I'm sure everyone's all heard it before and maybe I'm wrong for assuming so. But none of what's going on is any of you guy's fault. I've been there and still am here. I want you yall to know that there's someone out there still fighting on because they're clinging to the same hope that some of yall are clinging to. And that's that one day they'll find someone like you. Someone who will love them for them without judgment. But its deeper than that. We all go through our shit, and even though we probably won't understand exactly how the other person feels, they can have peace knowing that they have someone like you in there corner. I want yall to know that I'm fighting every day for yall. You guys will never understand and that's ok. But i will still always fight on with you guys in mind.
During this time i am at the lowest I’ve ever been in my life, and I don’t want it to get any worse and Ik it can. Im going to try my hardest to make my dreams and goals a reality and do something for my family and my name and my future and future extensions of me. Need to wake up and push your self hard bc nobody can make that decision besides your self.🫡
My oldest brother died at birth, my mom lost her way after that, then it was my oldest sister who committed suicide at 14. My dad never talked to me after that. My great grandma died in her sleep. My grandma on my dads side died of old age. My uncle died on the hospital bed because of a serious infection that couldn’t be cured. Family at the time was separated. My alive other brother is drinking himself to death. And my other alive sister is doing things she shouldn’t which could eventually get her killed. My mom is lost in depression. What can I say, I lost 80% of what I love and idk how to deal with this pain anymore
First things first you should tell your mother you love her and you'll always be there for her. Then try to be the best version of child that she would want you to be. The last thing that she ever would want for her child to be unhappy and have a unhappy life. At one point you can lean into some kind of addiction. The best for you would be to find a passion or a hobby that you would get addicted to, it's better to be addicted to gym rather than any kind of drug (alcohol, weed, even short from content like tik tok becouse it fuckes up your dopamine system). At the end of the day you'll be influenced by something, either it's school or your boss, your social circle or some sort of social media influencer. You should choose the best source of influence that will shape your future. Simple rolemodels for men I would suggest is for example :hamza (mental health) iman gadzhi (business) and maybe current Andrew tate becouse he says things in a way that makes controversy and some poeple might get upset about the way he says curtin things. If you're still reading this message you should also listen to some sort of artist, so you have to choose them. But by choosing their music they'll have a degree of infuelnce over you so you shouldn't listen songs that are in mainstream, that worship evil and violence. For example xxxtentacion is a good artist to listen to, the intelligence that this guy had was unexpected for his age. He discovered at 15 that he could manipulate frequency in the way that certain frequency could make you angry or sleepy. He was very smart guy and you should definitely follow his instructions that he gave out for the public. X's music helped me through some hard times and I hope for you to get better becouse it always does. Love your mother, show her the best version of yourself, she'll be proud. And remember to cut of all the bad sources of influence around you. You are the average of 5 people you spend the most time with. Don't spent time with people that would not support you when hard times would arrive. And last thing I want to say for you is to search for God becouse he is real. Live might be tough but you know, at the end of the day harsh events shape our character. And if you have suicidal thoughts, thing about all the people that love you. Even if they're not in this world now they don't want you to hurt yourself. They want you to have a happy life where you accomplish every goal you've set. Just think about the future, it gets better trust me 🌠
This song is likely Xs best song he's ever made because it is him singing but it comes off as someone venting to you about their emotions. I will kill to be in the studio when X made this song I just want to know the vibes he was in.
I'm lost without you... I need you.. you made me smile you made me laugh you made me happy to be alive.. you completed me and I didn't realize it till I was broken
a fact, if they say they wouldnt hurt you, oh yes they would. my soulmate dropped me for a girl, and this beat keeps me alive and lets me forget my uhm yk thoughts.
Makes me cry because of the music and of the show. Not even just because of the ending of ditf, its because it was my first anime and it was when times were different...
@@6rh2qUxf I'm js saying I have nothing against him when I saw the lyrics I was like woah. Ofc I support him and he doesn't deserve what happened may he rest well but look at the lyrics I'm ja saying
