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Toxic Tears
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Kaya Lili - Just an odd girl living in Belfast, Northern Ireland. My channel has a little bit of everything - Beauty & Fashion, Vlogs & Lifestyle, Tutorials & DIY and more.

Business Enquiries: x.toxictears@hotmail.co.uk
Not a good update
29:21
2 месяца назад
ANSWERING YOUR QUESTIONS! | Toxic Tears
18:02
3 месяца назад
I need to leave
24:39
3 месяца назад
WHAT'S IN MY BAGS? | Toxic Tears
18:49
3 месяца назад
WHAT HAPPENED IN LONDON... | Toxic Tears
41:35
5 месяцев назад
Everything has been going wrong
33:52
7 месяцев назад
FORCING A GLOW UP WHILE BURNT OUT | Toxic Tears
20:45
8 месяцев назад
Answering Your ANONYMOUS Questions! | Toxic Tears
25:36
10 месяцев назад
I HATE MY BRAIN
19:35
Год назад
I was spiked
30:20
Год назад
Комментарии
@user-xs5vt1gd7s
@user-xs5vt1gd7s 39 минут назад
I did have to resub but it’s bc I lost my old acct but I’m so happy I refound you
@sookie.D.official
@sookie.D.official 55 минут назад
you are free from all the stress he caused now,focus on yourself an try to do better for yourself i myself struggle with depression an stuff like that don't worry you are such a sweet person one day you'll find someone who genuinely cares about you......sending much love an prayers your way 😘😘😘😘
@necromorti
@necromorti Час назад
When you need to live life - you live your life. There is no rush, there is no hush in explaining yourself. Just stay safe, take care of yourself and love yourself. People who know what life may be like - can patiently wait.
@cadavher
@cadavher 5 часов назад
They keep unsubbing me from loads of channels! For months now, maybe even over a year. Ill get a video in my feed and the sub button will be there even though I know I never unsubbed. Some channels it will do it multiple times. They really need to fix it.
@janemcnaughten7275
@janemcnaughten7275 6 часов назад
Oh Kaya. Just breathe sweetheart. We are always at the mercy of our landlords. I hate renting. It is like walking on a tight rope. Sending you good energy & aroha. Jane in New Zealand 🇬🇧🇳🇿
@Crysania1891
@Crysania1891 10 часов назад
Yay Kaya video!~🖤
@talon_craft4734
@talon_craft4734 12 часов назад
I don't know what camera you have that eats batteries, but check if it has GPS and wifi. If it does, make sure they're turned off. GPS & wifi burn through batteries.
@talon_craft4734
@talon_craft4734 12 часов назад
Engagement 🎉
@spookygeek9459
@spookygeek9459 13 часов назад
😊🧛🏻‍♂️🧛🏻‍♂️
@Max-fd9im
@Max-fd9im 14 часов назад
I wasnt unsubscribed but my notifications were turned off.
@dixierodriguez3149
@dixierodriguez3149 15 часов назад
I missed you
@bunniaster
@bunniaster 17 часов назад
hey! if you want (somewhat) easier videos to film you could do things like a shoe tour or bag tour!! its less energy than a whole closet tour!! also if you do spooky boxes do them as individual videos, its the same effort but you get that little bit more content since you want a bit more consistency for your channel!! also ive always loved your outfit/makeup vids if those are easy for you!!
@safira158
@safira158 19 часов назад
I know "glowup from goth to traditional" was trending here on youtube. You could do that. Or turn it on its head! Trad girl tuned goth
@davidfromengland7103
@davidfromengland7103 20 часов назад
I'd rather be dead than be a goth
@queenvictoria4237
@queenvictoria4237 21 час назад
Love your channel
@theheavymetaljournal
@theheavymetaljournal 22 часа назад
I've just subscribed again. I've been subscribed to you for years and only just realised I was unsubscribed when I saw this pop up on my feed! I didn't do that! 😫
@izamartian90
@izamartian90 22 часа назад
Video idea? ❤: Glow ups with different types of goth style makeup (Victorian, Industrial, bubble gum goth, vampire goth, fairy goth).
@littleflowers7678
@littleflowers7678 23 часа назад
My old landlord threatened to sue me and my ex roommate for "moving out early" when my roommate literally moved out the day the lease ended. He tried to switch up and say that the lease ended the 1st of August, so he tried to make us pay another month (which would have been illegal, we signed a 12 month lease, not 13 😂) and I literally pulled up my copy of the lease which clearly stated that it finished July 31st and he shut up real quick 😂 He was also a real prick who was verbally abusive and would bang on the floor loudly at 11pm. Blocked his number and haven't heard a peep about his imaginary lawsuit since 😂
@littleflowers7678
@littleflowers7678 22 часа назад
Also ily and thankfully youtube hasn't unsubscribed me from you ❤
@jessicaharrison4719
@jessicaharrison4719 23 часа назад
I love these chit chatty GRWM videos. They are probably my favorite that you do. But glow up content I really enjoy usually focuses on the internal mental health work and the unglamorous side of things such as exercise, therapy, finding things that bring you joy and prioritising those things, making healthy meals, etc.
@dust-7software
@dust-7software 23 часа назад
Video suggestion ~ maybe some makeup videos where friends do their makeup on you and vice versa?
@jessicaharrison4719
@jessicaharrison4719 23 часа назад
I know that sensitivity to temperature can be a neurodivergent thing, but it also can be an indication of a thyroid problem. If you are concerned about the temperature thing, and also have issues with skin hair and/or nails, or your metabolism seems to have changed suddenly, it may make sense to get it checked out.
@mighty_mouse_marines_mc
@mighty_mouse_marines_mc День назад
pretty hair!
@ravenautry4958
@ravenautry4958 День назад
I know this happened a while ago but I wanted to come back and rewatch it. I hope I'm not opening up any wounds. I also struggle with executive dysfunction. It is literally paralyzing. What breaks my heart is just how terrible he was and is. To have been with someone for a decade and not even take the time to research what you are going through and just screaming and breaking things shows just how little he cares. He, in my humble opinion, is a narcissist. Only cares about himself. No one or nothing else matters unless it pertains to him. Lack of empathy. Lack of accountability. Lack of remorse. The huge ego and always boasting about himself as if he did everything on his own. Jake saying you didnt contribute to getting his channel off the ground is so manipulative in the sense that he is expecting you to react a certain way to try and play himself a victim is called reactive abuse. He said that just to take a dig at you. To hurt you. You responded to that perfectly. I could just see him stomping his feet and probably punching holes in the walls when you didn't respond how he hoped you would. His video only outed his true colors and nothing more. What a chump😂 I was married to a narcissist and his mother is one too, I believe. The horrors I went through I wouldn't even wish on them. It has taken me years to begin to heal from it all and I am still healing. I just want you to know just how proud I am of you for standing up for yourself and against your abuser. I pray I get to that point eventually. You are such a strong, smart, beautiful, kind woman and never let anyone make you feel any less. I am still learning my worth and one day I will get there. I know all of this was hard but just know, you are helping so many people by sharing your story. ❤
@gurgleblurgle7345
@gurgleblurgle7345 День назад
I know this is gonna sound weird, but I used to feel the same temperature wise. Extremely heat sensitive, but cold felt weird too, almost like a low grade fever. I stopped eating all ultraprocessed foods and seed oils, and that symptom went away, and even though the switch has been really difficult, it's been totally worth it for the improvement I've seen in all my symptoms
@jakobm1291
@jakobm1291 День назад
i don't normally leave comments but i just want to say that although your life has been dramatic ups and downs the past couple years especially, i hope it gives you comfort to know that seeing you openly dealing with the struggle/succeed cycle has helped me be more compassionate to myself, not just to others. i got super-late-diagnosed with ADHD at 30 (almost 31 now) and you being open about difficulties getting up and about on some days has helped me accept those days for myself too. not every day is meant to be a productive, go-go-go type of day, and that's ok. i just want to remind you to accept it too, and take time to rest. the more accepting i've been about needing to rest in order to reset my brain, the better the rest is. and that's so, so crucial to our mental health. so get some good, soul-nurturing rest when you can, and remember that there are plenty of people who will never hit unsubscribe. struggling is human, and don't let narcissistic/dark triad hatefuls tell you ANYTHING about your worth when you are not feeling up to a task. the toughest people are the "sensitive" ones like us who stick with it long enough to kick life in the ass over and over again... not shallow, coldhearted people who dissociate and ignore issues until they inevitably die. the wisdom we gain through suffering is so much more valuable in the long run than their immature idiocracy. it's completely okay to play the long-game, kaya. i hope that makes you feel better, and safer to be yourself.
@XBratBatX
@XBratBatX День назад
How to Cleanse Your Energy: Start with Smudging Incorporate Essential Oils into your Routine Burning Sage
@angelafields3740
@angelafields3740 День назад
DUDE ITS 106 HERE AND IM DYING...
@nothinwatever
@nothinwatever День назад
RU-vid has unsubscribed me from you multiple times
@Mikl-jr2lx
@Mikl-jr2lx День назад
Yes , SHE's the "MOST " as we use to say , Maybe SHE should get into movies ( independent are great ) Certainly someone should contact HER about it !!!
@deetbrave5015
@deetbrave5015 День назад
I'm glad to see that you are okay..but I think the first thing you should do is take care of you and make sure you are well rested and love on that beautiful cat of yours and no matter what happens everyone will be here to support you 😊
@LavenderApogee
@LavenderApogee День назад
You never have to apologize for "LIFE". I'm excited to see how you decorate your bedroom! Just be easy with yourself and don't worry about anyone else being pissed off if you have to take a break for your health and wellbeing. 🦇
@GhostKnightNo1
@GhostKnightNo1 День назад
Happy birthday dear Kyaaaaa🎉🍰🥳🎁🍸🍷🍻🍺
@MisUnderstandingUs
@MisUnderstandingUs День назад
As you said that I checked and had to resubscribe, wtf
@zonxut3922
@zonxut3922 День назад
It's good to hear from you 🖤
@salemstrange2091
@salemstrange2091 День назад
Hiya kaya if you’re thinking about filler keep in mind that it isn’t permanent and your body will slowly absorb it so if you’re worried about how it’ll look you can have it dissolved or just let it disappear slowly
@angelariley5163
@angelariley5163 День назад
hey girl i am glad u r not gone for good glad everything is ok sorry u r sick get better hows the cat? when is the spooky boxes coming back
@phoenixprincess5129
@phoenixprincess5129 День назад
💜💜💜💜💜
@jessthemess0o
@jessthemess0o День назад
Commenting to stay subscribed ❤ i don't normally but just don't wanna lost catching up with you! I love watching your videos and I hope the new place works out 🫂 My past couple of years haven't been the best either so I liked to listen like we're having a girl chat 😂 Girl, tell me all your problems and don't worry about the douchebags!! This is YOUR little space on the interwebs and you control what and when you put things out to the world, never forget that!! ✨️ Those who really care for you will be here, waiting patiently ❤
@jessthemess0o
@jessthemess0o День назад
Also, I just got off all my meds! I developed Akathisia and Dyskenisia that almost took me out. Be careful with meds, mine side effects started with temperature issues and twtlitching sensations! My dr kept upping my dose and it went so badly 😢 I was taking Effexor and Geodon. Stay away from these 2 for sureeee!!! Haha
@CrystalsnGems
@CrystalsnGems 2 дня назад
Do NOT get filler. It does not actually dissolve. It spreads throughout your face - it stays in your body. Doctors here in the U.S. are starting to remove it from their offerings. Look up the recent MRIs and studies they’ve done on it.
@phoenixprincess5129
@phoenixprincess5129 2 дня назад
💜💜💜💜
@draculasbettina
@draculasbettina 2 дня назад
My life seems to be in a state of constant shitty-ness like you living with adhd without meds or therapy so im never gonna unsubscribe for lack of posting 🖤💜
@Jedapoo
@Jedapoo 2 дня назад
I've been unsubbed from other channels... It's a thing, and so irritating😢
@dawnpenny264
@dawnpenny264 2 дня назад
Hey girl! I was unsubscribed by You Tube as well (I believe) as I don’t use Instagram and was just hoping you were ok. I am sorry things weren’t going well…I am dealing with an unwanted move right now after just being released by the hospital for which I needed to be in due to serious kidney and pulmonary issues combined with uncontrollable nausea and violent retching. Apparently that isn’t enough to be granted an extension. It’s also a bonus that my illness is triggered by stress. 😂Anyway, hope all goes well with your plans!! ❤❤❤
@ojeda5577
@ojeda5577 2 дня назад
We love u kaya!❤
@dunningify
@dunningify 2 дня назад
I am u found some to live I hope your mental health get better. We are here for u just ask 4 help when u need your not a lone 🤗💜🖤
@RoxanneLavender
@RoxanneLavender 2 дня назад
Whenever you upload yt shows me your videos very quickly, yt doesn't do this for me for hardly any other channels.
@stellatuifao2
@stellatuifao2 2 дня назад
Just now I see this video but why wasn’t I get notified. Yup I got “Unsubscribe”! Why? Good question, RU-vid got a lot explaining to do. You and many I subscribed are still in my list. I’m just upset why it’s happening 😮😮
@Avovoom
@Avovoom 2 дня назад
I've been taking zoloft and wellbutrin for about 8 months now, and i feel the temperature issue hard-core 😑 I'm glad yt didn't unsub me tho! And I think it would be cool to see a "glow up" to a favorite tv, movie etc character that you haven't done yet, or isn't your normal style. I feel like that might not be too expensive, but very fun and fantasy fulfilling
@ToxicTears
@ToxicTears 2 дня назад
Oh noooo do they make it worse? I’d been wanting to ask my doctor about Wellbutrin 😨
@Avovoom
@Avovoom День назад
@ToxicTears for me, they have, but I've heard not everyone has this reaction, so it's still worth trying!
@jessiewhitman8688
@jessiewhitman8688 2 дня назад
I will never unsubscribe from you!! I think you should schedule “breaks” where you take a week or 2 or a month off of social media so you don’t experience burn out. We love you and we will always be here waiting patiently 🖤🖤🖤🖤
@The-Leah-Show
@The-Leah-Show 2 дня назад
Where is your accent from?