This song has been banned from my playlist for so long, because it is always reminded me of how I used to feel like my life was worthless, that I did not want to live long that I just wanted to disappear. It was a few years ago, the lowest point, I hit the rockbottom. Thinking about time that has passed, it was a very slow process, but somehow I made it to this point. Today, I heard this song again, it felt less painful than it was before.
This song hits hard when u can relate with each and every line of the song I just feel that i am listening someone telling me about myself 😢 And i know that so many of us can relate to this So let's live longer and hope that someday it will be less painful ❤
My close friend left me because of several mistakes that I did, and I ve already apologize but she still talks bad about me to others, she manipulated me, she gave me harsh words. But I still wanna befriend with her cuz I dont have any best friend to spend time together with. The way she treat me now is still hurtful but I just ignore it cuz I want a close friend😭But I never forgive her what she did to me. I never have a best friend since high school, but now I got a toxic friend. I hope one day I have a husband which can be my best friend until our hair grey together❤🩹
This song is the most relatable song i've ever listened in my whole life. Even if you are not teenagers, but adults, you definitely can relate to this relate. To anyone out there who's struggling with self-hating, low self-esteem. I really wanna give a big hugs to all of you guys. Because that is something that i actually wanted someone else to do.
It's so hard when life has been so unkind for a while. I'm still in that dark phase. I hope I will see the light soon. Sometimes, it's not happiness I need. It's the less of suffering.
To those in depression, just breathe. 7 seconds in, 8 seconds out. Repeat that for a good few cycles. It sucks being here, but it's a whole another universe just the fact you exist... 😕
Every day I go to bed with the thoughts of not waking up next morning still I do… sometimes I wish I was a bit more brave maybe then I would be able to end it all… they said “ living is hard” but I will say dying is harder when you really wants to live”
If anyone ask me , if your life was a movie what song would play in the end or what song is described you ? I proudly tell them this "TO MY YOUTH" by Bol4 song describe me very well . 💚🙌🏻
When someone broke everything from u, your heart, faith, hope and peace. I forgot how to feel happiness eversince that day. Be good to everyone cuz u may damage their whole future life.
When I heard this song many years ago, it had yet been translated but I did understood the meaning somehow. It made me cry and cried even more when the lyrics were translated. They were able to resonate the emotions through the language barrier
I listened to this a few years ago and I could relate really well. I would listen to this song with the English translation non-stop while crying and I would still remember those days. But a lot can change with due time, with one year, little did I know, I was healing. To you who is reading this, you might be in a dark moment and situation in life right now, but it doesn’t have to stay that way. You will eventually get out of it because if I did, then so can you. I love you <3
English Translation: [Verse 1] At some point, I used to wish I would disappear from this world The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night Will I feel better if I just disappeared? I was so afraid of everyone's eyes on me [Pre-Chorus] During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain I hated myself for not being able to receive love My mom and my dad, they're only looking at me It’s not how I really feel but I keep getting farther away [Refrain] What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? [Verse 2] The saying time is medicine was really true for me As the days went by, I really got better But sometimes, when I'm too happy I'm afraid I'll be in pain again I'm afraid that someone will take away this happiness [Pre-Chorus] Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn't go away My friends, all these people, they're only looking at me This isn't how I really am but I keep getting farther away [Chorus] But still, maybe I can be A bright light in this world Maybe after all of that pain I can shortly shine a light So I couldn't give up I couldn't fall asleep peacefully for a single night Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this I will find myself [Post-Chorus] Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah [Outro] How painful must it have been? How painful must it have been? How high must my hopes have been? Source: Genius
It's sad like it was connecting to all age groups ,felt like life keep hitting at every point and we are out of breath at every single second ,right after the moment you thought it's all done...deep down some people living just for their purpose to change and to be there for someone...
