2-11-24 ###(NEIGHBOR BOB UPDATE)!!!!! ### WHAT IT BE LIKE? Be sure and search my new Facebook channel I just added. Here is the link, hope to see you all there! facebook.com/profile.php?id=61557058139491
I am slowly phasing my RU-vid channel out and moving to "RUMBLE" due to the rampant censorship of my free speech by ScrewTube. My RUMBLE name is just neighborbob all lower case with no spaces. Hope to see you all there! I have not made any videos yet, but plan to in the near future! All the best in health, Neighbor Bob! P.S. My email contact is still and always has been daddyniowa@gmail.com If you want to drop me a line, please put "HI BOB" in the subject line so I do not miss your message! : )
DISCLAIMER/WARNING) All of my video's are just my opinion only and “ANYTHING” that I say is “not” intended to diagnose, treat, cure, mitigate, or prevent any disease. Furthermore, I am not a medical Physician or registered health professional.
Search before a bigger tapering drop. Always. Im at the end now but it surged. And tinnitus is constant , head pressure and depressed mood...maybe thats it after that that I can drop off the last little bit.
Gps deny long term benzo withdrawal for the most part. They diagnose you with other things and try give you more medications They're drug pushers for big pharma IMO
Watching this just reminded me of a friend who regularly used to say he hated men and if he had a gun he'd shoot them all. He'd say it regularly but I obviously didn't think he was truly serious. Later on I realised he was using some medication, I cannot remember what it was now bit it is banned now in UK. I do not trust ANY pharmaceuticals anymore. I take virtually none and I'm terrified of benzos especially. Stay vigilant people. There's very little profit in healthy people, keep that in mind.
I used for a month . I felt terrible on them. I used between 2 and 6 mg valium every other day or so. Twenty months I'm still suffering. It's not as bad but like you say it's incessant, it feels like im being held hostage by this poison I used for a brief time
I listened to some songs on your channel, and you have a lovely voice. We love singing as well, even if I do sing like a cross between a bullfrog and Johnny Cash! It's not all about how well you sing, but how much you enjoy it! : )
I have a song request for your channel. "You Were Never Mine" in the style of Janiva Magness. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-pjMl6Hw1qBE.html Here is my German friend singing it, and English is not even her first language. : )
@@angeliesings I have been mentoring people worldwide getting off psych drugs since I healed. This Sunday will be my seventh year anniversary for healing. If you would like any further help, feel free to email me at daddyniowa@gmail.com From there, I give many my SIGNAL App contact info, where I help people for free. Bob
Alost 3 years clean and I still have damage. Spasms and twitching and shaking in my calves/torso. Pinched nerve pain in my neck and left shoulder blade. I also have feelings of doom and dread. Feelings of hopelessness. Anxiety is not as bad but it's still there. Depersonalization is bad but it has made me see life in a new way. It's hard to explain. This planet is truly one big torture chamber for all lifeforms. I can just see and feel it more clearly now. I feel like a God who feels all the pain of its creation.
Just that they can and oftentimes do make symptoms worse for some. The worst ones I know are flouroquinalone antibiotics. But, that being said, sometimes we "have" to take an antibiotic in withdrawal. If I need an antibiotic, I take this natural supplement instead first. So far it has worked great for me. The directions say 2 or 3 caps a day, I when sick I take three morning and night. Keep them in the fridge and they will last a long time. www.lifesourcevitamins.com/antibiotic-all-natural-antibiotics-90-caps-p-p/anti001.htm?gad_source=1 Hope this helps. Bob
@neighborbob3043 Thanks Bob. Research/cognitive abilities have been greatly diminished, so thank you for clarifying Zpak. 3.5 years. Still a hard hard hard road.
Hi, I found your videos so helpful and hope that I would get some answers for my strange weird symptoms. I am now 10. 5 months off xanax, my physical symptoms are less, but I have intense mental issues, they were not as severe as now in earlier months. These mental feelings keep on changing, like today I felt like my brain is disconnected from surroundings and people around. I was just present, but couldn't feel or relate, like I don't exist, it' was so horrible and terrifying. Is this common in benzo withdrawal? Did you feel these types of mental stuff, where you are totally disconnected? I have heavy, weird , screwed feeling in head also. Please help.
I've messed around with benzos on and off for a few years and everytime I quit I have a seizure. Recently, I tried to taper off myself because I wasn't getting them the legal way after almost 2 years of 4-6 mg a day and by day 3 I had a seizure which caused me to faceplant and needed 9 stitches. I know I can get off them once I get passed the danger zone because I've done it multiple times. I really can't afford to lose my job over this so I've already made some doctors appointments to get off them the right way. I don't care about the mental stuff, I can deal with that, I just don't ever want to have another seizure again because it may be the last one. I ride a motorcycle to get to work too so the thought of seizing up while riding scares the shit out of me. I've got a 2 and a half year old and wife to care for. They got me through some rough times, but at this point in my life I know I don't need them anymore. I'll get through it.
Hi, I am not sure what you mean. I changed my content page to adult years ago I think? I just checked and this is what my account says about who can see my vids. "No, set this channel as not made for kids. I almost never upload content that's made for kids." Now that I think about it, my channel was set on Ok for kids for most of my vids, and I did not even know it, I am not very tech savvy at 68 years old! LOL!
Sounds like you didn’t get hit with the brutal chemical depression that many get. Drug withdrawals creates severe imbalances in brain chemistry that can leave people horribly depressed. Telling them to just shake it off and stop complaining is crazy. Not great advice man when people can’t even help they feel that way from drug dependency
A la gran puta! jajajajaja! This was like one of my first vid's about my Benzo journey literally two months "after" I 100% healed on Sept. 1st 2017. All, I was doing was warning not to let self pity overcome you. Not sure how you read that into it. This Sept. 1st will be a full seven years since I healed. All that time I have mentored tens of hundreds off psych drugs totally free of charge. Thanks for throwing me under the bus when I was just getting started! lol! P.S. I also had the terrible chemical depression all the 2 1/2 years of Benzo hell I suffered...................but, I still never felt sorry for myself. : )
I switched from 2 mg's of Klonopin, to it's equivalent in Benzo's which was 40 mg's of Diazapam or Valium. From there I broke 5 mg tabs in half every four days and tapered down rather on the fast side. When I hit 3 mg's I used 2 mg tablets and slowed down my taper until I finally jumped off. Bob
Thank you so much for your reply. I looked on the Therabulb site and it recommended protective glasses but other sites say it’s good for your eyes just like you said. I so appreciate everything you do for others dealing with recovery. We are on our own to figure out how to cope. I’m still in the just stay alive phase unfortunately. Hoping this red light might help. Thanks again ❤️
I recently asked that at the SaunaSpace showroom in nearby Columbia Mo. They said it is actually beneficial to the eyes. As long as you do not look right at it, but off to the side or you can close your eyes, but it is still bright for me, as my eyes are light sensitive. Go to the TheraBulb site, they new sell these green infrared light blocking glasses, that look like welders glasses, they are cheap and I now have a pair here hope that helps! www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7738953/
Very helpful video! During my taper, the feeling of unreality was a constant symptom with other frightening ones. Now when I am almost 6 months off xanax, dpdr is the most severe and terrifying symptom. Thanks for the list , that shows the manifestations of dpdr, I can exactly relate. Please help, will it go away as time passes?
You bet it will go away in time, all you gotta do is outlast it. If you need some help along the way just email me at daddyniowa@gmail.com. Be sure and put "HI BOB" in the subject line so I don't miss it. You will be aight.
@@neighborbob3043 thanks a lot for replying. You are so positive and hopeful. I pass every day suffering badly, physically and mentally. It feels like it is never going to end. I will email you, as I need your guidance and support the most.
I have gone through the worst wave at month 16-20 and I couldn’t for the life of me understand why I was just getting worse and worse. For the last 2-3 days there has been genuine improvement that feels different to the previous windows, my obsessive thoughts and burning brain really reduced. I have a number of symptoms and it’s still not right but I’m hoping this might be it, that it could be the last surge before I really start healing. Was your healing after the last wave instant or did things just gradually get better over days/weeks following that last wave until one day you were like everything is normal again? And is it usually around this 20-24 month mark that the last wave happens?
I can tell you I healed at about 29 months (including my taper), and I have seen the bulk heal in the two to three year range, and I have probably talked to a couple thousand people world wide in the past seven years since I healed mostly by Signal App. I went to bed the last day of Aug. 2017, worse than I had "ever" been, with just absolutely crazy symptoms. I woke up the next morning 100% healed. But, I have never heard of anyone else healing this way. For most, symptoms fall off slowly one symptom at a time until they are all gone. Hope this helps............. Feel free to email me anytime at daddyniowa@gmail.com with anymore questions if I can help, I charge absolutely nothing so the price is right! Lol! Take care............. Bob
@@neighborbob3043 wow thank you Bob! It gives me hope that the suffering won’t last forever. I genuinely can’t think you can put a human through anything worse. Mine is a combination of SSRI and a benzo on top once I landed myself in acute and the docs didn’t know what was happening - hopefully that doesn’t mean I won’t heal and it won’t be much longer before I’m better. That offer is really amazing of you, I may write to you in the future when I’m in a stable way even if it’s just to ask a few q’s. Hope you’re enjoying your new life after getting through your withdrawal🙂
Sorry to hear that Susan. Although I have not made a vid in over four years. I have been helping many navigate Benzo withdrawal in the background. Feel free to shoot me an email at daddyniowa@gmail.com if you want. I have been talking to people on the Signal App for many years now worldwide.
Almost 68 years young, been fantastic ever since the day I healed Sept. 1st 2017! Living on the bank of a 5,000 acre reservoir, living the life, and you?
Honestly I know very little about it, and even less about it being safe during Benzo withdrawal. However I am a huge proponent of near infrared sauna for healing ones receptors and body as a whole, not to mention a saunas great ability to detox and relieve pain.
What is SI? I am not good with many abbreviations. : ) As far as burning brain, nerve and muscle pain and the like. There is nothing I have seen help, with the exception of Chiropractic and near infrared sauna provides some relief. If you are sill suffering. Feel free to drop me an Email at daddyniowa@gmail.com. Be sure and put like "Hi Bob" in the subject line since I get a lot of email. When people email me, I can give them my Signal App contact info. I coach people worldwide on there, and have been since I healed "for free".
@@jrman413 oh yea, Duh me! lol! My solvent brain injury 25 years ago make abbreviations hard to get at times. I don't know any of the over 2,000 people I have talked to, that did not have some degree of it. I tell them that that was the first thing I told myself was not an option. People do a lot of stupid things in life, myself included. But suicide is the last dumb thing they do. I help people with those feelings all the time. I always thought, why think about that, when Benzo withdrawal is "temporary" not anything that is terminal. I often think of what if I gave up hope the last day of August 2017, and the very next morning I was 100% healed, and have stayed that way ever since. Also I was mad as Hell at big pharma, and refused to go out like that, after what they did to me. : )
I have been great since the day I healed on Sept. 1st 2017. Sauna is something one needs to work into slowly. I advise you go to Amazon and buy a paperback book by Dr. Wilson all about near infrared sauna. I preheat mine for 10 min or so, if you have a near infrared sauna. You do not have to sit in nearly as high of heat, than if you are in a regular stone sauna. I like my infrared sauna at like 135 degree's or so. Start with 10 min and work up slowly from there. Ideally for any chronic health problem. I like to do an hour each morning, and one more hour about 8 pm. Feel free to e-mail me at daddyniowa@gmail.com for more sauna tips. Also since I healed from Benzo's, I have been coaching hundreds of people worldwide.for free for the past six plus years now. I can give you my info if you would like to chat sometime. I do that on the free App called "SIGNAL". I like it as you can either text or talk, but I prefer the latter, as I am all thumbs! Take care................Bob
I was put on Klonopin 30 years ago. Have finished my 14 month taper. I’m 31 days off. I know that’s early but now I’m worse than when I was tapering. I’m 62. There are days I don’t think I’m going to make it! So thankful you’re video popped up this morning!!! So helpful
I am 67 years old now. I have been helping people worldwide navigate their way through this. Since I healed on Sept. 1st of 2017. I coach quite a few people totally "free" on the free App "Signal". If you would like, feel free to email me at daddyniowa@gmail.com, and I can give you my contact info for Signal. I like that App, because you can either text or voice chat. I prefer the latter for myself as I don't text, and am all thumbs! : )
Question…when you were in the depths of all this, how did your wife handle it? I feel so bad for my husband. He’s a gem and an encourager and is loving me through this, BUT I can tell it’s taking a toll on him. Just curious how she went about dealing with the situation.
Hi Neighbor Bob-Thanks for all of your work. Did you ever see a doctor to get diagnosed for the burning skin symptom that you experienced that you have mentioned in your videos? I was just diagnosed with small fiber neuropathy and erythromelalgia. I have horrible burning in my feet and hands...bright red skin...veins bulging. I am hoping that this burning pain ends up going away.
I take it you are on or were on Benzo's? Burning pain almost anywhere can be very common, and I knew that. So I never got tested. When I healed it all went away like it never happened. It was just burning from my Gaba receptors trying to heal and re-uptake.
Today is my 2 year Clean from klonipin. Still sucks can't sleep well and social anxiety but my mind is getting healthier and so is a good thing I suppose. Still think i want to take them again sometimes.
@@neighborbob3043 Yes i know im just really sick of not being able to sleep!!! It stops me from working a full time job and having lots of money, and so do alot of the other symptoms. I guess i need to just accept it, that i have this injury and its not my fault....
I just got my bulb this morning (the clamp lamp came first), and It is incredible how potent it is. I can't use it for more than 30 seconds, and I have felt it's effects for the past five hours. I'm definitely going to be using this and say thank you for bringing it to my attention. Definitely a worthwhile $30.
@@jrman413 hello, thanks for asking. I'm about to have 6 months clean from benzo's, drinking, and everything. So I feel really fantastic to be honest. About the lamp, yeah it's cool and I use it sometimes, but simply not taking anything is all that really matters. I mentioned that considering the title of this video. I hope you're doing well. Sincerely, Henry.
Hi Madelyn, sorry to hear that your not doing well. Feel free to email me at daddyniowa@gmail.com. From there I can give you my "SIGNAL" App contact which is free. I'd be glad to go over your Benzo history, and help with some recommendations to help you navigate your way through this. I charge nothing to help people. For the past six years now I have helped many people worldwide get through this. Take care......... Bob P.S. You will heal in time!
I’m sorry for your loss of your father🌹🌹Did you have the inner vibration restless feeling? I think it’s akathisia it’s the worst symptom for me I’ve got that bad every morning it mind fucks me bad with bad thoughts doom wanting to escape it. . Love you so much thank you for taking your time to make these videos.
I had that very symptom as do many. It is called inner akathesia. It always felt like my finger was plugged into a light socket. And I had electricity coursing through my veins, it is rough to take but will go away in time.
I have since long ago changed my mind on recommending nutritional yeast "fortified or unfortified". As it seems to have the same basic nutritional profile as MSG or "monosodium glutamate". Which is something in most processed foods to be avoided at all costs. I have spoken to a couple thousand people over the last five years, and they have taught me a lot more than I used to know about it. Neighbor Bob
Have you faced any setbacks lately because of it? And how do you ensure you're getting enough vitamin B since B complex supplements trigger panic attacks for me even at small doses from capsules?
@@redsox7897 cows liver is rich in B vitamins, along with a lot of other foods. We buy our grass fed grass finished beef online at grasslandbeef.com/ and here are a lot of other great sources to get your B-12 naturally. www.healthline.com/nutrition/vitamin-b-foods#TOC_TITLE_HDR_4 I also never was able to take B vitamins until recently I can tolerate them. Hope this helps..............
I have been working hard in the background, since I healed from Benzo's on Sept 1st 2017. I continue talking to many people worldwide, trying to help them navigate through protracted Benzo withdrawal. I have never been on anybody's channel before but am open to it. Feel free to e-mail me at daddyniowa@gmail.com. And thank you for all that you do, I enjoy your channel brother. Bob
Oh, I forgot about the light. Near infrared penetrates like three to five inches. I have a four light 250 watt bulb system that you need to keep like four feet away. But on a budget a person can just buy one 150 watt "Therabulb" and reap some benefits at like the two to two and a half foot range. You obviously do not want to cook your brain, but changing where it hit's your head at a few times a day can be helpful in healing many health concerns, including with Benzo receptors. .
Thanks Bob. I’m 10.5 months from a Ct of clonazepam. I’m struggling hard brother. Depression, internal Akathisia i guess, fatigue, insomnia. It’s insane. SI. I struggle with the constant feeling that this is me. I need to do something to get out of this. Fix something. Or I’m not doing enough.
Infusions of NAD with Amino Acids stopped my withdrawals when nothing else could. I was dying and it saved my life. These infusions healed the neurological damage caused by Benzos. This is not an ad.
