
D e p r e s s i o n Hey. Add my sc please : thatgirlady. I’ll be your friend , you’re not alone. I feel the exact same. Maybe we can relate , I hope. I feel lonely too , I feel so fucking lonely. I feel trapped & none of my friends irl help so I turn to my arms and yk lmao. Nobody cares.
@leenaramdial1161
@leenaramdial1161 4 года назад
it's_morgan lol felt
@Ryleigh_635
@Ryleigh_635 3 месяца назад
Those days when your mentally tired and don’t want to do anything….. these words keep repeating in my mind sometimes
@postingm5comp
@postingm5comp 3 года назад
The fact that all of us here can actually understand each other more and better then the ppl in our own lives is amazing :,)
@lyss1469
@lyss1469 3 года назад
yess! i luv it here
@Ava_Sanders05
@Ava_Sanders05 3 года назад
It sucks when you can think or say "I'm used to it"
@naomitadele4693
@naomitadele4693 3 года назад
it's even worse when you wanna say "I'm used to it" but you don't wanna sound toxic or like an attention seeker so you keep it inside and just walk away.
@legolasismysidechick302
@legolasismysidechick302 3 года назад
And than you end up believing you're the only one who can care, so you try to take care of yourself by yourself because you're scared of being sent away for bad thoughts
@dunnyanimations6578
@dunnyanimations6578 3 года назад
Ik , people should not be used to it
@haley5118
@haley5118 3 года назад
@@naomitadele4693 exactly..
@senpai-0951
@senpai-0951 3 года назад
It sucks more when you stop saying sad things so you wont bother anyone with your problems.
@peyton1254
@peyton1254 5 лет назад
People think I’m fine because I look fine but they don’t realize that I’m just that good at hiding my pain under sleeves and a fake smile.
@summersmith7158
@summersmith7158 5 лет назад
I know how you feel,at school I pretend to be that girl who always happy and sweet,who will always help others ,but I'm not,I hate myself because I don't see myself as anything I am nothing ,I have reached that point we're I hate myself SO much that I cut ,even at school but yet they think I'm still that girl who always smiles...
@pascalpe.3607
@pascalpe.3607 5 лет назад
i gave up on hiding but still noone cares and that made me from depressed to suizidal and a drug lover cause i forget about these cunts xD
@hankaunamatototota8211
@hankaunamatototota8211 5 лет назад
I don’t even hide it. I mean, I hide my cuts but I don’t smile. I pretty much show no emotion. I don’t speak when I’m out of my house either. The only reason I even go out of the house is because I have no choice.
@brendanschroeder702
@brendanschroeder702 5 лет назад
Moon?
@peyton1254
@peyton1254 5 лет назад
Brendan Schroeder wdym?
@AnzzCheatedOnMarkWithHaechan
@AnzzCheatedOnMarkWithHaechan 2 года назад
*"You don't even understand what it's like to be worthless , when nothing you do matters.."* This could be the way how many people in my life see me... Am not narcissistic nor unhelpful.. I just hate it when I do my best to someone and they be like not good enough
@TheWoo1
@TheWoo1 2 года назад
A year of ending and beginning, a year of loss and finding…and all of you were with me through the storm. I drink your health, your wealth, your fortune for long years to come, and I hope for many more days in which we can gather like this.”
@antbone7640
@antbone7640 3 года назад
“Life isn’t reality until you’re alone, in a dark room asking why nowhere is home”
@death_thatsme2128
@death_thatsme2128 3 года назад
facts-
@somehispanicdude5395
@somehispanicdude5395 3 года назад
My life isn't reality until I realize I need help and find out how to obtain it
@mrspurple
@mrspurple 2 года назад
Yep
@antbone7640
@antbone7640 2 года назад
@@mrspurple Sometimes, it just be like that😔
@mrspurple
@mrspurple 2 года назад
@@antbone7640 mhm
@counterfeitbugsoup4356
@counterfeitbugsoup4356 4 года назад
Who else is in quarantine, just reflecting on how much we all hate ourselves?
@Jazzy-rf9ie
@Jazzy-rf9ie 4 года назад
Lemon Wolf Tea me:)
@counterfeitbugsoup4356
@counterfeitbugsoup4356 4 года назад
@@Jazzy-rf9ie I hear you 😔👊
@onlyhuman5669
@onlyhuman5669 3 года назад
Me :")
@maeee6245
@maeee6245 3 года назад
Glad that I'm not the only one :')
@llukai3017
@llukai3017 3 года назад
I already hated myself. Yes :>
@loki_ltg_gaming6277
@loki_ltg_gaming6277 3 года назад
My friend asked me abt a week ago at school if I was ok, I looked at them bursted into tears, hugged them and cried on their shoulder, the rest of the day and the next few they have avoided me as much as possible, because I told them my problems, that hurt
@jordancochran5814
@jordancochran5814 3 года назад
I'm sorry that happened to you, nobody should be avoided just because of expressing how they truly feel or what they are going through. I hope that you find or already have a true friend that will listen and stick with you through the tough times.
@emilyhamilton7847
@emilyhamilton7847 3 года назад
Wow. I want a friend that would cry in front of me, tell me their problems so I can help and comfort them. But my friends won't do that. Nobody will.
@ghostairsoftgaming7260
@ghostairsoftgaming7260 3 года назад
That is not a true friend. A true friend is one who stays with you through everything.
@PotaraGuy
@PotaraGuy 2 года назад
That ‘friend’ wasn’t there like he should have been.
@ohmgoodness367
@ohmgoodness367 5 месяцев назад
yesterday i was forcing myself to cry. i had to watch some sad video about a dog because i havent been able to cry and it was scaring me. im watching these again and i cant cry. i want to. i want to feel something. anything.
@somekid4605
@somekid4605 4 года назад
Just imagine. Saying this to someone. And they say. “I feel the same way.”
@zoomy979
@zoomy979 3 года назад
but sometimes they dont. they just think they do. "I'm depressed because my mom took away my Xbox." that's literally what my friend said to me. sometimes they dont know what its really like to feel sad or hurt. and someone saying that to my face hurts a lot
@neuse74
@neuse74 3 года назад
@@zoomy979 Yeah, same. My friend said to me "I'm so depressed. I didn't get my new phone my mom promised I would get on my birthday."
@aidenochoa3691
@aidenochoa3691 3 года назад
I hate a lot of stuff ab myself but the thing I hate most is that ppl come to me with there problems for advice bc I’ve been through it all I can relate to everyone with there problems depression anxiety loneliness you name it 😔
@TJsGarage14
@TJsGarage14 3 года назад
Yessss. People are always coming to me with their problems and honestly I can relate with them and you. But in case it ever makes you feel down hearing all their probs, know your loved and beautiful. 🙏🙂
@vickyd7281
@vickyd7281 3 года назад
That’s happen to me before I pored my heart out to my best friend and all she said is that she felt the same way
@shareeeashappie9543
@shareeeashappie9543 3 года назад
I smile infront of people, but when I'm alone I cry while I'm slowly giving up
@zojakranjec1853
@zojakranjec1853 3 года назад
you've got this it'll get better
@lepepe
@lepepe 3 года назад
I dont even cry.Ive lost the ability to cry even when a loved one dies.
@pragyashrestha5798
@pragyashrestha5798 3 года назад
I have learned that when you are dead inside, you don’t feel the pain. But when you try to be optimistic or feel the good feelings, it kills you again and again. Idk if it’s only me or there are people who feels the same way.
@fayethers
@fayethers 3 года назад
@@lepepe honeslty same at this point...
@forresthatcher2850
@forresthatcher2850 2 года назад
Oh please don't ever give up get help or whatever you have to do but don't give up.
@JLearns2Sing
@JLearns2Sing 2 года назад
"it's easier just to deal with it later". This is so relatable.
@rogerbarrett1979
@rogerbarrett1979 2 года назад
"I'm nothing". I feel that way every day of my life. Seriously.
@Deco.Servant.of.God.
@Deco.Servant.of.God. 2 года назад
Me too 😅in my values
@Deco.Servant.of.God.
@Deco.Servant.of.God. 2 года назад
ru-vid.com/group/PLXxV2294FuOg8czjUVfgEfBeV_HItdZQk
@ardanilyasaeldauri2814
@ardanilyasaeldauri2814 2 года назад
same bro, if i could end my life
@KokoGogo1728
@KokoGogo1728 Месяц назад
Then who's speaking? If that was the case, then there wouldn't be anyone speaking (or typing, whatever) right now. But I can hear every word you say. And so can everyone else in this comment section.
@Monkey-qk6yi
@Monkey-qk6yi 4 года назад
you know that pain the pain you wake up with and cry yourself to sleep with. the pain of wanting it to be over but your to scared to end it. the pain of everyone you've ever loved leaving you when you least expect it, after you've told them everything that has happened to you, the reasons you hurt the pain of never knowing if their loved is true and you can trust them the pain of hiding behind a smile and wearing a sweatshirt to hide the burns and cuts you inflicted on yourself the pain of all the rumors made by someone you loved. the pain of thinking that itll all be ok, all the pain will leave, all the stress and the hatred of yourself will be gone, the pain of all the feeling you keep pushing down till the end of the day when you can cry and wish you were dead alone, the pain of having someone ask "are you ok?" "how are you feeling?" "are you sure, you seem upset" and having to lie, the pain of all of these combined making you want to OD on your depression meds that dont even help, I do. I feel it every day and ive been feeling like this since I was 7years old. I was 8 the first time i held a blade to my arm. I was 11 when I thought I would get better when it only got worse. I'm only 15 and I have been through more shit then more adults have through their 35 years of life.
@elta6563
@elta6563 4 года назад
Hope u are ok 😊
@rubydan1416
@rubydan1416 4 года назад
This is beautiful....the fact that I for once felt every single word that’s been written down, the fact that I FELT every word u thought of, or maybe not, maybe it’s just a thought and not an actual feeling, yet again it’s still beautiful.
@elenikazoglou4483
@elenikazoglou4483 4 года назад
WHY ARE WE FEELING THE SAME?
@blackrose0283
@blackrose0283 3 года назад
I'm also only 15, and can't agree more with you.. I just want to talk )
@rubydan1416
@rubydan1416 3 года назад
Avalon Annabeth I’m here for u, dm me any time( ig: dandoonie.r)
@imsarcatic
@imsarcatic 3 года назад
When he says "I feel that way everyday of my life Every damn day!" You can hear the pain in his voice.
@Robot10000
@Robot10000 2 года назад
Not only I can hear it i can feel it
@megaladon5897
@megaladon5897 2 года назад
It’s how I feel every day
@nb16zo_mono1
@nb16zo_mono1 8 месяцев назад
I feel it ..
@KatieMcchensey
@KatieMcchensey 2 года назад
Bro that scene with puck had me sobbing (the audio that starts with "dont you get it? I'm nothing")
@frasierfrost4035
@frasierfrost4035 9 месяцев назад
Worst thing about life is the guilty feeling about being selfish thinking you've got everything but still feel like you have nothing. Nothing matters to you anymore, but that thought just sickens you. You want an escape, an exit, but you know that you're gonna leave things ruined in your wake.
@kingxxoisnotme
@kingxxoisnotme 5 лет назад
I don’t want to be *helped* I just want to tell someone everything wrong about me and I want them to agree I don’t want reassurance I want someone to see me as the worthless monster I know I am because it’s gotten to a point where *If you can’t see what I see you can’t see me* they just _dont understand that though_ Edit 5/23/2020 - I can say that, while it doesn’t ever really go away, it gets better. I’ve seen it get better, experienced that growth. It’s not hopeless. Not yet.
@siennaham8879
@siennaham8879 5 лет назад
Same
@mh6739
@mh6739 5 лет назад
I feel the same
@bobbiestokes
@bobbiestokes 5 лет назад
That's exactly how I feel. I don't want to change how I feel... I'm too use to it but I want to talk to ppl about how or what I'm feeling. I know the ppl around me are trying to understand me but they just don't. Only I can fully understand myself as a person as it's happening all within me, in my head and in my thoughts. I sometimes want someone to think I'm beautiful and talented but I also want them to know that I'm broken, insecure and just trapped. I'm just too emotional and ruined at this point for anyone to help or understand me. I don't want their help anymore it stresses me out and causes more issues than not.
@30ratsstackedinatrenchcoat91
@30ratsstackedinatrenchcoat91 5 лет назад
Same.
@emilietveit7319
@emilietveit7319 5 лет назад
Same bro same
@FB-rk3mb
@FB-rk3mb 3 года назад
The teenagers who cry themselves to sleep at night were once the kids who had light in there eyes and hope in the heart🖤
@satvikkumble3465
@satvikkumble3465 Год назад
Their
@brizzd__
@brizzd__ Год назад
@@satvikkumble3465 💀
@Techrideretc.6793
@Techrideretc.6793 11 месяцев назад
Sounds like me
@cherylwade264
@cherylwade264 11 месяцев назад
If some teenagers could understand that the chemical changes that happen during puberty are very natural and scary and adults understand because they have been through it. Caterpillar to butterfly. Emotions are raw, every failure or mistake magnified in your own mind. People try to tell you it's Okay you are doing fine. You hear it but you don't believe them because you really can't feel it. There is an emptiness all around you disconnected from everyone. You don't understand your own strength and power because you feel foolish. Growing pains come in many forms keep growing to care of yourself do things you thought you couldn't do and appreciate the things you can do. Fatherhood is a good movie. Never-ending story is good Independence and Responsibility Trusting yourself ,owning mistakes with no shame or guilt. Learning to Apologize and not assume too much. The Rest is Still Unwritten. and Perfect clean version by Pink.
@mushharp9043
@mushharp9043 9 месяцев назад
sounds like i just got described by someone i don't know
@Fairytale735
@Fairytale735 Год назад
Idk why but now listening to this type of audios everyday has been a routine for me..
@aleksyblack
@aleksyblack 2 года назад
I’m about to give up.. I can feel it
@losersrule6933
@losersrule6933 5 лет назад
Once I told the school counselor that “I wanted to leave”...he said “from school?” I just nodded. That’s not what I meant. I wanted to leave and just be gone forever. To rest and never wake.
@crystalfoulger41
@crystalfoulger41 5 лет назад
I know it can be hard to talk to people but you can talk to me any time.
@gorepuke
@gorepuke 4 года назад
@WaterTypeWolf You can talk with me if you feel sad. :' ) Eat this cupcake, it will make you feel better. {\ /} ( • - •) > 🧁
@kyndallunderwood9486
@kyndallunderwood9486 3 года назад
Yessss
@jameswright4948
@jameswright4948 3 года назад
Who doesn’t want eternal peace lol?
@nayelitaveras23
@nayelitaveras23 3 года назад
same can I join?
@subscriberswithnovideosc-mk3up
@subscriberswithnovideosc-mk3up 3 года назад
this just makes me realise how many people need help but nobody does anything about it. almost every single one of these comments are about depression, anxiety and feeling worthless. Im truly sorry we live In a world like this
@dunnyanimations6578
@dunnyanimations6578 3 года назад
Ikr , nobody deserves this
@Darl-ur3uq
@Darl-ur3uq 3 года назад
Yeah , it's crazy .. and what's crazier is that first world countries have a lot these problems , imagine the 3rd world ones how people are suffering and struglling in !!! I'm from a 3rd world coun try and the struggle is beyond insane and it's an everyday process , I guess we invented depression and anxiety ...
@maria-melek
@maria-melek 3 года назад
I know how it feels like. I do reach out and talk to my friends and people but they say they're fine and then ignore me. When someone asks me I'm honest theni feel shame for venting 😔
@legacyobsessed5908
@legacyobsessed5908 3 года назад
@@Darl-ur3uq I moved to Mexico their culture doesn't allow them to embrace those things. Feel yes 4 3 2 1 embrace no because unless you've got money there are no resources
@shadowcarbon1197
@shadowcarbon1197 3 года назад
Yeah life is rough for alot of us, i know from experience
@user-tr9dt7dn5r
@user-tr9dt7dn5r Год назад
Playlist: no worries I got what you need now Pillow: it’s alright I will wipe your tears out Blanket: you can sleep in my arms and relax: just take a break from now Rain:it’s ok I’m here to cry with you Dreams: I will protect you and never let you get hurt I promise
@cheylohbeare2164
@cheylohbeare2164 10 месяцев назад
❤❤❤ I hope you are okay!!!! You are loved 🥰
@MagnusRocks
@MagnusRocks 3 месяца назад
Shit that should be my new motto lmao
@DJ_Jazzy_Llama16
@DJ_Jazzy_Llama16 2 года назад
I always keep my depression inside of me, and I try to act normal like I’m fine, there’s nothing wrong with me. But there is. My life is a messed up.. I would prefer not to get into it. But I’m saying this one part, every night when I’m in my bedroom, I cry myself to sleep. Almost every night.
@MC-512
@MC-512 3 года назад
Smiling doesn’t always mean you’re happy. Sometimes, it simply means that you are a strong person.
@smilla9448
@smilla9448 3 года назад
All I really wanted, was someone to text me or call, and ask if I’m okay..
@vorttevorvor4775
@vorttevorvor4775 3 года назад
Hey, are you okay?🥺
@pandaplayzgaming5069
@pandaplayzgaming5069 3 года назад
Somebody’s already asked... so I’m not gonna ask... I’m just gonna say, I really hope you’re ok. People can’t see the pain we hold inside... it’s not one of our skills as humans. We can perceive emotion, but we can’t see what others keep secret. There’s no way to see past the secret barriers we have. People don’t call to ask if your ok, because they can’t see that your not. But I’m sure they want that call just as much as you do...
@GustavoSantos-od1th
@GustavoSantos-od1th 3 года назад
I'm here, you can text me whenever you want. 5511934745708
@jessicagambo6453
@jessicagambo6453 3 года назад
My grandma is the only person in my entire life who’s ever asked me,” Are you okay?” And actually wanted to know..... last words before she died was “what’s wrong mija. Are you okay?”she even asked me if when she was gone will I be okay. I had to promise. shit I wasn’t supposed to start crying and make this about me but it’s been almost 6 years and no ones asked me and I know how you feel. I do this sometimes and it’s weird but it helps. Look yourself in the mirror and say out loud, it’s okay, everything’s gonna be okay. You’re gonna be okay. Why bc it always is. Youve survived 34 years (however old you are) and when you couldn’t breath, even when u felt like ur chest was caving in, you survived. U made it thru. All that pain and ur still here. U can do this. It’s gonna be okay.” Maybe not as long as I tell myself but just keep saying it out loud to yourself. Bc it will be. Somehow, someway, it will be okay. Bc it always has, it always does, every day we wake up is proof.
@rayphillips5237
@rayphillips5237 3 года назад
Just try ok? Just try.
@TheTruthAboutSolipsism
@TheTruthAboutSolipsism Год назад
its both comforting and damning, when a track can prove to you that it understands your pains.
@vidavida8692
@vidavida8692 3 года назад
*My life's a story but it's a book that cants open up or be readIt's that book that sits on the shelf and isn't noticed until it's too late. It's older. dusty. Forgotten. all my pages are ripped💜*
@eyeglassez
@eyeglassez 4 года назад
I’m drowning In this ocean of tears I’m drowning because i pushed myself in
@azridersnation8154
@azridersnation8154 4 года назад
Same 😞
@Doodslr
@Doodslr 3 года назад
Same too
@Kraffo
@Kraffo 4 года назад
I just don't know what to do at this point of my life anymore, i mean, I don't have any type of goal in life. Im basically studying just to accomplish something that I don't even know if i want. I feel like i'm a burden to my parents, because they are raising someone that doesn't know why he is alive, and basically putting resources into nothing.
@afterhrs8389
@afterhrs8389 3 года назад
i love you. don't give up. x
@onlyhuman5669
@onlyhuman5669 3 года назад
I get you. All I'd suggest is focusing on building your talents, in the things you like to do. At least, that's what I'm doing. And hope that it all works out in the end.
@trash_bin_ishome4150
@trash_bin_ishome4150 3 года назад
Just keep doing what you're doing and strive from those little bouts of happiness like an ice cream tube can give you at 3a.m. Very few people were made for truly meaningful things, and most go down in history without leaving absolutely anything significant behind. Go with the flow, find a 9-5 job, and maybe with time you'll find something that interests you enough to pursue it. But don't wait on that. Try to do what you can to keep yourself somewhat happy and wait. You don't have to be successful or self realised for your closest people to want to be with you. Just do you best and don't think too much about how useless you feel. The better part of humanity is useless;)
@josephineleist4511
@josephineleist4511 3 года назад
absolute same
@victoriapalmer1928
@victoriapalmer1928 3 года назад
i feel the same way but i love you and i never want u to give up NEVE|R OKAY PROMISE ME OKAYY
@og_4ma
@og_4ma 3 года назад
Thanks, ive been through some shitty years, and when I wanna feel something, when I feel I need to cry I always come here
@hollyhocks67
@hollyhocks67 3 года назад
I envy the people who can let all their emotions out and cry
@Human1136
@Human1136 Год назад
I raged and broke my hand... Do you envy me?
@gachanoob3735
@gachanoob3735 3 года назад
“Get up your fine” -mom “Stop the acting” -brother “I AM NOT GOING TO KEEP YOU UNDER THIS ROOF IF YOU IF YOU DONT STOP THE ACTING” -dad “Your nothing” -friends “Your never going to make it” -bff ...Whats the point in even trying life at this time....
@floorbread07
@floorbread07 3 года назад
Stay strong.. don’t listen to what other people say. Everyone has a life worth living, even if it doesn’t feel like it.
@jessicagambo6453
@jessicagambo6453 3 года назад
I’m so sorry you don’t atleast have one person. I used to but now it’s just me. Older u get the more they slip away but I do have 6 cats and 6 dogs( I Live in the middle of nowhere on a farm) and they love me, despite me. They make Great friends, and those days when you feel like u can’t where u don’t want to shower, can’t wake up, don’t want to do anything bc u just can’t even when u tel yourself get up try.... well, having an animal depend on you and only you, and knowing “ if I don’t get up and feed it, it’ll die. But I don’t want it to kill it. It’s not their fault I suck. Okay I’ll feed you.” And boom, you have purpose and something to live for. It’s really easy to give up On youself and not care if you live or die, but it’s really hard not caring if something innocent lives or dies (for Me anyways) hope this helps
@Rowboatgirlyman1
@Rowboatgirlyman1 3 года назад
Hi it maybe Sounds dumb but if you need someone to Talk to just give me one off you socials because i know how it is to have nobody to Talk to when im Down
@__bedhead__
@__bedhead__ 3 года назад
Dont let them get to you. Yes it may be hard now, and it may feel lile you're alone, like nobody understands you, but there are people that do. Youre not alone. There are better people out there. Ones that actually care and love everything about you and people that will listen. Just. Stay strong, okay? There will be so many times where ending it will seem like an earlier solution, but its not. Things will get better.
@scope7835
@scope7835 3 года назад
Keep going brother it will get better
@christine3226
@christine3226 3 года назад
When I was 11, I got depression but my parents said I was too young to be depressed. Too young to feel so sad. And they just ignored it. Mental health doesn't matter to them. An Attention seeker, I'm called.
@hagoromootsutski9058
@hagoromootsutski9058 3 года назад
How old are you now? Are you doing any better? I'm 22 and have felt depressed since probably 15. That's always been there, but what's grown even more overtime is self-hatred. That's the one thing you will become more aware of the longer you stay depressed. If you can, I hope you get the support you need. By the time you're adult, it's only then you realize your reality hasn't changed, and by that time it's too late.
@ameliemaddox505
@ameliemaddox505 3 года назад
I was 11 when i started feeling off and i realised what my parents were doing was abuse I started self harming at the age of 11 it was a once off scratching myself with a pencil. I got older and started doing it more it was bitting really hard to stop myself from screaming. Then i found a knife it was every day cutting. It was too much to take I remember telling my friends and the didn't believe me I was too happy at school. It was fake. I'm falling deeper and i'm not getting help my parents know i cut myself but im too young to be doing it so they pretend i don't
@aki-lm7ii
@aki-lm7ii 3 года назад
I was 10 when i started cutting? Not for attention just so anyone thinks i do it for attention its not? Everyone says i wish i could be a child again my childhood was ghe worst i dont wanna be a child im a teenager now and still things arent good so theres never a time that my smile was real i wish one day that my smile could be real
@ameliemaddox505
@ameliemaddox505 3 года назад
@@aki-lm7ii I can relate. People thinks its fake but how can you fake pain
@vvsvalorant
@vvsvalorant 3 года назад
I got deppression when i was like 10, I'm 12 now, yeah... The weird part is, my life isn't even that bad, I don't know why i feel like that.
@kenluvs4789
@kenluvs4789 3 года назад
When you smile its a lot easier than showing your emotions. I smile over and over to cover my pain
@hobiwaterdistrubuter1348
@hobiwaterdistrubuter1348 2 месяца назад
I used to cry then i got numb feeling nothing.... I opened my heart again for him and now tears are flowing from my eyes while i'm staring blankly at nothing feeling nothing
@joelc.5087
@joelc.5087 3 года назад
Them: “You Okay” Me: “Im Alright”
@fairingfans3575
@fairingfans3575 3 года назад
Job: As long as you graduated high school we will hire you Interviewer: So you got no working experience?
@juliabernard25
@juliabernard25 3 года назад
I just wanna go home, a home where I’m actually belong
@iluvmyscissorss
@iluvmyscissorss 3 года назад
@@juliabernard25 Me too
@vunknownvictory
@vunknownvictory 3 года назад
@@juliabernard25 yeah i wish my home was amazing and insane fun
@HeyMomonia
@HeyMomonia 3 года назад
Working makes me want to die even more
@asambeeyoutubers2804
@asambeeyoutubers2804 2 года назад
I know exactly what you mean
@xxsxndxexx6317
@xxsxndxexx6317 10 месяцев назад
I love listening to these type of audios as I read or before I go to bed.
@yesImDownBadSendHelp
@yesImDownBadSendHelp 2 года назад
Always told myself that if my parents die I could finally find my end too. Not just because I’m sad that they r gone, because I’m waiting to die without hurting them.
@ryomensukuna58
@ryomensukuna58 Год назад
Bro you're broken beyond reality. Please try to survive
@Constellationoftheabyss
@Constellationoftheabyss Год назад
I feel the same way literally cant die leaving my mom alone its so hard each day
@GraceFullAlpha
@GraceFullAlpha 8 месяцев назад
Same my friend… same
@juicy5861
@juicy5861 3 года назад
I just cried the hell out in my toilet. "Now I'm numb watching this with no expression"
@Maryjane-ch9gz
@Maryjane-ch9gz 3 года назад
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@dertee4510
@dertee4510 3 года назад
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@itslapislazuli
@itslapislazuli 2 года назад
*Hugs*
@itslapislazuli
@itslapislazuli 2 года назад
@November this is amazing
@delyaabdukarimova7136
@delyaabdukarimova7136 5 лет назад
I wish I could have someone to talk about everything, someone who will understand and who will open their hearts for me, and I thought I had that people, until they left me ... Sometimes it’s just nice to know, that you’re not alone who is going through this shit....
@astrixtucker3530
@astrixtucker3530 5 лет назад
I'm here
@delyaabdukarimova7136
@delyaabdukarimova7136 5 лет назад
Astrix Tucker Thank you) I wish we could talk
@astrixtucker3530
@astrixtucker3530 5 лет назад
@@delyaabdukarimova7136 why cant we
@delyaabdukarimova7136
@delyaabdukarimova7136 5 лет назад
Astrix Tucker I don’t know, why won’t we? Let’s
@astrixtucker3530
@astrixtucker3530 5 лет назад
@@delyaabdukarimova7136 email?
@basiacowart5943
@basiacowart5943 2 года назад
Like your drowning “YEAH”I felt that so much
@Alex-mz6zz
@Alex-mz6zz 3 года назад
Hey you. There is no age limit to having depression it’s ok to not be ok I’m here for you
@just_azraa5360
@just_azraa5360 4 года назад
Someone once asked me: How can you smile every day? • Someone said to me: You are so happy! I’m jealous. • Yea....happy.
@gorepuke
@gorepuke 4 года назад
Just do things that makes you happy! Don't be sad. {\ /} ( • - •) > 🧁< You can have a cupcake. :3
@just_azraa5360
@just_azraa5360 4 года назад
StOp PLzz .-. 🥺💓
@carlostapuera7149
@carlostapuera7149 4 года назад
@@just_azraa5360 that's the thing, you can't be happy if you are scared to show what you really feel to the others, be happy
@just_azraa5360
@just_azraa5360 4 года назад
Carlos Tapuera i will try, thank you! :)
@Theperfectgirl777
@Theperfectgirl777 4 года назад
I am the same. But the thing is.. I don't feel anything. It's like I'm emotionless but I fake being happy to others, and it hurts me when I write about everything, what I really feel but people dont even see it and just ignore it.. But it's ok. Ignoring will always be part of your life.
@riantydwi111
@riantydwi111 5 лет назад
Sometimes I just want to disappear and run away from everything,including - - - - - - - - Myself:)
@noufammari540
@noufammari540 4 года назад
That " :) " at the end....... Dude I really hope that you'll get better and always remember that you are not alone 💙 There is hope
@aloeveil
@aloeveil 4 года назад
ok boomer
@ableV0
@ableV0 4 года назад
same
@kyndallunderwood9486
@kyndallunderwood9486 3 года назад
That is how I feel
@ririkamomobami3500
@ririkamomobami3500 3 года назад
Never run from your problem dude...just go trough it...I can promised you a beautiful life is waiting you at the future...just have a little hope at yourself
@hidhshsj123
@hidhshsj123 2 года назад
I feel invisible to everyone even my friends they talk to everyone else but me and it hurts more than anything I've felt.
@Deco.Servant.of.God.
@Deco.Servant.of.God. 2 года назад
ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-EFeQIs7tDS0.html
@KokoGogo1728
@KokoGogo1728 Месяц назад
I can see you. You're standing right there.
@Elliandmore
@Elliandmore Год назад
It is so hard to be the positive uplifting person in peoples lives. But in reality your back to using your old behaviors and thinking the old thoughts again. Then people just saying I can’t do it anymore. I just feel “left” out, ignored, put down, why can’t I struggle anymore or is it all just for your convenience at this point not even to help me anymore.
@officialbailee3587
@officialbailee3587 3 года назад
Me: I’m fine 🙂 People: She’s just faking Parents: you’ll be fine Music: It’s okay I’m here, I care, I’m with you
@supravietuitoriblog547
@supravietuitoriblog547 2 года назад
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you, okay?
@irage32
@irage32 2 года назад
Gos for he too
@cameron3353
@cameron3353 2 года назад
There are chapters of life that we want to tear off and crumple
@Cb._.1997
@Cb._.1997 2 года назад
That literally speaks to my heart, it's so true. Music has helped me so much and I know I will never be able to talk to my parents abt the stuff that I am feeling because it is abt them.
@stardust942
@stardust942 2 года назад
So true. I dont know where i would be without music
@nnurinhannanii3736
@nnurinhannanii3736 4 года назад
"i am fine or maybe i am fine pretending to be fine"
@centum-780
@centum-780 2 года назад
Words can't describe how much I want to have someone, who I can talk to, who feels and understands what its like when you are Empty. Stay strong everyone, you aren't alone, probably there are people near you who knows how your emptiness feels, they just hide it as you do ~
@Deco.Servant.of.God.
@Deco.Servant.of.God. 2 года назад
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@ytjunk4117
@ytjunk4117 3 года назад
I've reached a point where i just feel at peace with being depressed , life is a form of suffering after all . But I do know there is something beyond all this pain and fear , and I will always keep looking for it .
@someloner
@someloner 3 года назад
"I'm the school joke" im actually just disliked and ignored, non existent
@Casperspoon
@Casperspoon 3 года назад
Same:/
@starresparza1634
@starresparza1634 3 года назад
Same luv...
@CrimsonLegion55
@CrimsonLegion55 3 года назад
I'm hated and treated like a shadow, a phantom, a ghost
@someloner
@someloner 3 года назад
@Alex M Being bullied, teased humiliated.... please don't say that. Rather embrace being unnoticed than going through that trauma and sadness.....
@zoefoad335
@zoefoad335 3 года назад
You are liked! Someone notices when you leave the room! You exists! And the world is so glad you do! Shamilla and everyone who feels this way, you all matter! You are cared for
@davonteross7196
@davonteross7196 3 года назад
I try to stay positive everyday, but I can’t do it anymore, I’m tired of being in pain and having no one to tell. I’m sorry...
@dynamiccGNDG0607
@dynamiccGNDG0607 3 года назад
Hey davonte. I feel your pain man
@nota_ghost9885
@nota_ghost9885 3 года назад
ive wanted to give up forever but i cant dont give up dont let the demons in fight against them i know its tiering and i cant understand because im not in your perspective and im not you but i can relate but you need to fight against the dark the demons the hate i know its stressful but you will find the light not in heaven on earth
@namjoon4president732
@namjoon4president732 3 года назад
Bro you good?
@sharx7781
@sharx7781 3 года назад
.. i feel ya, text me at insta if anyone needs friends , @sharx7781
@sharx7781
@sharx7781 3 года назад
ross... you can spill it all out in this , depressed... community , everyone here feels you
@rafaelrojas7711
@rafaelrojas7711 8 месяцев назад
Your not alone i feel the same way but everything gets better with time
@nu_ri1507
@nu_ri1507 2 года назад
I've been listening to this 24/7 because this is too relatable.
@krepperkrepper2489
@krepperkrepper2489 5 лет назад
I always wanted to die but I can't because of my family I can't die
@tegangrace7172
@tegangrace7172 5 лет назад
Krepper Krepper i want to give u a hug
@roosjee
@roosjee 5 лет назад
Love them than you love yourself for loving them. I hope you get what im saying. Thats what im doing right know. Stay strong
@chelseas_edits3423
@chelseas_edits3423 5 лет назад
Krepper Krepper I know I don’t know you but you are a beautiful person. Everyone needs you in this world and your family and friends would be lost without. You have every reason to live. ❤️
@MegaSuscribe
@MegaSuscribe 5 лет назад
I realized death is just really the beginning, you are reborn probably in a happier place or in different part of universe. But life as it is will never be linear always happy line, so where ever you go.It won't help you escape the problem. It will just make it worse.
@pussyrestorer4370
@pussyrestorer4370 5 лет назад
I’ve felt similar but remember that you have to stay strong ok
@grey_street
@grey_street 4 года назад
oh my, I've found my people here. hello every lonely heart that's here late at night crying
@eternalgaminghq1754
@eternalgaminghq1754 3 года назад
Yup we are all here
@ash_the_fallen_angel7776
@ash_the_fallen_angel7776 3 года назад
but what if you lost it....
@ash_the_fallen_angel7776
@ash_the_fallen_angel7776 3 года назад
then is there anyhope?...
@jameswiniecki6038
@jameswiniecki6038 3 года назад
I don't cry anymore I don't love anymore I don't laugh anymore I don't feel anymore
@dunnyanimations6578
@dunnyanimations6578 3 года назад
Hello
@wine1413
@wine1413 3 месяца назад
I feel this so much. especially the teen wolf scene with stiles about drowning. I cried during that scene because I feel like that alot
@amymoore1876
@amymoore1876 2 года назад
If I could take my life without hurting anyone, I would
@piggyisatthebar7499
@piggyisatthebar7499 3 года назад
You know, even if I show my parents my symptoms of depression and anxiety because I can’t tell by words, it hurts how they don’t get it, how I’m being stopped and being “lazy” how much I want to disappear but can’t because I physically still feel, to the point where emotions eat the inside of me but can’t really express it, how I’m stuck here with trust issues and how I hurt myself like my sleeping, eating schedule and how I damage my eyes with the amount of screen time, how I’ve become such an introvert and how I’m one of those 20% of people who don’t and can’t tell someone they’re hurt, and how much pain they have to suffer. It’s funny how I’m also alive because I can’t think of any ways to kill myself cause I can’t find anything to kill me because I do t want to physically feel pain.
@sushansaakya48
@sushansaakya48 3 года назад
"I can't think of any ways to kill myself coz I'm scared feel the physical pain ".... The exact feeling I'm having everyday. The only way I can perhaps give up my life through is gunshot to the brain but it's impossible to get a gun where I live in.... if I could get my hands on a gun, i won't exist on this earth....
@tranquillrainbows9493
@tranquillrainbows9493 3 года назад
Same here. If you ever want to talk more I'm here if you want, as much as it may register as a lie in your brain, I mean it and I will listen my best. That's exactly it, I spend so much time on screen because I never have motivation to go anywhere and I feel like online is the only way to stop this mental pain because everyone on the outside world can be so fake you don't even want to associate yourself with them. And it only makes you want to stay on more when your parents say we're "just being addicted" to it but they really fail to see the real problem. My mom said to my sis she has nothing to be depressed about like, I wish parents will just OPEN their eyes I can't think of any ways either, I'm always to scared or keep thinking if I really do want to go. And you don't want to risk surviving and then going through even more pain than you were when you attempted way more mentally any physically. It really sucks ass but, all of us together can really get through it
@piggyisatthebar7499
@piggyisatthebar7499 3 года назад
@@sushansaakya48 yeah, I’m on the same boat
@piggyisatthebar7499
@piggyisatthebar7499 3 года назад
@@tranquillrainbows9493 man, that must really suck, especially how our parents generation just don’t get us and no it’s fine, I’ll figure something out and I hope you and people who are suffering will figure something out as well
@dunnyanimations6578
@dunnyanimations6578 3 года назад
Yea... People should be more aware of what's happing outside of thier life If they don't have depression/anxiety Because they think I just want attention I have not been diagnosed but I have all the symptoms , so im pretty sure i do have it , and i have social anxiety Its just sad to see people get hate because they think that they are faking.....
@nongamergamergirl793
@nongamergamergirl793 3 года назад
*me crying my eyes out* "mom I think I have depression" "you're not depressed. you're just having a bad day" I didn't have a bad day. I tried to come forward about how I really feel. I was dismissed. My sister has started showing signs of depression like I did. mom didn't dismiss her.
@giraffespecial2030
@giraffespecial2030 3 года назад
... becuse she loved them more then you.... but I’ll always be here to listen to you go of and cry
@littlemisskiller7164
@littlemisskiller7164 3 года назад
The first time I tried telling my mom about me feeling so depressed and feeling like killing myself, she said for me to try putting oils on my skin because it will make me feel happier and not depressed.
@birdanimates4920
@birdanimates4920 2 года назад
Me too, everything’s gonna be ok. Is your sister older or younger?
@virtualmorgue
@virtualmorgue 2 года назад
@@littlemisskiller7164 Oh my God- does she really think that’ll work?
@heathwiggins8104
@heathwiggins8104 2 года назад
Don’t give up if you don’t think anybody loves you then just know that God does God will always love you no matter what
@pumpkin1271
@pumpkin1271 3 года назад
been a consistent honor student on elementary, depressed and failing on highschool in just 14 years old. been giving hints that i wanted to STOP but idk if they can't see it or they just choose to ignore it. to the point wherein you're just waiting for IT to come because yk that you're ready.
@spencernewhouse730
@spencernewhouse730 Год назад
Anyone else still watching these but so numb you just sit here in silence and stare at the screen wishing you could just let loose and cry but you can't?
@_jinx_8697
@_jinx_8697 Год назад
Yeah. Exactly
@justov1711
@justov1711 3 года назад
My anger turned into depression and now I’m scared and numb I worry everyday when my parents don’t show up the usual time I’m scared and numb
@yuyue.g
@yuyue.g 4 года назад
"you can't dance, you are so bad. Ahahahah" "you can sing, your voice makes me sick" " "you can't be with us, your face HAHAAAHA" Dear self, Im sorry.
@NepNepYT
@NepNepYT 3 года назад
“You cant dance” “you cant sing” i cant do any other those..
@sushmarawat5510
@sushmarawat5510 3 года назад
I can't do anything correct. I'm a failure. I failed my family.
@abinothayyilsanoj4182
@abinothayyilsanoj4182 3 года назад
I can't even speak FML
@jessicagambo6453
@jessicagambo6453 3 года назад
It’s it great that you don’t have to be good at those things to enjoy them and have fun. I LOVE TO dance and I have no rhythm and look like a fool and my family laughs. My husband says that my singing voice sounds like a dying cat howling..... don’t do it for them. I do it for me bc it’s fun. And like I told My niece and nephew, don’t be embarrassed about it bc the only people that will notice are the ones that arnt having any fun. And they’re jealous. Bc they wish they were happy and having fun too but they’re not so they try to stop yours. Tell them to move aside, not today funablican (fun unable- people not able to have fun)
@yuyue.g
@yuyue.g 3 года назад
@@jessicagambo6453 thank you, i love you..
@truenorthtarot8670
@truenorthtarot8670 26 дней назад
I know this was 5 years ago but if you still out there dude DONT GIVE UP. Ya I've had panic attacks I know it sic but you gotta keep goin. There is some one or something in this world that needs you.
@user-wh4jc3wc4d
@user-wh4jc3wc4d 2 года назад
I can never get used to the fact that I wake up everyday as a lazy failure with no future, but sometimes I just give in.
@aldo4130
@aldo4130 3 года назад
"I am a school joke" "you don't how is like to be worthless" 😭😭 i wish i could never relate to those words
@XxShade_FrostxX
@XxShade_FrostxX 3 года назад
I ligit am the school joke.Everyone finds my pain and suffering funny. They find it’s cool to hurt me infront of their friends
@noskope69xx84
@noskope69xx84 Год назад
@@XxShade_FrostxX the bigfoot of the class always finds it funny to anger me with nazi and soviet signs,always annoying me with that while we have classes,another former friend always loves to make fun of me,laughs at me feeling like I'm useless,and he does that for no reason,I'm close to becoming a school shooter
@XxShade_FrostxX
@XxShade_FrostxX Год назад
@@noskope69xx84 so am I. People like that can be so insolent and stupid as they don't think of the consequences of their actions.
@mischarebucan5928
@mischarebucan5928 3 года назад
“What makes you proud of yourself?” Me: “That I cried, I suffered, that I screamed into my pillow at night but I never gave up on life, I never gave up on happiness.”
@cheylohbeare2164
@cheylohbeare2164 10 месяцев назад
Please don’t give up you are worth everything ❤❤❤
@matthorsey2198
@matthorsey2198 3 года назад
"You don't know even know how its like to feel worthless" - hits different..
@Taekookmemories342
@Taekookmemories342 Год назад
I can't cry anymore,that hurts me the most
@kesremarks1485
@kesremarks1485 3 года назад
Just because im smiling and laughing doesnt mean im ok,it just means Im tired...Im tired of everything
@lake3765
@lake3765 3 года назад
Then it's time to start reaching out. If no one wants to listen shout louder. You are strong and you have a voice. I know it can be exhausting but once you are asleep you can't experience all the good things in life. And you deserve to experience them. Please stay strong and keep fighting.
@giaarmy4157
@giaarmy4157 Год назад
I am tired of my life.... Just wanna relax like a dead body never want to get up
@edwardkim6089
@edwardkim6089 4 года назад
"you don't know what it's like to be worthless" damn bro i feel like that everyday i feel you
@ghostofapoet7866
@ghostofapoet7866 2 года назад
It's amazing how loud silence is And how quite a crowd is
@mohanederibi
@mohanederibi Год назад
It's an awful feeling to feel like you don't belong and no one gets the hell what you're going through sometimes someone who listens is good enough and we wouldn't ask for more.
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