고딩때 교보문구에서 책 고르고 있었는데 내가 원하는 책이 두꺼운데 맨 위에 있고 직원분도 없으셔서 비참한 마음이지만 승부욕 생겨서 5번만 해보고 못하면 직원분을 찾자는 마음으로 짧은 다리로 열심히 용써보고 있었음.. 갑자기 누가 내 뒤에서 내가 잡으려던 책을 꺼내서 보니까 군복 입으신 군인분이었음. 바로 내 뒤에 서있어서 당황했는데 눈매가 엄청 날카롭고 차갑게 생겼는데 잘생겨서 넘 내 스타일을 넘어 만인의 상… 그 분은 학생인데 짧은 다리로 용쓰는게 멀리서 봐도 꼴이 안타까워서 도와주신 거겠지만… 나는 도서관 책냄새, 이 소설 같은 상황, 내 이상형..이 삼박자가 너무 완벽해서 그 상황이 멈춘 너낌이었음
This weirdo, supposed god is one of the few who psych meds don't help at ALL... Seeing as general advice is to take psych medication. ADHD is my biggest concern.
“No…” *He shook his head. His eyes glimmered and his brows furrowed together.* “You’re lying..-“ *His tongue glazed his lips before speaking.* “I know you-“ *His lashes fluttered his lips quivered trying to find the words.* “Marcella…” *He muttered as he gazed upwards towards me. My eyes narrowed as I leaned back deeper into my throne. One leg crossed over the other.* “You out of all people should know. I never lie.” *I hummed before giving a small smirk. I watched his widened eyes narrow even all beaten up he was-he still had the audacity to glare at me.* “Why?-Marcella!…You betrayed *us* betrayed *Me!*” *He yelled out only to wince a bit. I mean I guess it did hurt a lot to be stabbed in the side and survive it. I watched him with a bored expression.* “Your….a *monster…*” *He snarled whilst choking on a bit of blood. I sat up.* *“What.”* *He slowly glanced up at me. I flinched softly to see him wearing such a face. His eyes dark with a deepening scowl. His gingered hair covered half of his freckled face.* “Your exactly how they describe you, You take what you want-then when your done you leave creating chaos where you go! We gave you a home!” *His anger intensified. He rose a bit from his knees only to be shoved down harshly by my guards. He cursed under his breath then returned his eyes back to mine.* “Selfish?….Me?-Selfish?!” *My lips curved into a lopsided grin as I watched his jaw clench.* “It still surprises me how you could still be so self centered.” *My lashes fluttered as my hands tightened into fist.* “You are mistaken.” *I sat up my voice low.* “From the very beginning I’ve only chosen *you.* I have *always* choose you.” *I paused getting up from my chair. My breath heavy.* “I’m. *still.* Choosing. **YOU!** You think I wanted it to end like **this?!** that I would want to have *everything* and *everyone* I have cared about be slaughtered by” *I choked. My eyes stung and my throat felt like it was tightening around itself. I took a breath in-The smell of metallic and smoke filled my lungs.* “Me…” *My voice quivered as I opened them. He hated me. It was written all over his face. Good. It should be this way…it *needs* to be this way. I blinked hoping my tears would wash away.* “This is our final goodbye.” *I cleared my throat then stood straight.* “Goodbye?-No. This isn’t the end for **you.**” *He hissed back, his nostrils flared and his jaw tightened. I raised my hand with a quiver motion my guards carried him out. The doors closed behind him as he yelled out telling me all the things he would do to me. I turned slowly walking to my throne sitting back down.* “I’ll be waiting….” *I crossed one leg over the other.* *”Leo..”*
bruh this sounds cheesy as hell but a few guys said they liked me in my life but i never dated anyone. a few months ago i really liked my friend and i still do (he also likes me back) but i feel so empty, and bored with him. we dont even joke around or talk that much and its not his fault he’s quiet. recently i started liking my other friend.. here’s the goofy part bruh. i cant imagine not being with him i sound so stupid 💀💀i just like that guy so i’ve been trying to yknow flirt but i think i’d die if i cant be with him
