Hi, I'm Emily and I'm a schizophrenic. I'm also an painter and illustrator and have fun with being overall creative. I'm just documenting my experiences. Instagram: albino.fawn
I have schizophrenia since im 18 …. Ive been there for so many years ..i was so alone and i was juste scared and paranoying not able to have conversation whit no one i just answer on autopilot not even capable to understand what they said …!!! … i saw the deviñ in my eyes trough the mirror .!!!! I was in a another reality …where i really belive everybody was in my head and could here my tough …i felt like the most weird personne in the world and that everybody everywere was looking at me like i was really not normal …like no self esteem 0 confidence 0 love 0 nothing i couldn feel happyness joy just a rush of severe anxity and huge spychoses from waking up until i go to bed .!!! I never belive some day i would be back from this ..!!! No madication i when trough life and push my self the best i can even i was scared and lost try to say its not real its not real .!! The more intense the more real it was .!!! If you wanna talk just come to my facebook ….Kenny Kistabish with the picture of me driving.!!!
You certainly have the personality and camera presence to stage a comeback as an art youtuber, were you ever to return. Making vids exclusively about schizophrenia must cause havoc with your sense of identity apart from your illness
bugs kind of hallucination is the one terrifies and disgusts me the most when i hear them from schizophrenics and i also get proud of them to actually going through such a nightmare!
Hi. I have schizophrenia too. Do you also think that people can hear your thoughts or that you are broadcasting your thoughts? That’s what I have. Hope you are well
i think i am impossible. or also, you are impossible. but i dunno, i know too many possibilities for any situation and my mind is confused. and ... strung out. not drugs, but strung out in various directions.
You and your friends deserve a civil service award seriously the magnet and the glass idea is practical for using seat belt buckles for breaking the glass on windows good job you genius Heroes...
I used to punch walls when I was at school I think it annoyed the teachers I hope I didn't spill any tea or anything. For sure I had Schizophrenia just I was boxing at the time all I wanted to do was train for my fights. It was a good way to just focus on something else and boxing is easy because it is just a different brainwave.
Thankfully I dont have schizophrenia but my best friend does snd my mother was severely bi polar/manic depressive with bouts of psychosis and I am so so sorry, beyond any words I can express, for anyone living with this horrible disease. I wish you peace and contentment with all my heart. Just know that there are people in the world that love you and want you to be happy. Remember that you are worthy of love, you deserve to be happy. Find something everyday to be thankful for, even if its just comparing two bad things, be thankful for the less bad option. Practice gratitude everyday. Be as positive as you can. Train your brain to be happy. I'm routing for you. Be strong 🙏
Did you ever try to just listen to the voices and not talk back? You should take advantage over this and just breath apply your whole entire focus on this, allow your diaphragm to reach as low as comfortably possible and let it out dont get distracted by anything and just keep going this activity empties your mind well you'll notice am empty mind and breath you wouldn't want to talk and you'd be calm like it actually helps the comfort around being a strong silent type is good its like the less i breath in my sleep the more caleries id see things shorter breathes bring more voices
A Schizophrenic and a horse walk into a bar, the horse asks for a Jack Daniels and coke to the bar tender, the schizophrenic says I'll have what the horse is having, the bartender says "i don't know what that is, i didn't serve her" Sarah Jessica Parker gets up walks through the horse slaps the bartender and the Schizophrenic my question is how funny is this joke? I think it's great.
I used to shout into Fields and I'd get more voices when I held the tone trust me ask my neighbours they know who I am they'd probably understand it as a possibility on me having Schizophrenia I just hide it for work, I can't do the job anymore though i had a seizure expected another smoked weed cause i knew id be in the worst place.
How often do you hold your breath when your stressed? This releases adrenaline which can lead to voices watch Olympic Sprinters and Swimmers people who hold their breath will get it more than people who do actual meditation or yoga without holding there breath just it's about the Rythm more than any meditation in then out I'm not psychiatrist either I'm just good at noticing things.
You know if you just didn't do anything anyone told you to your more likely to not to do anything the voices tell you I just laugh at mine, whenever i don't want to.
Are you English I'm writing a cartoon called Scientist Man it's good just the drawings are shit I used a pencil for sure the character is cool the story is the best I can do though I have to really it's basically about two people who originally come from the start of time and the end of time, and the guy at the end of time travels back to meet the guy in the beginning upon discovering fire. It's all awesome they communicate with everyone throughout time and stop loads of things. The comedy thing is a fund raising attempt hahaha
Should I use a mirror to make fun of my Schizophrenia I feel like it would work saying things like "stop being a mime, you don't have a license your going to get me into trouble again!"
From now on the person who "your-self" is just saying it's Eden Shorthouse even if it says no it's you just keep arguing with it say no it's Eden you know the answer better than it does.
I well want to do a comedy duo cause I'm Schizophrenic as well just with someone who is completely oblivious and just say what I'd say in episodes to get the heckler reaction it's priceless do you want to help me write anything?
I talk to "Thoth" I had moments saying "Thoth is Thoth" I pissed someone off one time because I said it whilst I was waiting for the bus I had to laugh
Who is this "yourself"? And why would your Schizophrenia tells you to kill whoever this "your-self" is an unusual name I must admit I've had it myself to be honest I still haven't found anyone first name "your" second name "self"
Trying to change your perspective on the voices helps suppress them, "o your worthless" means your Rich because nobody likes expensive things look at what people did when Freddo the frog raised its price from 5p to 25p haha it's better to be worth less your less likely to be picked for stuff trust me it's better to relax because you haven't been picked.
I hid my Schizophrenia to join the Army, I'm British, English, i got in and through the time nothing caused it more than adrenaline Schizophrenia is far more common than you think, simply holding your breath can trigger voices, also Rats are very clever i believe your consciousness is telling you something the fact you can talk to a hallucination of a rat means your smarter than Rats.
Your strong, your coping mechanisms are fully functional, may i ask you do you think of something and then get obstruction to the airways like does your diaphragm fully reach your stomach it natrually compresses your organs as you breathe just for self conscious reasons you don't pull your diaphragm all the way down as in take a full breath? I do this is usually when the voices talk for me anyways its a coping mechanism not an illness its not contagious id suggest facing your fears i still need to its the only way to stop the voices, i have issues with my parents they are unnecessary.
hey man, I just wanted to say, I went to the same hospital in UCLA at the same age and reason, when my doctor (Dr de antonio) said I had to go to which onto clozapine. it was a very hard time back then, but my life is really improving. best of luck man
I am a carer of a lovley young adult with a similar affliction. would be nice to ask you a few thigs about managing if you are up for it/ interested. <3 Godspeed on your journey. Do you have any caring decent friends relatives etc to be supportive?
