And the worst thing is most of us are only a kid, A teenager, someone on the younger side. I'm barely 10, and I'm suicidal, I self harm, and I relapsed once again. Things don't seem fixable anymore. And to make it worse I have anger issues and doxxed the person I love the most. If only they saw the other side of me...
Honestly though it all fun and everything but when you reach middle school you have to dress what everybody wears to not get judge, rumors, fighting, gossip, smoking, being judged for the smallest things or even wanting to be yourself.
What I love about him: His smile His humour His personality His looks The way he always compliments me His eyes His hair Watching him play video games His indecisiveness His family His laugh His love for me How much I love him
Hey there What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you. <3
im 11 i know im young yeah im in middle school, " oh watch out middle schooler coming through shes going to be so dramatic " yeah okay im js here to vent please dont judge i have a pretty good life so i dont know why im so sad, my parents havent signed the papers yet but they are going to. i dont know why this upsets me so much. literally half my class' parents are divorced like im not that special. i barely see my mom everyday. i mean i see her atleast once a day but usually she's out with her friends. its like she goes out to dinner every day. my dad tries so hard to take care of me and my brother. he works 12 hour shifts wednesday to saturday so i still see him but i wonder if he ever feels burnt out or sad. if he is i would js blame it on myself so whatever. my mom might seem like she doesnt care about me but she does, its just me. she tries to soend quality time with me but i push her away (metaphorically) i dont know why. whenever she brings up the idea of doing smth together i turn it down. now i js sit in my own regret but i continue doing it sorry for venting
Hello, i'm acutally in a my teenhood and for school i have the annoying super duper important chocie for like 80% of my future and cuz I'm not an adult i need my parnet to complter forms online and since my father wasn't there at the moment it arrived (30 min ago) and she didn't found the email whit the shti to complter, fine so i wanna explai nto her how t oget it send back but that, Person, just found the idea of going on rnadom shit and after soem time of repeating her that she needs to send a e-mail to the school (she didn't fucking tough of that somehow) to get that form and then proceed to call me a r-word for explaining to her that she needs to input certains infos i nthe mail. that was just 30 mins and just after that, she goes record a tiktok video explaining how she's such a good mother and how she gives her children a good education (spoiler alert : shee doesn't) some examples : -when there's a issue whit one of my children, i help them (she sohuts at said child so they shtu up and leave her alone) -i learn olt of imporant stuff to my children (how to konw how to make no noise and do no noise at all for HOURS straight cuz if you do a noise, you get whooped) -My children have lots of intersting acitvies for their devellopment (she just send me and my bro at random stuff so she have epace recording tiktoks) -I am a nice mother (only on ooposite day that sentence is correct) If i want some help for a huge issue, (here it's a big one for my freaking education) i can't go to my mother because she will jsut insult me because SHE is in the wrong. It's my father or i will be ignored. and she wonders why tf I don't talk to her (she doesn't even konw what's happening in my goddman life anymore)
they go to the therapist friend to listen and help them, they think "it's fine, they always help everybody and they're so good at it too! they're a wonderful listener!", they vent, and rant, and cry, then they move on... but what happens to the therapist friend? i mean surely, they must be stable and happy knowing they helped another person, right? they must go home and eat a warm supper, laugh with their family and friends, and sleep the night away so easily... right? no... in most cases that therapist friend has a reason for being such a good listener... they get home and that cloud they've drawn of everyone else's problems just grows.... their parents are fighting again, the cloud gets a little heavier... they didn't get perfect grades today, maybe they missed an assignment, or they failed a math test, it makes their parents so disappointed "don't you care about us? why would you make our lives so much harder like this?! you know we want to get out of this shit hole! you're the only reason we're still stuck here!" the cloud gets a little heavier... the therapist friend goes to find something to eat for supper, but their parents didn't feel like cooking or going shopping today, that's okay, there's bread and butter! the cloud gets a little darker... the therapist friend goes and lays down in bed, "can you walk our dog since you've already walked yours today?! can you do the dishes, we're too tired!" they say as they play games, watch movies, walk around the house laughing.... the cloud gets a little bit heavier... the therapist friend does as they ask, desperate to please them, to feel what getting praise is like, to feel loved... 'the creepy guy down the street is unsettling, but if I'm caught being rude or being too paranoid, they might get upset...' the therapist friend thinks to themself... the cloud gets a little heavier... the man down the street takes advantage of the therapist friend... but they have to get home soon.... the cloud starts dripping small tears... the therapist friend makes it home to find their parents and tell them what happened... they laugh and say it was all in their head... the cloud weeps as the therapist friend finally falls asleep... who was there for the therapist friend? If you need somebody to talk to, that's more than fine, but check in on your therapist friend, give them somebody to talk to as well... their cloud is just as heavy as yours sometimes... If you need to talk: my instagram: valravn_nokken my snapchat: betelgeuse420 my tiktok: valravn_nokken my discord: dead_atthe_door666
how i love the internet the people hear listins and stays and some even care and comfort us my father aboundend me and im the scape goat child its funny how here is more better then home
When "two birds on a wire" came up, I broke down crying, because I remembered my best friend that I lost today, for probably forever.. We said it would be OUR song..
Kristin isn't my name, I'm her kid, but I feel like I'm rotting...I hear ppl say "I been to counseling since I was I was whatever age" or "yeah, I'm depressed"...they.are. LIERS...I have been in counseling since I was 7
They only notice i’m a “weird” trans,lesbain,therian They only notice my flaws They only notice my unattractiveness They only notice my weaknesses They only notice my failures I just want them to notice i’m not okay I just want them to notice I need help I just want them to notice my personality I just want them to notice that I’m trying to be strong for everyone even though it hurts I just want them to notice me…
My dog died… My dog had the smile She had the brown fluffy hair. She had the legs of a cheetah. She had the strength of a bodybuilder. She had the love of an angel. She had the curiosity of curious George. She had the kindest heart anyone could imagine. She had the stupidness of a T. rex. She had the real light of the moon. She had the most gorgeous eyes. She had so much ADHD. She was so funny. She was so kind. She was so sweet hearted and loving. She had the kindest soul of any dog I could ever ask for. I lost my happiness when she got hit. (Story at 10 likes.)
this may be odd to say but i feel i need to let this out- I had this friend who i had known for 5 years (we will call her K) one of my friends called me saying one of K's friends told her to K*ll her self and she said she wanted to know so i told my friend K about this to see if she can help becuse it was her friend who said tha but she was not listening and kept makeing jokes about food- i told my friend on call with me and she told me to say " is shebody shameing me?" so i wrote that and K wrote back saying stuff like how rude i was to think that and we broke out into a fight and i asked her if we were even friends anymore becuse she has been leaveing me out for the longest time and when i asked she said no a i asked why and she said " are you really that dumb?! come on i know you're not that dumb! even i reamber the things ive done wrong to pepole" i was confused at that becuse i really cared for this friend not for a secound had i hated her i was with her forever and helped her when she was sad too- then i asked if she was even my firne danymore and she said " no atleast untill you started stepping all over me" but i had never done anything wrong but i still said sorry so i said its okay i wont be firned with you anymore bye ill miss you and she said " yeah and i wont miss you" i cried so hard for weeks i had lost someone i cared for deeply and i did not talk to my firends the same for days and i still dont feel like my old self anymore i still miss her its been 2 years im sorry for what ever i did.- i wish you whould tell me what i did wrong-
when i listen to this and just sit there and think.. i remember the mistakes i made.. makes me cry every night when im upset.. ill mis u avm and zilla..
I'm a teenager born with hidrocephaly, it doesn't change much my appearance, but I was born with dementia and each year it grows worse and worse. I always dedicate my self to become someone better, but nobody ever understands me. Because I'm too slow or have some difficulties learning, people call myself "dumb" very regularly. But I still keep trying to push foward. I was the best student on my old school, I even got certificates. I know four languages. I'm very good at math, even though I generally use my own logic to solve puzzles. But my biggest problem is: I'm a very lonely person, and loneliness makes you go insane. I had a good friend, the only person I truly loved, she left me for somebody else, until... Well, I created a fake identity using her as base, I became that person. I lied to people, manipulated them. I met new people and still keep lying to them, I can't seem to tell them the truth... And I'm trying to bury her away so that I won't have to face them again, it's been sometime now, almost a month. I'd like to come back when I was younger, I mean, I was lonely, it sucked and I was the reclusive quiet and reserved child, but I was way more relaxed back then.
…this can be a vent comment.. I’ll go first.. my Theo died… I wasn’t able to see him to say goodbye… my gf broke up with me.. everything is going sh!tty.. I’ve been taking meds to help with my mental health but none of them work.. I relapsed this morning… Your turn… if you want..
