As some one who can relate to this 100% and whose struggling currently the laughing from the host really grates on me. Feeling guilty because of the place my heads at just adds to the cycle.
I lost my fiancé to an overdose not long before Chester died. I understand some of what you are going through. He was sexually abused as a child for many years and I witnessed first hand his deep hurt and pain. He also struggled with alcohol as a way of coping. I on the other hand have struggled with depression most of my life and have endured a lot of trauma and abuse in my life. It makes me very sad when I hear Chester’s story, but unfortunately I understand it all to well. I still struggle with depression and just getting through the day is so hard sometimes. I wish I would have known Chester, he sounds like an amazing person. I will say though from personal experience, after only two months after Chris died, Chester was very much still in a great deal of pain. My therapist told me it takes 3 to 5 years to process the grief from a loved one. I am not placing blame on anyone but with his past history of depression and suicide attempts he was at very high risk and Chris’ death was most likely the tipping point for Chester. Unfortunately people like Chester become very good at hiding the pain. It makes perfect sense to me that he would have taken his life on Chris Cornell’s birthday. The pain of losing his best friend was just too much to bear. I’m very sorry for your loss Talinda and I hope you and your family are doing well. RIP Chester. Love you and miss you man.
It's absolutely heartbreaking... he didn't deserve this kind of pain... he was such a sweetheart... RIP Chester. It hasn't stopped hurting, even after 7 years.
September 2024 we lost an absolute treasure when Chester left us. He truly was an amazing man, with a gentle soul. He fought his inner demons hard for years💔💔💔RIP Chester you are so very missed❤️🥰💔
I honestly think the one important aspect of all suffering depression: is all the people in their families and in their circle of friends is that nobody understands how it is and many times day and do things that can make a depressed person spiral in their negative thoughts. Please never ever dismiss a depressed person! Waking up and trying to function takes every bit of strength and energy we have. Please show compassion, empathy, understanding, love and make us feel loved and as if we belong. Depression is horrible. Everyday death crosses our minds ( usually multiple times in a day) Please understand how fragile depressed people are no matter how big we smile, how loud we laugh and how hard we try to act normal like all is fine. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰 to all those who are in the struggle & battles with depression. Keep fighting, don’t give up, you are loved, valuable & important🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰 I love and miss you Chester Charles Bennington: you were Amazing and have so many that still love you and miss you. You helped so many people. RIP my friend, fly high and keep singing with your amazing voice🕊️🕊️🕊️❤️❤️❤️💔💔💔2024 and I still miss you like it was yesterday🥺😢😭
I honestly think the one important aspect of all suffering depression: is all the people in their families and in their circle of friends is that nobody understands how it is and many times say and do things that can make a depressed person spiral in their negative thoughts. Please never ever dismiss a depressed person! Waking up and trying to function takes every bit of strength and energy we have. Please show compassion, empathy, understanding, love and make us feel loved and as if we belong. Depression is horrible. Everyday death crosses our minds ( usually multiple times in a day) Please understand how fragile depressed people are no matter how big we smile, how loud we laugh and how hard we try to act normal like all is fine. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰 to all those who are in the struggle & battles with depression. Keep fighting, don’t give up, you are loved, valuable & important🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰
Chester explained depression, better than anyone has ever explained it. You really don’t know what depression is or what it feels like until you KNOW what it is and KNOW what it feels like. I’ve battled now for 7 yrs, everything Chester said is spot on. It’s horrible, it’s even worse when nobody in your family or friends circle understands it. Some of the things they say or do,makes the inner thoughts much worse. I miss Chester , he truly was an amazing man. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰 to all my fellow depression sufferers, please keep fighting, please reach out: YOU HAVE A PURPOSE, YOU ARE IMPORTANT! DON’T GIVE UP❤❤❤
She said she didn't believe he committed suicide in another video, but in this one she wants to say he wasn't the face of depression and cries at the end, gives me the vibe that someone told her to stop talking, but she knows.
Многое из того, что Честер говорил о том, что у него творится в голове, мне знакомо. Я карабкаюсь сквозь эти сумеречные состояния, иногда бывает совсем тяжело, когда сознание уходит в какой-то мрак и я не вижу света, самое страшное, что в такие моменты мне все равно бывает на семью. Я устаю бороться и хочу уйти. Потом снова беру себя в руки, собираюсь с силами и живу. Мне кажется, самое лучшее это быть постоянно занятым чем-то, чтобы не было времени на то, чтобы мариноваться в собственных мыслях.
Эй… я тебя понимаю…. Жизнь сложная хрень и вечно подкидывает нам какое то дерьмо…. Но знаешь, я решила что никто и ничто не сможет лишить меня борьбы с этим всем говном! Давай побеждать?) давай надерем задницу этой чертовой штуке под названием жизнь😏 береги себя!!!!!♥️ ты не одинок в этом мире!
Thank you chester for explaining the signs of depressions. You helped so Manny peoples to understand how it really feels. He was unique one of a kind 😢chester you are forever in our hearts 🤍✨️
I'm sure he never knew that 7 years on it still hurts just the same , it's so tragic he didn't see his own value . I wish him and his family eternal peace . In my thoughts always never forgotten .
