I’ve always been someone who’s rejected, abused and mocked and at this rate, it’s something I’m used. Especially being rejected for asking someone out. Never been on a date or a relationship before. Never bothered me before but over the last few years, me not having anyone has put a lotta stress on me. I get ignored and treated like dirt at work and the only time I seen to enjoy anything is drinking. Often, i just cry feeling I’m ugly and undesirable. Feeling like I don’t deserve to be here. I wish wasn’t here tbh.
I haven’t cried in 3 years and I’m 16 That’s pretty normal for people my age I’m sure But I never really know if I need to cry because I forget what it feels like I like to think I’m a happy person 🐸
Tbh whatever u just said has happened more or less w me and like right now this was very helpful audio from recovering from this thing which happened Thank you very much masha ❤
I really didn’t expect to find myself getting teary over a RU-vid video when I clicked this, but I feel shame for how intensely I love. I’ve been pushed away for it before. And I’m my current relationship I am trying to massively tone it down because I am with someone who isn’t intense at all and it feels empty and lonely.