I do not debate if it’s adding I’ve been addicted to alchemy, the feeling pot gave me and even started getting addicted to coke. Porn addiction has been the worst addiction in my life by far. I’m still battling to this day. I’ve lost friends family and brothers. Idk who I am anymore but I know this isn’t right and I’m gonna try and get better. That’s all we can do
Linus Pauling was the first dude i know of to teach that vitamin c was a cure for opiate withdrawal he also showed that people loaded with vitamin c didn't get high if body was loaded with vitamin c kinda like the rats you speak of. All this well before 2000
I’ve been dealing with this addiction since 5th grade and I’m about to be 21 years old and it led be me wanting to act on this and got involved with sex workers for a year this is a real problem
I lost my girlfriend cause i got so addicted, i started flirting with other girls and not giving her enough affection. I lost the love of my life and was the first love of my life, still 5 months from breakup and im crushed and tryin to quit this addiction. Wish i couldve made it work for us. 💔💔 30 years old and heartbroken
I did this and it really helped. It disrupted many of the predictable symptoms for at least 3 days making them mild to moderate. It wasn't a cakewalk but compared to past attempts it made all the difference between success and failure after 24 years. Free at last.
Methadone saved my life but I can’t live at this weight. I’m so embarrassed. I hardly eat and it doesn’t matter! Clinic doctor basically told me it was my diet and because I’m getting older! That’s very rude to tell someone. I swear these clinic doctors must have to sign some kind of form that prevents them from blaming anything on methadone! I honestly don’t care what I have to do to get this weight off. As soon as I’m done with the clinic I’m going to go to a weight loss doctor and finally, hopefully start to feel better about myself! I had an ED for most of my teens and 20’s and this weight gain is very triggering! I literally have to force myself to eat at least one meal a day 😢
Idk if im addicted i used to watch it very casually like 40 min in a span of a week. But every time at the end i feel like garbage of a human being and i have notice i see women as an object rather than people and it was making me lazy/unmotivated .So I am deciding to quit even tho it’s normal thing to do at times. but at age 24 I just feel like I need to be better cause I’m not a teen anymore 🤷🏼
I wish there was a way that I could find out the product names so that I could buy them or figure out where to get them I have a brain injury so I can't research too well I really like video thank you very much
Oh FML!! I'm one of those people who can take massive amounts of Opiates & other things & am barely phased except for the energy. I went to detox in January '24 but went back to Opiates in March '24 because I was miserable, I was just laying in bed couldn't sleep, absolutely miserable. Started taking Opiates because I have short bowel from 5 bowel recetions & my pain management Dr JOSEPH ALSHON cut me off because I couldn't afford nerve blocks (which didn't work years ago anyway) out of pocket so f my pain & constant runs to the bathroom. All this when I was put on Percocet at 15 (in 2000!) when diagnosed with Crohn's, that became oxycodone, morphine, Dilaudid, Fentanyl, (Oxycontin for 15+ years) you name it if it's an Opiate/Opioid I've been on it. I don't know WTF to do anymore. I know some people need pain meds & can take them responsibly, in detox everyone was asking why I was there as I've never ODed or lost everything & had legit pain, even to the point they wouldn't take me without being in the hospital for 10 days & at a time my Crohn's was not bad at all, yet they took me after & when my stomach acted up put me in the ER who pumped me full of Dilaudid & sent me back to detox! WTF?! I'm in withdrawal now miserable & truly don't know what to do I don't like having to take something not to feel like this but I don't like living in the bathroom & they have me on Imodium & Lomotil (low dose Demoral) that barely does anything. I have to take massive doses 4 Imodium & 4 Lomotil & even then I'm still in the bathroom I don't trust myself & won't do much without a stronger Opiate. I've been in the hospital & told by the gastro NP I need Opium Tincture, that it's MADE FOR ME but the fn Drs won't write it! They've gone from writing 60 perc 10s for a pulled tooth to go fuck yourself & it's ruining lives. Maybe I'm wrong but I think I'm better off on them especially with the thoughts I'm having because I'm not having a life without them I'm just existing & I'm fucking exhausted! If you have a idea I'll gladly take it & Thank you! I went to Heroin because I figured it's the closest to Opium I can get & fuck me it's worked GREAT! I've done more in 2 months than 2 years! But the cost, legality, ability to get it is something I can see becoming a problem... I really don't know but I'd rather live a shorter better life than live to 100 in misery & with an ostomy bag! (IF YOU HAVE ONE YOU HAVE MY RESPECT AND ADMIRATION BUT IT'S NOT FOR ME) Been there done that for 6 weeks & no way I'd rather die than have one the rest of my life, it was the worst experience & I've never been so humiliated in my life than with that thing all it did was leak & burst F that. Like I said maybe I'm not handling this right but if anyone has any ideas or a Dr who will just write me what I need so I can get my life back, whatever I have to do or take I'll do it because even the state of Florida is fn with me they've limited me to one pharmacy (with my insurance, of course if I pay who cares! What a freaking joke) because they allow pharmacists to decide wether to fill a medication written by my Dr so I've gone from one place to another trying to fill the same exact Rx NOT DOCTOR SHOPPING AT ALL in fact I'd love nothing more than to have a pharmacist who wouldn't judge me & just do their God damn job but because of Perdue pharma now every pharmacist thinks they're a Dr & can decide what I need despite what the Dr who actually knows me (& I was with my gastro 11 years, he retired. My pain management almost 18, he changed practice & won't see me without nerve blocks he knows don't work ALL because he's trying to cover his ass!) now I truly understand why people end it! I don't want to but FML HELP! Ty! 🙏
BTW I've been on Banatrol & other AD meds but I'm still in the bathroom! I was just in the bathroom even more without Opiates. I can deal with this day to day pain most of the time but I can't deal with being in the bathroom hours a day. FYI Parents/loved ones tough love isn't for everyone!! My nutso mom thinks that's the key & it's done nothing but hurt me! I was finally clean & I just needed to be around good people & do anything to keep my mind off my stomach but she avoided me & bam I went back ITS NOT HER FAULT BUT IT CERTAINLY DIDN'T HELP & I TRULY WANTED TO STAY SOBER EVEN IF JUST FOR HER but I was given the cold shoulder f yourself approach & it only made me say screw it why should I be miserable if no one gives a crap! Hope this saves another person trying to get clean the agony & if I'm lucky someone who knows SUSAN SHARP will knock some sense into her... She'll never watch this video she's a narcissist & thinks she knows everything the best but I can hope. ✌️
I understand. I keep having more doctors trying to remove what is left of my body. Notice when your hospitalized they want to keep you as pain free as possible. The pain one can experience can be life threatening. What does one do?
@@mombasham suffer... I was in the hospital the other day in excruciating pain. The resident wanted to admit me but the attending said "discharge him" what a joke this healthcare system is becoming!
Hope you guys are stable now🙏 I have a husband in another room trying to go through it on his own. Didn’t want to use help from the clinic, and now he has no methadone nor heroin. He is literally in agony, screaming he wants to die and that he can not make it. What do you suggest I can do at this point? There are no substitutes in the pharmacy I can buy to ease the symptoms? And honestly he doesn't have the mood to hear my voice, so it is even harder to ask him if he needs anything.. Any advice please😟
Do you have a good faith system or if not ask Jesus to help your husband pray... I mean pray with all you heart and let husband know your praying mite give him some 🕊️ peace....It's a hard fight but the Lord will get us through the darkest times....even still just ask a family member or Pastor pray over him as well...cook foods he like have some sweet tea and water/Gatorade also soups bc his stomach mite be jacked up
The most educational content I've ever seen. Good job on your journey. I had a similar route, but decided to go on suboxone for 5 years, I quitted 2 years ago and I'm still living with PAWS. Anhedonia mostly and intolerence to cold, always shivering, always some sort of vasoconstriction, life is getting hard sometimes. I sleep so much its unreal. But hey, I got through it.
When I went off of opiates, it was because of the horrendous medical abuse I was being subject to. That and the plethora of drugs and deadly combinations I had been prescribed. I used kratom, that requires no doctors, or insurance at all. Putting my care back in my capable hands, and Gods care. All I ever needed. Gabapentin is now another controlled substance no one can come off of without great suffering. Kratom is in the coffee family, and from nature. It works better for my pain than opiates, too. I've used it for almost eight years at 10 grams per day. You can become dependent, so if not using for pain, it's best to detox and be done. Though if used properly the withdrawal should be similar to coffee. There are people that abuse it. So never use the gas station or any altered form of kratom, as those are made dangerous to discredit the leaves, as they come from nature, so Big Pharma doesn't like it, as Mother gives freely, and they can't patent it. I could not tolerate Gabapentin, so I am forever grateful to be free from that awful Big Pharma run, medical industrial complex. There is absolutely no care there.
Yeah there was one time - when both my perscriptions ran out on the same day - that i was withdrawing from opiates & gabapentin at the same time...that was pure heIl...avoid that at all costs.
Yeah Gabapentin can 𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 opiate withdrawal...but I think there's things that work better like kratom and a newer kratom based product - hydroxie - almost completely elimates withdrawal (for me). Plus, gabapentin can cause diarrhea and you're already very prone to diarrhea during withdrawal as it is, so expect an increase in that if you use gabapentin for withdrawal. Try not to use it too long either because gabapentin withdrawal can be heIl as well.
My brother my brother u must understnad herion and pills are one type of addiction Fentanyl And the new Nistazene Well thats a whole other beast ive seen 3 people die from withdraw on Fent.. a healthy 26 y.o man.
