Welcome to my RU-vid channel! I'm medically retired after working 32 years in the corporate world. I'm a cancer survivor and a survivor of childhood abuse as well. I have struggled with CPTSD, anxiety and depression for 30 years. I guess you could say I'm not a doctor, but life's experience has qualified me to teach on coping skills and techniques that have worked for me over the years. I love the Lord and believe he loves me. I live with side effects from the cancer surgeries and treatments I received. This includes fatigue, chronic pain. I'm grateful to be alive I'm a lifetime movie walking. I love health and beauty and absolutely love to do makeup! I'm not a professional, but know my way around the beauty world. I'm obviously a mature skin woman so not only do I love makeup I focus on makeup over 40-50. I not only bring my skills in makeup, but my life experiences. Real life issues. Let's play with makeup and talk. My channel is a safe place and I come from a place of love!!❤
So, I can totally relate to what you are saying. While in my grade school years, I received a lot of attention/affirmation from my peers, I did not receive that from my Mother. On the contrary, she would often compare me to others my age and point out my inadequacies. That has affected my confidence to this day! However, because I was so aware of the devastating effects of this type of parenting, it made me ultra determined to not repeat the pattern. My 3 amazing kids, now 34, 29 and 27 grew up believing that they were exceptional, valued, attractive, wonderful people who were capable of achieving anything they set their minds to! And, I’m thrilled to report that each one has done so! While I would never steal their thunder by recognizing my part in their success, I do credit my Mother for having taught me who I did not want to be as a parent. That sounds harsh but it is actually how I have come to a point of forgiveness and peace with that relationship.
That's great! As far as not being bullied or made to feel not as pretty as other girls. My father was very abusive for many years sadly. It caused me so many issues relationship wise. I seem to have picked boys/men like him. I recently divorced my husband who was also abusive mentally, spiritually, financially and some physical. He's a minister imagine that. We're Christians and even though I was abused by my father and other relationships my ex husband seemed to bring out the worst in me. But I got away!🙏still believing God has something great planned for me. I have 4 children 39,37,34 and 28. I was the opposite of my father to a fault. I encountered, nurtured, loved but not so much discipline. I knew getting hit didn't teach me anything. I didn't know so much what love was but I knew what it wasn't. I grew up with brothers I was a bit of a tomboy. Didn't feel pretty, but as I got older I was getting compliments of how beautiful I was and because of all the abuse it took a long time to feel pretty and believe it 🙌🙏❤️thank you for commenting I appreciate it! I'm also a 10 year cancer survivor praise God! It's been quite the journey. I have a tiktok I have fun with evolutiondez2.0 as well 😇 Have a blessed weekend!
@@evolutiondez2.092 you are very welcome you will see him again have faith ,i lost my husband on 27th april 20 23 he was81 jesus is almost here,have you watched randy kay and all guests he is a good man of god much love jennifer xx
Excuse me? He was my best friend and brother. It was his anniversary. Not sure what you're talking about you sound a little confused 🤔 clearly you don't know how social media works. Making a tragic decision??? Proper English would be a good starting point for you 👍🏼 Praying for you I'm sorry you're struggling!🙌
Hi Sis! I just wanted to tell you that I’m praying for you & the results of your recent scans.. idk but God knows we are def related through His blood 🩸 I also had an abdominal & pelvis ct scam last week and been having severe stomach issues. Liver/gallbladder bile ducts idk but I’m thinking the LORD for His healing for you & for myself. I really miss you. I’m sad that I’ve never gotten to come to your beauty room. I will always love you Desi. I wish you’d send me a msg. Take care ! 🥰 xoxo luv u!🌷🩷💜
No women are not catty. There are certain personnel he said people who are bullies. Women tend to be more probably emotionally abusive than violent.guys tend to be more physically abusive.
Let a fool do foolish things Sally she wants to call a lady that her gentleman friend is stepping out on her with then she going to need to get her Journal, and enter 8 each time she got to call not the same woman but a different one and what day and what time and see how many journals you going to fill up and see who's the fault here is it the girls or is it your guy they don't go and just drive there poom-poom on him he go and takes his zoom zoom to the Pom-Pom and he tell them I want a Zooma zoom zoom in your poom poom and then they were like sure I got one way there's nobody using it right now right? LOL smilie face let me drop the mic right there you know what I'm saying but honey you are growing out of so many journals you can have a 2000 page journal and you beat them filled up that page back in front of watching how your man go and sleep with all these different people and if you got a sec to Dish and he's sleeping with both of man and women in the man he seen where you going to call him to Jazz cuz your man cheating ain't always what you think it is you got some men out here there's dressing up like women that look better than women let's not forget that. Yeah I know the rabbit hole goes deep affirmation point alright thank you for sharing the video have a great day and continue to be great:-)!
lol women have the power of choosing who they want to sleep with, men sleep with who they can. Versus, men have the power of marrying who they want, females marry who they can
