Oh Ruben, I'm crying along with you at the heartbreaking decision that you had to make. I have had to make the same decision for several of my pets at times when there was no longer an option, and it never gets any easier. Although this must have been a very difficult video for you to make, I am so glad that you did and shared it with us, because it shows the side of you that is the farmer, and not just the young man who shares his life with warthogs, meerkats and the beautiful Miss Cindy. I hope the calf is ok without it's Mum...I would love to know how it goes.