Il add the context here since the comment is only the quote. So basically Albert Einstein wasteaching a class and was saying the multiplication table of 9 by order. 9×1 equals 9, 9×2 equals 18 9×2 equals 27... and so on. And then when he made it to 9×9 he said "9×9 equals 81". As soon as Albert said that the whole class started laughing at him. In that moment he said "when i did every question right, no one congratulated me. But, when i made one mistake everyone laughed at me". After Albert Einstein said that the whole class went silent.
Pov: You used to be a happy, cheerful child, but now, all you feel is tiredness and depression for how dark the world that you’ve cared about has become. You want to go back to the good old days but there’s no going back now. But you can do it, you might not understand yet, but you will live on and move on. I believe in you!
True but i have one freind that i trust but we allmoast text call but when one neads the other one he is there for me just like im there for him sad i didnt relise sooner
If I told my parents how I felt, I would be embarrassed telling my mom, and yelled at and criticized by my dad if I told my dad. If I told my friends, it wouldn’t make a difference. They would forget it in a matter of seconds. And just act like I wasn’t going through depression and suffering mentally.
honestly. i've just reached the point that ive realized that no one gives a shit about me. isnt that sad for a 13 year old to think.? or anyone really..no teens really know how to comfort anyone anymore because we are all gong though the same shit and have never been taught how to process emotions.. or they say were too young to know what it is to be depressed.. what a sad world it truly is.
Lol I'm not allowed to be sad if I I'm I get told to get over my self and that I'm a little attention Seeking bit#h and then they take away the only things that comfort me like drawing stuff, books, crafting stuff, paper in general, my stuffed animals, ect. Sooo... That's fun :]
Room: I'll close the door so people won't see you crying Mirror: don't worry I know your true self Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad Blanket: Hug me if you're sad Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS< NO ONE CARES ABOUT US~ 🖤LOVE YOURSELF 🖤
Hey it’s ok! Idk what your going through with but i will be there for you everyone deserves someone. Sometimes I feel like that too, but I promise it’ll be alright!
They didnt notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let then take you down And you know they wasn’t good enough for you And that’s what make you stronger.
They are way stronger...they are adults, they know more! And I'm just a kid! I'm the kid that goes to school just so people have something to laugh at! I'm the kid who lost everything and everyone! I'm the kid that everyone hates! I'm the kid that doesn't belong there! I'm the kid that they laugh at! I'm the kid that pretends to always smile, even if I'm not happy! I'm the kid to do my best, but it's never good enough! I'm the kid who if he died, nobody would notice...!
I know there is something wrong with me, but I'm always questioning and I always feel like I'm just overreacting or seaking attention. And that point is only ever reanforced because I'm still young
To anyone reading this: I’m so fucking proud of you, you have made it so far and have not given up, I love you so much I would be so sad if you left, I care about you so much and there are so many people that care about you. Think about the amazing things that will come out of life and the amazing things that you will not be able to have if you leave, graduating, movie nights, friends, family, food, dating, having kids, listening to your favorite song, watch your favorite tv show, sports. (etc.) So please, please don’t give up! I am so proud of you! I know it may be hard to see but things WILL get better!! You have come so far, please remember to take care of yourself, try to eat and drink smt even it’s a little bit. I BELIVE IN YOU!!! :):) Much love - a random stranger
there was a teacher at my primary school... he kept staring at me and smiling, even asking weird personal questions to me. I felt so uncomfortable, i think he knew but wouldnt control his 'love' for myself. I was too scared to tell anybody but the even worse thing is.. the man was WAY older than me. he was about 67 with a wife and kids. but he chooses to love a child while he's teaching. ABSOLUTLEY DISGUSTING. he should NOT have the right to do anything like this at that age, shoule be more responsible and know that i didnt like it. he was always daydreaming and saying hello while giggling. I hated it. If you read this, THANK YOU SO MUCH 🥹😭 edit: hes still doing this.
Hun, don’t be afraid to talk to the head, or whoever it is, for me if I ever need to have a ‘conversation’ with the head teacher, I just ask the teacher (whoever it is) that when they can to phone and see if I could talk to her, but idk ur situation, look after yourself, alright? ❤
sending a virtual hug to anyone who needs it, stay strong guys! i understand what your going through, i myself am suffering anxiety so this playlist helps alot thank you!
I hate how my parents won’t ever understand why I listen to music like this and why I call it my “get away” music when it’s sad or depressing. Music like this makes me feel emotions that I have to suppress because no one will care and just call me an emotional cry baby. It really is my get away
Im sorry your parents don't understand..but im glad that these playlists help you! Im sorry people dont care and call you stuff. i do care and i think youre a good person becuase lots of people can relate to you:)
literally me. i have playlists that i play whenever i’m feeling certain moods that i feel like i have to suppress, even if just a little bit, because they’ll be seen as over dramatic, over sensitive, and when i try to tell her how i feel for the millionth time, she’ll just sigh at me when i start getting emotional while lashing out at her. how can i tell you anything if you won’t even listen, understand and help me through it? some kind of mother she is.
I'm only 10 and my mom pressures me so much. Sometimes I wish I could yell at her : " I'M JUST A KID! NOT A PERSON FOR YOU TO BLAME EVERYTHING ON! I AM YOUR CHILD, NOT ANOTHER PARENT TO VENT TO..."
remember your skin isnt paper dont cut it your neck isnt a coat dont hang it your life isnt a movie dont end it yor heart isnt a door dont lock it your not an object dont let people use you as one... be strong :> btw i only made up the your body isnt a object so yeah but i think you needed to hear it haha i dont know if you see this but if you do dont let peoples words get to you only the good things in life is the things to remember and cherish not the bad things haha i just made that up well uhh sorry if this was really *LONG* so haha.... yeah
Hun, as someone who uses -$H- as a coping mechanism, it’s alright, but I’d like you to stay strong, and don’t give up, *try your hardest to stay clean!* it’s alright if you accidentally ‘slip up’ and relapse ❤
I find it funny how our own family members don’t see us suffering, our tears, scars, etc but what they do see is our smallest mistakes and not understanding a thing when we finally want to come out to them and tell them what’s going on and they usually just compare us or ignore us… I’m so sorry for all that has to go through all of this and others that deal with other things u name it, I just want to say don’t give up I love each and every one of y’all
Nobody says anything when I have straight a’s up until middle school, but when my grades drop because of how stressed I was, they point it out to everyone and twist it so badly, A’s become B’s, B’s become C’s, and don’t even think of getting a D because your teacher doesn’t give makeup work, or your failing. And you can’t tell anyone your stressed because ‘it’s JUST your depression’ or ‘with that attitude you’re gonna end up on more medicine.’ You can’t win.
I loved how mostly everyone in the comments just vent and express how they have felt while listening to this playlist. Ik we've been through alot these days, but I am hoping you are doing alright. Please do not ever believe the negativity that those other people spit out to you. And tbh, receiving comfort messages from random strangers made my day. After reading these heart warming comments, it truly made me smile. Ily and please do stay safe and healthy ..
Your a worderful person!! stay safe and healthy too!! if your sad you can write down everything your happy about!! then you can remember all the good things even in bad times friend @Meiaiaiai
Nobody thinks your pretty Nobody cares when you cry Nobody wants to be friends with you Nobody cares when you talk Nobody cares if you die Nobody cares if you hurt yourself Nobody loves you Nobody cares about you metal heath Nobody whats to talk to you Hi my name is Nobody
Reminders for sleep :D DONT FORGET TO!! ~ Plug in devices that need to be charged. ~ Have a shower/change clothes (if you can) ~ Brush your teeth (if you can) ~ Put in your retainer (if you need to) ~ Take medication (if you need to) ~ Set/check alarms ~ Check/lock all doors ~ Check/turn off all lights (if need be) ~ Go to the bathroom ~ Feed/check Pets (if you need to) ~ Say goodnight/call love ones ~ Get stuffed animals (if you need to) QOUTE :) ~ Those who matter, don’t mind. Those who mind, don’t matter. (So only care about the people who really matter to you. Don’t take the opinion of people who you don’t care about.) I Love you random person reading this
Just finished having a mental breakdown, i was telling myself to go die i told myself i was a mistake, i told myself to commit, this playlist really is making me happier and i dont know why-
Mirror won't judge your looks Showers won't judge your voice Pillow we'll hold your tears and screams Blanket protects you Bed comforts you Music helps you cry more has you can I am proud of you being healthy I am proud of you drinking water or anything I am proud of you standing up I am proud of you sleeping I am proud of you blinking I am proud of you eating I am proud of you siting I am proud of you laying down I am proud of you crawling I am proud of you walking I am proud of you smiling I am proud of you crying I am proud of you reading I am proud of you baking I am proud of you holding stuff I AM PROUD OF YOU❤ your not compared to anyone Your not ugly Your beautiful and loving and don't forget the most thing your gods little angel❤ This spell isn't mine, spread it to the whole world to make their day better ❤
i relate to this. well, if you really need this: You are wonderful! don't give up on your life:) i am proud of you for still standing after all the things that happened in your personal life. i may not know everything and anything, but i know it's hard and difficult for you. Life is hard, tiring, and difficult, isn't it? we all go through that phase and chapter together, you're not alone, other people feel it with you too. so if you ever think that you aren't enough, please don't think so. you are created for a reason, you have a lot of potential for living, you can't miss events and futures that are waiting for you, you're brave and really strong for handling, standing while in this situation. so don't end it please, you've climbed a lot of chapters on your life, you don't want to lose it don't you? your life isn't a story, please don't end it. I'm really really proud of you! things are gonna get better one day, hun. i'm sure. You're wonderful! you are strong! you are brave! you are beautiful! you are handsome! you are cool! you are great! you've come so far, i am really proud! you are amazing! you are phenomenal! just to let you know, you are doing great! you are doing well! good job! don't let anyone rule or tell otherwise about you! Well, if you have any hobbies, passions for something, etc. do try to improve what you're doing! you're doing amazing! don't let anybody, anyone rule or tell you what to do. you do you! it's your life afterall, it's time for you to shine! it's your spotlight! go after it! :D If you are feeling insecure, well i wanna tell you something. it's normal to feel insecure, feeling insecure about something makes us more motivated and encouraged to change ourselves, and improve ourselves to change what we are insecure of. as i said earlier, you are created for a reason. the reason you were created, is because you need to live a life that you are in right now. and, the life you are in right now, is really worth living for it. even if it's getting worse, or horrible, it is still worth living in this state. because, it will soon, one day be better. so enjoy life while you still can! :D 🤗 sending virtual hugs! :)
this playlist fits my everyday mood my parents will never understand. i just run up to my room and cry. when my parents call me down and ask what i was doing up there i would just say listening to music or doing art. i could never vent to my parents and i mean ever. they just wouldn't understand.
I think I can relate to that, I can NOT vent to my parents at all and if I did I'll just give a speech like I do in my mind self talk and everything I'd be yelling my heart out! That's why I listen to blue music after that I'll just get bored and continue watching other vids am so sorry for what you're going through😥I hope everything gets better for you
I tried telling my parents how I felt and they just said “it’s NORMAL”. they think just because they “are great parents” (which they aren’t) I couldn’t possibly have anything wrong with me. They don’t know how I feel, they don’t know how I cry to myself. Parents are so ignorant sometimes . They need to learn that nice things don’t always mean happiness I hope you get better
Same I could NEVER tell my parents what go through From being made fun of at school to stuff at home They wouldn’t understand That’s why I hide a vent sketch book in my backpack,I only take it out when I’m alone
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
I suddenly remembered when I was 4 years old and I was crying alone in my room bc my parents were arguing how useless I was and at that time I cried all my hearts out and all of the sudden, I felt someone arms wrapped around me even though there was no one. It's creepy but also comforting. I felt safe that day and it won't get out of my head. AND THIS IS FOR SOMEONE WHO NEEDS TO KNOW 100 REASONS WHY I LOVE YOU!! 1. You make me happy. 2. You dare me to be a better version of myself. 3. You follow me and you push me. 4. You love me in the times when I’m not capable to love myself. 5. You love me in times when I act like I don’t love you. 6. You forgive me quickly. 7. You understand me. And when you don’t, you do everything and you go all in to get clarity about the things you don’t understand. 8. You respect my boundaries. And you dare to cross them when you are sure you know better. 9. You accept my sadness and my anger and you live in harmony with them. 10. You see and you love the next best version of me. 11. You open yourself up for me. 12. You are truthful and vulnerable with me. 13. You don’t play games. 14. You throw away the masks that don’t serve you. 15. You are doing everything to become a better man for yourself and for us. 16. You are courageous. 17. You listen to me when you know I’m right. 18. You go to therapy. 19. You take care of your body. 20. You nourish your relationship with your family. 21. You have the most wonderful eyes. Not just „beautiful blue eyes“. But the eyes I look into when I’m not sure if you love me and when I’m not sure if I love you and their answer is always „yes“. 22. You have a gentle, innocent smile that always comforts me. 23. You are sad and you share your sadness with me. 24. You have the smoothest skin. I could spend hours just watching and caressing it. 25. You have beautiful strong hands that turn me on and make me feel safe. 26. You have a beautiful cock that satisfies me, energies me and reminds me I belong to you. 27. Your beautiful back and shoulders give you the power to take me and to conquer me. 28. Your have a beautiful man’s butt for therapeutic squeezing. 29. Your energy is clean and bright. 30. You have a gentle and calming voice that soothes me when I’m upset. 31. The stories you’re writing amuse me and inspire me. 32. You are the only person who makes me laugh more then I can make myself laugh. 33. You amuse me, make me laugh and inspire me by reading me your stories out loud. 34. You know so much about everything and I love it when you tell me about history and all the other things I know little about. 35. You know how to calm me down when I’m sad. 36. You share your power with me when I’m weak. 37. You have a unique style and you’re cool. 38. You are handsome, sexy and attractive. 39. Your sexuality is strong and you share it with me. 40. You are smart and a fast learner. 41. You managed to gain more of my thrust then anyone before. 42. You are the first person I gave my financial dependence to. 43. You teach me how to love unconditionally. 44. You let me be myself and you encourage me to find more of myself. 45. You invest in yourself. 46. You trust my intuition. 47. You made the first move. 48. You care for me and you look after me. 49. You love and you care about our dog. 50. You respect my friends and you make an effort together with me to nourish that relationships. 51. When I’m stuck, you help me find a solution. 52. You always drop me off and pick me up when I travel alone. 53. You give your best to make it easy for me when life gets tough. 54. You care to know how I feel in every moment. 55. You love expensive and beautiful pleasures and you incorporate them in our life, when we can afford it. 56. You are reliable. 57. You bravely listen and accept my complaints. 58. You care about my relationship with my parents. 59. You care about my success and my happiness. 60. You care about my body, you love it and you accept it. 61. You have a strong faith. 62. You let me give you a massage and you dedicate yourself to give me a massage. 63. You chose me and you continue to choose me. 64. You kiss me soft and tender, always and everywhere. 65. You practice yoga with me. 66. You remind me to drink water. 67. You encourage me to write. 68. You are shy and you’re letting me see it. 69. You know how to take me boldly, wildly and strong while we have sex. 70. You know how to force me to the edge of fear. 71. You are gentle and thoughtful. 72. You dare to show me all your faces. 73. You write a journal. 74. You are clean. 75. You love and enjoy the nature and the sea. 76. You are ready to do any house choir I ask you to. 77. You wash the dishes more often then I do. 78. You are ready to take risk and make life changing decisions for me. 79. You threw away most of your chlothes I hated. 80. You are ready to build our big bright future with me. 81. You are ready to do anything to heal my pain. 82. You share with me all that you have. 83. I’m not afraid to fall, ’cause I know you are there to catch me. 84. You care about your male friends and you are actively working on those relationships. 85. People love you and everyone enjoys your company, especially the kids. 86. You know how to feed us when I’m not capable to do that. 87. You are strongly connected to your roots and your parent’s home towns. 88. You tought me to understand and enjoy nature on a deeper level. 89. You are able to live any life style life brigs us. 90. You kiss, love and take my breasts and my pussy. 91. You are tearing down my walls gentle and patient. 92. You don’t hesitate to hush me down and lead us when it’s necessary. 93. You wrote me two beautiful pieces. 94. You listened to your heart when we started our journey and you did all the right moves. 95. When you kissed me for the first time, it was at the right moment at the right place. It will always be one of my favorite memories. 96. You care about my opinion and we make all the important decisions together. 97. You call me all the sweet nicknames and you kiss me when you leave and come back home. 98. You hug me and hold me before we fall asleep. 99. You are wonderful for at least 100 more reasons. 100. I love you for at least 100 more reasons.
Unforgettable Your image like a photograph ingrained Your eyes, like a novel I want to read A forest of questions to explore What lurks beneath them, shall perhaps remain mystery Like little beams of light they dart around Like raindrops unsure where to fall It was by chance that you would look at me A raindrop would land and startle me Like a summer storm I fell To run out, jump into the open air To swim to an island ashore To share a dance with you It was a vivid dream, then It was but a dream I looked away But did not forget Your smile, A childish grin So subtle, and foolish, and carefully sly I’m watching like a quiet lake, so still My reflection of you, is fading ever so Into little ripples of the lake I looked away But did not forget Your voice, When I heard it first It wasn’t vast like the ocean Nor was it like the sky or clouds Not like the sun, or the trees, or their roots below Not like thunder or lightning, not even rain But rather, like a treasure hidden in the sand Its rhyme, its rhythm, lost in my brain Still I remember when it called my name Each grain would fall Slipping through my fingers, before my eyes I longed to hold it my hands But I looked away Still I did not forget Your laugh, It was like the rain at night It pitter-pattered, rumbled and echoed as it fell I watched and listened through a window, a sheet of glass A barrier, a wall, I dare not cross Like a child and its bedtime story, I was drawn to the sound of it And never would I have enough But I looked away And still, I did not forget Your hands, They were distant planets foreign to me I watched them, through but a telescope, wistfully If only I could reach out, if so I was willing To somehow venture through the void But the void, it grew only more as time and space led on And soon, I knew, you would be gone So I looked away But could not forget Your shoulders, Not bulky, not broad, not epic, nor monumental Nor lean to be exact But strong, and lightly tan Like an architect’s design Like a smooth clay figurine I glanced upon your physique, your frame But only for a moment, a secret glimpse Then I looked away But did not forget Your hair, Sometimes hidden beneath your hood Sometimes messy and unkempt, disorderly and disheveled Always fell perfectly around your eyes Framed you, beautifully, charmingly Like a work of art, calling out on display, That stood out from all the rest I loved all your colors and depth And when I looked away I did not forget Your kindness, It wasn’t anything extraordinary or strange Nor was it the least fake or false It was quiet, sweet Like hot chocolate, filled with a rising, gentle steam It came when least expected, Like a tiny flower, perhaps a wild one, that grew between the cracks It was cautious, almost awkward, but it was lovely And like a flower myself I bloomed, like a star I beamed My heartbeat quickened, rushed by butterflies My mind raced with thoughts and jumbled with words And all I said was the very least, though I longed to say much more Perhaps, again, it wasn’t much you did But with it, you stole my heart You were the only one And all I did was look away Though, never forget You were at last, a beautiful sunset, so surreal An experience to have again and again, new to me everytime Underneath it all, I longed for your ray of warmth and security I could never step into the light, no matter how I tried I was glued to silence, held down by gravity And like that, Gone all too soon, Your glow fell beneath the earth, Your colors faded into the sea, But still, an image I can recall You were unforgettable.
In case no one told you today. You're beautiful. You're loved. You're needed. You're alive for a reason. You're stronger than you think. You're gonna get through this. I'm glad you're alive. And don't ever give up!
Do not lie to people. People have problems, telling them they are perfect ignores that. Solve your problems. Sorry, can't say much more. Psychopathic after all.
I love playlists like this. My parents will never understand why I listen to this type of music. Im not a "depressed pre-teen" I just understand this music. It makes me feel im not alone, Not alone in sadness, not alone in feeling to younge for this. I also love reading the comments. You see so many people that are similar to you, that understand you. And some different but you still understand the feeling.
I love how you smile I love how to talk I love when you do what you love I love how you walk I love how you run I love how you sound I love how you keep pushing through I love how you love I love when you're happy I love how you're not giving up I'm proud of you Dont give up For the people who need it
Having divorced parents is awful because one of the saddest things in the world, is to see their child grow up hating one of their parents because they have that one part of the story.
My heart goes out to all of those who aren't even teens and still understand this pain. Me included. You need to keep living. If you go now, you'll miss so many things. Your sweet 16, driving legally for the first time. Drinking and smoking legally for the first time. For those who are in their teens, i'm proud of you. You've made it this far, you can keep going. I believe in you. Keep going for me, little one. All the sweet little kids out there. Know that i'm your new dad now. You can reply to this comment and tell me about your troubles, I will make sure to respond to each and every one of them. You can do this, my shining star. :D
I’m only 12 and I’m suffering, I cry almost every night cause of how stressful life is. People never notice my accomplishments, but they always notice my faults, why is that? Is it because I need to be perfect?
@@Markiplier-forever People overlook things. It's a terrible feature many people have. But with your accomplishments, I want to congratulate you. What you did is special and I'm sorry you didn't get that recognition. Also, no, you don't need to be perfect, because no one is. Almost everyone points out each others faults to ignore their own. You don't need to fix anything. If you feel like no one else does, just remember, even though I don't know you, your life matters to me. I will always care for you, even though I don't know you, I will always keep you safe in my mind. I know you can break your cycle of suffering. Just keep going, and one day, you'll know you've been freed from your suffering.
cuz when you speak to the usual people all the cards are on the table, i felt like my friendgroup isnt the one i really wanna open up to cuz so many cards are on the table there, so i just found another one and its honestly a pretty good decision to make in my eyes
If you’re reading this, there is something I want you to know. I want you to know you’re great. You’re great no matter what anyone tells you, just look at how far you’ve gotten! Don’t ever give up, even when times seem rough. And when time seems rough, just think about those good old days, when there was nothing we had to worry about. I know life must be hard, but you are amazing and can always push through. Even if you think no one cares about you, I do. Whenever you feel low and need someone to talk to, I’m here. I’m here so you never give up. I’m here so you always push through. And I’m here whenever you’re at your lowest. You are truly an amazing human, nothing can prove me otherwise. Because even if there were hard times, you managed to push through all by yourself! I just want you to know you’re great. I know I’ve said you’re great a lot, but it’s cause you are. You are truly amazing. Just know, I’ll always love you even if we have never met. I hope I can make your day/night and if I can’t, I hope you will be able to get better. Actually, I know you can! And if you are really at your lowest, just have a conversation with god, our lord. Just pour out your feelings to him, he won’t judge you. God loves you no matter what. God will always be with you and stand by your side. Whenever you need a hug, god won’t hesitate to give you one. Always remember, you are truly amazing for getting this far. Never forget that people love you no matter what, even if it’s not all people. Never give up. Sincerely, Andrew ❤.
cuando eramos niños no nos preocupabamos de casi nada mas q vivir la vida a como de lugar y disfrutar pero ahora a todos esos recuerdos calidos por alguna razón no llenan tu corazón te sientes vacío a pesar de tenerlo "todo" "por que estas cansadx si no ¿No haces nada?" esto y lo otro por favor estoy aún creciendo no esperes q todo se haga de manera rápida todo tiene su tiempo y mi etapa todavía es ser la de un niño q disfruta lo q no pudo tener en el pasado a su forma pero lo hace solo somos unos niños q recién conocemos lo q es la niñez
its definitely a sad fact, the good thing about is you can have a mental breakdown for him at midnight and online friends cant go to ur parents because its online, thats what make online friends good
"To those left behind, abandoned and blue, Hold tight to hope, for it will see you through. In unity, we heal and bravely rise, For love, the strongest bond in any guise." This is a small section from a poem that I recently made basically, but this part reminds me no matter waht happens you will learn and become stronger. You just have to fight first. It's mainly talking about being abandoned but even if you weren't it works the same way, you learn and break and need to grow stronger to get better. But it takes time, lots of time.
You know when you just want someone so close to you relationship wise, that they will open their arms to you and you run in for a hug that lasts for eternity...
⚠️small vent⚠️ I really am just a kid. I'm only 16 and I'm going to the doctor's in 3 days because I may have Alopecia because of all the stress I'm having. And then 2 days after I go back to college, I literally have a performance that we were given 5 weeks to learn an entire script, dances and singing to. I have memory repression also so it's stressing me out not remembering everything I need to. My dance teacher isn't helping at all. She's telling me I won't be able to pass and I may be kicked off the course because of my mental health. I have a huge mistrust in therapists and now I'm basically being forced to see a therapist if I want to stay on my course. And it really doesn't help where my mum is relaying her trauma onto me, and making me do things she had to do as a kid. She thinks it's making me a better kid, but it's basically robbing me of my childhood. I don't even remember anything from 3 weeks ago and onwards... I literally broke down on a call to my only two trustworthy friends because I couldn't hold in the tears anymore...
Honestly I don't have good good memory but I do have some memory of what happened last week. I can't relate to you and I'm not even a good therapist friend but you can definitely and always vent here in the replies if you'd like
@@ameliatessmann4705 I hope so! I've told my mum finally and she's trying her best to help me, I may not be 100% fine afterwards but I'll be at least a little bit better
You managed to stay this far I'm fucking proud of you. If it's not okay come see me. Talk to me. If you want to cry, cry. Tears are no more serious. If you're sad relax, take a glass of water, and write your thoughts, then rest and do something you love. don't feel good, inhale and exhale and take a stuffed animal and hold it tight. Don't neglect yourself for something wrong. You have to learn to love yourself no matter what makes us different. If you succeed in accepting yourself, believe me you will be much better than before, just relax listening to music escaping from reality is a way of accepting. don't like,before you love someone love your body.Accept it.I promise you everything will be fine,rest draw do something you really love it's hard to accept yourself but as soon as you do it will you have made you feel s better don't do like me to hate who you are
All of you have the biggest hearts I’ve seen in awhile and whoever is on this video just know there’s people out here who love you and proud of you like me I’m proud of you for breathing that might not seem like much but it makes a difference we love you ♥️ -Tragic stars 11/26/2023 Hope you guys have a great life
Remember, people who made these songs have suffered what you are suffering. They understand your pain, that's why they made these songs. You're never alone, just know that please.
or some artists just wanted some people to express their feelings with a song so they can express instead of words because they actually get them and want to comfort them with a song they can relate to.
⚠️vent, de realization ⚠️ So for the past few months I've been feeling like nothing is real, that this is all just a game, I am a character not a player, I feel like I don't controll myself someone else does, or it's me, just a diffent version of myself. So when I feel like this I would write it down in this book, and soon I would start to understand the player controlling me and I understood myself. But I felt that if someone found it I would get in trouble, and I also didn't want anyone to read it, and I also thought I was making it all up for attention, so I burnt it. And with burning that book I think I burnt a part of myself, I destroyed my understanding of what I feel. So now when I feel these things I don't know how to deal with it. I just come to a RU-vid comment section so random strangers on the Internet can be burdened with my struggles.
I'm not a person who is like a therapist friend but I really really hope you feel better and remember to drink water and eat food:)) there is a lot of people in RU-vid who are every nice:)) and can relate to you..i honestly have a vent book and I sometimes scream in my pillow to help release stress(it kinda really helps me) in my vent book I write on how I feel and maybe some drawings. You should definitely have a vent book tho..i hope you feel better:))
This playlist is literally the only stress reliever I have rn, to who ever is reading this, you’re doing great and I’m so proud of you, you are so important in this world and you deserve all the love and happiness that could ever be given, please don’t give up so soon, you’ve come so far :)
I'm so proud of u (the person who is reading this) Ur existence is the proof that ur strong. And we all love u so much. Everything about u are the things I like abt you .. Please Keep on living!
TW:Vent So today i walked my friend over back to my school so his mom could pick him up but my dad got home before me and asked where i was and this also happened on Friday and yesterday my friend comes over everyday after school for snacks and my dad walked in on us hanging out but today my parents told me that i can no longer go to friends houses or hang out with people and i have a trauma trigger with eye contact cuz to this day my mom grabs my face and forces eye contact she tries to do that today but i slapped her hand and wouldn't let her touch me then i told them that i hate my dead name and they said that when i tell teachers my name is Dakota that i'm lying to them and they have given me some serious trauma and they say they arent perfect then expect so much from me and my mom said stuff like ive never been beaten and ive always had food homes and clothes but that doesn't excuse that fact i got abused not physically but abused and neglected and i hate being around them and now i only feel comfortable around my friends and i'm considering running away and i just want to see this birthday which is in exactly a month but idk if i can make it with them as my parents
Your parents need to wake the hell up and do a better job honestly it’s so annoying. Hey I’m so sorry to hear what you’ve gone through especially at a young age as well ❤️ I hope No- I’m demanding this of the universe, of the gods to any higher power out there that things start looking brighter for you, like right now cause this queen right here deserves to be happy (sorry if that seemed kind of cringe but I meant it) I’ll be wishing you all the best and I’m here to talk to if you need!
If your determined on running away, just make sure you have a place to stay, stable source of food and clean water and at least minimal hygiene. Your parents need a wake-up call and i hope they learn that you deserve better parents. You could spend your birthday at a library if you like reading or go to the movie theatres if not. That way you don't have to talk to your parents or be around them. Or you could go for a walk. Good luck with everything and stay safe :]
Omg I'm so sorry! Your parents sound like they need to be better parents. I'm sorry to hear what you've gone through considering your young age. Remember to eat and drink water. Take care of yourself too, I heard those often bring your brain some happiness. You deserve to be happy and you deserve so much better. I believe in you!
OMG you deserve so much f****** better than them they do not deserve you they have no right to hurt you in any way I hope you are okay and just know you are amazing smart beautiful and strong I know you can get through this and if you need someone to talk to you can talk to me if you'd like
A lot of ppl live like that and it’s not fair like it’s like ur stuck in a box and u can’t get out and ur just there scared and telling ur self “When will this ever end” and I hope everyone that replies to this person understands how much ppl have to live like this and how serious it is and I hope ur parents d!e and go to hell one day even though their ur parents 😃🤚🏻 and I hope they understand what they’re doing to u 😨 and all these songs r like life for some ppl and u and one is like mine so i just wish the best for u and ur friends bc ur friends might get in trouble by their parents if urs call theirs and gl passing life with ur parents and no I’m not tryna be mean it’s just ur parents put pressure on u that’s what one of my thoughts r in this comment 😭🤚🏼 btw happy early birthday 🥳 anyways bye/bah (Wish u the best!!)
This playlist made me feel more comfortable than my family made me. Parents say that don’t trust the internet but they don’t know that strangers can make us feel better then they can. I’m inlove with this playlist ❤️❤️
Its fine to be sad, if you are depressed i hope you are doing well but dont end your life. Trust me, you will regret it in the after life. Mark my words. Not only you has a hard life alright? We can get through this, please just dont kill yourself. Dont lose hope, even if no one loves you, listen we are here.
just know even people on the internet care about you and that you're worth everything you have, maybe even more. and im fucking proud of you for staying strong and never giving up. me and others here are here for you if you ever need someone to talk to. we will help with your problems in the best of our ability and help you as long as you let us do it. and take care of yourself, its more important to take care of your well being than destroy yourself for someone to simpily be impressed with you. never think for one fucking second that your worthless or worth less than anyone else in this fucked up place is
2:56 this reminded me of the good times, where I was in a good state of mind, with the people I love. It was oddly calming, it made me forget what pain was, it was the first time in a while where I was crying happy tears.( If you want to hear my story go farther down )⚠️venting⚠️ It was about 11 years ago when my stepfather held me and my siblings in the house by force. He bolted the all the doors shut, and threw my moms cloths and things out the window. Me and my older sisters got scared and we started packing up to leave. It was a hard decision because my younger siblings couldn’t go with us. We tried getting out of the window but he pushed us back, I ran in the bathroom bursting out in tears. I hurry back out and bolt out the window my sisters followed along and then we started calling for help. My sister called her friend to pick us up and we spent the night at her house. ( FYI my mom went out for errands for a long time and my stepdad thought she was cheating with him, and yes my little siblings are fine and still are even after the other event ) Then 9 years ago my mom and stepdad are still together happily and I started to trust him more, but that all changed the night out. I was babysitting my little sibling putting them to bed. When I hear the door open apparently my stepdad came home early and I asked how it went wondering where my mom is. My stepdad interrupted me asking to call my mom and she doesn’t answer. He starts breaking down in tears, i get confused and move to the opposite side of the bed where he isn’t. He stomps downstairs and I try calling my mom a few more times but she still didn’t answer. My stepdad starts yelling at me and asking if she ever answered and I respond saying no and at this point he was scaring me. I closed my door and started packing my things. He begins to bang on my door asking why *I’m* crying and I respond saying that I’m scared of you leave now. He leaves me alone and I start panicking trying to figure out if I should call the police or not. I decided to call them and they ask questions I answered them and they came to my house asking for me. My stepdad seems mad that I called the cops and are now asking me more questions and they start asking my stepdad questions. My mom calls from a different phone saying that she is on her way making sure I’m okay and that we are leaving that night. My mom gets there and starts to pack my little siblings things getting ready to leave. My stepdad gets aggressive and starts askin that for her credit card so she won’t have anything to have when we leave. I go in the closet for a breakdown as the police take him away. We pack some food and we are on the road getting away. ( FYI my mom left her phone in the car on accident when my stepdad drove off without her ) I am now a 20 year old woman in college. Despite of it the trauma being ages ago I started trying to heal myself in a way that isn’t helpful. When I was 15 I thought I needed “physical touch” (aka sexual actions) to feel less lonely but that made things worse for my mental health. I am now in therapy talking about my problems, and living a better life. This is a message telling everyone to choose the right people to trust, and to handle trauma the right way. Love you❤️
OK SO CAN I JUST SAY IM quitting my good paying job with benefits to pursue my passions. I am taking a huge risk and if I fail I could end up on the street, but life is too short in my opinion. These songs capture the feeling I have when I think about just how big of a risk I'm taking. I could either hear these songs in the future with happiness, or with defeat. Regardless of which one it is, right now I'm just happy to be vibing :) Don't be scared to pursue what you love, lifes to short to never try
To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon! If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen! Bad times always pass eventually, even when it seems they will never go away, it will get better. Life has ups and downs, maybe right now feels like a forever down but it i will go back up again, just keep on living and you'll go back up eventually, it'll be okay :) You are so strong and I know you can get through this! I believe in you, I believe in you even when you don't believe in yourself, _you_ are so strong and resilient, you have withstood so much, I'm so proud of you! Keep going! You are so special and unique and beautiful, don't forget that
The fact that almost everyone here finds it more comfortable to vent to strangers rather than parents or therapists just shows how scared we are to talk about it because we feel like we will get made fun of, just me?.
Daily reminder: You're not useless. You're not a dissapointment. You're not dumb. You're not different. You're not compared to anyone. Because... You're loved. You're strong. You're smart. You're beautiful inside and out. You're the best version of YOU there ever is. and you're human. I know you're going through a lot of stuff right now but it'll be okay. This life is a long journey. In a journey, there are ups and downs. If you ever go down, it doesn't mean you can't go back up. Rest easy and give yourself a treat :) I love you very very much and I just want you to know that.💕And when you go back up, you have that space in your heart that can help others back up, as well
I remember coming to these playlists because I actually felt the lyrics, I think I'm healing because I no longer feel the lyrics, it's hard to describe but I feel like I'm at a point where I dont need vent playlists to feel understood
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when your crying i love you when you feel tired i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped) Show less
"Come to me, all who are weary and heavy laden, and I will rest." - Jesus Matthew 11:28 Jesus loves you very much. I am healed because of him. And he wants to heal you too. just come to him He is the reason I am alive today.❤ He can redeem your life. He loves u so so so so so so so x infinite times much❤❤❤❤❤❤
I rarely do vent art because I mostly end up breaking or throwing stuff, but I have managed to make two drawings without tearing or throwing away the page
There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it to this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful
This playlist really helps me... I just lost my dad last week on Sunday during Thanksgiving, he was a HEAVY drinker but a hard worker... He always drank since i can remember... We thought he was doing so good when he was in the hospital the first time until he had stroke that's when we learned that things were a lot worse...Alot worse.. His heart just gave out during the second trip up the hospital but they brought him back, they put him on Life support for the next day until we had the take him off because he had no brain activity... He was the only reason why I tried to do my best at school..Now it feels like I lost everything...I'm barely holding on..I was doing bad enough and this pulled me down to a indescribable low...I have been going to school but it's so hard to focus when your mind is focus on other things and my grades are reflecting that..5 F's out of 7 periods...I'm trying to convince my mom to pull me out of because I know that I'm not going to make it but she wants me to keep going..It's so hard to keep going..We're moving soon to go stay with a friend...I'm so tired... Don't drink at a young age kids...
It was so harsh on you. But if someone especially your parent have faith in you, you can do it. Just think that what I went through no other should go through that pain. Bc shit hurts, it hurts so bad that you wanna lay all day but it is of no use.
I'm sorry to here that but atleast your mom didn't give up on you appreciate her atleast and don't worry about it and give your self some time to heal plz it's okay to grief let it out
It really sucks how much childhood trauma affects you as an adult. That's why I love weridcore/traumacore/dreamcore. Feels like it gives me a chance, even if for a couple of minutes, to re-live the past and open those wounds again so they can heal properly. Every song in these genres is able to induce such a strong feeling of nostalgia. I can't help but cry when I listen in. Whether those be tears of joy or sorrow, well, that depends on the day. That's why I liked XXXTentacion's old stuff like "Tightrope" and "Teeth" and "Vice City". It just invokes such an deep emotion. An emotion so deep that I don't believe you could make music like that, or like most stuff in this playlist, unless you've actually hung off the edge a couple of times
Sometimes, mainly all the time, I feel grateful that we don’t live forever because then you won’t make most of your days and won’t go by the quote “live like there’s no tomorrow” but if you lived forever there would always be a tomorrow - who relates xx
it makes me feel a bit more comfortable knowing im not the only one going through hard times, everyone that sees this i hope youre doing okay and wish the best to you
The internet makes me feel safe and at home even though i have bad memories of home I just think the internet is a better home. And thanks everyone for existing you all deserve all the love in the world and remember be yourself and don't give a flying flip about what other people say 😊
same. the internet has been more comforting than my mother's pitiful excuse for comfort. also ive found content creators i love more than her so thats sayin something
Is it just me but when something bad happens you don’t have time to be sad or cry but your have to comfort those around. Look after yourself and always put you first no matter what “don’t light yourself on fire to keep others warm” Also when your parent/guardian says “if your friend jumped off a bridge would you follow” - I’ll be like I’m the one who probably goes first anyway. But yes if my best friend jumped off a bridge, yes, yes a thousand times yes i would follow, probably because they would have been my only friend, my only best friend, the only one who had time for me, the only one who cared about me and the only one who knows I am a human too - love you all hope you get through what ever your going though and if your just here to vibe I’m sorry for the depressing comments x
Hey, don’t be sorry for speaking your mind. I’m so so so proud of you for even just talking and recognizing your emotions. And if you don’t have a friend, I’ll be your friend. And I know you’ll find an amazing friend group who will genuinely support you and will wanna hang out with a great person like you, you’re a great, wonderful, amazing, and thoughtful person. And don’t forget to get some good sleep tonight.
Alien blues has always been my favorite song to comfort me due to my self esteem when it comes to my teeth and hygiene. I try my best to take care of my teeth, but they never stop being yellow, and I afraid that once I get braces, they’ll be more yellow than ever. And I won’t have any lollipops to help me cope( it’s coping mechanism for me to eat lollipops when dad to make me feel better) and hearing the song always makes me feel better because it makes me realize I’m not alone and it won’t last forever
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! -Not mine, but pass it around guys
I'm literally doing my art homework at 1 A.M. I'm sad that I can't get the proportions right. Thank you for this, but sadly I don't think it will be able to help me.
This morning, my mom called me useless and a failure, she said that to me and my siblings, but still that hurt me so much. We were on our way to school, and she drives us there normally. I started crying on the way but no one bat an eye, which was good though. I immediately went to the bathroom to wash my face, and went to PE class, first thing in the morning. Then I remembered the words she uttered, I broke down. People got scared and asked why I was crying, I said nothing and so and so, but they were still worried. My friends took me to the bathroom and tried to talk to me about it. They were really worried cuz I just broke down out of the blue, they gave me some space, and I washed my face and couldn’t stop crying for some unknown reason. One of my friends came in and tried to comfort me, she suggested I go to the so called therapist teacher. We went to her and I felt more comfortable, what’s funny is that my friends started crying, so worried they were balling their eyes out, I explained to the teacher that my mom said something stupid for the 2nd time this week, they tried to comfort me in the best way possible, I felt loved and comfortable that time. I’m still hurt and ignored my mother the whole time, not wanting to see her face ever again. I also thought my friends never cared about me, such a nice feeling knowing they do now. 🙂
I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU.
“Being equal isnt always fair.” “The sun has to shine because it has no other choice. The moon has to shine at night because it has no choice so get to work.” “Crying doesnt mean your weak, it just means you’ve been strong too long.” “Dont cry because it ended, Smile because it happened.” “If everyone had the chance to erase their mistakes from the past, they wouldnt be who they are today.” “Love those around you because you might never see them
Vent I'm 22 going on 23 this year. I've never had any relationships beyond some long distance stuff and I don't have a license to be able to go much of anywhere. I'm mostly a loner. Sometimes I feel it's better this way, but I still want to believe I too can find love. I'm diagnosed autistic, I still kinda feel like I'm a kid struggling to find my way in life. I deal with depression, social anxiety, and a lot of insecurity.I believe I may ruined a potentially good relationship with my insecurity more than once. Been going through a journey to improve myself. Talking to a therapist and focusing on my hobbies. For once help myself rather than others. I just started and still slip back a lot, but a great man once said that “You’re going to be all right. You just stumbled over a stone in the road. It means nothing. Your goal lies far beyond this. Doesn’t it? I’m sure you’ll overcome this. You’ll walk again… soon.” -Kentaro Muira
There’s nothing that guarantees everything is gonna go perfect someday and it sure as hell is gonna be messy when you find someone who you care about and they care about you. There will be ups and downs but if it doesn’t work out because of mental issues it’s just not right. Just wait in some time there will be a few months where it goes good and then it’s gonna most likely be a bit hard but just hang on
I LOVE YALL SO FUCKING MUCH BE PROUD Y9UR NOT ON THE URGE OF DYING-Someone who loves you Things that make me proud You eating You drinking You sleeping You blinking You breathing You hearing this You loving yourself Things i dont like You starving You getting abused You hating yourself Your parents neglecting you😡 Not loving you Things that love you
No one will be with you in your difficult times, those who say they love you, your closest friend, your relative, your mother, your father, your brother, no one will shed light on you when you fall into spiritual darkness, no one will jump into the sea of disappointment to save you while you are swimming in tears, no one will come and give you medicine to see if you have a headache when you are sick. No one will check on you to see if you are tired, but the Moon, which never says it will be there but always appears in the sky at the same time, will always be with you. You can tell it your feelings and smile looking at its gray shine in the black sky. It will shed light on you while you cry in the darkness of your mind. It will listen to you calmly when you cry and when you look at the sky. it smiles at you in its brightest form... The moon is like this, it stands next to you, so every night when you look up and see the moon, put a small smile on your face and smile knowing that the moon is always with you until you die, even if no one in the universe is with you. Smile, cry, express your fear, express your emotions because he does not criticize you, always keeps your secrets and supports you...
Just me or you can never vent to your friends or they will tell everyone about your problems and start leaving you on read after telling about your life and joking about it? Also, thanks for making this playlist and the comment section a safe place. We all really appreaciate that
i was making a joke about some fictional guys i like in a gc and my boyfriend was in the gc too and he said “it makes me feel like you care about them more than me” so i said “i’m sorry i really don’t i just have problems and they’re my comfort characters” all he said was “wow😠” i opened up all my troubles to him last night and i vented to him so much heh,damn i really thought that i could vent to somebody…pretty stupid of me i feel like he doesn’t deserve everything i told him last night now this sounds so stupid but it really hurt me
@@irl-mikantsumiki hey don’t let anyone make you feel this way we all deserve someone to vent to no one and I mean no one should have to bottle up everything that’s how bad things happen😢
⚠️VENT⚠️ omg its so crazy how almost about a year ago i would vent to this exact playlist each day. the amount of sadness and sorrow i had gained from being removed from my home to foster care was my breaking point, i was so stress out on everything around me. I wasnt able to sleep for days, i wanted to cry but i couldnt. It wasnt until my foster mom had come to confront me about my self h@rm, my tears welling up to the point where anyone would be able to notice it. I was in elementary school, what made matters worse was when i found out my foster mom had been only keeping me in her house for a year for personal benefit. I was devestated, the only person i trusted had betrayed me. then around 2022 june, i was sent back home entering middle school. but once i came back home and transitioned schools, everyone forgot about the trauma and sadness consuming and piling up. it wasnt until i spoke up about it to CPS to get therapy, once i did, everyone got mad at me. The same people who told me to be honest and let out my feelings, got mad at me for trying to heal what was broken. CPS then ended up giving me therapy, it barely helps tho, only thing they diagonosed me there was PTSD which being untreated, got worse over time. i genuninely hate the foster system.
@@NotKobi69 I know there are people just saying “ I hope you feel better” “I’m sorry” “i love you I’m proud of you for getting this far” But ima actually try to give you some tips some you may not need but if you ever need it it’s here. (IM NOT HATING ON ANYONE THAT SAYS :> THOSE THINGS ) ~things to help~ 1. Sometimes doing a face care routine helps with making you feel better whenever I do it afterwards I feel like my face doesn’t feel tight and that I’m trapped in my own skin 2. Listen to happy music at least 4 times a week my dad once said that ”it’s what we listen to that effects our mood” ofc it’s okay to cry to sad songs tho 3. Hang out with friends at least once a week to free yourself and distract your mind (if you have online friends just talk to them it helps a lot just to talk to someone) 4. Watch a movie that you used to watch when you where younger (that always makes my day) 5. If you have a pet do something with them 6. Do something with your sibling(s) ofc if your comfortable tho 7. Go out in nature trust me it’s the best 8. Draw or write what your feeling and then burn it or rip it into shreds and throw it away or tall about it with a friend 9. Sleep. Just take a nap. 10. Eat your favorite food I hope this helps with something! I love helping people out! But Ik this might not change anything in your personal life but at least it might do something? Also if you don’t have finch it’s a great app it helps with a lot and you can friend people on it so if you want to friend me on it I’ll be glad to friend you! I hope with all my heart you have a great day/night/afternoon! Love, The random person that is trying to Help you
I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive.
