Ive worked so hard in my life to get to where i am and im still so far from where i want to be. Ive been figuring out how to buy food and pay rent since i was 13. Turning 20 in a month and it just doesnt end, the companies dont care, youre nothing more then a number in a system carved out by the rich and powerful. The only reason i havent left yet is i cant make the people in my life carry that burden. I refuse to hurt the ones i care about most like that. Yet everyday feels a little bit heavier, i wonder how long i can keep myself up like this
I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to be better because, being a doomer, I destroy myself in a second. If I want to live and do something else, you know you have to change your mind and check your behavior.
Don't remember ever putting this in my "watch later" but i guess i did, randomly popped up on the YT homepage. I lost the woman I love recently - it wasn't her fault, she had an accident. I know she was laid to rest in a beautiful way at least. I miss her a lot, but man Life has certainly lost it's purpose for me.
When I first heard this, I had to stop it right away and got real sad. I thought the frequenzes would drive me to kill myself. Was a dark time in my life. Now im able to listen to it but still think this type of vibes are nothing to play with.
I doordash to this while contemplating my existence. I just wish I knew how it never began when I was in high school. At 37, I'm far too late due to the blue pill overdoses. Unplugged from blue pill at 34...what a joke, man.
In 2018 me and my friend went on nightwalks together, we jokingly called ourselves doomers and talked about the troubles in life. He went on to get hired at his dream job and get a girlfriend while im stuck at the dead end job and never had a relationship. I am truly happy for him, but i barely see him anymore. Its like he left me behind in the hole. Perhaps i am to sacrifice myself so he can be happy, either way i still miss the talks we used to have walking around at 2 am
"Often, we find ourselves fixated on the shadows of negativity, forgetting that the future holds the promise of brighter days. Shift your gaze to the positives, and you will discover that even in the darkest times, there is always a glimmer of light." - Para
@@fedo18 I’m not sitting. I’m working 2 jobs, I’m in school full time, and I have a 4 year old child. But I still feel lost. I don’t feel like that’s uncommon
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I'll tell you what: Life is a temporary state. There is nothing to do. There is no direction you should go. Just abide. Forever.
Life has a way of throwing us into unexpected roles, sometimes casting us as doomers when we least expect it. Yet, even in this heavy place, there's a strange comfort in knowing we're not alone in our struggles. The world might seem dark now, but it's in these moments that we can find a deeper understanding of ourselves and perhaps, one day, a glimmer of hope. Just know you're not alone, and that there is light to be had. We all have our Doomer phases, don't let it corrupt to and keep moving towards a future you want.
@ParaMoto910 yep. Get a skill and build on that. Gonna suffer in life, might as well moneymaxxx. It's better to cope with bank notes than to cope with being broke is my motto.
what upsets me most is that i want nothing in life. i want nothing. i dont have desires, nor dreams. no one but my thoughts. and thats why i hope i dont have a long life afterall. please.
heeyy, came back here after a year, this video is kinda special now, its where I've met "doomer music" as a genre. I made a Spotify playlist with only Shadow & A dream of You , and now it counts 43 songs and still growing with every song being carefully selected and I listened to every song over 100 times. its such a random thing, but thank you @MusicalCopium, you introduced me to quite the journey
I was introduced to this kind of stuff in October of 2021 by my friend and I have loved it ever since, sometimes they help me cry but hey, its healthy to cry sometimes right?
